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For the love of my mother, please don't let me binge today!!
I've planned a higher intake today because we're going to a restaurant for Mother's Day. I'm planning on just tipping the 1000 scale, it'll probably come to about 1200, which is my general bmr. This is the plan:
Glass of water, no ice (for digestion) Cappuccino 250-300ml - 80-100 Ask for tabasco (spicy make metabolism🔥) Chargrilled rump steak 200g - 422 Roquefort sauce 150 ml - 240 Garden Salad 2 cups - 24 Total: 800 (786) One of the following: Castle lite 300ml - 100 Rainbow paradise cocktail - 228 Gin and tonic watermelon - above 200 Amarula hot chocolate - 300ish
The calories are not on the menu or website, so I'm relying on the internet, which isn't always accurate. Thus, I'm rounding it to 1200. I find if I just keep track of my cals, I generally don't binge. If anyone has tips for digestion I'd be so grateful😇
Update: I wouldn't say I binged, but I did go over my cal target by about 250. The salad was higher than expected, and I had the amarula hot chocolate. When I came home, I tried to have the things I'd been craving, like wine and half an orange. But then I got hold of the sweets I'd been saving and ate a few of those🫠 so I took the amount I went over and subtracted it from today's target. Hopefully, I'm at my next gw tomorrow.
For the love of my mother, please don't let me binge today!!
I've planned a higher intake today because we're going to a restaurant for Mother's Day. I'm planning on just tipping the 1000 scale, it'll probably come to about 1200, which is my general bmr. This is the plan:
Glass of water, no ice (for digestion) Cappuccino 250-300ml - 80-100 Ask for tabasco (spicy make metabolism🔥) Chargrilled rump steak 200g - 422 Roquefort sauce 150 ml - 240 Garden Salad 2 cups - 24 Total: 800 (786) One of the following: Castle lite 300ml - 100 Rainbow paradise cocktail - 228 Gin and tonic watermelon - above 200 Amarula hot chocolate - 300ish
The calories are not on the menu or website, so I'm relying on the internet, which isn't always accurate. Thus, I'm rounding it to 1200. I find if I just keep track of my cals, I generally don't binge. If anyone has tips for digestion I'd be so grateful😇
25 April - Day 10
It's only been about a week this time, so so far, there hasn't been anything that has been really hard to give up.
Ps. If you haven't seen before, I answered these about a month ago, there's definitely things that have been hard to give up by now✨️
27 April - Day 12
Normally, like if I wasn't dieting? I'd eat pancakes or two bowls of cereal after 10am for breakfast. At 3/4pm I'd have something like bread with butter, peanut butter, and honey or jam, depending. Maybe I'd have noodles with an egg instead. Then, for supper, I'd have whatever is going, like mince and spaghetti or curry and rice. After that, I'd have cookie dough made from flour, cocoa, sugar, butter, and milk. Maybe tea or cocoa to end it off.
lol me yesterday having my third cup of coffe while fasting.
me: is shaking cause fasting
also me: energy drink will fix that
*shaking intensities*
me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math

Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente
I want an ana buddy, i reall, let myself go badly this time, im back at my sw, im going to kms, this time when i reach my goal theres no coming back, i learned food only makes u fat, no thanks, theres 2 months till my 16 bday gonna get myself a present:16 bmi🤪



Bella Hadid for your motivation

this is exactly how i wanna look
I can see more bones crawling up, i can feel them and touch them. But i have to starve more.
For being pretty
For the attention
For the concearn