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Still crying over Yi City arc

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What Their Drunk Confessions Are Like (Pt5)

What their drunk confessions are like (Pt5)

A/N: Part 5 yay! Hope you enjoy!

Lan SizHui:

Just like XXC, Lan Sizhui is an angel

So he also probably didn't get drunk on purpose

And even when he was drunk, you probably couldn't even tell

It was one warm night in Gusu

After a long harrowing night hunt with the juniors, everyone had decided to stay one night in Gusu to recuperate

So to celebrate the end of the night hunt, the juniors decided to have drinks (even though it is illegal in cloud recesses, Jingyi was able to convince sizhui)

You were a junior as well, from the C/N clan

You were really close with the junior quartet (yes, Zizhen too give my boy some love), having befriended them during the many inter clan night hunts

You were closest with Zizhen and Jingyi, since all three of you were closest since you shared the same sense of humour and all enjoyed playing around the most

SizHui and Jin Ling were slightly more of a mystery to you

Jin Ling was just kinda bratty, and although you two were close friends, you also argued a lot

And SizHui generally didn't speak to you

Not because he didn't like you, no, it was because he liked you a little too much

He had a huge crush on you

And so, he never really knew how to approach you, let alone ask you to court him

So being drunk was the perfect excuse

The five of you had gotten some emperors smile and were now drinking it in a common room you had rented

And now you were surrounded by four drunk boys

Jin Ling and Jingyi were definitely very drunk, arguing over some pointless thing

Zizhen was in a corner, crying his eyes out (he was 100% drunk as well)

And Sizhui sat next to you, downing his fifth of sixth  cup, nothing but slight red cheeks to show his drunkenness

You had only had a single cup, since you didn't really like the taste

Whenever you and Sizhui were alone together, you would generally be in comfortable silence

Now that he was drunk however...

“Ah-Y/N,” he started, soft and gentle voice slightly wavering, “We are friends aren't we?”

You looked at him puzzledly, before nodding

“Well, I-”

Whatever he’d been about to say was cut off by a loud Jingyi, as he sat down right between the two of you, effectively separating you

Then he turned to Sizhui and said

“Are you finally gonna ask her to court you?” Then with a huge shit eating grin he added

“Zizhen, Jin Ling! Sizhui is asking Ah-Y/N to court him!”

Jin Ling turned to them, but made no move to come over

Zizhen however immediately smiled and came over to where you were sitting

“Really? I knew you wanted to Sizhui, but I never thought you’d do it so soon!” he exclaimed, coming to sit with them as well

By now Sizhui’s face had reddened so much he practically looked like a tomato

You tried to catch his eye but he seemed to be doing everything in his power to not look at you

He was really embarrassed and although he had been meaning to ask you, this was not how he had meant to go by it

“Well? Are you gonna ask her or not?” Zizhen mumbled, clearly impatient

Sizhui looked like he was about to implode

You knew you had to do something to save your poor friend

And so you did

“If Sizhui wants to ask me something, he can do it whenever he wants to. Stop pressuring him”

You could see Sizhui relax, even if it was only a bit

Jingyi and Zizhen however in turns annoyed and let down

“Fine then... Come on Zizhen.” Jingyi muttered, getting up along with Zizhen and going to whisper to each other on the far end of the room

Which left you and Sizhui  alone

The comfortable silence that you had was now long gone

Somehow, Sizhui was the first to break the silence

“I’m sorry I put you in an uncomfortable position...” he said softy, almost a whisper

“Nonono! It’s okay!” You you scrambled to say, tripping over your words in a rush to get them out

Only then did he truly look at you, and you could see something a little but like hope in his eyes

“Was Jingyi telling the truth or...” you muttered, unsure if you should continue the topic

Sizhui looked away, blushing more now, but he managed to nod all the same

And that was all the confirmation you needed

Since he wasn't looking at you however, you had to grab his hand to get his attention

“I would like that. To, um, c-court y-you i mean. I would like that a lot...” You mumbled

Now it was your turn to blush

But the smile that appeared on his face after he’d understood what you’d said was so bright that you almost entirely forgot your embarrassment

You just looked at each other, sharing a tender moment, until

“FINALLY!”

Jingyi and Zizhen (and even Jin Ling) congratulated you on your courtship for the next hour, until they all passed out from drunkenness, and you and Sizhui were finally able to share your first kiss

Thank you for reading!

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4 years ago

How To Name Your Chinese Characters: 

1) LAST NAMES: 

I’ve pasted the Top 100 common last names in alphabetical order, and bolded the ones that appear in CQL:   

B: 白 Bai C: 蔡 Cai ; 曹 Cao ;  常 Chang ; 曾 Ceng ;  陈 Chen ;  程 Cheng ;  崔 Cui ; D: 戴 Dai ; 邓 Deng ; 丁 Ding ; 董 Dong ; 杜 Du ; F: 范 Fan ; 方 Fang ; 冯 Feng ; 付 Fu ; G: 高 Gao ;  葛 Ge  ; 龚 Gong ; 顾 Gu ; 郭 Guo ; H: 韩 Han ; 何 He ; 贺 He 洪 Hong ; 侯 Hou ; 黄 Hua ; 胡 Hu ; J: 贾 Jia ; 蒋 Jiang ; 姜 Jiang ; 江 Jiang ; 金 Jin ; K: 康 Kang ; L:  赖 Lai ; 李 Li ;  黎 Li ; 廖 Liao ; 梁 Liang ; 林 Lin ; 刘 Liu ; 陆 Lu ; 卢 Lu ; 路 Lu ; 吕 Lü ; 罗 Luo ; M: 马 Ma ; 麦 Mai ; 毛 Mao ; 孟 Meng ; N:  倪 Ni  ;  牛 Niu ; P: 潘 Pan ; 彭 Peng ; Q: 钱 Qian ; 秦 Qin ; 邱 Qiu ; R:任 Ren ; S: 邵 Shao ; 沈 Sheng ; 史 Shi ; 石 Shi ; 施 Shi ; 宋 Song ; 苏 Su ; 孙 Sun ; T: 陶 Tao ; 谭 Tan ; 唐 Tang ; 田 Tian ; W: 万 Wan ; 王 Wang ;  汪 Wang ; 魏 Wei ; 吴 Wu ; X: 邢 Xing ; 夏 Xia ;  蕭 Xiao ; 谢 Xie ; 徐 Xu ; 许 Xu ; 薛 Xue ; Y: 阎 Yan ; 严 Yan ; 杨 Yang ; 姚 Yao ; 叶 Ye ;  余 Yu ; 于 Yu ; 袁 Yuan ; Z: 张 Zhang ;  赵 Zhao ; 郑 Zheng ; 钟 Zhong ; 周 Zhou ;  朱 Zhu ;  庄 Zhuang ;  邹 Zou ;

Above are all single character last names, but there are some double character Chinese last names, seen below (list not exhaustive): 

独孤 Du’Gu ;  公孙 Gong’Sun ; 南宫 Nan’Gong    欧阳 Ouyang ;  司马 Sima ; 上官 Shangguan ; 宇文 Yu’Wen ; 长孙 Zhangsun ; 诸葛 Zhu’GE ; 

2) GIVEN NAMES/COURTESY NAMES

《Elements》: 

Light*: 光 (guāng) - light,  亮 liàng - bright / shine, 明 (míng) - bright, 曦 (xī) - early dawn, 昀 (yún) - daylight, 昭 (zhāo) - light, clear,照 (zhào) - to shine upon,

Fire: 焰 (yàn) - flames, 烟 (yān) - smoke,炎 (yán) - heat/burn, 烨 (yè) - dazzling light,  

Water: also see “weather” OR “bodies of water” under nature; note the words below while are related to water have meanings that mean some kind of virtue: 清 (qīng) - clarity / purity, 澄 (chéng) - clarity/quiet, 澈 (chè) - clear/penetrating, 涟 (lián) - ripple, 漪 (yī) - ripple, 泓 (hóng) - vast water, 湛 (zhàn) - clear/crystal, 露 (lù) - dew, 泠 (líng) - cool, cold, 涛 (tāo) - big wave,泽 (zé),浩 hào - grand/vast (water),涵 (han) - deep submergence / tolerance / educated

Weather: 雨 (yǔ) - rain, 霖 (lín) - downpouring rain, 冰 (bīng) - ice, 雪 (xuě) - snow,  霜 (shuāng) - frost 

Wind: 风 (fēng) - wind

* some “Light” words overlap in meaning with words that mean “sun/day”

《Nature》:

Season: 春 (chūn) - spring, 夏 (xià) - summer, 秋 (qíu) - aumtum, 冬 (dōng) - winter

Time of Day: 朝 (zhāo) - early morning / toward, 晨 (chén) - morning / dawn, 晓 (xiǎo) - morning, 旭 (xù) - dawn/rising sun,昼 (zhòu) - day,皖 (wǎn) - late evening,夜 (yè) - night 

Star/Sky/Space: 云 (yún) - cloud,天 (tiān) - sky/ heaven,霞 (xiá) - afterglow of a rising or setting sun,月 (yuè) - moon,日 (ri) - day / sun,阳 (yáng) - sun,宇 (yǔ) - space,星 (xīng) - star

Birds: 燕 (yàn) - sparrow, 雁 (yàn) - loon, 莺 (yīng) - oriole, 鸢 (yuān) - kite bird (family Accipitridae),羽 (yǔ) - feather

Creatures: 龙 (lóng) - dragon/imperial

Plants/Flowers:* 兰 (lán) - orchids,  竹 (zhú) - bamboo, 筠 (yún) - tough exterior of bamboos, 萱 (xuān) - day-lily, 松 (sōng) - pine, 叶 (yè) - leaf, 枫 (fēng) - maple, 柏 bó/bǎi - cedar/cypress, 梅 (méi) - plum, 丹 (dān) - peony

Mountains: 山 (shān), 峰 (fēng) - summit, 峥 (zhēng),

Bodies of water: 江 (jiāng) - large river/straits, 河 (hé) - river, 湖 (hú) - lake, 海 (hǎi) - sea, 溪 (xī) - stream, 池 (chí) - pond, 潭 (tán) - larger pond, 洋 (yáng) - ocean

* I didn’t include a lot of flower names because it’s very easy to name a character with flowers that heavily implies she’s a prostitute. 

《Virtues》: 

Astuteness: 睿 ruì - astute / foresight, 智 (zhi), 慧 (hui), 哲 (zhé) - wise/philosophy, 

Educated:  博 (bó) - extensively educated, 墨 (mo) - ink, 诗 (shi) - poetry / literature, 文 (wén) - language / gentle / literary, 学 (xue) - study, 彦 (yàn) - accomplished / knowledgeable, 知 (zhi) - to know, 斌 (bīn) - refined, 赋 (fù) - to be endowed with knowledge

Loyalty: 忠 (zhōng) - loyal, 真 (zhēn) - true 

Bravery: 勇 (yǒng) - brave, 杰 (jié) - outstanding, hero

Determination/Perseverance: 毅 (yì) - resolute / brave, 恒 (héng) - everlasting, 衡 (héng) - across, to judge/evaluate,成 (chéng) - to succeed, 志 (zhì) - aspiration / the will

Goodness/Kindness: 嘉 (jiā) - excellent / auspicious,磊 (lěi) - rock / open & honest, 正 (zhèng) - straight / upright / principle,

Elegance: 雅 (yǎ) - elegant, 庄 (zhuāng) - respectful/formal/solemn, 彬 (bīn) - refined / polite, 

Handsome: 俊 jùn - handsome/talented 

Peace: 宁 (níng) - quietness/to pacify, 安 (ān) - peace, safety

Grandness/Excellence:宏 (hóng) - grand,豪 (háo) - grand, heroic,昊 (hào) - limitless / the vast sky,华 (huá) - magnificent, 赫 (hè) - red/famous/great, 隆 (lóng) - magnificent, 伟 (wěi) - greatness / large,轩 (xuān) - pavilion with a view/high,卓 (zhuó) - outstanding

Female Descriptor/Virtues/Beauty: 婉 (wǎn),惠 (huì), 妮 (nī), 娇 (jiāo), 娥 (é), 婵 (chán) (I didn’t include specific translations for these because they’re all adjectives for women meaning beauty or virtue) 

《Descriptors》:

Adverbs: 如 (rú) - as,若 (ruò) - as, alike,宛 (wǎn) - like / as though,

Verbs: 飞 (fēi) - to fly,  顾 (gù) - to think/consider, 怀 (huái) - to miss, to possess, 落(luò) - to fall, to leave behind,梦 (mèng) - to dream, 思 (sī) - to consider / to miss (someone),忆 (yì) - memory, 希 (xī) - yearn / admire

Colours: 红 (hóng) - red, 赤 (chì) - crimson, 黄 (huàng) - yellow, 碧 (bì) - green,青(qīng) - azure,蓝 (lán) - blue, 紫 (zǐ) - violet ,玄 (xuán) - black, 白 (baí) - white

Number:一 (yī), 二 (er) - two, 三 (san) - three,  四 (si) - four,  五 (wu) - five, 六 (liu) - six, 七(qi) - seven, 八 (ba) - eight,  九 (jiu) - nine, 十 (shi) - ten

Direction: 东 (dōng) - east, 西 (xi) - west, 南 (nan) - south, 北 (bei) - north,

Other: 子 (zǐ) - child, 然 (rán) - correct / thusly

《Jade》: *there are SO MANY words that generally mean some kind of jade, bc when ppl put jade in their children’s name they don’t literally mean the rock, it’s used to symbolize purity, goodness, kindness, beauty, virtue etc*  琛 (chen), 瑶 (yao),  玥 (yue),  琪 (qi),  琳 (lin)

《Spirituality》

凡 (fan) - mortality 

色 (se) - colour, beauty. In buddhism, “se” symbolizes everything secular

了 (liao) - finished, done, letting go 

尘 (chen) - dust, I’m not… versed in buddhism enough to explain “chen”, it’s similar to “se”

悟 (wu) - knowing? Cognition? To understand a higher meaning

无 (wu) - nothing, the void, also part of like “letting go” 

戒 (jie) - to “quit”, but not in a bad way. In buddhism, monks are supposed to “quit” their earthly desires.

极 (ji) - greatness, also related to the state of nirvana (? I think?) 

4 years ago

How about jiang Cheng and lan xichen with a lover who lost her memory in a night hunt accident and she forgets who they are but she eventually remembers everything ???

A/N: Oooooo I love this ideaaa! I hope I did it justice! Enjoy!

Jiang Cheng:

Jiang Cheng had met you during the could recesses lectures

You were from the Y/C and although you weren't their top disciple, you were still greatly skilled

You first drew his attention when you spoke up in front of Wen Chao

You’d been the only one

After that, you and Jiang Yanli were almost inseparable

Which meant you spent most of your time with them

And he fell in love with you

Fast forward to after Sun Shot

Due to your great friendship, you joined Jiang Yanli when she married into the Jin clan, by becoming a Jin disciple

When she passed however, you and Jiang Cheng were left as Jin Ling’s guardians

And so for the sake of simplicity, you joined the Jiang Clan

After that, you and Jiang Cheng spent loads of time together

And his old feelings rekindled

Then one night, Jiang Cheng (Awkwardly) confessed his love for you and the two of you (secretly) started courting

Although he was very busy, he still made time for you and he even found himself being kind and less angry thanks to your guidance

As a Jiang disciple it was your job to go on nighthunts, but Jiang Cheng (not so subtly) always made sure he was there when you did

But one day the aid of the Jiang sect had been requested to aid with some water ghosts close to Yunmeng

Jin Ling requested that he be allowed to go for practice and you and Jiang Chen had agreed

Once you got there however you quickly noticed that the threat was much worse than you had previous assumed

You all fought valiantly but quickly started to be overpowered  by the demons

Jiang Cheng was so focused on protecting himself and Jin Ling that he didn't notice when you got dragged under

Luckily, the Lan clan who had been visiting came to help and the issue was quickly resolved

You were rescued by the Lan disciples and although you were unconscious, you where still breathing

Relief coursed through Jiang Cheng until he noticed something much worse

Almost 25 years ago

Every tender memory shared with him was gone

Every moment, stolen kiss, passionate love making session, everything

He was heartbroken

And he blamed Jin Ling

After all, if Jin Ling hadn’t been there, he would have been able to protect you

You on the hand were trying to understand why your good friend wast speaking to you

Also why was this fifteen year old boy calling you his aunt?

Wasn’t he Jin Clan? Maybe Zixuan’s brother of something?

And where was Yanli?

“Lady Y/N! Are you alright! Do you remember anything?” asked one of the Jiang disciples

“Are we still in Gusu?”

The worry on everyone's face was evident

“Get the sect leader...” one of the disciples closest to you whispered

Then it dawned on you

“What year are we in?”

The answer was enough to confirm you suspicions

Then the disciple returned, followed by Jiang Cheng

It was obvious now

He was taller than you remembered and much more intimidating, not to mention a lot angrier

He slowly made his way to you and glared at everyone around you until they gave you space

Then, softly, he spoke

“Ah-Y/N... Are-Do you remember me?”

You could feel that you were missing a big part of the story but you nodded anyways

He let out a small breath

“What do you remember?”

“Not much... My last memory is of the Lan lectures”

His eyes widened in horror

“T-thats all!”

You nodded again

He quickly got up, an implacable emotion in his eyes, and started to leave

“Wait!”

He paused

“Where’s Yanli?”

The question struck him like a ton of bricks

How could he tell you? You’d been so close, almost sisters

You'd meant the world to her and vice versa

“Gone”

With that single word, twenty five years plus of memories flooded your mind in less than two seconds

The marriage between Yanli and Zixuan, Jin Ling’s birth, Yanli’s death, and all those years spent in Yunmeng by Jiang Cheng’s side

Where you belonged

You couldn’t help the tears that rolled down your cheeks

“I'm sorry” he muttered

And he moved to leave again

“Ah-cheng...”

You got up and hugged him from behind, doing your best to put all your love for him into that hug

Surprised, he turned around to face you and you saw the single tear streaking down his cheeks

“I love you...” you whispered gently, pressing your lips to his

As soon as he heard your words it was as if a switch had been turned on in him

He kissed you back wildly

Putting all his unspoken love into it

He may have lost his father, mother, brother and sister, but you would make sure he never lost you

Lan Xichen:

It was a bit different with Xichen

Although you were an arranged marriage, you’d quickly fallen in love with his wit, kindness and gentle smiles

He’d fallen in love with your charm

You made the perfect couple

Everyone knew that the valiant sect leader of Lan would be nothing without his angel of love

Which he made sure to remind you of at all times

As often as he could, he would remind you of your meaning in his heart by giving you of a small gift or sharing a private moment together

And you would do the same, always giving him your time and love, making sure you were everything he needed

So you can understand how heart broken when you forgot of his existence

You had offered to help the Juniors with a nighthunt, to take the burden off his shoulders and allow him to do other things for a while

He was very grateful, and although you were his wife, he never doubted your cultivation skills for a minute

And he was right to of course, it wasn't your cultivation skills (or lack thereof) that got you in trouble

The Lan clan had been night hunting close to Yunmeng when you heard screams from a nearby lake

The Junior and you went to check what was happening and arrived to a scene of pure chaos

Jiang disciples where getting dragged under by some sort of huge water spirit, full of resentful energy

You immediately sprung into action, and with the aid of the juniors that you’d been accompanying, you all solved the problem

But in the process of saving everyone, the spirit hit you and sent you flying into one of the trees that surrounded the lake

When you awoke, you were back in Gusu, a very worried male by your side

He was tall looking and he seemed extremely worried about something

Although he seemed familiar, you couldn’t place where you’d seen this man before

“Ah-Y/N! You're awake! How are you feeling? Would you like something to eat? Or perhaps to drink?”

You shook your head as you moved into a sitting position

He and you were the only ones in the room

“I-Where am I?” You asked, trying to make sense of everything

The fear and concern that flashed across his handsome features was obvious

“Ah-Y/N... You you remember who I am?”

You shook your head

The heartache in his eyes was evident

He didn't know what to say

Neither did you

He simply handed you a ribbon and got up to leave

“The Juniors fished it out of the water. I-I will come back later...”

“Wait!...”

What had you wanted to say?

The hope on his face made you feel terrible

“Umm... Whats your name?”

His face fell immediately

“Lan Xichen.”

Then it hit you

“You remind me of my old friend Lan Huan...”

Hearing you words he rushed to your side, returning to his spot beside you

“Yes! I am Lan Huan! What do you remember?”

“I... You are Lan Huan? You've grown...”

His smile was blinding

At least you remembered a little bit

That was all that mattered

In his excitement, he didn't notice you leaning in to examine his face and accidentally bumped into you

With his lips

On your lips

That small gesture was enough to flood your mind with images of past memories

Memories of your first kiss, your wedding, your first time

You deepened the kiss, surprising him

But he quickly reciprocated, putting all his love into it

When you pulled apart it was obvious that you remembered who he was

And he was so thankful for it

It was then that he knew that he had to protect you at all costs, because he would never want to loose you again


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4 years ago

What their drunk confessions would be like(Pt1)

A/N: Yay my first writinggggg! I’m thinking of making this into a series, with all my fave characters. Hope you like it!

Lan Xichen:

It was an accident; he didn’t purposefully get drunk like some of the others

It was after a hard week as sect leader, what with Wangji acting like a teenager and the constant harping of his uncle, he decided that he’d had enough

So, he decided to have a one drink, but one turned into two, which turned into three, until even with the strength of his golden core, he couldn’t filter it all

Then you came into his room

Now he’d known you for quite some time, with you being an inner disciple of the Lan sect

You’d come to bring him random news of comings and goings around Gusu

He had harboured more than friendly feelings for you for a while now

And so did you

But you never made a move since, you know, he was your sect leader and all

And he’d never made a move because he was in turns too shy and too afraid you only saw him as your sect leader

But now, in his drunk state, he could feel all the emotion rising up within him

You could see that he was drunk by the redness of his cheeks, but you said nothing because he was your sect leader

So you decided to just tell him the news and then leave

But as you turned to leave he asked you if you wanted a drink

And as we all know alcohol is prohibited in cloud recesses

But you said yes anyways

So he poured you a drink and you drank with him

When you put your cup down, you saw him staring intently at you, cheeks very red

“Y/N…” He whispered gently leaning towards you gently

As if to kiss you

But you knew better (or you though you did)

So you leaned away

After all, he was drunk, and taking advantage of that would be very un-Lan of you

So you got up to leave

But he got up too

“Y/N… There is something I have to tell you…”

He stood right in front of you and reached out to grasp your hands

“For a long time, I’ve been enamored by your presence. You are so kind and beautiful, and I have found myself to have fallen for you. It would make me very happy if you… reciprocated my feelings…” He whispered softly, looking deeply into your eyes

And for a moment, you wanted too to spill your heart out to him as well

But then you remembered that he was drunk

And the illusion shattered around you

You took your hands out of his grasp, failing to notice the look of heartbreak on his face at your actions

“Sect leader, you are drunk, you do not know what you are saying. You must rest well tonight. Sleep well”

You bowed gently and exited

Such a moment was too good to be true, you knew, but you would cherish it forever

Or so you thought

But back in the sect leader’s quarters, Lan Xichen was on the verge of tears

In his drunken state, he believed he’d just been rejected, and his heart was heavy with sadness

But he headed your words and lay in bed, sadness lulling him to sleep

The next morning, he still remembered what had happened

Such was the curse of Lan Xichen

Needless to say, he was very embarrassed (Not to mention heart broken)

He immediately went to apologize to you

“S-sect leader… Is there something I can help you with?”

“I have come to apologize for last night. I am sorry if I put you in an uncomfortable position. Such was never my intention” He said with a polite bow

“Its alright. We all say things we don’t mean when drunk”

Things he didn’t mean?

 But he’d meant it all…

 He’d already gotten this far, so he decided to go all the way

“I meant what I said.”

He had to set the record straight, or he wouldn’t sleep well

“E-everything? Even the stuff about l-love? And me?”

You couldn’t believe your ears

But there he was, the perfect, kind, gentle sect leader of lan was standing before you, looking embarrassed, confessing his feelings to you

Again

“Yes. I understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I needed to clear up the events of last night. I will stop bothering you now.” He said with one of his signature gentle smiles

But it was twinged with sadness

“Wait”

He turned around with something unmistakably similar to hope written on his face

“I-I feel the same. I just thought, because you were drunk… I dint want to take advantage of you. But if that is how you actually feel, um, I do too.”

You looked up at him, face feeling very hot, and palms very sweaty

But when you saw the look of pure happiness on his face, you knew that you’d done the right thing

Thank you for reading!


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4 years ago

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The First Jade Of Lan: Putting Fear Into The Hearts Of His Enemies @mdzsnet | Lan Xichen Bday Event @fytheuntamed|

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