5 Phases Of Missing You

5 Phases of Missing You

1. Like a drug addict. All craving and obsession. 

2. Like a drug addict in withdrawal. Violently. Constantly. 

3. Like missing summer. Fingers crossed and longing. Knowing there is nothing I can do to bring you back around but wait for the world to keep turning. Wait for fate to decide.

3. Like missing summer. Meaning sometimes I forget to miss you at all, until I look outside and realize you are no longer there, and fall asleep to images of you leaking into my dreams. 

4. Like missing childhood. Knowingly and resentfully and kindly. Wishing I had made more of it when I had it. Realizing I will never have it back now. Trying to recreate it, recapture it always. But it is gone. 

4. Like missing childhood. You left me with scars and fond memories. But you are gone. 

4. Like missing childhood. I miss it quietly and softly and out of the blue. But it is gone. 

5. Like missing hiccups. Remembering the way breathing hurt when you showed up for 5 solid minutes before youd disappear for however long you pleased. Remembering you were always annoying as hell whenever you decided to show up and wrack my body and leave me breathless. 

5. I miss you like hiccups. Meaning I don’t. 

Who did it better? 004

White Hair:

Jem Carastairs vs. Tarquin High Lord of the Summer Court 

Who did it better? 005

Space:

The Illuminae Files vs. The Lunar Chronicles 

Who did it better? 002

Red Hair:

Clary Fairchild vs. America Singer vs. Amarantha  vs. Lucien Vanserra 

Random Facts About Me : A Tag

I just reached 350 followers!? Thank you so much, everyone, for putting up with all my weirdness :)

Started by @hey-its-me-livia  (very lovely, thank you for your contribution) I was tagged by @birdyloverlightwood-bane (thanks girl!) Rules: State facts about yourself. It can be anything so get random af people

I’d love to go to Germany someday

I can’t swim...or ride a bike...yes I know, it’s sad

 I’ve worn the same pair of glasses since I got them in 5th grade

I’m an absolute sucker for book quotes, I will quote them in the most random situations

My name means pure in Arabic 

My favourite food is cake (yEs It CoUnTs DoNt YoU dArE tRy AnD tElL mE oThErWiSe) 

Tagging: @allduckskneelbeforeme @stryga-came-through @babebookish @harrybpoetry  @octavianblackthorn @sunsetsandspilledpoetry @dolores-hazy

Who did it better? 006

Visual Art:

Clary Fairchild vs. Julian Blackthorn vs. Feyre Archreon vs. Karou