Hey Sysblr, Has Anyone Had Their Internal Hierarchy Break Down? What Was That Like For You, If You Have?

Hey sysblr, has anyone had their internal hierarchy break down? What was that like for you, if you have?

We think ours is, if a bit slowly, and I was wondering about the experiences of others! :]

If I put a spider in Dazai’s bed for him to find how would he react? Asking for a friend.

Milgram is rising, we are waiting for the next stage)))

Maybe I can make myself feel better by working on skills to help me out so I dont have to spend a lot more money.

Including learning more about homesteading. Especially homesteading.

Trying very hard to focus on having fun right now but it's kind of hard to do that when you were reminded that the moment I move out of my parent's house I will be considered poor and that I will probably need to work two jobs to live.

I know I'm posting a lot of sad shit but today sucked and I'm sad.

is that person actually "demanding emotional labour" from you or did you follow one shitty therapist on twitter

I'm realizing that I don't share a lot of my negative thoughts or things that poke at me on a consistent basis with my therapist but I'm so used to it that it doesn't even register as a problem to begin with. Like nobody's an angel. But maybe I should talk about them anyway. I wonder if I'm misrepresenting myself to my therapist.

Though to be fair I'm there so I can handle my DID lmao and for no other reason.