Complex Did - Tumblr Posts

Hey sysblr, has anyone had their internal hierarchy break down? What was that like for you, if you have?

We think ours is, if a bit slowly, and I was wondering about the experiences of others! :]

appearance in the inner world vs the outer

looking into a mirror and seeing the body of a grown adult when you're still a preteen is bad

puberty shouldn't have happened yet

that's not me

that's not me

they look nothing like i do—

..whoamiagain?

i guess the one good thing to come out of this is i was right.. i knew something was wrong..normal people don't forget chunks of their life, days or run into people they don't recognise but insist they know you. normal people don't have flashbacks to things they don't remember. normal people don't hear voices. normal people don't have a world in their head where they see others and cling to them when you're not in the driver's seat of the body...

normal people don't get lost down a neverending spiral staircase in their mind

- teddy (11 years)