Ableist Slurs - Tumblr Posts

Been feeling really weird about the r word lately.

Whenever I hear it recently (which is a lot because I’ve been getting into more dated media), I immediately get sucked into my head about it. The situation is, my parents used to throw the word around ALL the time to describe me and my actions (which had the fucked up side effect of me thinking it just meant dumb well into my teens-) and through all my recent unmasking and non-avoidance healing bs, I’ve been thinking about how they definitely did not mean it in the way I thought they did. They probably meant all the implications behind. So how exactly was I coming across that they were saying that shit so frequently.

So that’s been the source of most of my anxiety lately. That people are just kind of looking at me while I’m finally comfortable in my own skin and happy and shit, going: man they’re too stupid to be a person, and shouldn’t be in school or outside or whatever. And that typically makes me wanna kill myself, which is good now actually, because I don’t wanna do that, so it’s a rather bracing point of anxiety where I stop giving as much of a shit about other people.

Point is seeing people use slurs in general, knowing the context behind them, and fully intending to carry across those harmful implications is just. Really uncomfortable. And keeps making me think about my parents which I don’t wanna do ever so that sucks.

This one has a bit of a content warning including sa, domestic abuse, ableism, mentions of dub con/non con, ableist slurs.

So be aware that those are included yet this is a amazing little series and I can’t wait for the other parts and to read how the story unfolds

A Dichotomy of Thought || Masterlist

Ghoap/reader—You move next door to a disabled veteran and his troubled partner. You have troubles of your own.

Part One—Johnny almost dies

Part Two—You give Simon five minutes

Part Three—You light a cigarette

Part Four—Johnny has a seizure

Part Five—Simon makes tea

Part Six—Simon and Johnny argue

Part Seven—Johnny finds a purpose

Part Eight—Poker Night

:33 < idont care if youre anti or pro endo, if you use "delusional" or "p*ychotic" as an insult towards ANY system, YOU ARE ABELIST. you are singlehandedly showing off youdo NOT care for people with psychosis, youdo NOT care for people on the schizospectrum, and you are ABELIST TOWARDS YOUR OWN COMMUNITY. JUST BECAUSE THEY HAD ALTERS AS A DELUSION OF THEIRS, does NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BE ABELIST TO THEM. my god, just leave delusional folks alone if youre gonna be uneducated and reality check them.