Actually Me - Tumblr Posts
Tangled AU came back again ig
A trip down memory lane
whenever anyone mentions that they were talking abt me I get this weird but kind of comforting feeling that I exist to a person outside of our own relationship,, like?? u talked abt me??? u thought of me when I wasn’t there????? i exist to u when I’m not around????!!!!!!?
I'm like if a girl who didn't do much was still experiencing burnout
Jade: i love math. i hate math. i can do it all day, everyday. i cannot solve a single question. it's my favorite subject. I would rather kms than open the book. it's beautiful and everything makes sense and it's the best. it's fucking useless and nothing is logical and it's the worst. it's the loml. it's my arch nemesis.
My hobbies include laying in bed alone, muttering “he’s so fucking cute” over and over again while watching Yoongi videos
BUrn the FUcking StagE ep 3
Yoongi: Remeber when I broke my shoulder LOLOLOL
BTS: O YA LOLOLOL
Jimin: OMG yeah remember when Hoseok and I almost got fiRED LOLOL
BTS: LOLOL YAH
Hoseok: OMF remember when I almost left BTS until Jungkook hugged me and we CriEd LOLOL The only reason I stayed was cuz I trusted you bitchES with my life LOLOLOL
BTS: OH RITE LOLOLOLLOLOL
Namjoon: And remember when I had to eat ice cream in the bathroom cuz I was SO DAMn Hungry LOLLOLOL
BTS: *losing it* LOLOLOLOLLLLL
Me: *softly sobbing from behind screen* HOw
Dreamworks: *Releases Voltron Season 2* There we go, hopefully everyone will enjoy this long worth wait
Fandom: *Finished it not even 24 hours later* More.
Dreamworks: *Sweats*
You can’t say this isn’t you when freal love comes on
just started thinking about modern black brothers with a wider age gap, maybe ten years in between.
sirius being thrust with raising regulus, helping him with everything and trying to lure him away from their parents beliefs, doing his best to make him kind and good. but he, himself, doesn't know how to do that, he's still a child, but he tries and tries.
regulus seeing him more like a parent figure than anyone else. knowing that being under his mother's fist and father's indifference is regular, just like being with sirius is safe, and warm, and nice.
it's not always good, they are different in so many ways, and in making regulus like himself, sirius sees that he's putting a target on his little brother's back. he doesn't know how to fix it and it pains him, but he can't let his brother become like his parents. it's torture.
then sirius has to go away for college, and it's hell for both of them.
sirius misses so many birthdays and special occasions, and regulus is nothing but a kid still, so his parents can still get their claws on him. sirius has to watch how his little brother, that he has raised, is pitied against him, and in trying to search for comfort in that horrible house, is turning into what his parents want to.
and regulus is just doing what he can, every birthday wish goes to begging for sirius to come home and take him away, every punishment leaves him missing the warmth his big brother used to provide.
it's still not enough, regulus just searches and searches for the same sense of comfort in the dark walls of grimauld place, and finds a cheap copy of it when his mother praises him whenever he does anything she approves. it's not the same, but it's better than nothing so he keeps doing it and doing it until he loses everything his brother taught him, and therefore, loses himself.
and sirius has to watch it firsthand, how the little baby he used to feed, bath, teach and take to sleep, is no longer his.
so he runs away, because seeing it just hurts too much.