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Inspired by @irisinally‘s fanfiction Foreigner, a DGM x Fate/Stay Night crossover
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Dating Barry Allen Would Include . . .
` Him being shy
` scared to talk to you
` After he does, you both get excited about liking science as much as the other
` Him having so much fun and being so excited that he asks you out then and there
` You, of course, say yes
` Him telling you he’s the flash after he had to save you and miss dinner
` You promising to keep his secret, him saying he knows
` Him being adorable romantic
` Head kisses because he’s tall
` Kisses all over your face when you give him a great idea
` Cisco liking you
` Catelyn thinking that you are good for the team
` Barry hugs you all the time
` Meeting Barry’s dad (before he got out)
` Barry apologizing for how you had to meet him
` You telling him it doesn’t matter to you where you meet his dad
` Barry using he speed abilities during sex
` Making out a lot in StarLabs
` Not much changing after he creates flashpoints, between you two that is
` Barry loving you and being very protective of you
` Although that proves difficult when you turn out to be close friends with both Leonard Snart and Mick Rory
` Difficult for him to believe at first cause you a good person and they are criminals
` Him being awkward when you and Lisa (Lisa Snart) hangout because she is your best friend but also a criminal
` Joe and Iris thinking your great for Barry
` You and Cisco making references to movies and t.v. shows
Masterlist
Called over - Barry Allen
Barry Allen x Queen Fem!reader (Oliver's sister)
+legends
Warnings: none
Word count: 623
Summary: Barry needs help and calls the reader for help
Masterlist
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As I pulled up to Star Labs I noticed flashes of light coming from the Lab windows.
At first, I wondered why Barry called me and Oliver. But I think I found part of my answer just now.
“Oh boy” I said under my breath as I make my way into the huge building
“Barry! . . . Barry! Wooow” I called out before being grabbed and suddenly whooshed up to the Lab
“I have to say, Barry, you have to have a lot of fun with that power of yours” I laughed looking up at him laughing
“How are you y/n?” Barry smiled laughing to keeping an arm around my shoulders.
“I’m good. Sorry but your distress call came with bad timing in our city, only I could make it.” I gave Barry and Cisco a tight-lipped smile
“Hey don’t make it sound like a bad thing” Barry shook me a little, getting my attention
“Yeah, we just need help” Cisco said looking a little upset with whatever is going on
“We are happy to just see you y/n” Caitlin said entering the room and walking over to give me a hug
“Thanks, Caitlin” I smiled hugging her back
“So guys you were very vague on the phone” I told them pulling away from the hug stepping back
They all got a little quite, looking down and around the room. I decided to change topic.
“So do you guys ever get a break?” I asked moving about the room. Looking around not much has changed since the last time I was here.
“Well do you?” Cisco asked me already knowing the answer
“You, uh got me there” I bit my lip scoffing, tilting my head to the side
“So are we waiting on anybody else or?” I stretched the ‘or’
“Yeah. . . we kinda are” Barry stuttered itching his head
“Well, then who?” I questioned raising a brow
“Us dear girl” Professor Stein said entering the room, as well as the rest of the team
“Not a girl, haven’t been since a little before my brother came back from the island of hell. Now women, yes.” I corrected him pointing from him to me
“I can attest to that” Sara said looking over to me as I did her
“Oh my god” I ran over hugging her. God I miss her.
“I’ve missed you to.” She replied hugging me tighter
“Don’t give me that look I missed you two, too.” I said turning to look at Leonard and Mick, smirking
“Yeah, yeah hug us later. Right now just tell us what’s the big deal” Mick said waving at me. Trying to hide the smile forming.
After team flash explained everything about who we're supposed to be apprehending. An explaining how we are gonna do it. I looked at them thinking about how me and Oli could have done this a lot faster just as our brother-sister tag team. Ironic since team flash has the fastest man alive on their side.
“Well if we know how to take them down why are we all just standing around here?” I spoke out loud
“We needed more body’s” Caitlin answered
“Well, we have them now let’s go!” I yelled before looking and pointing at Barry “ Barry suit up let’s go.”
“Your not very patient” Barry said before flashing out to change and flashing back in
“I was patient for 5 years I’m done with being patient.” Mick, Leonard, and Sara smirked at my statement.
“Ready?” Barry asked me as he came over to stand next to me
“Yes! Let’s go. Whoever gets there first wins!” I yelled at the rest jumping on Barry’s back before he flashes out of the building. Both of us laughing.
this song set will always hold a place in my heart
Barbie 2023
as a transguy, I watched the Barbiefilm with a great sense of both belonging and disconnect. It's an incredible movie about feminism, the way that men see the world and how women exist in an unfair world. It's a movie about the beauty of life and what it means to be human.
There is a line in the movie: “We mothers stand still so our daughters can look back to see how far they have come.”
Which for most people was a gutpunch. For me it was that too but after a small while, I realized that for me it applies differently. Because my mother also has that mindset. In her mind, she has three daughters. I have to live with the fact that she'll always see me as her daughter, not her son. Never a boy, who still knows and understands the struggles of being raised as a woman.
And that hurt.
Because while I know who I am, my mother thinks of me as an idea in her head that is never going to change, an idea that has disappointed her beyond measure.
All about Allen Alagona
Overview:
Basics
Allen's backstory
Allen's personality
Allen's relationships
Allen's relationship with Deuce
Allen & blot
Allen's previous life
Allen's magic
Fun facts
1. Basics
Allen is a Ramshackle freshman who comes from another world (¾ Italian, ¼ Japanese) and "has no magic".
He's an aspiring illustrator and musician who doesn't seem to have success no matter how hard he tries. Whenever he attempted to gain attention on the internet before, all he ever received was ignorance and hate. Nowadays, he's too scared to try again.
2. Allen's backstory
Allen is an intersex boy and was born with lower testosterone levels as well as a mostly "female" outward anatomy.
Having suffered from a genetic anxiety disorder since his childhood, Allen was never really able to enjoy things. Once he got into school, he was mostly used for his good grades and ignored otherwise.
However, things got much worse when puberty started: Allen's body was feminine and muscular at the same time, and he towered over his classmates. His resting bitch face didn't help with people finding him intimidating and scary... and soon, he was not only ignored, but actively avoided and made fun of. He got pushed around, insulted, and told that "a freak like him" could never be loved. Nobody invited him to hang out, people pretended to have crushes on him in order to fool him, and all the "friends" he ever had badmouthed him behind his back.
Allen couldn't tell anyone about how hurt he was — boys weren't supposed to cry and act all whiny, and he would prove that he was indeed a boy by being all tough.
Trying to escape from the bullying at school, Allen put all of his feelings into art instead — a thing he was told he was "gifted" at — and started sharing it on social media. However, as he watched other artists blow up and build entire fanbases, absolutely nothing happened to him; he was either ignored or insulted for his art, seemingly never being good enough to earn compliments. Combined with the fact that Allen compared himself with other artists a lot, he slowly started losing confidence in the one thing he enjoyed and thought he was skilled at.
That wasn't the only thing Allen "wasn't good enough" for. As he got older, the topics at school progressively got harder, and the model student started struggling with them a little. His grades dropped from As to As and Bs, and that was somehow already enough for his teachers to blame him. "What's wrong?", "I expected better from you" and "stop slacking" were just some of the things Allen had to hear from them. He began studying even more in an attempt to satisfy them and prove his worth to himself, but nothing seemed to work out, and instead, it all led to Allen having a burnout.
At this point, Allen started believing that he was possessed. How could one single person have so much bad luck and be hated this much solely for trying to live his life...?
...and why was he even trying when he was never good enough for anyone anyway?
It was then that Allen decided to give up on everything. His grades never satisfied his teachers no matter how well he did, so why should he work for them at all? His gentle personality was never appreciated, so why should he be kind? Fights hurt him, so why shouldn't he fight back?
Allen slowly became a delinquent. He started skipping class almost every day, finally dared to cuss, and got into lots of verbal fights with the people who formerly bullied him. Those who already feared Allen before were now absolutely terrified of him, and soon, rumors about an actual possession started spreading.
The headmaster couldn't stand watching the process of one of her most valuable honor students turning into a delinquent and eventually kicked Allen out of school for his shenanigans.
Allen knew he wouldn't attend a school ever again due to what it had done to his health, but at the same time, he was in desperate need of that graduation if he ever wanted to have a proper job. He tried to blackmail the headmaster into giving him his graduation by threatening to expose the school for how they covered bullying and even allowed teachers to be bullies, but ultimately, Allen got nothing out of it.
He had nothing but his parents now. He had no friends, no confidence, no future. He was likely possessed, doomed by the universe.
Allen lost the sparkle in his eye; he wanted nothing more than to disappear. But the thought of his parents' grief forced him to stay alive. Every day was torture and reminded Allen of how much of a failure he was, and he progressively grew angrier...
...until he started imagining himself in music videos every time he listened to songs.
That was when Allen had an idea. He couldn't be violent, so why not channel all of his hatred and wrath into lyrics and make his own music? This time, he wouldn't post anything online in a long time, instead taking things slow.
Things slowly got a little better — Allen was able to start a hormone therapy, dyed his hair, changed his overall appearance, disassociated himself from his old self, and learned to control his anger through writing and other methods he figured out for himself. However, the emptiness, anxiety and hopelessness remained, and Allen was stuck with depression.
Just the day when Allen wanted to finally buy a software to produce music with, he woke up in a coffin in a strange world...
3. Allen's personality
Allen is widely known to be friendly, lowkey, mature, calm and helpful. People admire him for his good looks and determination, and some even consider him to be perfect due to the fact that he is additionally "good at everything". He also avoids fights and more heated discussions and instead serves as a mediator most of the time, earning him a fair amount of respect at NRC.
The truth: this is a mask.
Allen is an extremely flawed person but skilled at hiding it. He doesn't do anything he's bad at in public, only voices reasonable opinions, uses white lies in order to not accidentally hurt people, and hides all of his mental struggles as much as possible.
Not only does the real Allen envy everyone who is in some way more successful or "better" at something than him, but he has also developed a superiority complex to cope with his insecurities. He even feels this way towards some of his friends, yet doesn't dare to speak up on it out of fear of ending up all alone again.
The real Allen writes aggressive songs, has violent thoughts, and hates himself with a burning passion. His trauma and insecurities always get the better of him, and Allen still believes that he's ugly, worthless and not deserving of love despite being one of the most popular people at NRC.
The real Allen also doesn't care about the problems of people and gets impatient extremely quickly (Deuce is an exception — Allen cares about him a lot and is patient with him). His true motivation for helping with bigger issues around the school is to draw attention to himself and finally receive praise.
Allen's biggest fear is to be lonely, abandoned and ignored, which is why he does his best to hide all of his flaws and true opinions on people — he doesn't want to risk being disliked now that he's finally appreciated somewhere.
The only person who knows the real Allen (and who he is 100% honest to) is Deuce, who doesn't judge him at all and instead understands him.
4. Allen's relationships
5. Allen's relationship with Deuce
Ever since day one, they've been best friends who always know what the other is thinking/feeling and do almost everything together.
Having the same experiences in a mirrored way, Allen and Deuce are able to understand each other better than anyone else could and naturally help each other because of it. Allen is able to assist Deuce with studying while making sure that he doesn't overwork himself and provides him with healthy outlets for his delinquent tendencies, which helps Deuce mature and grow calmer. Instead of trying to change Deuce, Allen helps him see the good in his flaws and use them to Deuce's advantage while fully supporting his goals and making sure that Deuce doesn't lose himself. Deuce, on the other hand, simply loves and admires Allen the way he is, which helps Allen slowly accept himself more. Being around someone who's so similar to himself and genuinely supports, understands and adores him also manages to fill the void in Allen's heart at least a bit.
Due to Allen's tough vibes, determined personality, intelligence and pretty appearance, Deuce fell for him extremely quickly (it was basically love at first sight for him). Allen fell for Deuce during book 4 when he realized just how much he missed the boy. After hesitating with a confession for a long time due to how it could possibly affect their friendship, Allen and Deuce eventually start dating some time after book 7.
Before I go on an eternal ramble about these two, here are some posts from my Deuce x Allen blog explaining their relationship further:
How they help each other
Why I ship them
Relationship timeline
Facts about them
6. Allen & blot
Allen feels his body get weaker and is somewhat out of touch with it in Twisted Wonderland. At first, he isn't aware of what the reason might be, but things resolve themselves... in the worst way possible.
During every breakdown occuring after these symptoms, a part of Allen's body changes. At first, he merely cries black tears, but then his hair turns another color, followed by another body part every time... until Allen is fully convinced that his demon is slowly taking over.
These occurrences are, in fact, mini overblots building up to Allen's first proper overblot, in which he assumes the form of a demon prince with fire-based magic and massive claws.
Due to his overall physical and mental weakness as well as the fact that he's not from Twisted Wonderland, blot affects Allen extremely easily and in a different way than with mages.
But why can he accumulate blot if he's not a mage himself? Well...
7. Allen's previous life
Unbeknownst to everyone, Allen is the reincarnation of Asterope, an infamous mage from Twisted Wonderland.
Asterope was an exceptional mage said to have been blessed who had weather-based powers but couldn't fully control them due to his impulsive personality. As a result, he accidentally slaughtered a village through a tornado in a fit of rage caused by being excluded and bullied, and became a wanted criminal as a result. He ran away, assumed the identity of "Alan" and joined the Silver Owls, only to be caught when he found out about his sole friend's death and accidentally caused another tornado. Asterope then got executed, and to this day, he's known as nothing but a villain.
Nobody is aware that Allen is Asterope's reincarnation and supposed to fix his legacy until Allen dies after being stabbed during a friend's overblot. A storm is raging outside the school during the entirety of Allen being in a critical state and eventually dying. While his body is already dead, Allen's mind intensely relives the moments from both his current life and the one he had as Asterope. Ironically, his strong blot accumulation and Asterope's desire for wanting his legacy to be fixed through his "successor" eventually bring Allen back to life, leaving him with mere permanent tattoos... and the ability to use magic.
Shortly before Allen awakens, Asterope speaks through him, talking about his legacy. Later on, Allen and his friends do their best to figure out what exactly happened.
8. Allen's magic
Allen has fairly little control over his everyday magic due to both his mood swings and the fact that he's entirely new to this kind of thing. However, he is eager to learn and improve so he can hopefully reach an average skill level.
On the other hand, Allen's Unique Magic is incredibly powerful and can only be countered by the strongest of mages when they're concentrated. "The Calm Before the Storm" traps a being in a tornado that drains them of all their physical and mental energy, often causing the person in question to pass out. It can be used on living creatures from all worlds.
Fun fact: Allen discovers his Unique Magic before he can use normal magic at all.
9. Fun facts
Allen is three days older than Ace.
Allen is good with animals and children.
Allen's natural hair color is black.
Allen is considered to be one of the prettiest people at NRC, but isn't aware of this.
Allen collects plushies and Deuce gifts them to him regularly.
Allen loves Shiba Inus.
Allen likes motorcycles and blastcycles.
Allen is an only child.
Allen loves his parents but is distant from the rest of his family.
Allen has photographic memory.
Allen eats instant noodles a lot.
Allen can't cook, but is willing to learn how to cook egg dishes for Deuce.
Allen doesn't have a lot of stamina.
Allen has problems falling asleep.
Allen is generally bad at sports, but can run fastly and dance very well. He does, however, suck at ballroom dance.
Allen is often called a twink, and he's very curvy for a skinny guy.
Allen has long eyelashes.
Allen received chest surgery during book 5 and now has scars.
Allen prefers coffee over tea.
Allen dislikes pastries.
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