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Having an alter in our system, who is a Dazai kin/introject, suddenly gain memories is terrifying. Those memories feature painful traumas and we have been told by other trauma holders that yeah we went through that.

So suddenly having someone who deeply feels like they are Dazai and having painful and intense memories like we rarely have in our introjects is fucking terrifying.

I wonder how much closer we're getting to unlocking those memories and its extremely stressful to contemplate because 90% of the system is in heavy denial about these traumas.

When you're an executive of the a mafia, but everyone assumes I'm just an edgy future ADA!Dazai, and assume you give a damn about people like Atsushi, Kyoka, and the ADA when you've never met them.

Context: I fronted abruptly and we were talking about source and Akugatawa x Atsushi as a ship came up. I disapproved. They assumed it was because I didn't want to lose Atsushi's approval. They were wrong. 😂

— Sin (he/him)

Sin is not my actual alter name, it's a name I'm going by because half of our introjects are Dazai Osamu.

I kind of want to do a source call, purely out of curiosity. I do hope if you answer this source call you at least understand you are not the only version of your source.

I am Dazai Osamu, source calling for essentially anyone. Preferably anyone from my mafia days, given my life compared to canon diverged. I never met Oda-san, or Sakaguchi-san. For simplicity's sake, my name online is Sin. I use he/him pronouns. Nobody is banned, however I would prefer to not meet Mori-san. Another version of me would be interesting to meet.

Please message me, I will not take liking as an indicator of wanting to chat. Fictionkin and other alters are all fine to interact.

Bodily we are 19. As an alter, I am also 19. Please keep this in mind.