Existential Angst - Tumblr Posts
I don’t know about God, but hell was definitely made up by adults to get kids to do what they want.
And to introduce them to the concept of existential terror at far too young of an age.
Please don't teach you children to hate. They mimic everything you do.
I have concluded I rather be dead then a brain in a jar
I haven't been sleeping well these days. There is catastrophe blossoming beneath my skin. I live in fear of the person I am always just one mistake away from becoming.
we live through hundreds of personal apocalypses
every time we keep going simply because it didn't kill enough of us to stick
we often keep laboring through existence trying to live because of sheer inertia
we die, fall asleep, wake up and go about our day trying not to die again
just because you aren't living doesn't mean you're exempt from hunger or base bodily functions, they aren't polite enough to let the dead brood
sometimes you even succeed in finding some life in yourself, but last time you did you spent it trying to reconcile and heal from the time you spend dead or dying and when you finally look up another existential disaster came through, so this time you try something else, or you try to balance healing with living
sometimes we live when we expect to be dying, sometimes we fall apart when we get the opportunity to exist without a festering wound that was forced on us
we find beauty in the mundane, and horror in the wonderful, joy in things we understand and in that which we don't, nuance and complexity that can be captured and simplicity that can't
an apocalypse that blinds your soul isn't seen by another
you can still see
sometimes you die and keep living
rarely is it the same life
as I’ve got older I’ve realised the literal worst or most life destroying thing can happen and then u wake up the next day and it’s like. Ok now what
I wish I had tumblr polls bc I need to know what mood y’all think YOYOK has so let’s settle it the old fashion way, reblog and put in the tags what emotion/mood it makes you feel