False Hope - Tumblr Posts
To those who always say choose happiness, fuck you. Who the fuck wants to be sad? I dont believe in that shit cause all I did was choose happiness and at the end of they day im sad depressed af. Made me realize that maybe you don't choose happiness, happiness chooses you.
I hate living with this hope knowing so damn well how false it is.
"All we ever wanted was love. That connection between souls That merges them into one. We started dreaming about it at the age of five, Wondering at everyone we met "Are you the one?" But decades came and went And after all of this time I find I am still alone. Forces greater than myself Content with teasing me. If past lives are real I must have been truly offal. I would like to think I deserve the life I've been given. The pain never seems to end. The psychological torture The only constant I have known. Through the years My belief in future love Was all that kept me going. Hope that one day Someone would come And heal all of my wounds. Maybe that was to much to put on someone, But I couldn't help it. I wanted someone to see me for me, To understand me and to not judge me. To love me as I so desperately needed, With all of the fervency I myself contained. But no one ever did. After all of my waiting I have gone to far. Unaproachable. Too broken. A box of mismatched parts Barely held together. I have only one fantasy Reimagined a thousand times over. I keep going over it again and again So I can make it through the years." - Andrew
False hope is better than no hope.
- from my screenplay FALSE HOPE
"Woke on their terms, Blind to their truths"
Spoil MHA Chap. 429
I hate Horikoshi