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OH GOD YALL TYSM FOR THE 300 NOTES FOR MY DAZAI POST <33 will definitely make more of those
any predictions on the identity of the secretive plotter?
sadly this is one of the things i had spoiled for me! have no idea how, why and what round he is from though. that's still a secret for me <3
still! please have this meme i drew after reading yoo joonghyuk accusing secretive plotter of being the worst type of kim dokja hater - kim dokja himself
🎮 HEY I WANNA MAKE A GAME! 🎮
Yeah I getcha. I was once like you. Pure and naive. Great news. I AM STILL PURE AND NAIVE, GAME DEV IS FUN! But where to start?
To start, here are a couple of entry level softwares you can use! source: I just made a game called In Stars and Time and people are asking me how to start making vidy gaems. Now, without further ado:
SOFTWARES AND ENGINES FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO CODE!!!
Ren'py (and also a link to it if you click here do it): THE visual novel software. Comic artists, look no further ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It has great documentation! It has a bunch of plugins and UI stuff and assets for you to buy! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) You can also port your game to a BUNCH of consoles! ✨Cons: None really <3 Some games to look at: Doki Doki Literature Club, Bad End Theater, Butterfly Soup
Twine: Great for text-based games! GREAT FOR WRITERS WHO DONT WANNA DRAW!!!!!!!!! (but you can draw if you want) ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's versatile! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) ✨Cons: You can add pictures, but it's a pain. Some games to look at: The Uncle Who Works For Nintendo, Queers In love At The End of The World, Escape Velocity
Bitsy: Little topdown games! ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's (somewhat) intuitive! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! You can make everything in it, from text to sprites to code! Those games sure are small! ✨Cons: Those games sure are small. This is to make THE simplest game. Barely any animation for your sprites, can barely fit a line of text in there. But honestly, the restrictions are refreshing! Some games to look at: honestly I haven't played that many bitsy games because i am a fake gamer. The picture above is from Under A Star Called Sun though and that looks so pretty
RPGMaker: To make RPGs! LIKE ME!!!!! NOTE: I recommend getting the latest version if you can, but all have their pros and cons. You can get a better idea by looking at this post. ✨Pros: Literally everything you need to make an RPG. Has a tutorial inside the software itself that will teach you the basics. Pretty simple to understand, even if you have no coding experience! Also I made a post helping you out with RPGMaker right here! ✨Cons: Some stuff can be hard to figure out. Also, the latest version is expensive. Get it on sale! Some games to look at: Ib, Hylics, In Stars and Time (hehe. I made it)
engine.lol: collage worlds! it is relatively new so I don't know much about it, but it seems fascinating. picture is from Garden! NOTE: There's a bunch of smaller engines to find out there. Just yesterday I found out there's an Idle Game Maker made by the Cookie Clicker creator. Isn't life wonderful?
✨more advice under the cut. this is Long ok✨
ENGINES I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND THEY SEEM HARD BUT ALSO GIVE IT A TRY I GUESS!!!! :
Unity and Unreal: I don't know anything about those! That looks hard to learn! But indie devs use them! It seems expensive! Follow your dreams though! Don't ask me how!
GameMaker: Wuh I just don't know anything about it either! I just know it's now free if your game is non-commercial (aka, you're not selling it), and Undertale was made on it! It seems good! You probably need some coding experience though!!!
Godot: Man I know even less about this one. Heard good things though!
BUNCHA RANDOM ADVICE!!!!
-Make something small first! Try making simple: a character is in a room, and exits the room. The character can look around, decide to take an item with them, can leave, and maybe the door is locked and you have to find the key. Figuring out how to code something like that, whether it is as a fully text-based game or as an RPGMaker map, should be a good start to figure out how your software of choice works!
-After that, if you have an idea, try first to make the simplest version of that idea. For my timeloop RPG, my simplest version was two rooms: first room you can walk in, second room with the King, where a cutscene automatically plays and the battle starts, you immediately die, and loop back to the first room, with the text from this point on reflecting this change. I think I also added a loop counter. This helped me figure out the most important thing: Can This Game Be Made? After that, the rest is just fun stuff. So if you want to make a dating sim, try and figure out how to add choices, and how to have affection points go up and down depending on your choices! If you want to make a platformer, figure out how to make your character move and jump and how to create a simple level! If you just want to make a kinetic visual novel with no choices, figure out how to add text, and how to add portraits! You'll be surprised at how powerful you'll feel after having figured even those simple things out.
-If you have a programming problem or just get confused, never underestimate the power of asking Google! You most likely won't be the only person asking this question, and you will learn some useful tips! If you are powerful enough, you can even… Ask people??? On forums??? Not me though.
-Yeah I know you probably want to make Your Big Idea RIGHT NOW but please. Make a smaller prototype first. You need to get that experience. Trust me.
-If you are not a womanthing of many skills like me, you might realize you need help. Maybe you need an artist, or a programmer. So! Game jams on itch.io are a great way to get to work and meet other game devs that have different strengths! Or ask around! Maybe your artist friend secretly always wanted to draw for a game. Ask! Collaborate! Have fun!!!
I hope that was useful! If it was. Maybe. You'd like to buy me a coffee. Or maybe you could check out my comics and games. Or just my new critically acclaimed game In Stars and Time. If you want. Ok bye
basement remodeling is going well
oddinary standard and limited skz albums have been secured! slay the house boots down or whatever that one tiktok audio is idc that's me I am so happy rn 😁😁
I want EVERYONE to know..
I like men in suits
Lol, I'm back. Here, have some oc Lore/Backstory
Long ago, two species ruled over the lands in harmony. The Humans and the monsters. They were in harmony for hundreds of centuries, treating each other equally. Until one day, a war began. The two species grew mad over each others existence. The war was not won by either species, as a warlock came and banished both beings to 2 separate lands. The humans were sent to earth, and the monsters to the void. Both species re-built their societies in their new homes. The warlock made sure the species were still connected. So, he made a forest with a large pond at the middle of it on earth. Those who fell into the pond, and reached a certain point in the pond's deepness would be able to enter the void.
There was also a forest in the void that was the exact same. The monsters called it the Misty Woods. The monsters noticed how more of them started to appear quickly and the news eventually reached the void's protector. The protector investigated the strange appearances of these new monsters. He asked his ambassador to find one of these newly appeared monsters and to ask where they came from. The ambassador did his duty and found a new citizen and asked them how they got into the void. The citizen explained about the Misty Woods. The ambassador asked a few more citizens to see if it was true and finally, the ambassador went back to the void protector and explained what they heard. The void protector decided to stay by the pond in the Misty Woods. And sure enough, a monster swam out, drenched in the black water of the pond. The void protector explained and calmed the monster down. After all that, the void protector spread the news around the void and told the monsters to be kind towards the new citizens who enter the void. And so, the void was divided into 2 species of monsters. The void-born and the non void-born citizens. The two species of void citizens were very respectful of each other. During this time of change, the void protector allowed the monster he saw who came into the void through the pond to stay with him. And so they grew very fond of each other and ended up growing feeling for each other. They eventually confess their feelings and get married (Monster style which I'll explain in another post.) in a few years. And not long after that, they combine their magic to create a child (Child making is different for a void protector). But in doing so, the 2 become weak because a void keepers aren't supposed to have children but take on apprentices. So raising a child was very hard as they grew more weak everyday. So with the last bit of magic, they tried to contact the warlock. They were successful. The two explained their situation a begged the warlock to raise their child and teach them to be the next void protector. The warlock denies raising the child but suggests that the child is sent to another land where the child are raised by 2 other parents and the warlock will only help teach the child magic. In their last living moments the 2 accepted the warlock's suggestion, before passing away. The warlock took the child, and in the time the warlock and child traveled to the land, the warlock became fond of the child and felt guilty to give them away. But they did what said they would do and gave the child away. The child was raised by the parents he got and the warlock taught the child how to use his magic. (That's it for now. I'll post more of my oc lore soon.)
people need to stop encouraging me to draw sovereign spaw 😔
Doug Eiffel doodles through the listening of Wolf 359 and the life after the first listening.
Picture order is from summer 2022 to roughly November 2023
Bonus image here is a summary of the series through crude whiteboard images.
huh.
Yeah...
I want my self inserts to smooch a skeleton lol
Big mood I want them to all smooch a skeleton
Art trade for @ofgain of his wonderful fizzbot Asher ♡ What a total cutie!!
Strong fish.
okay yea agent stone is my blorbo rn
CLAUDIABAIAJSJIAOQ IM GONNA BITE U !!
SPOILDERS BELOW THE CUT !!!
You deserved to die somewhere beautiful, surrounded by the ones that love you most, not in this dirty land filled with monsters.
erm actually thats foreshadowing because not only are there ACTUAL monsters there's also chris (i need him to eat me like fr)
Blood that normally looks good on your skin, as long as it’s someone else’s, makes Chris’s stomach twist into knots.
NAHHH HES FREAKYYYYYYY (i love it)
Chris will bite off what he can until he gets to those really chewy bits that people avoid eating in their beef or chicken, your skin is hard enough to tear through as-is.
BRO IS COMPARING EATING ME TO LITERALLY EATING CHICKEN OR BEEF... GUESS WHAT ONE OF THOSE IS A SIN AND THE OTHER IS... well.. also a sin because im hindu but !! not the point BROTHER EUGHGHGHGHGHGHH im lit luxury meat... wdym publix has me listed for 23000000 dollars..
The rest of you goes untouched and he buttons your shirt back up like there aren't odd chunks of meat missing underneath, not to mention your poor throat.
BRO HE LITERALLY DID THE SAME THING AS FUCKING U BUT INSTEAD UR DEAD AND HE JUST ATE U.. LITERALLY NOT EVEN
Whatever, he ate you, it's done, you're part of him now. No one's around to judge, right?
coughs nonchalantly "YEAH IM STILL HERE BUDDY KEEP GOING... COME ON DONT WASTE ANY OF IT.."
CLAUDIA IM KISSIN YA I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WANTED HIM TO EAT ME LIKE I NED HIM TO LITERALLY DIGEST ME FOREVER !! :))) <333
mouthful of love
note : I had to write a cannibalism fic at some point it was inevitable I love this shit I wrote this kinda for myself but yk. This fic does contain dark content so if you don’t wanna read then that is totally fine <3
wc : 1.3k
tags : @withonly-sweetheart
desc : mission gone wrong, the rest of your team had already been killed, so when you end up dying in that same mission it only makes things worse. but Chris can’t just leave you, right? no, that would be cruel, but he can’t really drag around a dead body with him either. who’s gonna know if he took a few bites out of you just to keep you with him? the place had already been crawling with monsters, it wouldn’t be a totally crazy thing to find on a corpse. established relationship, major character death, gore, cannibalism, fem!reader, anywhere post re1 Chris
back to the party <3
A dead body.
The one of the woman Chris loved most in the world, the one who held his heart in her hands like it was something that needed gentleness and care.
You deserved to die somewhere beautiful, surrounded by the ones that love you most, not in this dirty land filled with monsters. He’ll never forgive himself for letting this happen, for letting you walk into the room first just to get torn apart by a monster that he later killed while you lay gasping for breath on the floor.
Chris held you as you died, it was just the two of you, all the others on your team had already been killed, backup wouldn’t be there until the next morning. Chris should’ve retired years ago, like you had asked, should’ve stopped smoking, like you had told him to. But he didn’t, you still loved him, and with all of his working and smoking, you joined in on it with him, you go down before he does.
You were too good for the kind of work he did, even though the BSAA is where you met, you stayed with him all those years.
If there’s two things he knows how to do, it’s fight and remember every loss that happens in his life. He won’t forget yours, ever.
He can’t just leave you. That couldn’t seriously be an option he’s supposed to choose and carry on with the mission, what if something came back for you? He can’t leave, not when he can still smell the cigarettes you both used to smoke on your breath, not when you still look like the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen.
Blood that normally looks good on your skin, as long as it’s someone else’s, makes Chris’s stomach twist into knots. It’s out of place, it shouldn’t be in your face, on your torn clothes, spilling out of the gashes in your stomach and throat, staining the floorboards beneath you.
Chris can't tear his gaze away from your dead eyes, how tears had started to form along your waterline, hardly getting a few seconds to roll down your cheeks. The warmth of your body is quickly fading, that doesn't stop Chris's fingers from digging into the fabric of your shirt any less, he knows you're well past saving.
The blood just won't stop coming out, he's been surrounded by blood all his life, but yours feels like acid against his skin. There's nothing to clean your skin with, he doesn't want to wait for your body to be lifted up into a helicopter and flown to some hospital where he knows they won't care for you like he did.
Chris can't just let you look like this until backup arrives, the image of your bloodied body is already burned into the back of his mind, staining all the other memories of you. Wiping away the blood with his shirt sleeves doesn't help, it just smears it across your skin, why can't he find a way to treat you with the same gentleness you had shown him? He knows his face is wet with his own tears, what else is he supposed to do?
Once you get back home it's going to be over, you'll be buried and out of his life, no piece of you left to him. You can't just... leave him like that. There were so many things that the two of you still needed to do together, he's not going to be able to make you coffee again or have you rub his shoulders after a long day. Your hands don't grasp at his arms anymore, you aren't struggling to sit up while you choke on your own blood, he's not begging you to hold on for a bit longer.
He's not supposed to be able to see the inside of your throat, and he's sure that if he reaches down and dips his hand into the gaping wound that your stomach turned into then he'll be able to feel your organs. Your warm blood already coats his hands, he'll feel it for the rest of his life, there's no saving him or you.
He can't love you again, he can't take you with him, but he certainly can't leave you. The color hasn't drained from your face yet, memories of him sinking his teeth into your flesh when you're in your shared bed flash through his mind as he looks you over.
Chris really shouldn't be thinking about the things he is, really shouldn't be wondering how warm your flesh would be the closer and closer he got to your bones, shouldn't be thinking about you sitting in his stomach, if you'd still taste the same as when he'd kiss you. But he's desperate, and he has strong teeth.
Your blood fills his mouth when he finally bites down gently onto your neck right over the gash, he bites down harder each second that passes, breaking the skin and beginning to tear away. Chris is surprised how hard it is, he doesn't know if you have thick skin or if human flesh is just harder to chew through than steak. But he lets it sit on his tongue for a few seconds before he starts to chew, your blood dribbles down his chin and soaks his stubble, but he swallows down whatever is in his mouth.
He almost can't swallow it, but he does eventually, deciding not to waste you. The second time he leans in, he licks over your neck, gathering the blood on his tongue as if he was cleaning you. Then he bites down, tears off a bigger chunk, chews, chews, chews, and swallows it down again.
You taste like metal and raw meat, unsurprisingly. Chris never complains about his meals, he won't eat all of you, his jaw will start to hurt and he's not sure if he can bring himself to tear into your organs, but he will eat what he can.
Chris will bite off what he can until he gets to those really chewy bits that people avoid eating in their beef or chicken, your skin is hard enough to tear through as-is. He'll move lower down, eat what's left of your neck before he starts to dig into your stomach. And he does that, the front of your throat is bitten away until he feels bone scraping against his teeth. He’ll leave the rest of you alone, let your arms stay intact, resist the urge to sink his teeth into your breasts and thighs.
Your stomach is harder to dig his teeth into, he's about to move to a different spot but he remembers the knife that rests against his thigh. The blade of the knife cuts into your skin much easier than his teeth did, he pulls away thin slabs of meat before he makes a deeper cut, cutting around the wound. He only stops when he slips his knife in too deep, he knows he hit an organ, damn his shaky hands.
His knife takes its place back in its sheath against his thigh and he figures he's done, he's full. The rest of you goes untouched and he buttons your shirt back up like there aren't odd chunks of meat missing underneath, not to mention your poor throat.
He sighs, running a hand over your blood-soaked hair. Bloody kisses are pressed to your face and body, Chris eventually plants a few onto your lips, this is the last time.
Chris doesn't know what he feels right now, just like he doesn't know what he's going to tell the rest of the team when they show up and see your body that's been cut up like it was an apprentice butchers practice pig.
You're still pretty, that hasn't changed. Chris can still taste your blood in his mouth and he's pretty sure he's got something stuck between his teeth, but it's okay, maybe this is just a bad dream, yeah? Oh, who is he kidding?
Whatever, he ate you, it's done, you're part of him now. No one's around to judge, right?
<3!!!!!!!!!!!!
Girls that use “<3” want their faces buried in their sheets as they’re being railed