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Ok. What do I do with my life now?
I haven’t even graduated properly but so far I’ve found 0 (zero) jobs!!!
Alright, so my performing arts school does a Senior Showcase at the end of the year as a last performance for seniors to show off the height of their talents, right?
People can sing, people can dance, people can act, play instruments, make films, make visual art pieces such as drawings, paintings, or sculptures, and all sorts of stuff.
I, though I am an actor and tap dancer as well, chose to sing because that is the art I've been doing for the longest in my life. I've been singing since second grade.
I could have chosen a normal song from the radio, I could have chosen a song from a musical like Freeze Your Brain from Heathers or I'm Not a Loser from the SpongeBob Musical.
BUT.
My nerd brain decided "y'know what, let's embrace the nerd side of things."
So instead of doing a radio song or a musical song
I'm singing Space Was Cool.
I need a lot more time to record videos for my YouTube channel than I have right now; it's very frustrating to only have one video uploaded.
It's finally hitting me that as a high school senior, my last year with the direct physical support of my parents (at least for a little while) is getting closer to being over. I'm gonna be living on my own. That's wild.
Still thinking about that one high school senior who legit blocked me on WhatsApp because I had ghosted her for a while. Like, she used to do that to me, too. But did I ever act like a snowflake about it? No.
People don't owe you their time. You have to grow up & realize you are not everyone's first priority.
And you actually mattered to me. Which is why I sent you SMSs begging you to unblock me & be friends again. Because unlike someone, I'm actually a decent human being. But clearly, you don't deserve my politeness. Because even after unblocking me, you left me on read. All you do now is watch my status updates. Like a creepy, rotten stalker.
I wish I could block you now. But no. I want you to see that I'm better off without you. I want you to know you're worthless in my life. Also, I refuse to stoop to your standards.
Sincerely,
Oh god, I’m gonna be a high school senior in like a week, I am NOT ready!!
I’ve been applying to colleges and I can decide between these two majors 😭
🌺Fashion design/styling
Or
🌺Political Science
I have decided I no longer wanna be at school, for some reason I am still here and I don't wanna be
Someone please bring me home so I am no longer here