Someone Kill Me - Tumblr Posts
guess what? My mom canceled our plans today. I lost my headphones yesterday on my bus, so I was going to get them back, but my bus left without me. And my dad won't pickup the fucking phone so I had to call my grandma who lives an hour away to come pick me up, so now I'm sitting in school writing this post while crying and waiting for my grandma.
Guys I got a test tomorrow pray for me please 🤞🤞
OMG THAT HOPPING AND THAT SMILE, MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT KYAAHSHSHSHHDHDHSJSBDH
KILL ME OM ACTUALLY NOT OKAY KM NUTTING ALL OVER THE FLOOR
I fw this song heavily
Like I can just imagine I’m a pretty and skinny white blond girl, naked in forest playing with my nymph friends.
GRRR ALL I WANT TO BE IS A SKINNY WHITE GIRL
I look like a literal baby
i just discovered karkalicious in 2023, what in the genuine fuck do i do with this information
…hear me out-🫣
yaay new foxian (o´▽`o)ﾉ
Your daily reminder that on one of my exam I wrote the sentence 'the child murders his mother' cause I genuinely didn't know what the word meant it was Arabic and were using fancy words so I wrote my go to sentence which is 'the child - - - - it's mother'
Oh god, I’m gonna be a high school senior in like a week, I am NOT ready!!
Another wip.. crossover.. kill me.. my hyperfixations...... ARE... MIXING...!!
I have designs for all these guys END ME..
Wait...
If someone can be described as "smooth"...
When are they "crunchy"?
It's 3:02 AM where I live. I haven't showered in around 2 months. I'm afraid of showering because it's horribly uncomfortable and It gives me gender dysphoria. I'm stuck in a constant cycle of loving things/ideas/people with my whole soul to hating them with my whole soul. I don't have a source of income. I don't know how to drive. I live with people that feel like strangers to me. There is only 2 people in this world I would say that I love. I have no friends. I don't talk to my biological father. Whenever I vent I feel like I'm burdening the ones I love with my problems. I can't be myself around anyone but my sibling. I feel tired all the time. I feel angry all the time. I can never get enough sleep. Even though I hate wearing a mask around other people I feel like I have to to convince them not to abandon me. I don't and have never understood who I am at any given moment. I've done terrible things. I have horrible intrusive thoughts that I block out with music. I'm hardly good at anything. I can barely recall anything from my childhood that wasn't painful or traumatic in some way.
I deeply crave death.
It's 3:30 now. Might add more.
At this point the only thing I can think about is somehow skipping half of my life and just directly being in a life where I am settled and I have enough money to sleep and eat peacefully with a cat and a partner orr I could just kms and everything would be perfect. GOD WHY AM I LIKE THIS 😭
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I FORGOT I HAD TUMBLR I'M SO SORRY ☹️💔HAHAHAHDH well, here's another drawing of Jimmy Page I did a while ago, maybe I'll post some drawings that are already posted on ig :3 I love you guys so much and I'm sorry 😿🫂❤️🩹
Somebody as a challenge!!!
Sportacus as a fancy coot. 👌🌸✍
Somebody just kill me already lmao jk 😑😓🤪✌
Aaaaaaaaaaa
It hurts when I bend down
It hurts when I breathe in
It hurts when I lean to the side
I can feel it there
Rubbing against something
Making me really anxious
I kinda wanna cry
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa