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6 months ago

Guess who just finished The Magnus Archives‼️ I am devastated 😭


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10 months ago

why must sims crash after 17 hours of building? why does my adhd not remind me to save? i'm not crying. you're crying.


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5 years ago

Sugarplum Elegy (M)

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Pairing | Jungkook x Reader Genre | Fluff, smut, angst / College!AU, FWB!AU, Soundcloud singer!AU, Idiots to Lovers!AU Warnings | Explicit language, hopeless and helpless pining, constipated feelings, lots of smut, rimming, cum-eating, spitting, blowjob, fingering, classroom sex, Jungkook is emotionally constipated but wbk  Summary | You know no bounds nor depth with Jungkook. While your fuck buddy loves sleeping in your bed and doing laundry for you with his favourite fabric softener, you are in love with a mysterious honeyed, velvety voice on Soundcloud. All’s fine, until you find out that the voice that metaphors your heart to a sweet sugarplum melody actually belongs to the boy who has been taking up a special spot in your bed and in your heart, strumming at your heartstrings all this while.

Or, Jungkook has one braincell, but it’s heart-shaped.

Word count | 17.9k

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There’s no greater testament to love than love itself – the sheer vulnerability of being bound to someone emotionally and physically, and the aching process that bleeds into infinity. To love in every sense of the word is to offer your entire heart and place it on someone’s bare hands, despite knowing that they might crush it in front of your very eyes.

Maybe love is like a dandelion, pretty during the summer mornings, but upon a huge gust of wind, its petals will be blown away, leaving its heart barren, abandoned. Given your past relationships, forming a fresh new ache and vulnerability for yet another person frightens the fuck out of you.

So when you wake up to a Jeon Jungkook beside you, lulled by the quiet sound of his breathing, your heart fizzles in your chest. It’s a no-strings-attached agreement that you two have decided on at the beginning of the year, but it’s still a feeling you can’t quite get accustomed to, especially when the first thing you see in the morning is his peaceful sleeping face, unless he’s spooning you, in which his warm breath will tickle the back of your nape. It’s weird because it feels nice, feels so right.

It’s been six months since you two started the whole fuckbuddy agreement, yet you still can’t get used to how warm Jungkook is, always so warm, as if the sun has chiselled its way into every single pore of your body, softening and melting your sharp edges. While his body still sends zaps down your spine, your mind registers that you’ve grown to adore the heat of his body when your cold feet always find themselves tangled together with his under the sheets.

He’s not much of a morning person, but sometimes, you’d wake up to him staring at you, caressing every detail of your face with his eyes, sunlight glittering golden in them, and smiling like a fool (an adorable one at that) at your groggy and sleepy self, as though your crusty morning face turns him on because it often leads to the continuation of the previous night’s copulation before scrambling to class.

You know no bounds nor depth with Jeon Jungkook. If anything, you’ve concluded that you’ve never met a person quite like him before, like the cosmos has moved for this concurrence to be possible.

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2 years ago
Hes Just Dozing Off In A Car, Why Am I Crying
Hes Just Dozing Off In A Car, Why Am I Crying

he’s just dozing off in a car, why am i crying…


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3 years ago
So Dont Ever Let Go Of My HandI Wont Let You Go Ever Again Either{cr. Namuspromised}
So Dont Ever Let Go Of My HandI Wont Let You Go Ever Again Either{cr. Namuspromised}
So Dont Ever Let Go Of My HandI Wont Let You Go Ever Again Either{cr. Namuspromised}
So Dont Ever Let Go Of My HandI Wont Let You Go Ever Again Either{cr. Namuspromised}

So don’t ever let go of my hand I won’t let you go ever again either… {cr. namuspromised}

+  Without you, I am nothing. 

So Dont Ever Let Go Of My HandI Wont Let You Go Ever Again Either{cr. Namuspromised}

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2 years ago
The Cutest Honey Boy For @sugaftrm & @userhobi
The Cutest Honey Boy For @sugaftrm & @userhobi
The Cutest Honey Boy For @sugaftrm & @userhobi

the cutest honey boy for @sugaftrm & @userhobi ♡︎

[cr. namuspromised]


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1 year ago

doing it different this time!

Doing It Different This Time!

this will not have any bad repercussions at all!!

so firstly, I think knowing this is the final season is making it all hurt, we haven't even done anything yet and I am sad

second, are they gonna leave through the sewers????

is Sam's shoulder fine? cause it seems fine

Jack has a demon now, okay

Belphegor is so silly

so it's demons and ghosts?

oh and Sam gets to deal with the clown ghost

so the shoulder is not fine

please tell me we don't have to deal with Michael again

except Sam is the only one who ends up free

hi, Ketch

AMARA???

KEVIN!!!!!

I have a really bad feeling about this episode

oh and she killed Ketch :/

how can we be sure this is the horn thing? or that Bel is good, I guess

Cas, get out of there

oh, Cas :((((

Rowena, no.

at what cost, though, Dean? at what fucking cost

Dean. don't.

Cas, you don't have to leave. Sam still needs you

what is this?

evil Sam????

oh, it's just a dream

BECKY?

Chuck, you are fucking evil

are all of these nightmares because of the bullet wound? *

LILITH????

* or are they from Lilith???

EILEEN!!!!! HI EILEEN!!

Sam, you are so fucking cool

omg the spell worked!!!!! she's back back!

"I thought you were..." "dead? yeah, I got better." Eileen, I fucking love you

mans went FLYING

he's dying????

never trust a guy named Sergei, have we not already learned this?

do not touch them.

HI ROWENA

ADAM?? and of course Michael smh

Chuck's controlling Eileen??

I see Cas is the one with the brain cell today

Eve's out, too????

when Sam went forward in time and Dean yelled that they lost everyone they ever cared about, but he immediately brought up Cas

wait a damn minute, they're giving the Mark to Cas?????

nope, we're good, okay

does Jack come back?

omg a run of serious bad luck?

ep10 is so absolutely goofy 🤭

they're Normal now lmao

yk with the size of this post, I'm gonna split it here :) so hurray!! we've made it half way through!! I am not scared for the next ten episodes at all!!!!!! /sarc I feel like they're bringing everybody back for this season? like the people you wouldn't expect. which I both appreciate and hate. stop making it more emotional than it needs to be, yk? /lh also I am so glad they made Rowena Queen of Hell, fucking love her, she deserves it. and does Eileen end up being Sam's endgame? (/rhetorical) cause I sure would love that


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1 year ago

Can we please start a “Portgas D. Ace is my favourite character in one piece” support group?

I cry about this fictional man and his fictional brothers at least once every 2 days.

Can We Please Start A Portgas D. Ace Is My Favourite Character In One Piece Support Group?

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Unfortunately no, but I do know that he’s currently posting from @doesntdiscriminate. My guess is that he’s hiding from tmj after the whole poisoning debacle

As Many Of You May Already Know, Milton's Blog Has Been Deleted. If Any Of You Know Ways To Access Old Blog Posts For Archival Purposes, Please Let Me Know.

Does Anybody Know What His Last Posts Were Before Deleting? What May Have Caused This?


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10 months ago

Lim found it and I just have to share.

once again thinking about how absolutely devastating chilumi is from lumine pov. you are 12 eons old and you’re in love with a 22 y/o kid who is going to get himself killed before his 30th birthday. he looks at you in adoration and every time you look at him you see his dead body

— leify (@leify_makes) April 15, 2024
Lim Found It And I Just Have To Share.
Lim Found It And I Just Have To Share.

And as a cherry on top it's very likely the same thing her brother left her for

(alternative: the very same thing that might lead her to her brother eventually. how sad it would be to choose)


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1 year ago

When I woke up this morning Ao3 was down. I waited for hours, refreshing my page and checking their status while I tried to find something else that could capture my attention as readily as Ao3 does. The moment it began to work again I started downloading some of the completed works from my bookmarks. During the time that the site was on again and off again I managed to download 51 fanfics, I counted. And while I was waiting to see if it would load so I could download 1 more I decided to add up the pages. I had time and little to occupy it with. Over 12,500 pages of pdf saved fanfics. And yet it still doesn’t feel like enough. I sit here, still thinking of several more. I can recall titles and plots and whole separate fandoms of works that I did not reach in time. I feel like a librarian watching Alexandria burn, bringing with me what I could reach. I can taste the words on the smoke that fills the air, my fingers are stained with ink and soot. I downloaded what I could in the hopes that I may feel secure, to appease my memory because I feared I’d lose the very thing that brought me joy. Over 12 thousand pages, and I can only feel dread.


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5 years ago
Moon, Moon, What Kind Of Moon?
Moon, Moon, What Kind Of Moon?

Moon, moon, what kind of moon?


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7 months ago

Gosh, I really empathize with Jeyne Westerling. Lady-> Queen-> Lady. You had to deal with the immediate expectation of PREGANCY and CHILDREN then your new war boyfriend gets brutally murdered by a conspiracy involving your mom.

Like. That’s rough girl, you aren’t old enough for this shit.


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1 year ago

Never in a million years could I have imagined this guy being cast as Murderbot.

Never In A Million Years Could I Have Imagined This Guy Being Cast As Murderbot.

Apologies to all fans of the actor, I'm sure he's very talented, however I have smashed the nearest window and escaped into the night.


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