I Juat Want To Be Skinny - Tumblr Posts

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Getting told I am not the overweight one of the two of us makes me want to cry.

Yeah, I am overweight, but I am trying so hard to not starve myself. At times I still puke up all I ate that day and try to make myself feel smaller. Prettier.

I am trying so hard not to fall back into old habits and eat nothing but an apple for weeks and faint in the middle of the street again.

I am trying so hard to stabilize my eating and get to a healthy amount.

I didn't need my best friend to remind me that I am overweight, fat and gross.

I already know and I am trying so hard to accept that. To try and loose weight the normal, healthy way.

Not to pick apart ever food, count calories, starve and puke.

I am trying so hard, but I don't think I can after this.