I Feel Terrible - Tumblr Posts

UPDATE:
I will be adding the 6 members of SKZ that I write about. I haven't forgotten about the BTS ones I have started already. I'm so sorry it's taken me so long!
"The Restricted Collection"

Let's take a tour around the grand halls of Hogwarts. We shall meet some naughty lovely students and my favourite part of school... the restricted section.
masterlist
Gryffindor
Kim Namjoon
"I mean, it’s sort of exciting, isn’t it, breaking the rules?"
Kim Seokjin
"Wit beyond measure is a man's greatest treasure."
Bang Chan
“The consequences of our actions are always so complicated, so diverse, that predicting the future is a very difficult business indeed.”
Hufflepuff
Jung Hoseok
"But you know, happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."
Kim Taehyung
"I solemnly swear I am up to no good"
Lee Felix
"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live”
Han Jisung
“You’re just as sane as I am”
Ravenclaw
Jeon Jungkook
"Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect."
Seo Changbin
"I will"
Slytherin
Park Jimin
“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”
Min Yoongi
"Until the very end."
Lee Minho
“I mark the hours, every one, Nor have I yet outrun the Sun. My use and value, unto you, Are gauged by what you have to do.”
Hwang Hyunjin
“The truth. It is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with great caution.”
Tw: mention of ed
Getting told I am not the overweight one of the two of us makes me want to cry.
Yeah, I am overweight, but I am trying so hard to not starve myself. At times I still puke up all I ate that day and try to make myself feel smaller. Prettier.
I am trying so hard not to fall back into old habits and eat nothing but an apple for weeks and faint in the middle of the street again.
I am trying so hard to stabilize my eating and get to a healthy amount.
I didn't need my best friend to remind me that I am overweight, fat and gross.
I already know and I am trying so hard to accept that. To try and loose weight the normal, healthy way.
Not to pick apart ever food, count calories, starve and puke.
I am trying so hard, but I don't think I can after this.
Tw: suicide ideation
Tell me how to end this and I will. What is left on this planet for me? I want to stumble over a cliff and fall. Be free.
I want to be something different. Let me become stardust again.

“You can’t be acting like this! Pull yourself together!”
I honestly felt so terrible coloring this, especially after reading Chapter 4. 😫
Poor guy…
Original sketch and AU by @kittydoremi