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Youtube workouts
(keep in mind she's likely burning less than the avg. person)
Ew idk how tf I gained from yesterday I was in a deficit AND exercised for one and a half hours..Anyways fasting today ig😔
About me🪷:
xx Call me Fawn xx
16 years old, 168cm
Hw 75kg
Sw: 69.7kg
Cw: 65.9kg
Gw1: 60kg
Gw2: 55kg
Ugw: 44 kg
Fav artists: Palaye Royale, MCR, Lana del Rey
My April so far, I hope I don’t mess it up..
Trying this diet I found on edtwt
I’m actually so fat I need to die💀
I’m pretty sure 99% of my diet the last couple of days has just been watermelon (the other 1 percent being coffee)
“What’s your favorite thinspo?”
…. :
Manifesting to successfully complete a 7 day fast🤞🤞🤞
What are some of your favorite low cal meals?
I need some inspo cuz the only thing I currently live off of is is like watermelon and bland soup ˋ—´
Does anyone wanna be Ana buddies, who isn’t bothered by me having a pretty high cw?
I neeed accountability
I’m going to Italy with my family next week for 3 weeks freaking out, pasta and pizza are my nemesis’s 💀
Me when my actions actually have consequences
The queen Ana caught up to me,
I’m backkk
And I didn’t even gain much weight during my recovery era
It feels so embarrasing to have an ed but not being skinny
Remember that Willy Wonka gum that tastes of a 3 course meal?
Once that 0 cal gum is invented it’s over for y’all bitches.
i e4t a lot more than i want to because i know that if my younger siblings see me skipping all of my meals, they will notice and it can h4rm them.
just a reminder that if you let your 4n4/3d be rubbed off onto your younger impressionable siblings, you're not a good person. you can eat one or two meals with them so they don't know you ⭐️ yourself.
don't be that sibling that introduces 3d to your younger siblings. be better.
Tw: mention of ed
Getting told I am not the overweight one of the two of us makes me want to cry.
Yeah, I am overweight, but I am trying so hard to not starve myself. At times I still puke up all I ate that day and try to make myself feel smaller. Prettier.
I am trying so hard not to fall back into old habits and eat nothing but an apple for weeks and faint in the middle of the street again.
I am trying so hard to stabilize my eating and get to a healthy amount.
I didn't need my best friend to remind me that I am overweight, fat and gross.
I already know and I am trying so hard to accept that. To try and loose weight the normal, healthy way.
Not to pick apart ever food, count calories, starve and puke.
I am trying so hard, but I don't think I can after this.
Tw: ed
Why do most of my friends have eating disorders??? And why am I falling back into mineee?
Seeing myself is making me nauseous and I am getting bigger and bigger by the day.
I thought I really beat it. I was doing so great and accepted my body as it is but now I can't anymore.
There is so much fat. I am just fat. So big. So much. I have to get smaller again.
I try so hard not to throw up after I've eaten. I try so hard to eat normal portions. But I see myself replacing food with water and clenching cravings with ice cubes again.
Chewing gum is keeping my mouth occupied while I try and eat something else.
It's getting harder again. And I think I kind of want to be consumed by it.
Tw: ed
I don't know if I'm getting sick or if it's the lack of food troubling my body.