Idk Im Sorry - Tumblr Posts
Froghorn: love is a weakness and an evolutionary mistake
Ruby: you are literally making a valentines day card for blacker right now
Froghorn: *pointing a glue gun at her threateningly* YOU ARE ON THIN FUCKING ICE RIGHT NOW
why can't i act normally about things. i hate my emotions i hate my thoughts i hate everything about myself. make it stop please. i can't live my life with this. i don't want to be stuck like this anymore. why can't it just be a phase? i just upset everyone around me. i know it. they're done listening to me complain. i scare them and i need to stop talking about the things going on in my head. they aren't something others should have to hear. i don't deserve comfort or love or care or kindness or friends or anything. they should all hate me and want to leave me forever. they deserve someone better than me. all i do is ruin things. i want to bash my head in. i want to drown. i want them to beat me to a pulp. i want to be physically hurt because at this point it sounds better than having to feel my emotions.
why can't i act normally about things. i hate my emotions i hate my thoughts i hate everything about myself. make it stop please. i can't live my life with this. i don't want to be stuck like this anymore. why can't it just be a phase? i just upset everyone around me. i know it. they're done listening to me complain. i scare them and i need to stop talking about the things going on in my head. they aren't something others should have to hear. i don't deserve comfort or love or care or kindness or friends or anything. they should all hate me and want to leave me forever. they deserve someone better than me. all i do is ruin things. i want to bash my head in. i want to drown. i want them to beat me to a pulp. i want to be physically hurt because at this point it sounds better than having to feel my emotions.
why can't i act normally about things. i hate my emotions i hate my thoughts i hate everything about myself. make it stop please. i can't live my life with this. i don't want to be stuck like this anymore. why can't it just be a phase? i just upset everyone around me. i know it. they're done listening to me complain. i scare them and i need to stop talking about the things going on in my head. they aren't something others should have to hear. i don't deserve comfort or love or care or kindness or friends or anything. they should all hate me and want to leave me forever. they deserve someone better than me. all i do is ruin things. i want to bash my head in. i want to drown. i want them to beat me to a pulp. i want to be physically hurt because at this point it sounds better than having to feel my emotions.