Im Gonna K Word Myself - Tumblr Posts
Thatโs exactly why I wanna be a cat ๐
when i go on the 'blaise zabini x reader' tag and the only thing that pops up r lorenzo and theo fics
I have to go to two fucking weddings in the fall๐
If my sister gets better than me at art my life is over (shes 5 years younger than me and triggers my worst emotions so easily)
Mood after ghosting yet another crutsy dude after giving him my contact by accident and gaslighting him into thinking that i enjoy talking to him bcs im scared of being straightforwardly mean to even the ugliest creatures on the face of this earth๐
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I just want to be a mother already
FUCK, PINTEREST I WAS LOOKING FOR PEOPLES EARS WHY DID YOU SEND ME DOWN THE DAVE RABBIT HOLE AGAIN๐๐๐
(Not mine)
My favourite thing is when my freinds/family make me feel like im not allowed to be insecure because they are
๐๐๐ it only makes me feel worse when you tell me no after i confess that i feel gross or ugly
YALL I NEED TO BE TOUCHED, LIKE SINCERELY, AND I DONT WANNA WAIT ANYMORE IM FED UP WITH THISSS๐น๐น๐น
Barely the first day of school and someone already noticed that i forgot to brush my teeth because i was figuring everything else out๐
YOU DONT HAVE TO POINT IT OUT FUCKWADS๐
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Yall i just realized i can actually fucking draw. Like put marks onto a paper, by visualizing it and putting this substance called graphite in lines and swoops into a pattern that actually represents something.
What the actual fuck i hold so much power and im only just realizing this, holy fucking mother of god i dont onow how i havent already had an epiphany like this because holy shit.
My life feels so numb right now, I need to actually tell myself which feelings are which and everything goes wrong too soon, like can I just enjoy something for fucking once in my lifetime
Im so confused, Im not sure how Im gonna continue like this is just a slurry of shit and i feel buried at the very bottom of it all. Someone give me a damn shovel and a lantern so I can find a way to dig myself of this fucking misery, I just wanna feel something other than hate and jealousy and sadness.
I just really want someone to be obsessed with me. Is that too much to ask for?
Dont judge me for looking in the mirror all the time, i have very short periods of time where i feel hot
I really want to be an alcoholic rn i hate feelings
They're taking away the one thing that is currently holding my life together.
When the adults buy soda to mix with their alcohol and I get nothing but water<<<<<
Not me crying last night because ive slept in three beds this week that werents mine