Im Pathetic - Tumblr Posts

psh yeah of course ive got that dawg in me!

(that dawg in question):

crippling attatchment issues

a need for constant reassurance

feeling unwanted even when your the center of attention

pleading for people to love you when they don't want anything to do with you

I just sent in my first ever ask and, like, what the hell. That's so terrifying. You just send it and then you can't access it anymore? You can't see what you sent? You also can't see who you're sending it to before you press the send button. Like, you need to just hope that you're on the right profile and you didn't accidentally click the.wrong one?????

Like what?? Whyyy??? I need confirmation that I'm in the right place. Why is this so stressful?!?!

I just want to have fun playing Dead by Daylight, just once

I played 6 killer games in a row and got no sacrifices

I want to fucking cry

They were so mean

I'm not even new to the game, I've played for a few years. I'm not anything extravagant, but like, I'm good enough at the game for half of my available killers to be prestige.

Maybe if I only got one or two a game

But no

In a total of 6 games, each with 4 survivors

I couldn't sacrifice one, statistically bullshit.

Can I cry now?

LOOK! HE’S SO WEE AND CUTE! I CAN’T!

Harry Potter designs!

I’ve been wanting to illustrate my favorite book’s character for a while, so I here I go!

I searched for different style to find on that would fit him better, and came up with the last one.

it is genuinely pathetic how much i crave to be held by a man. i yearn for that sweet, painful dichotomy of comfort and suffering.

to be touched and held together by another person's hands. to shatter completely knowing someone else is there to collect the pieces.

oh, but to tear myself apart feeling the solid, flat, firmness of his body against mine, knowing its everything i need, but can't have. to cling desperately to the source of my grief, for it is also my greatest comfort.

I dare you to draw an oc of yours wearing a lot of hats :]

Also I love your art style keep up the good work!

Hello! I'm sorry that it took me so long to respond to your request!! Honestly, I've tried to do this several times, but I don't like to draw hats, and drawing a lot of hats just broke my brain 😭

Sorry again!

And thanks anyway! I'm glad you like my art style💖

I’ve got an idea for a one shot, but like, I have no idea if I should write it???? It’s a smut, and like, one person (Person A) is pleasuring them selves while the other (Person B) kind of just holds them and stands guard, and I’m thinking of maybe making person b ace but like I don’t want to imply any nasty, mean, acephobic things. I feel like for B it’s more about the emotions and trust, like person A trusts them to hold and be with them in a moment of vulnerability and weakness and that’s powerful man but there’s like, zero interest from character B in sex beyond the trust and emotion I just talk about and Im anxious so yeah

Ace community help?!?!?!

If only she was on a plane to visit me right now. I need to cuddle her

For the record, My skin is peeling off, my eyes are bloodshot and my hair is greasy. I fainted again today, I fucking want to puke when I look in the mirror. And I probably stink. Thank you for your attention.

Next time I do this I will totally be pretending to be dean. 

SCREAMING

Okay, so, obviously I always saw that his hair was in a mohawk, but I just consciously realized that it was purposely pushed into a mohawk and crazy sides. Like, Dean does the same thing people do as kids and shapes his hair in crazy shapes with shampoo. God damn Dean and your childish habits that you never grew out of because you never had a childhood are tearing me apart. Sobbing. help.

Yeah I'm fairly sure that putting my head on someone's chest while he's saying "shh it's okay I got you" and is hugging me in a protective way while I'm sobbing, would solve ALL my problems

okay OKAY I AM AWAKE

Back with the sketches I’ll never turn into anything decent

1-2 femfortress

3 my oc DONT CALL HIM BILL