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An Actress Life - Chapter 15

Warnings: kinda mad Jensen, hungover!Reader, fluff, Jensen’s birthday, Jensen and the reader are fighting

Word count: 2, 179 words

She wakes up the next morning and feels a pounding headache. She opens her eyes, already forgotten, that she fell asleep in the living room. She looks at the coffee table and notices a note, a glass of water and aspirin.

Note: Hey, I thought you might need these, when you wake up. -Jensen

She takes the glass of water in her hands and swallow the aspirin quickly, finishing the whole glass. She starts realising, how she snapped at Gen and Jared. How she tried to drink her problems away and although she didn't want to have sex, she really tried to sleep with him, because it's his birthday. She feels more than embarrassed, she wishes the floor would swallow her, like right now. Oh shit the party. It's 11 am. She dials Gen's number and waits for her to pick up.

"Hello?" She says not too thrilled, when she sees Y/N's number and she can't blame Gen.

"Gen, it's me y/n/n, I-" she sighs and run a hand through her hair. "I-I wanted to apologise, how I acted, how I snapped at you I'm so sorry. How I ruined the party, I'm so sorry."

"Hey honey come down, it's fine. I know you're sorry, but you have to try dealing with and eventually forgetting it for your own sake, okay? Promise me that." She says softly with a small smile.

"I promise you that." Y/N chews on her lip.

"Anyway, you know my plans for today don't you?" She asks her.

"Uh yeah, Jared is gonna pick Jensen up at 1pm and I will come over at 1:20." She answers, nodding to herself. "Thanks. For everything. Bye." "Bye." They hang up. She walks into the bathroom and takes a quick shower. She dresses herself in ripped jeans and a blouse. When she walks into the kitchen, Jensen's busy with his phone, probably checking his twitter.

"Good morning, birthday kid." She says softly with a loving smile, but he doesn't respond the smile nor says anything. She frowns slightly, thinking he's giving her the silent treatment. "Is anything wrong?" She asks him and he looks at her for the first time.

"If anything is wrong? Did you really just asks that?" He scoffs.

"Since when do you drink your problems away, huh?" He adds and she sees him clenching his jaw. Great, now he's angry at me. "Look, uh- I'm sorry, Jensen. I know, what I did wasn't the right way to cope with my feelings and I'm really sorry, I know how angry you were-are, it's just I just wanted to get drunk...probably not my smartest move."

"Wasn't the right way, damn right it wasn't. Why did you get drunk in the first place?" "I'm sorry okay, I really am. I'm sorry how I acted when we got home, it's so embarrassing, just thinking about it. I don't want to fight on your birthday." She says with a sigh and small smile, walking to him and wrapping her arms around his neck. He doesn't look at her still feeling mad at her, they way she acted.

"I'm sorry, Jensen. It will never happen again I promise. I try to cope with it the right way, trying to move on, okay?" "Just do that never again." He scolds at her."I promise." He gives her a small smile and wraps his arm around her waist.

"What do you have planned for today?" He asks curiously and smirks, knowing you almost ten years, he just knows you have something planned for him. "Nothing much, just relaxing with my boyfriend on his birthday. Why are you asking?" she says, smiling innocently.

"Are you sure you didn't plan anything?" He raises his eyebrow at his girlfriend. "I'm pretty sure." She nods. "Good." "Jared picks me up at 1, I hope that's okay?" "Of course, why shouldn't be that okay?" "I don't know, because you wanted to spend some time with me." He says softly and hugging her closer. "We can do that afterwards." She says, smiling lovingly and pecks his lips.

"Do you wanna watch an episode of Jane the Virgin?" He asks hopefully and her eyes widen.

"Since when do you wanna watch that show? I knew you like that show!" She exclaims and hits his chest playfully. "Guilty." He smirks innocently and she laughs, shaking her head as she walks into the living room, Jensen close by her heels.

After a few episodes the doorbell rings. "I got it." She says softly and rushes to the door, opening it. "Hey." He says and hugs her from the side. "How long do I have to distract him?" He whispers. "For about three hours." She whispers and Jensen enters the hallway.

"Hey Dude, happy birthday." Jared says happily and gives him a tight hug. "Ready for golf?" Jared asks him after the hug. "Oh yes!" He exclaims happily. Jensen bids his goodbye to Y/N, so does Jared, before they leave. They leave the house and drive away.

About 20 minutes later Gen arrives and Y/N starts preparing food, drinks and a birthday pie. An hour later Misha and Mark arrive. "Hey guys." She says happily, while opening the door. She hugs both of them and they follow her into the kitchen. "Y/N/N what did you buy for his birthday?" Misha asks before he takes a sip of his water. "I bought him a trip with me." She says cheerfully. "That's amazing, dear." Mark says with his British accent and Gen looks at you.

"That's so romantic." Gen says dreamily, making Y/N laughs slightly. The doorbell rings one more time. "That might be my sister and her hubby." She says and walks to the door. "Hey sis." She says after opening the door and hugging her sister. "Hey Brad." Y/N hugs her brother-in-law.

"Thanks for the invitation." He says.

"Oh, it's my pleasure, Jensen will be happy to see you two." She smiles.

A few minutes later the doorbell rings. Again.

She opens the door to see Jensen's sister.

"Oh gosh, y/n/n. I am so happy to see you."

Mackenzie says hugging Y/N tightly.

"And you don't know how happy I am." She says happily and gestures for her to come in. "When will l Jensen be back?" She asks curiously while they go into the kitchen. "In a few minutes." Y/N says softly.

"Oh, then I am in time." She says happily.

"I guess so." Y/N says with a smile. "Oh hey, Mac." Y/N's sister says and they hug each other. A few more moments later she hears the front door opening.

"Babe, I'm home." Jensen calls through the house and she runs quickly into the hallway.

"Hey." She says to Jared and Jensen. Y/N pecks Jensen's lips and hugs Jared. "Jensen, I have a surprise for you." "What for a surprise?" He asks happily, already feeling excited.

"If I tell you, it wouldn't be a surprise anymore." She says, smirking. "Just close your eyes." She adds and places her hand in front of his eyes.

She holds his hand while leading him into kitchen. She grins at everyone, who's standing in the kitchen and they all smile happily and excitedly.

"Okay Jay, open your eyes." She says happily as she puts her hand away, he opens his eyes immediately, a big smile creeping up his face.

"Guys, what are you doing here? I am so happy to see you." He says happily and greats everyone.

"We're here for your birthday, man!" Misha says happily and pulls Jensen into a hug, wishing him a happy birthday, like everyone does. Jensen talks to the people, who came just for his birthday, catches up with them, asking them how their break will look like. An hour later, Y/N disappears into the kitchen checking on Jensen's birthday cake. She decorates it, as they all walk into the yard, when Jared and Gen carry the food Y/N made outside.

Y/N finishes his cake and walks into the yard with it as she starts singing 'Happy birthday', smiling lovingly at Jensen, when everyone joins her singing. Jensen feels his cheeks heat up, hating it, like every one does. It feels awkward, when people sing for someone on their birthdays.

Jensen smiles shyly and blows the candles out, "That's your favourite cake." Y/N tells him happily and he smiles lovingly at her pecking her lips gently. "So who wants cake?" Y/N asks all of them.

"Thank you." Jensen says later that night, when they're alone for a moment. "For what?" She asks confused as she sips her soda. "For throwing the sweetest and best party." He tells her softly. She smiles lovingly and pecks his lips gently.

"And it was an amazing surprise to see my sister, it's sad that my brother couldn't make it, but I like and appreciate it a lot." He says and kisses her temple gently, already not feeling too mad at her.

"Okay Jared we should leave, my sister is probably waiting for us." Gen says an hour later and stands up. Jensen and Y/N pout slightly, but nod in understanding. They say their goodbyes and leave. "We should probably leave too." Y/N's sister says. "Yeah, me too." Misha and Mark say at the same time. "Oh okay." Y/N says sadly, but they're right it's almost 11pm, they nearly spent the whole day together.

"I'll leave too, see you at dinner tomorrow." Mac says. They all say their goodbyes and leave. Y/N closes the door and walks into the living room. Luckily, Gen and Y/N cleaned up after they has dinner, so it's not too much they have to clean up on their own.

"So just you and me." Y/N says with a small laugh. "Yeah." He says softly and walks towards her with a smile, kissing her softly, before she pulls away with a happy smile.  "I got something for you." She says cheerfully as she smiles, grabbing the envelope with the tickets. "What is that?" He smiles. "Just open it." She says softly. He grabs the envelope and opens it, taking the tickets out. He looks at the country they're flying to, "Poland? Does that mean I finally meet the rest of your family?" He asks happily.

She nods with a huge grin. He never met the rest of her family, there was never the time and then the two broke up, but now is the best opportunity.

He kisses her lovingly, smiling into the kiss, before pulling away. "That's the best birthday present, ever. I can't wait to meet them." He says excitedly.

"You know, I always wanted to meet them." He says softly as he walks closer to her, pulling her into his arms. "Thank you." He says softly and she smiles lovingly, nodding.

"Let's go to bed." He says and leads them upstairs. They change into comfortable clothes and Y/N walks into the bathroom to remove her makeup and brush her teeth. Jensen does the same, when she lies down on, now, their bed. She turns on some music, they used to listen together, before they went to sleep, when they got together.

"Maybe we should bring some stuff from your apartment to this place." He says softly as he enters the bedroom again. "I'd love that." She tells him softly and smiles at him. He lies down next to her and pulls her info his arms. "Maybe we could redecorate." He suggests as he caresses her cheek gently. "Yeah, maybe." She says with a happy smile.

When Y/N finished Highschool, she actually wanted to become an interior designer, because she redecorated her childhood room at least 10 times, since she was 15, but then acting came up and she never followed that path.

He smiles lovingly at her and leans in kissing her gently, no pressure, just kissing his girlfriend, the woman he's missed so much, the only woman he ever imagined getting married to, the only woman he can call his best friend.

Maybe they end up making out, slipping tongues into each other's mouth, but nothing more. When Jensen gets painfully hard, he pulls away from kissing her, not wanting to push her, or make her feel like she has to have sex with him.

Y/N notices him being hard and can't help but stare at his cock, that screams for her touch, she swallow hard. "You don't have to do anything." He tells her softly, cupping her cheek and making her look away from his cock. "Okay, but I kinda wanna give you a handjob." She says biting his lip and he's kind of surprised, definitely not expecting that so soon.

He shakes his head in a confused kind of way, "You sure?" He asks softly. "You don't have to, you know, my cock has no priority." He says with a small laugh, but she nods eagerly.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 17

warnings: rude!alan, Jensen’s mom is a sweetheart, hurt!reader, crying, angry!Jensen

word count: 1,887

A/N: sorry for being so inactive loves, but I have Covid and wasn’t feeling so well

They arrive at his parents' house, Jensen parks in the driveway and she gets out of the car.

"Okay, I don't know why, but I'm kinda nervous." She says with a nervous and awkward laugh. "Why that?" He asks with a small frown.

"You know, they love you." He adds softly. She gives him a weak smile and he takes her hand and leads her to the front door.

He rings the doorbell and his mom Donna opens it. "Oh gosh, y/n. So good to see you." She says happily and she smiles slightly at her, then Donna pulls her into a warm hug. She hugs Donna back as well, feeling calm as Donna rubs her back. She quashes Y/N's cheek gently before pulling away to give her son a hug as well. "Now, come in." She says happily and gestures them in. They follow her into the living room to greet Mac and Josh.

"Y/n so good to see you, really." He gives her a reassuring smile. Is it that obviously that I'm nervous? "Guys, dinner is served." Donna says softly and they all go into the dining room. Y/N sits down next to Jensen and Mac. Josh, Donna and Alan across from them.

The food always smells so good, Y/N loves her cooking. "Donna the food smells so good." Y/N says happily with a smile, while Donna places the food on the table.

"Thanks sweetie." She says squeezing your shoulder and sits down.

Everyone starts putting food on their plates, after that they begin eating. "Why are you back with my son although you cheated on him?" Alan suddenly speaks up and Y/N chokes on her food. "Wh-What?" She asks in shock with wide eyes and looks at Jensen, who's eyes are widened as well.

"Dad, seriously?" Jensen says with a clenched jaw. "I'm just asking, I don't want my son to be with someone who's cheating on him." Alan says with shrug. "Okay, wow, Alan I thought we both were happy that they're back together." Donna shakes her head in disbelief, feeling slightly ashamed.

Y/N looks at Jensen to see how disappointed he is of his father. She doesn't know, if she should leave or stay. She's also hurt about how his father is thinking of her. Did Jensen never tell them the truth?

Maybe Jensen and she shouldn't be back together- "Dad." Jensen says firmly and rips her out of her thoughts, making her blink. "She never cheated on me." "It's that what she's telling you?" Those words hit more than she thought.

"That's enough!" Mac shouts at Alan. "Honey, please stop crying." Donna says and stands up from her chair. Y/N hasn't even realized that tears have welled up in her eyes. Donna walks behind her and pats her shoulders gently.

"Everything will be fine, I absolutely support your relationship with Jensen." She whispers into her ear and hugs her from behind. "Dad, I love her! She was and is the only one that makes me happy." Jensen says firmly and honestly. "I know that." Donna says softly and puts her other hand on Jensen's shoulder.

"At least one of my parents." Jensen scoffs in disbelief. "Joanna was better for you." Alan says and looks coldly at Y/N. "That's enough!" Jensen and Donna say. Jensen stands up and throws his napkin on the plate in anger.

"I'm sorry mum, I'm not hungry anymore." He says with an apologetic smile and goes into the backyard to get some fresh air. Leaving her all alone. Great. "Dad what is wrong with you? I- we thought you like her." Josh says confused. "I do, but after what she did to him." "You want to know the truth?" Y/N speaks up and everyone looks at her. Tears streaming down her cheeks. "I already know the truth." He says while eating a piece of his food.

"I think you don't." Mac says. "Honey speak." Donna says. "I made mistakes, that's true. I'm not gonna deny that. At this time, when Jensen and I broke up, it wasn't feeling right anymore and I didn't think we should stay together anymore. It felt like a must, because of the press and the internet. We didn't see each other often, but-but I loved and still do love him...so much. I've never cheated on him, yes I met someone, but we never kissed or had sex. Nothing. I felt unwanted and unneeded-" She rambles on and chokes on a sob.

"She felt that way because of me." Jensen interrupts her, leaning against the doorframe. "But you were going to purpose to her, didn't you?" Alan asks with a frown. "Yeah, but I didn't notice how I made her feel or how I treated her I was most of the time irritated about everything. I noticed that after she told me that she wanted to end the relationship. She went to this guy, yes it's true, but it was after everything ended." Jensen continues. "To be honest, at first I thought she cheated on me, but Jared and Gen told me about everything, after I kept saying she betrayed me. When you know Jared and Gen, you know, they never lie."

"But when you felt this way-" he looks at her "-why are you back together?" Alan asks confused. "I got a job offer of Supernatural. When started I thinking about Jensen then, I realized I still had feelings for him. I thought I was over him, but I wasn't. Jensen and I met up and talked about everything. While we talked about everything, I noticed that it still feels like those years ago. He told me, he never stopped loving me. That's when we decided we should give us another try." She explains and looks at her hand in her lap.

"But it's okay, if you still don't trust me."

"Look, I'm really sorry-" She looks up and doesn't trust her ears as she hears him apologizing "-I-I didn't know the truth. I thought it was because our son-" he points at Jensen "-told us so."

"Hey, it's not his fault. Who would ever thought they would get back together?" Josh asks.

"Exactly, nobody." He adds. "Also Dad, since when do you believe in rumours from the press?" Josh asks with a raised eyebrow. "I really don't know." Alan says rubbing his temple,

Donna and the rest look at Alan, while Y/N looks at her hands. 'Now apologize.' Donna mouths to him. "Y/N, I guess I have to apologize." "You guess?" Jensen scoffs.

"It's okay, I guess I would have reacted the same way." She says with a weak smile. "Really? So you're not mad at me?" He asks. "No, already forgotten." She looks at her hands before giving Alan a weak smile. Jensen gazes at her, knowing she's lying.

He knows, it's definitely not okay. She's hurt, but he also knows she respects his parents. She would never say anything, that's rude or inappropriate. "Okay, the good vibes are gone now." Mac chuckles. "Seems like that." Y/N smiles at her. "Mum, thanks for dinner, but I think it's better when y/n/n and I leave now." Jensen says softly.

"Thanks Donna." Y/N says softly and hugs her, Josh and Mac. "I hope we see us next time under better circumstances." Donna says softly while they're making their way down the hallway to the front door. Y/N gives her a small smile. "Bye." She says one last time, before leaving the house and entering the car. Jensen does the same. Before he starts the car he looks at her and searching for her eyes, but she avoids looking at him. "You're okay?" "Yeah." She brushes it off.

"Can we just head home?" She adds. He doesn't say anything and starts the engine in response.

During the drive home they don't talk much, it's a real odd situation. "Can you stop being so...quiet?" He says while they arrive at their driveway. "Jens, what do you expect from me?" She looks at him for the first time and unbuckles her seatbelt. "I-I don't know, that you're not mad at me?" She sighs and reaches for his hand.

"Jay, I know it's not your fault we both thought both your parent are okay with that. Your mom was-is, but your dad-" she takes her hand away and looks at her lap "-your dad isn't okay with that. Yeah, maybe he apologized, but he sees me as the bitch, who cheated on his son. It hurts, that your dad doesn't like me anymore. It's an odd situation, Jensen. You know the truth and you also know I love you so so much, but maybe I am not the-"

"The right woman for me?" He scoffs and completes her sentence. "Yeah, I don't wanna be a wife, your dad doesn't like. It-it-" she chokes on a sob "-it breaks my heart even thinking about that, we just-" she's interrupted by Jensen's lips on hers. His hands cup her face and kisses her gently as her hand find its place on his neck.He stops and rests his forehead against hers.

"Please don't say that, I- I don't want to loose you ever again. Never." She looks into his green orbs and can't help but smile. "My mom, sister and brother are happy for me and to be honest for me it's more important, that my mom supports us than my father." He shrugs and smiles at me.

"Y/n/n, I love you more than everything. Since I got you back I'm the happiest man alive. You're the woman I want to marry, to have kids, a family with." He gives her a gentle kiss on the cheek. "Are you really sure about that I am the right one?" She asks him just above a whisper. "Don't you ever doubt that. You're making me a lucky man." He says with a laugh. She smiles slightly.

"Let's finally head inside." He adds and brings her hand to his lips and kiss it softly. She gets out of the car and walks to the front door. Jensen unlocks the door and she steps in. She kicks her shoes off, before both go upstairs into the bedroom, she changes into some comfy clothes and lies down on the bed.

He lies down next to her and looks at her with a frown. "About what are you thinking?" He asks. "About a lot-" she cuddles into his chest and he wraps his arm around her waist "-about what happened, about-" she lets out a sob "-about that fans hate me for being with you, these letters, the girl on the airport, about what has happened an hour ago. It's-" she takes a deep breath "it's too much to handle for me lately." She cries into his chest and fist his t-shirt in her hand. "Shhh." He strokes her head gently.

He hates seeing her this way, after a few minutes she cried herself to sleep. He takes his phone from the nightstand and opens Twitter. He has enough of how she's feeling, she's been treated like shit, although she hasn't done anything.

He tweets:

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An Actress Life - Chapter 18

warnings: language, slight angst, nervous!jensen

word count: 1,852

A/N: sorry for not posting anything for so long, but I’ve had a lot going on and I just started a new job, so things are a little messy right.

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Since Jensen tweeted a month has passed, a quiet month. Most fans accepted his decision and stopped being rude. Of course there still were some 'fans' that keep hating her and everything she posts.

But she started to give a fuck about that, everything has calmed down. She's quite happy about that. "Hey, you're ready?" Jensen interrupts her thoughts. "Yeah." She says finishing packing her suitcase.

They're gonna make their way to the airport because Jensen's finally meeting the rest of her family. Her mom and sister will come with them. She walks downstairs, struggling with her suitcase, Jensen laughing at her. "What?" She asks rolling her eyes.

"Nothing, it's-" he cant help but laugh "-it's just how it looked like." "Wow thank you, you could have helped me." She roll her eyes playfully.

"Nonetheless-" he laughs "-the cab is waiting so lets go, do you have everything? Passport, phone, important-" She's looking through her purse "-documents, everything we need?" He asks curiously. She finds everything. "Yeah, got all we need." She smiles at him and walks into the hallway.

She puts her shoes and jacket on, Jensen follows her. She bends down to lace her shoes as Jensen slaps her ass. "Hey!what was that for?" She exclaims. "It was a good opportunity, I couldn't help it." He shrugs and smirks. She rolls her eyes at him, grinning slightly. She walks through the door before locking the door, then she puts your suitcases into the trunk of the cab, getting into the cab.

"I'm so happy to finally see grandma." She says happily after they met her sister and mother. "Jensen are you excited?" her mother asks, while they enter the airport. "He's been talking for a week about that trip." Y/N answers with a smirk and Jensen blushes slightly, looking at the ground. Her mom laughs slightly, "Well, I'm happy you're coming with us." She tells Jensen and Jensen gives her a shy smile.

"But now we should get going to our gate." Y/N's sister says. They walk to their gate and wait for about 20 minutes. "Do you think your family will like me?" Jensen whispers in her ear.

"Yes, Jensen. They're all as excited as you are. You'll meet my cousins, they're all easy-going so don't worry, baby." She assures him and kisses his cheek.

"Flight 3256 to Warsaw." A woman calls out and they all get up from their seats.

18 hours later...

"In a few minutes we're going to land in Warsaw, Poland so please buckle your seatbelts again." the stewardess says. Y/N looks to her right to find a sleeping Jensen. His head on her shoulder, just looking so adorable.

"Hey Jensen baby-" She says gently stroking his cheek "-wake up we're landing." He grasps your arm, "Some more minutes." He says sleepy and she can't help but smile. "Jensen we're landing in Poland." His eyes shot immediately open "I'm awake." He almost exclaims and Y/N laughs smiling lovingly at him.

"Oh you're awake." Her mom says. "Yeah, I'm awake for an hour." She tells her mom. "You're excited to see granny?" "Yes, it's been too long, 2 years, since I've seen her the last time." "I've been there last year and she's not really doing good, y/n. Her leg is getting more and more worse and she won't be able to walk anymore." Y/N's sister says.

"Yeah, I know you told me about that. She's 86 years old. She isn't that young anymore-" Y/N smiles weakly "-but Caroline is helping her and Adam too." "Who are Adam and Caroline?" Jensen whispers into her ear. "These two are my cousins, I've grown up with.-" She smiles at him "-You will get to know them in a few."

The plane is landing and everyone is starting getting their things. She undoes her seatbelt and take her things. She gets up stretching herself as the others do the same.

"Y/N/N by the way how long will you two stay?" "Why are you asking me this now?" Y/N asks with a laugh. "Okay, that was rude of me." Her sister says laughing awkwardly.

"But I think for one or two weeks, because Jensen wanted to show me some of his favourite places in Europe and we have this convention in Rome in a few weeks, so we'll see." She looks at Jensen and he looks at her with a smile. "So let's get out of here." Her mom says. They all nod and leave. Y/N gets her luggage and looks for her cousins to pick them up.

She goes through the crowd to finally find her cousin Adam.

AN: you have to imagine everything later on with 'your' grandma is in polish, but of course everything will be written in English. So 'your' cousins can speak English.

He spots her and rushes to her, he says nothing and just pulls her into a tight hug.

"I missed you so much and I'm so happy to see you after so long." He says while hugging her. "I missed you and I'm happy too." She says softly.

She pulls away so that her mom and sister can greet and hug him as well as Jensen stands there awkwardly.

"So Adam, uh this is my boyfriend Jensen, Jensen this is my cousin Adam." She smiles at Jensen to make him feel a little better.

"Jensen so nice to finally meet you, I've heard a lot about you." Adam says while shaking his hand. "Nice to meet you too." Jensen says with a polite smile. "Okay, fine let's go I want to get some rest." Y/N says with a small laugh and Jensen takes her hand. They walk to the car, get their luggage into the trunk and get inside the car.

They drive 30 minutes to her grandma's house. "I missed this place." Y/N says when they get out and after closing the door.

"So many memories." Her sister adds.

"Yeah." Y/N smiles at her. She walks to the trunk to open it and get her luggage out.

Her mom, sister and Adam already are walking in. "You're coming?" Her mom asks.

"Yeah, just a minute." She smiles at her.

She nods and walks in. "Why aren't we walking in too?" He asks with a small frown. "Because-" she takes his hand and walks to a bench in the yard "-I want to let you know something." She says looking down.

"Why are looking down?" He asks and tilts his head in confusion. "You know my family here hasn't got much money, so please don't-"

"You-you really think I care about how much money or how perfect the house is?"

"No, it's just-"

"Babe-" he cups her cheek "-I would never judge it, it's okay." She nods with a small smile pecking his lips.

"But now-" she takes his hand and gets up from the bench "- let's head inside, I'm starving and I hope you will eat the food, because it's polish." She says with a small laugh. "I try." He says playfully .

They enter the house and take their shoes off.

She puts on some slippers and Jensen starts laughing  of her. "Why are you laughing?"

"These shoes are-" he stops when she gives him a pair as well. "Everyone is wearing them here, it's normal." She says hitting his chest. She walks l upstairs and into the kitchen.

"There you two are." Her sister says giving them both a reassuring smile. Her grandma gets up from her chair and she walks to her. "Granny sit down, you should rest." "Wow that's how great me?" She smiles.

"Of course not." She says softly and hugs her tightly.

"And who is that handsome man?" She says in polish and she can tell Jensen's feeling uncomfortably in his spot. She gives him a reassuring smile to show him everything is fine. "That's my boyfriend Jensen."

"Oh that one we all heard so much of." Y/N nods.

"He's kinda nervous, you know." Her sister laughs at her statement. "He doesn't have to." Her grandma says.

"Jensen this is my grandma." He reaches out his hand and her grandma shakes it. She smiles at him and he smiles back. She sits down at the table and Jensen right next to her, her mom next to her and her grandma, Adam and sister in front of her.

They all place some food on their plates and start eating. "Where are uncle Jack and aunt Monica?" Y/N asks her cousin curiously and her mom and sister look questioningly at him.

"They will be here tomorrow, they're taking care of some things in an another town."

"Oh okay." She smiles at him. They make some small talk, she tells them how Jensen and her got back together.

How everything went between them till now. She told them about her career and everything until her grandma comes up with the topic engagement, marriage and kids. "Grandma, we just got back to-"

"Yeah, but you two were three years together before and your love for each other hasn't changed." "Yeah that's true but we don't want to rush things." "Y/N/N you're 33 your biological clock is ticking and I want some grandchildren." Her mom suddenly speaks up.

"Oh no mom, please not that issue again." She says with a sigh and whine running a hand down her face.

"Just because we are all exhausted." Thank you.

"But now excuse me-us I'm exhausted i want to get some sleep. Where are the keys for the other house?" "It's in the kitchen." Adam tells her.

"Good night guys." She says softly with a smile as Jensen smiles at them and says good night as well. She heads into the kitchen to get the keys.

Jensen looks at her, "Why are you so annoyed?" He asks so softly his green orbs looking worriedly.

"It's just my mom-" she says while going downstairs "- she always starts with the issue marriage, kids my biological clock. Blabla." She steps through the front door outside.

Jensen looks at her, "Do you wanna get married and have kids?" She's been thinking about that for a few weeks. She would like to get married as fast as possible because she doesn't want to waste any time nor does she wants to wait much longer.

"Yeah, of course, but it just annoying that my mom brings it up every time. At every get together, ya know?" He nods. She walks to the car and get her bags out. Then she walks to the other house that is on the same property and she gets inside the other house. She shows Jensen around, giving him a quick tour.

She gets under the sheets. Looking at her phone, looking through Twitter, Instagram and Facebook. Jensen lays down next to her and she puts her phone on the nightstand.

He wraps his arm around her shoulder and she cuddle into his chest and falls asleep a moment later.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 19

warnings: implied smut, fluff, drunk!jensen

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She slowly stirred awake because Jensen decided to kiss her neck causing her eyes to flutter open, humming slightly. "Morning." He mumbled still kissing her neck. "Morning." She mumbles back, pushing him slightly away from her, because she knows what he's up to.

"What?" He mumbles innocently looking right into her eyes with his green and beautiful orbs.

"You know we're not alone, my mom and sister are just down the hall." She told him with a raised eyebrow.

"Your mom came in 10 minutes ago and said that she and your sister have to take care of something." He said and started kissing her neck. Again. "Ok wow, you really horny." She said jokingly humming slightly.

"I don't know-" he looks at you "-when I get the chance to eat that delicious pussy of yours again." He smirked and disappeared under the blanket.

"Y/N, Jensen we're home and brought some breakfast." Her mom called from downstairs about 20 minutes later.

"Oh shit." She mumbled out of breath after having a great orgasm. "Yeah, we will be down in a few!"

She called back and got out of bed with shaky legs to grab her clothes. She took them on quickly before throwing his clothes at Jensen. He took his clothes on as well before the the two of them walked downstairs.

"Why did you two take so long?" Her sister asked, when Jensen and Y/N entered the kitchen.

"Maybe, because I woke up just a few minutes before you two came back." She said and grabbed a mug filling it with some fresh brewed coffee before taking a large sip. Jensen sat down next to her with his mugs smirking at her. She kicked his leg under the table and looked at him with wide eyes to indicating him to shut up.

"Jensen how was your first night here in Poland?" Y/N's mom asked softly a gentle smile resting on her lips. "It was good, I guess." He smirked at her and she kicked his leg. Again. But her mom and sister didn't notice. "What are the plans for today?" She asked her mom.

"Well, your sister and I were getting some groceries for the family get together." She told them as Jensen looked at Y/N, confusing her slightly. "Ooh, yes, the get together." Y/N said and nodded smiling at her mom. "Don't get too drunk like you did two years ago." Her sister laughed and Y/N shot her a glare.

"Really funny, sister-heart." Y/N glared rolling her eyes at her and her sister kept laughing. "Anyways,-" Their mom rolled her eyes at them before looking at Jensen "-I hope you can drink a lot of-" her mom motioned to the bottle of alcohol "-this." She said with a small grin.

Jensen looked at Y/N and she gave him an apologetic look. "Yeah I guess so." She started giggling a bit.

"There's a good, a really good memory." Y/N said with a loud laugh.

Flashback

Jensen and Y/N went to a birthday party, when they were about a year together. They went to the party played some party games and Jensen drank a lot, maybe even a bit too much. She had to help him to walk and she also had some drinks, but not as much as he did.

Luckily, they just had to walk 10 minutes to their place, but it took more than 10 minutes. They needed about an hour to walk to the flat Jensen and she just got. About a few minutes he stopped walking.

"Since we-we're in a relationship and that you have already seen my little friend down there-" he pointed at his cock. "-it's totally okay I pee in front of you." He slurred and unbuckled his belt and pants. "Jensen," She said laughing.

He didn't care that he peed on a car. "You're peeing on a car!" She exclaimed with a loud laugh. "Yeah, it's a really nice car and I wanted to mark it like a dog." He slurred with a shrug. "Oh you're a dog now?" "No." He slurred with a pout and pulled his boxers and pants back on, but struggled, because he was stumbling a bit. "Y/n, can you help me? I think my belt it's broken or something." He looked at his belt and back at her. She couldn't help but laugh.

"Of course the belt is broken." She said sarcastically, laughing and buckled his belt. Then she walked in front of him, she turned around and didn't see him, that he was talking toward a stop sign because it was in his way.

"Get out of my way." He yelled at the sign. She jumped slightly at his yelling and turned around seeing he was talking to a fucking stop sign.  She took out her phone and filmed it, because she had to send this Gen and Jared. "Get the fuck out of my way." Jensen yelled again.

"I'm Dean Winchester so get away!" and then it was getting embarrassing, because the few people who'd were on the streets that night started looking weird at him. Y/N pulled him from the sign away and they walked home.

The next day she showed him the video, he was like, I wasn't myself, I was drunk. He felt embarrassed, about his encounter with the stop sign. Plus, she was laughing so hard.

Flashback end

"What kind of memory?" Y/N's sister asked curiously. "I don't want to embarrass him in front of you, I just say there was a birthday par-" he choked on his food. "-ty."

"Oh good you remember, honey." Y/N smirked at him. "And no more people need to know that." He mumbles. "It's already embarrassing enough, that Jared, Gen and Misha know that video." "Wait there's a video?" Her mom asked surprised.

"Yeah, a really good one." She laughed and played with her food.

"I just hope he's not going to end like this." Her mom said sarcastically, as Y/N patted Jensen's back. He just shot her a glare and she grinned at him. She finished eating and went alone to their room, because Jensen wanted to ask her sister something.

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"What did you want to ask me?" she asks him.

"(Y/m/n), can you join us? I also wanted to ask you something." "Is everything alright?" her sister asks him.

"Yeah, everything's alright. I'm just planning on doing something and wanted to ask you for your opinion and help." He said while playing with the ring box in his pocket.

"Spill it." Her sister says as he's getting a bit nervous, he put the velvet box out of his pocket and revealed the ring to them. "You don't." They both said. "And-" he started but cut off almost immediately. "Of course you have my blessing." her mom told hun and looked at the ring. "It's beautiful and I just know she'll like it."

"Really?" He asked shyly and maybe even unsure.

"Of course." her sister squeezed his shoulder assuringly, letting him know everything's gonna be alright. "So what do you need our help for?"

"Are there any places she likes here?"

"Yeah, there's a lake, just 10 minutes from here." her sister smiles at Jensen. "When do you want to ask her?" Her sister asked curiously.

"To be honest? Right now. But I'm really unsure if I'm not rushing anything." "I think you're not rushing anything-" her mom speaks up. "-you two know and love each other for so long now. Just some bad and stupid things happened, but that's life." She gave him a reassuring smile.

"You know it would be cool, if you two got engaged, before all of the family get here." her sister said excitedly, making Jensen kinda even more nervous. "But it's your choice and don't worry, most of them speak English." Her mom told them gently. "I was thinking the same, it would be a great announcement. Even tho I had other plans. " He said happily.

"What did you have got for plans?"

"I wanted to propose to her in Italy or Amsterdam. I planned a little trip through Europe." "Wow, that's really romantic. But you can still do this trip, you know that?"

"But I think it will be more special and unique if you propose to her at a place she loves more than everything and she knows so well." her mom spoke up.

"You're right." He smiles at her and thanked them before disappearing upstairs. He smiles as he saw her watching TV not understanding a word, but thinking it sounds funny tho.

"Hey babe, you wanna go for a walk?" He asked her softly. "Sure, there's a lake, I really like." She smiles at him. Great. He thought, just where he wanted to go.

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The girl from London

Summary: Y/N is a British interior designer and architect who works for a company that has its headquarters in London but is well known in the US. So Jensen wants to surprise his parents and build them a new house at their favourite spot. When he meets her, it’s hard to listen to her when she talks about the design she’s planned, because other things about her seem more interesting.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x female!reader

Warnings: fluff, sexual content, smut, p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it up guys)

“The architect really did a good, didn’t they?” Y/N says as she walks around the empty house admiring how it looks. “They definitely did.” Jensen says as he smiles at her. She took a look at the yard, her lip twitching slightly since in her opinion it looks horrible. “You also want me to redecorate the garden?” She asks curiously and politely. Jensen looks outside as well noticing how…how empty and boring it seems. “I’d like that.”

Y/N takes out her laptop to open up the program that helps her visualise her ideas for the interior design. “Do your parents have a special wish or taste?” She asks him curiously. Jensen watches her lips move more focusing on her accent than the words she’s actually saying. “Sorry what?” He shakes his head. “Do your parents have a special wish or taste?” She asks once more still politely because that’s what Britons are. “They like grey a lot.” He says as he thinks, if he’s being honest he has no clue what their taste is, that’s why he hired a freaking professionell. But how can she know? She doesn’t know his parents.

She sighs softly, “Alright.” She says and starts clicking and tapping on her laptop just to show him a little example. Jensen nods as he looks at the little draft she made within a minute. “I like that and I’m sure they’ll like it too.” He says with a smile. She returns the smile and chews on her lip as she gets back to drafting the whole house.

Jensen can’t help but watch her, her glasses are probably the cutest and sexiest thing about her, make her seem so hot and innocent at the same time. The blouse she wears gives him a lot of imagination, her tits seem like they’re perfect for his hands and the skirt? Oh well…the skirt fits her curves so well he couldn’t stop staring at her ass when he was showing her around the house.

“That’s my first draft.” She says a couple of minutes later. He blinks stopping himself from checking her out too much. He nods and looks at her laptop feeling quite impressed with her. She only needed like what, ten minutes maybe? And it’s looks awesome and comfy. A home he knows, his parents will love, especially his mom. His mom has a weak spot for little decorations and details and Y/N only showed him the future living room.

“If you want to change anything, please let me know.” She says softly as Jensen looks through the draft. “It’s awesome.” He says in awe. “Maybe Just the bed could be a different one.” He mumbles distractedly as he keeps looking at the different rooms. “Of course.” She nods and shows him different kinds of beds.

A few weeks later after meeting due to Y/N’s work Jensen finally brings up the courage to finally ask her out after drooling every time seeing and crushing on her. “Hey Y/N.” He says and she looks up from her laptop giving him a gentle smile. “Hey Jens.” She says softly.

If we’re being honest, she is crushing on him, too. But he’s her client, right? But she’s not from here, so no one would find out? Wrong. He’s a fucking actor, of course it would come out eventually, and when her boss will find out, oh well. Y/N chill out, nothing happened. She scolds herself mentally.

He smiles nervously at her, “So…uh, you wanna Hoyt for dinner…with me?” He asks hesitantly and even more nervously. And is he..blushing? She doesn’t know because she’s feeling pretty hot herself, the, the Jensen Ackles really just asked her out, has he?

“I’d love to!” She blurts out before she can change her mind, she’s only going to stay for one more week, so fuck it. But Jensen doesn’t know that she’ll be leaving in a week, otherwise he wouldn’t have asked her out.

He blushes deeply and smiles shyly, “I’m glad.” He says, feeling like a teenager all over again. I’m fucking 34, so get your shit together, Ackles, he thought.

She smiles with the same deep blush, thinking about how cutes he’s acting around her. “Me too. Pick me up at 7?” She asks him softly since she was about to finish work for the day. “Definitely.” He breathes out with a happy smile. Like a teenage boy. He cant believe, she said yes, and she can’t believe, he literally just asked her out, the guy she thought was the most handsome and cutest American guy she’s met. And she has met many American guys. They’re not comparable to the British men. But Jensen’s been a sweet and absolutely nice guy.

“See you then.” She says softly and kisses his cheek before disappearing, biting her lip as she gets more excited about her evening. Dean just stands there dumbfounded rubbing his cheek, like a teenage boy in some movie.

Dinner was great, even more than great, they laughed a lot and he learned so many new things about her. The thing he likes about her the most is probably her smile or her humour. She was so much fun talking to. The way she talks still fascinates him, her accent is so beautiful, kinda making her even more special than she already is to him.

“There we are,” She says as they get to the apartment complex she’s been living in for the past two months. Yes, it took Jensen two months to asks her out. She looks at the apartment building, not wanting the night to end so soon. “Do you wanna come up to my place?” She hears herself asking without thinking about it. His smile widens since he didn’t want the night to end so soon as well, “Sounds like a great plan.” He says as he takes her hand in his again, making her blush slightly.

If Jensen’s being honest, he really really likes her. He’s kinda falling for her, because she’s probably the nicest woman besides his mom. She’s so polite, it’s almost strange. Even his mom already likes her. His mom has already met her, because he kept talking about her and he kinda…slipped, ruining the surprise. Not that his parents weren’t happy, they were, his mom even started crying, but he wanted to surprise them when it’s done. It’s too late now anyway.

Y/N leads him inside her little apartment and Jensen smiles, since as soon as he enters her place her scent fills his nostrils. “Looks nice.” He comments softly as he enters. She smiles softly at him, “Thank you.” She says as he hangs up her coat. He smiles and takes his shoes and jacket off as well. “You want to drink something?” Y/N asks him as she leads him into the kitchen. “Maybe wine?” She suggests.

“Sure.” He says softly and smiles as she grabs two glasses. She fills the glasses with wine and smiles at him as he gets closer to her. She places the bottle of wine back on the counter as he stands in front of her. She looks up at him and smiles shyly, “Hey.” She whispers softly. “Hey.” He whispers back as he cups her cheek admiring how pretty and cute she looks in her glasses. She gets on her tiptoes as she closes the distance between them and presses her lips against his gently. He smiles against her lips as he kisses her softly.

Oh boy…the kiss feels much better than he has imagined, her lips are so soft almost pillowy. He pulls away a moment later resting his forehead against hers. “I’ve wanted to do that for weeks.” He whispers softly as he smiles with closed eyes. She smiles shyly, “Really? Me too.” She says softly. He smiles and pecks her lips one last time before sitting down on the couch in her living room. “This sofa is so comfy.” She says as she sits down. Even though she sits on it quite often, she likes the feeling of it. “I can agree on that.” Jensen says with a nod holding his glass before taking a sip and placing it on the coffee table.

“So how do you like it here?” He asks a few moments later smiling at her. “Here in the US?” She asks her accent coming through again. He nods and smiles softly. “It’s pretty great, I really like it here.” She says softly her smile faltering a bit as she thinks about that she has to leave in a week. Jensen frowns noticing slightly, “But?” He asks her softly.

She looks up from her glass, “I have to leave in a week.” She confesses finally. His eyes widen and he swallows hard, feeling his heart shatter into a thousand pieces. “What?” He breathes out, causing her to take deep breath. “My visa ends and I have to get back to work in London.” She says softly with a small smile, actually feeling sad about leaving. “Oh…” He mumbles sadly as he looks at his glass of wine. “I’m sorry, I probably should’ve mentioned it earlier.” She says with an apologetic smile and look.

“I-It’s okay.” He says with a kinda hurt smile. Every woman he likes or thinks is great, has to leave or isn’t interested in him. So that she has to leave now too, make him feel desperate since he really has hoped, especially tonight, that there could be more than a date, maybe a relationship. He sighs quietly to himself, since he really was looking for more with her. She notices how sad he looks, “I-I am really sorry, Jensen.” She says softly as she scoots closer wrapping her arms around him.

He hugs her back and captures her lips with hers, wanting to feel her close at least once before she slipping away from him, his dream girl. She kisses him back feeling just as sad as he does, because she really likes Jensen. He’s such an awesome guy and she really wants to know where their ‘thing’ would’ve led them. If she’s being completely honest with herself, there’s nothing that keeps her in London. Her brother lives in Australia, her mom’s travelling the world after her dad dies last year due to cancer and her friends? They’re all busy with being pregnant, taking care of their kids and being with their husbands. So? She’s just the workaholic who throws herself into work, because there’s no one waiting for her at home. But she’s being ridiculous now, if she immigrates to the US, she would have no job, apartment or money for the move.

His lips feel so incredibly good as she kisses him hugging him close as he pulls her on his lap making him sigh at the feeling of her so close to him. She feels perfect just in his arms already. He just wants to feel all of her at least once. His hands move smoothly over her back as she sighs against his lips caressing his chest gently.

He lowers her on the couch as he slowly gets on top of her kissing her gently yet passionately as he caresses her sides. Y/N wraps her arms around his neck as she pulls him closer to her sighing against his lips as she makes out with him lazily. No rush, just two people enjoying each other.

After making out for a while Jensen pulls away admiring her kiss swollen lips pecking them one last time, “Maybe we should take this to the bedroom.” He whispers softly as he caresses her cheek. She bites her lip and nods before getting up from the couch, turning the lights off in the living room and kitchen. She takes his hand in hers as she leads him to her bedroom. Jensen stops in the middle of her bedroom pulling her flush against him as he starts kissing her again caressing her cheek as Y/N slowly starts unbuttoning his shirt.

He helps her by shrugging it off his shoulders, leaving him shirtless. Y/N can’t help but stare at his abs and trace them with her finger tips, he just became twice as hot as he was before. He blushes a bit and lets out a small chuckle, “What?” She looks up at him with a smile, “You’re just really hot.” She breathes out and starts kissing him again. He blushes deeply, kissing her passionately as his hand reaches behind her back to unzip her dress. The dress falls to the ground. Jensen feels her naked tits suddenly brush against his chest and he cups one of her breasts squeezing firmly, twisting her nipple.

Their clothes are gone soon and they’re making out in her bed lazily, touching and exploring each other’s bodies. Jensen slowly gets on top of her whole making out with her and positions himself between her legs. “Is this okay?” He whispers against her lips and she smiles at how gentlemen-like he’s being. “Yeah.” She whispers softly and smiles against his lips when he kisses her again. He slowly enters her causing her to sigh at how good he feels inside her.

He kisses her neck gently as he lets her adjusts and starts moving a moment later, sighing at how well her pussy wraps around his cock. “F-Fuck.” He breathes out already feeling close at how good she feels and it’s been some time since he had a good pussy. She hums in response and wraps her legs around him, “Faster.” She breathes out. He doesn’t need to be told twice when he starts thrusting faster making her roll her eyes back at how good he feels.

They’re having sex for like two minutes and Y/N can tell it’s the best sex she’s ever had. Okay…she’s had sex with like…4 guys, so not so many, now 5 guys though. But Jensen’s been the best at foreplay and during sex. He found her clit immediately during making out and circled his finger right, not like the other guys who didn’t even found her clit.

Jensen sits up ok his knees and grabs her thighs firmly as he starts thrusting harder. She moans loudly when he starts pushing against her g-spot and her back arches off her bed. He groans at the sight of the face she’s making, you literally can see the pleasure written all over her face. He cups her tits squeezing them firmly as he thrusts even faster and harder, making her clench around his cock. “O-Oh,“ she moans as she feels the knot in her stomach tighten. Jensen groans since he’s been holding back since the moment he put his cock inside her.

He circles her clit and she moans his name softly at the feeling, moaning his name softly. Jensen feels his cock twitch at the sight of her and he’s trying so hard to not just cum inside her right then. He circles her clit a bit faster and Y/N feels her toes curl as she suddenly comes on his cock, squeezing so tight around his cock that it sends Jensen right over his edge with her. Her name slips from his mouth so soft it’s barely audible.

Panting fills the room as they both calm down from their highs smiling lazily at each other before Jensen pecks her lips softly. He gets off her and and plops down next to her pulling her tightly into his chest as he starts playing with her. He feels sad about that she’s really leaving so soon, for his liking it’s too soon he just wants her to stay in the States and not go back to stupid London.

There they are, at the airport, saying their goodbyes. Jensen’s gonna miss her so much that it already hurts just thinking about it. They’ve spent the last weeks having sex…a lot and spending every second with each other doing nice things together. So he’s gonna miss her, but he knows their little ‘thing’ won’t be more due to distance.

“You really need to leave?” Jensen asks softly as he squeezes her hand gently, watching and admiring her face one last time before he proudly won’t see her ever again. She gives him a gentle smile, “Unfortunately yes.” She says softly. The last few weeks there has been some thought on staying in the US, but it’s a big step she need to discuss with her mom when she’s back. Y/N really wants to stay, but now is not her time. She’s gonna miss Jensen a lot, he became so close to her in such a short time.

He pouts and sighs slightly, which causes her to pout back at him. “Unless you wanna bloody marry me.” She says playfully since she cants stay because her visa expires tomorrow. Jensen’s head perks up again, “I’ll do it!” He shoots causing Y/N to frown. “Bloody hell…what?” She stutters. “I’ll marry you right now.” He says. “Jensen, I was just kid-“ She starts. “I mean it.” He interrupts her. “You can’t do that.” She shakes her head. “Of course I can.” He tells her.

So what the fuck now?

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Jensen Ackles One Shots/Drabbles

The girl from London

Y/N is a British interior designer and architect who works for a company that has its headquarters in London but is well known in the US. So Jensen wants to surprise his parents and build them a new house at their favourite spot. When he meets her, it’s hard to listen to her when she talks about the design she’s planned, because other things about her seem more interesting.

I thought you never would-Chapter 7 (FIN)

Warnings: depressed!dean, asshole!dean, selfish!dean, hurt!reader, a lot of cursing

words: 3.5k

A/N: yes, this is the end already, because I started writing this story after my breakup which helped me to deal with my feelings, but I’m not that person I was when the breakup happened. So yeah it’s quite long, but I just wanted to finish this since I’m not feeling it anymore.

After that weekend Dean and Sam visited you at your hometown, weirdly Ryan didn’t join them. Which was weird since he wanted to visit you too, even asked what your mom likes so he could bring something.

You had a fun time with Dean and Sam at your house, they picked you up from work, got drunk, watched a movie, played some video games and cooked food.

You talked to Ryan via FaceTime and he was just weird as soon as Sam showed him you and Dean cuddling in your bed. You liked being so close to Dean since he smelled so good, you never thought a guy could smell so good. You nuzzled even more into Dean since you were just tired after work and drinking. Sam enjoyed the sight of his brother truly being happy and having a girl by his side who’s not crazy and fucking stupid like Kira was.

Sam honestly hated Kira, and yes hate is a big and heavy word, but he just couldn’t stand her. She took everything Dean did for granted, using his money and just everything Dean had to offer. But with you? You payed your own stuff, helped cleaning up whenever you were around Dean’s place, made sure Dean had to eat, wouldn’t spend too much money on stupid and unnecessary stuff Dean just didn’t need. You made sure he was okay and doing fine.

His and Dean’s dad really liked you after meeting you a month later, you were sweet always polite, helping around the house and in the kitchen, you always made yourself useful. All of the family members that met you told Dean, that’s you’re a keeper. Dean knew you were special, he told you in the beginning how thankful and grateful he is to call you his girlfriend, who’s helping him a lot.

The sex at the beginning of the relationship was awesome, just excited and adventurous, but after some time it got…boring. Dean didn’t bother to work you up and literally just put his cock inside you, no foreplay, no making out, no nothing. At first you weren’t mad, but later you enjoyed touching yourself more than being fucked by your boyfriend. He didn’t even care about making you cum, it was all about him during sex. It wasn’t as much fun and exciting as you imagined it would be and it disappointed you. He didn’t put any effort into sex, complaining about why you didn’t cum and why it would take you so long.

Frankly, it hurt you, hurt you he didn’t put any effort into the sex and later the relationship. Yes, a long-distance-relationship is hard and needs a lot of strength, but if both people fight for and want it, it definitely could work out. You two couldn’t see each other a lot, due to your school and his work, but you always tried to visit him. You always really tried, even when money was tight for you, you always fucking tried. Dean wouldn’t get it sometimes that you couldn’t visit him every weekend, you just couldn’t.

Dean couldn’t visit you either since he was working on weekends and he also hadn’t a lot of money. So which lead to fighting from Dean’s side. Dean would’ve never admitted that he’s depressed, he cant be alone, he always needs someone to come home to. After his best friend died a few years back, Dean wasn’t the same anymore. He barely talked about anything, blamed everything bad that happened on him and he just closed off. Whenever you and Dean fought either over phone or in person, he would close off completely. You tried to teach him that you talk about something during a relationship since he preferred keeping stuff that was bugging him to himself than talking about it. He once was so depressed saying stuff he couldn’t do it without you and he needed you there everyday. He even made you think about it moving in with him for college.

There were moments, you had the feeling Dean was trying to change you, make you someone you weren’t. Yes you were fucking stubborn so was he. Even though you were stubborn you always compromised and did it his way. Sometimes you hated it.

The more time passed the more things changed. Dean started to take you for granted, taking the things you did for him for granted, taking for granted that you did grocery shopping from your money even tho it wasn’t your fridge you were filling. He took for granted that you cleaned his apartment and did his laundry. Basically everything you did he took it for granted. Kira never did this stuff, so he was using you, if we’re being honest.

But you didn't see it and you also didn't want to. You were helping him, because you loved him and you wanted to make things easier for him. After such a sort amount of time you already imagined living with him, like already mentioned you wanted to go college where he lived. It felt like he was your life, you felt so dependent from him, it wasn’t even healthy anymore. Which you realized some time Later.

Since he was your first love and boyfriend, the love you had for him was very very different. He was your first love after all.

When your birthday came around, it wasn’t him who wished you a happy birthday first. It was Sam. Sam. Not him. And you knew he was still awake. Dean was a Person who wouldn’t go to sleep before 3 am in the morning. What the saddest thing was ans what hurt you the most was that he didn’t call you to wish you a happy birthday, he wished you a happy birthday via snapchat. It hurt and disappointed you so much, it was the worst birthday you had. From the person you wanted to hear first, was probably the last one.

Sometimes it was hard for you to have sympathy for his actions, since some of them were just fucking selfish. It wasn’t even your birthday he forgot, he forgot your first anniversary. It felt like it didn’t matter to him, like you had no worth to him at all. You hadn’t meant to him as much as he meant to you.

There were times where Dean still talked a lot about Kira and you didn’t understand back Then he wasn’t over her. She was his first love. So you understood later on, since it was hard for you to get over him as well.

Dean also never really listened or tried to help you when you were feeling like shit and had shit going on. Your drivers license took so much money and strength from you, you were feeling desperate. Dean basically didn’t give a fuck. You two fought so hard and didn’t talk for at least two days. Which lead to why he didn’t call you for your birthday, because he was too fucking stubborn.

One day, you had a bad feeling, since Dean has been acting strange for a couple of days, so you needed to talk to someone. So you talked to Sam. Sam listened to you and told you, Dean’s having his introverted phase, where he isn’t talking to anyone socially. You knew he had phases like that, because he had one before, but this phase felt much more different than the other one. Sam tried to cheer you up that night trying to make you laugh, it actually helped and you managed to ignore the bad feeling in your gut.

Just a day after that Dean broke up with you, for you it was out of nowhere. It was unexpected. He told you, he didn’t love you anymore and his feelings weren’t as strong as they used to be because of the distance. You were the one who was unsure about the whole long-distance-relationship, Dean was the one who wanted to try. You’ve asked him so many times if he was sure and he always said yes, fucking yes, every damn time. He said, the long-distance-relationship wasn’t working for him anymore, he needed someone there and not every couple of weekends. The whole long-distance was hard for you too! You wanted to see him as often as you could, but he didn’t get it that you hadn’t much money.

Funny thing, he didn’t broke up with you via phone call, no! He broke up with you via fucking Snapchat! This stupid child didn’t even had the guts to do it via phone call if he couldn’t wait a couple of more days, since you planned on visiting him that week. No he couldn’t wait to do it like a decent human being, no! He did it like a fucking coward he was.

You had to leave school early, because he broke up with you during school time. You felt like something broke inside you. He was the first person you let come so close to you. He knew stuff, no one knew. You felt safe, but every word he said, were just…words. He didn’t mean them seriously.

He broke up with you, two weeks after you two had last seen each other. You didn’t understand why he didn’t do it back then, losing feelings couldn’t happen over night right? You lost feeling for someone over time and not over night like he did.

At this point you weren’t sure what you were supposed to do. It felt like a big part of you was suddenly missing. It was hard for you to get no phone calls when he finished work. It was hard for you to not laugh with him anymore. It was hard for you to not play video games with him anymore. You were missing him so bad, it fucking hurt. You were feeling lonely after that. You and Sam stayed in contact.

Julia, their step-sister, stayed in contact with you too. They all liked you so much, they were very sad to hear that you two broke up. Dean’s step-mom didn’t understand it at all, calling him stupid for letting you go. You really liked them, those people were like a second family to you. You missed them everyday since then.

You even visited Julia once, guess to who’s apartment you went to first? Dean’s! You were having so much madness in you, you needed to tell Dean what a coward he was. You were more angry and hurt when you found out, he got back together with Kira just two weeks after the break up. Yeah he really got back together with that bitch. He called her many bad and barefaced names and still got back together with her.

You reminded him how he called her different names, reminded him how glad he was they broke up, reminded him of how she was only good at spreading her legs and using his money, while she was in his apartment. Since then you were doubting yourself, asking yourself what was wrong with you that he chose her over you. But he did.

He was dumbfounded and surprised to see you, that you actually ever showed up in his life again.

You laughed sarcastically, “You’re a fucking coward who couldn’t even break up with me via a phone call. You haven’t been honest with me! Now you’re fucking that fucking whore again? What’s wrong with you?! Y-You’re ridiculous and just fucking pathetic!” You yelled at him by the end you finished.

Dean clenched his jaw chewing in the insides of his mouth, “Then I am. You finished?” He asked coldly. Dean was furious and didn’t expect to get called out by his now ex-girlfriend while his girlfriend, former ex-girlfriend was in his apartment. He actually was also shocked to see this side of you, he never, literally never saw you this angry in the past year of your relationship. You always told him not to test you, because if you wanted to, you could be a bitch and it wouldn’t end funny for him.

Your eyes went wide not expecting him to be so cold after everything you two went through. He was your boyfriend and you expected some respect, but Dean wasn’t showing any respect at this point. All he did was shutting the door into your face. You blinked looking at Sam and Julia who were standing behind you. Sam rubbed his face, he lost the last faith he had in his brother. Sam did not understood how his brother could be so stupid and got back together with that bitch Kira. He was so disappointed and he wasn’t sure what to do with his brother.

You brushed past them walking down the stairs and leaving your ex-boyfriends apartment building. Your emotions were all over the place. You were feeling a little better that you could finally shout those words into his face after bottling them up inside you for weeks. You felt relieved.

“You okay?” Sam asked when he approached you.

“Yeah.” You said with a small smile hugging yourself.

“Come here.” He said and pulled you into a hug. You immediately melted into his arms feeling yourself tear up again. “He’s being a big dick. I’m sorry about the way he treated you. You definitely didn’t deserve that and neither did he deserve you.” He whispered as he rubbed your back gently.

You were so grateful to have Sam as your friend. It surprised you that he wasn’t on the side of his brother. Sam loved his brother a lot, but the thing he was pulling off with you, didn’t sit right with Sam. In Sam’s eyes, you were awesome and had a great personality. He understood why Ryan was crushing on you. Ryan distanced himself from Dean and you over the time you were together. You always told Dean to reach out to him again since a final fight lead to separate ways between Dean and Ryan. Dean eventually did the summer before you two broke up.

“Thanks,” was all you said and gave him a small smile. He smiled at you and nodded holding you for a little moment before letting you go.

What happened that night was something unimaginable. You ended up sleeping at Sam, probably not the smartest thing to do and regretted it the moment you woke up. You got so drunk at the next bar you guys found, both of you. One thing lead to another and you ended up in the same bed. You were supposed to stay at Julia’s place, she had to leave early because of work. Sam promised her to take you to her place, but that didn’t happen obviously.

Julia was worried sick when you didn’t show up but assumed you crashed at Sam’s place. You lied to her telling her you didn’t want to wake her up, since you were so drunk. She bought it.

When you were alone at Julia’s place, your mind kept going back to the talk you had with Dean. Julia and you talked about it when she came home during her break from work. She told you, to talk to him alone with no other people involved. You texted him and he even agreed to meet up and talk things out. And you guys did.

“Hey.” You said awkwardly.

“Hey.” He said with a tight smile. “You wanted to talk then…talk.”

You swallowed hard and nodded, “First of all, yesterday wasn’t the smartest ting to address the whole situation. But the way we broke up wasn’t fair. You broke up with me via fucking Snapchat which is worse than text and you told me, you love me the day before.” You rubbed your arm and looked at the ground.

When he didn’t answer you kept going, “We had plans. I wanted to move here for you, for our relationship. I was going to give up so mich for you, because I really love you, Dean. I trusted you, we talked about so many times and y-“

“I couldn’t wait anymore and come on, we wouldn’t have worked out.” He interrupts you.

Ouch, that one hurt.

“Do you ever loved me?” You asked out of the blue, just being curious and dying to know if he ever did.

“I did.”

“Then you have no clue what love means. You never put mich afford into this relationship. You didn’t even want to try fighting to make it work, just because you need to get your dick wet by that bitch.” You slipped so done with being nice.

“You’re right it wasn’t fair how I broke up and I’m sorry.” Is all he said ignoring the last part. You looked at him and just scoffed, knowing he didn’t mean the apology serious. He said it, because he knew you wanted to hear it.

“I thought you never would hurt and disappoint me the way you did.” You said and teared up. “Have a great life.” You walked off not able to stand there anymore. You were hurt and just devastated he left you. You were hurting.

You and Dean never saw each other again after you walked off, but you felt better after the conversation helped you to put your emotions into place. Kira stalked you on instagram most of the time because she felt intimidated by you, even though you lived miles away. It annoyed you, so you blocked her and her beat friend.

Dean blocked and removed you on every social network. You didn’t understand why. You understood he unfollowed you, but the whole blocking this was just ridiculous at this point.

You and Sam talked about the hook and told each other it was a one time thing which shouldn’t repeat itself.

Sam became your closest and best friend after the breakup and you were just grateful to have him.

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