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An Actress Life - Chapter 7

Chapter seven

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1 month later...

Everything feels like it used to be years ago, today is the event and THAT DAY! You're so nervous. How will people, friends and family react? Everything that happens at the event will be live on TV. You told your family to watch that event on TV tonight, you told Gen the same because she won't be there and Jensen told his family as well. 

Right now you're getting ready for the event, you're wearing a tight black dress that reaches your knees and it emphasises your décolleté. You wear a half bun with curls and a slightly stronger make-up. You go through your walk-in-wardrobe and put some silver high heels on and a silver clutch that fits with your dress. 

You get a call from Jensen. "Babe, are you ready?" "Yes." "Then come to the SUV that is waiting for you upstairs." He says happily. You hang up and make sure you have everything you need. You walk into the hallway of your apartment complex and lock your door before leaving the building. When you walk towards the SUV Jensen looks you up and down, a bit stunned at how good you're looking. 

"Wow." He breathes out as he places his hands on your waist checking you out. He gives you a quick, but gentle kiss. 

"You look....breathtakingly hot." You tell him as he lets out a small laugh. "Well, I could say the same thing about you." He tells you honestly, making you smile. "But you know what's the best about the night?" "What?" You ask curiously. "I'm the lucky one who's going to undress you tonight." He whispers into your ear making you clench your thighs together. He grins at you as he pulls away from your ear as he sees you blushing. 

"Let's get in the car." He says with a huge grin. You get into the back of the car, he puts his hand on your thigh to calm you down, rubbing it gently. He knows you're nervous. "I love you, y/n/n." "I love you too, J." He cups your cheek with his other hand and pecks your lips softly. 

After 20 minutes you arrive at the location.

"Y/n/n, don't be nervous. Everything will be fine, I will always be by your side." You nod. "Let's get out." He says confidently. He gets out first, when he opens the door the only things you see are the flashlights of the cameras. He reaches for your hand, so you he can help you out. You two intertwine your fingers and walk to the entrance. You already hear the first paparazzi, calling your names. 

"Jensen and y/n are you back together?" 

"Yes, we are." Jensen answers quickly while passing by. He keeps asking questions about your relationship, but you ignore them. When you walk through the door, you see a shocked yet happy Jared. 

"Guys, you're back together?" He asks with a big smile. "Yes, man." Jensen answers happily. 

Jared can't stop grinning. 

"I told you he will be happy." Jensen whispers to you. "Jar?" you say hesitantly.

"Yes, y/n/n?" "I think I have to apologize. I'm sorry." He hugs you from the side. "I also have to apologise, I'm so happy for you two. You are meant to be together, that's why Gen and I decided to make you two godparents of Shep. So that you two can get closer again." He says casually making your eyes go wide. He chuckles and kisses your temple gently before letting go. 

"What were you two talking about?" Jensen asks curiously. "About that fight last month." 

"But everything is fine now?" "Yes." 

"Guys can you come here?" Jared yells from where the paparazzi are taking pictures. 

You and Jensen nod and walk on the red carpet. 

"Y/n, can we take a picture of you two?" 

"Sure." You answer and Jensen puts his arm around your waist and kisses the side of your head. 

"Jared come over here." You yell and he runs to you. You three stand there, you in the middle, Jensen left next to you and Jared right next to you. When you're about to leave one of the interviewers asks for an interview, so you and Jensen decide to give them a  quick interview. 

"Hey y/n and Jensen, how is it going?" The interviewer asks. 

"Fine. Thank you." "The question that everyone is asking, are you two back together?" 

"Yes, we are." You say nodding and look at Jensen with a loving smile, who puts his arm around your waist.

"I'm more than happy to have her back." He says happily looking at you first and then into the camera. "How did that happen?" 

"Since we two are working together now, we say down and talked. We noticed there still are mutual feelings." You tell them honestly. "Thank you guys for telling." They say and you nod with a smile. 

You two get to your seats, where Jared is already waiting for you. You sit down right next to Jared and Jensen sits down on your left side. Jared leans towards you. "You guys have to tell me, how you two got back together." "After the show?" 

"Maybe at y/n's?" Jensen asks. You both nod. 

"How are Gen, Tom and Shep doing?" 

"Pretty well, you two have to visit us when we're ok a break." He says happily. "Of course, Jensen and I would love to." You say softly. "Yes." Jensen adds. 

The event starts and the two narrators talk about: the vampire diaries, pretty little liars and then one of them starts talking about Supernatural. "Now, let's talk about Supernatural. Supernatural has a new season and cast member. Y/n y/l/n plays the love interest of Dean." "Wow, I heard Jensen and y/n are back together." "Yeah me too and I'm very happy for them. They're such a perfect couple." Jensen looks at you with a smile on his face caressing your hand gently. 

"Let's welcome them. Jensen, Jared and y/n come join us on stage." The first narrator yell enthusiastically. All of you walk on stage, Jensen and you intertwine your fingers. Everyone claps their hands while passing them. Jensen helps you go up the few stair up. "Hey you three, what will you tell us about the rest of season 8?" 

"First of all, hey to everyone and thanks for being here." Jared says happily. "Oh Jared how is the second baby doing and congratulations." 

"Pretty well and thank you." Jared says with a smile. "But now, let's talk about Supernatural." Jensen adds. 

"Well the end will be really emotional between Sam and Dean." You tell them. "Interesting. What about Sophie and Dean?" "A lot of romantic things." Jared says laughing. 

"So Jensen and y/n, how did that happen that you two are back together?"

"I think we already got asked that question like three times." You say with a small laugh looking at Jensen. "It's because of Supernatural and the chemistry between our characters, so that we fell in love again." Jensen says with a smile. 

"But we're not here to talk about our relationship, so let's keep talking about Supernatural." You say. You tell them a few things you're allowed to tell, after that you go to your seats and listen to them for an hour.

"You see it wasn't that bad." Jensen says softly and cups your faces and kisses you softly before looking at the stage again. 

"Let's wait till tomorrow." You mutter and he places his hand on your thigh sighing softly.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

warnings: rape, language 

word count: 2,016 words

"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 14

warnings: drunk!reader, mad!jensen, fighting, embarrassment, talk about rape

word count: 1,675 words

A/N: sorry, that I changed the POV completely; but my 16-year-old self thought, that was a good idea to change it in the middle of a story sksksks sorry! 

"I'm sorry, that I believed you would just care about sex right now." She says quietly, feeling extremely guilty for actually believing that Jensen, the Jensen she loves so much, would only think about sex in this kind of situation. "It kinda sounded that way...and I'm really sorry it did." He says quietly, he loves you more than anything, he would never want that you feel pressured by him, the man you love so much. "I don't want to keep fighting with you." She mumbles into his chest, holding tightly onto him. 

"Me neither. I just...I just want you to be alright and what's best for you." He says softly, hugging her closer. "I know, that's why I feel so selfish sometimes." She says with a deep sigh, she feels like it's always about her, he's thinking way too much about her feelings. "No chick flick moments, Dean would say." She adds a moment later to brighten the mood. When she hears him chuckle, she feels her heart skip a beat. "He definitely would." He says playfully before kissing her head gently. 

They hold onto each other enjoying the moment. Jensen looks around the kitchen noticing it's almost 5:23 PM. "We should get ready." He whispers softly into Y/N's ear. She looks up at him with a small pout, causing him to smile lovingly at her. She looks at the clock, knowing he's right. She sighs softly and nods pulling away, "You're right, we should get ready." 

The two of them walk upstairs and separate their ways. Jensen's gets a shower, while Y/N gets dressed into something that aren't joggers and a top. She grabs a comfy jeans and a hoodie her mom gave her, before she flew to Vancouver to sign the papers for her role in Supernatural. Jensen walks into the bedroom a moment later and she can't help, but check him out. She notices how low the towel is wrapped around his hips, his toned abs, his perfectly shaped bow legs, are running through her mind. As much as she doesn't like thinking about sex right now, she can't help, but stare at the beautiful Jensen Ackles. "You okay?" Jensen's voice interrupts her thoughts, she just had about him. She blinks and looks at him, nodding, not really trusting her own words. 

He nods and gives you a small smile as he grabs a pair of boxers, a jeans and a flannel. He takes his clothes on, before applying some cologne. "You ready?" He asks her softly and she nods getting off the bed. They walks downstairs into the hallway to take their shoes on. When they're about to leave Y/N remembers the beer in the fridge. 

"Wait, the beer." She heads into the kitchen and takes the beer out of the fridge. "I almost forgot about that." He says with a small laugh. 

"Good, that I remembered." She says, smiling at him. Jensen walks out of the house after her and closes the door, making sure it's locked, before they walk to Jared's house. He takes her hand in his as he carries the beer with the other hand. 

A few minutes later, Y/N rings the doorbell and smiles lovingly, when she sees Gen with baby Shep in her arms. He sleeps peacefully, sucking onto his pacifier. "Hey." Y/N whispers softly and hugs Gen's side, kissing Shep's head gently. "Hey." She whispers back and smiles at them, before leading them inside. 

Jensen and Y/N walk into the backyard, where Jared, Misha, Mark and some other friends of the crew already are. Jared gets of his chair almost immediately up, when he sees them. "Hey." He says softly and pulls Y/N into a tight hug as Jensen greets the others first. 

"I'm so sorry." He whispers and kisses her head gently. She gives him a weak smile, nodding before she pulls away. Misha suddenly comes to her and pulls her into a hug, without saying a word, what she totally prefers in that moment. "Who's hungry?" Jared asks with a huge smile. Jared loves throwing barbecue parties. Jared loves, when the whole crew and cast gets together. "Me, I'm starving." She says with a small laugh, before Jared and Jensen walk to the grill. 

Y/N and Misha sit down and start catching up on each other. Thankfully,  Misha doesn't bring up the thing from the day before. 

''Dude, I don't know what to do.'' Jensen tells Jared, rubbing his chin. He looks up from the grill and looks at Jensen. "I'm so sorry, when Gen told me what happened, i didn't really know what to do. I just don't get, how men do that to women ?" Jared says with a small sigh. "I don't understand either." Jensen says with a small sigh and Jared gives him a sympathetic smile, patting his back. "Everything will be fine, just give her some time." Jensen nods with a small smile, before looking at Y/N and watching her laugh about something Misha said, thanks Misha. 

"But Jar." "Yeah?" Jared says and looks up from the grill to look at Jensen. "Since a week or so,  I have been thinking about...about proposing to Y/N and-." "You what?" Gen interrupts quietly, standing behind them. 

Jensen turns around and sees a huge smile on her face, then he looks back to Jared, who also smiles. "Nice to hear that, but isn't that a bit too fast?" Jared asks gently, just wanting his friends to be safe and happy. "Maybe, but I don't want to wait anymore. I love her, man. I want her to be my wife, like now. I want to make her happy and spend the rest of my life with her." He tells his friends. Gen and Jared look at each other, before smiling at Jensen. "Do you have a specific plan?" She asks curiously, since she thinks her best friend deserves the most beautiful proposal. 

"I thought about traveling through Europe and then in Venice or Amsterdam or Rome I want to purpose to her." He rambles a bit, excitement rushing through him. "Oh my God, you are so romantic." Gen says and hits his shoulder playfully. "But don't forget about JIBCON." Jared says with a laugh. "I never could." "I will help you with your plan." Gen says happily and excitedly. Jensen nods and smiles thankfully at her. 

"This will be amazing, when my best friends are finally getting married." He says happily. "I hope she's gonna say yes." "She will." He assures Jensen. 

"Who will what?" Y/N asks curiously. "Uh- My mom will be happy to see you again." He stutters nervously. "I will be happy too." She says with a smile, even tho she notices his nervousness. "Jensen, can I talk to you for a minute?" Jared asks. "Sure." He says and they walk into Jared's office.

That was weird, he's hiding something, Y/N tells herself. She looks around and notices all the alcohol, wanting to drown herself in it. She grabs herself a drink, a heavy one. To be honest, Y/N isn't much of a drinker, but right now she just wants to get drunk and forget about what happened. 

She sits down between Jared and Misha, while Jensen and Gen sit across from them. They eat and talk, have some laughs, but the drinks for Y/N kept coming. Jensen feels angry with her, if he's being honest, not understanding why she's drinking so much.

 "Y/N, maybe you should stop." Jensen says gently and is about to take the drink out of her hands, but she grips it tighter, turning away from him. "No, I-I don't think so." She slurs and finishes the drink in one go. Jared and Gen look worriedly at each other, before looking at Y/N again. 

She refills her glass with whiskey one more time and Jensen grows angrier. Gen walks over to her. "Honey, I don't know how you're feeling, but-". "Yes, you're right you don't know how I'm feeling." She snaps at her and cuts her off, sipping her drink. Jared and Jensen come over to the two. 

She refills it again and finishes it fast. "You'll definitely got enough." Jared says and takes her glass. She pouts in protest, slurring something they can't figure out. "Jensen, please just take her home, I-We don't want to fight with her. I mean she's completely drunk." Gen says soft, not really being mad at Y/N. "I'm so sorry, guys." Jensen says rubbing his face in embarrassment. "Y/N we go. Now!" He tells her firmly and grabs her wrist before  dragging her through the front door.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He yells at her, but she just laughs at him. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" She mocks him laughing, she really can't take him seriously at all. He walks in front of her and turns around. "I don't know what is going on inside your head, but you never drink your problems away, y/n/n." She just laughs. 

"It's senseless, you take nothing serious right now." He says with a sigh, rubbing his face. A few minutes later he opens the door, leading the two of them inside.  She looks at her phone, it's 5 minutes after midnight.

"Happy birthday Baby." She slurs and starts kissing him messily. Jensen feels a bit uncomfortable as hs pushes you away gently. "Thank you, but you're drunk. You will regret this next morning." He tells her softly. "I don't care." She slurs and starts kissing him harshly. 

"Y/N we can't do this." He swallows hard. "Of course we can, it's your birthday." She kisses his neck sloppily. "Enough, y/n!" He exclaims and pushes her gently away. "Just get some sleep." He says quietly. "When it's that what you want." She slurs and he sighs. She walks into living room and plops down on the couch, falling asleep almost immediately.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 15

Warnings: kinda mad Jensen, hungover!Reader, fluff, Jensen’s birthday, Jensen and the reader are fighting

Word count: 2, 179 words

She wakes up the next morning and feels a pounding headache. She opens her eyes, already forgotten, that she fell asleep in the living room. She looks at the coffee table and notices a note, a glass of water and aspirin.

Note: Hey, I thought you might need these, when you wake up. -Jensen

She takes the glass of water in her hands and swallow the aspirin quickly, finishing the whole glass. She starts realising, how she snapped at Gen and Jared. How she tried to drink her problems away and although she didn't want to have sex, she really tried to sleep with him, because it's his birthday. She feels more than embarrassed, she wishes the floor would swallow her, like right now. Oh shit the party. It's 11 am. She dials Gen's number and waits for her to pick up.

"Hello?" She says not too thrilled, when she sees Y/N's number and she can't blame Gen.

"Gen, it's me y/n/n, I-" she sighs and run a hand through her hair. "I-I wanted to apologise, how I acted, how I snapped at you I'm so sorry. How I ruined the party, I'm so sorry."

"Hey honey come down, it's fine. I know you're sorry, but you have to try dealing with and eventually forgetting it for your own sake, okay? Promise me that." She says softly with a small smile.

"I promise you that." Y/N chews on her lip.

"Anyway, you know my plans for today don't you?" She asks her.

"Uh yeah, Jared is gonna pick Jensen up at 1pm and I will come over at 1:20." She answers, nodding to herself. "Thanks. For everything. Bye." "Bye." They hang up. She walks into the bathroom and takes a quick shower. She dresses herself in ripped jeans and a blouse. When she walks into the kitchen, Jensen's busy with his phone, probably checking his twitter.

"Good morning, birthday kid." She says softly with a loving smile, but he doesn't respond the smile nor says anything. She frowns slightly, thinking he's giving her the silent treatment. "Is anything wrong?" She asks him and he looks at her for the first time.

"If anything is wrong? Did you really just asks that?" He scoffs.

"Since when do you drink your problems away, huh?" He adds and she sees him clenching his jaw. Great, now he's angry at me. "Look, uh- I'm sorry, Jensen. I know, what I did wasn't the right way to cope with my feelings and I'm really sorry, I know how angry you were-are, it's just I just wanted to get drunk...probably not my smartest move."

"Wasn't the right way, damn right it wasn't. Why did you get drunk in the first place?" "I'm sorry okay, I really am. I'm sorry how I acted when we got home, it's so embarrassing, just thinking about it. I don't want to fight on your birthday." She says with a sigh and small smile, walking to him and wrapping her arms around his neck. He doesn't look at her still feeling mad at her, they way she acted.

"I'm sorry, Jensen. It will never happen again I promise. I try to cope with it the right way, trying to move on, okay?" "Just do that never again." He scolds at her."I promise." He gives her a small smile and wraps his arm around her waist.

"What do you have planned for today?" He asks curiously and smirks, knowing you almost ten years, he just knows you have something planned for him. "Nothing much, just relaxing with my boyfriend on his birthday. Why are you asking?" she says, smiling innocently.

"Are you sure you didn't plan anything?" He raises his eyebrow at his girlfriend. "I'm pretty sure." She nods. "Good." "Jared picks me up at 1, I hope that's okay?" "Of course, why shouldn't be that okay?" "I don't know, because you wanted to spend some time with me." He says softly and hugging her closer. "We can do that afterwards." She says, smiling lovingly and pecks his lips.

"Do you wanna watch an episode of Jane the Virgin?" He asks hopefully and her eyes widen.

"Since when do you wanna watch that show? I knew you like that show!" She exclaims and hits his chest playfully. "Guilty." He smirks innocently and she laughs, shaking her head as she walks into the living room, Jensen close by her heels.

After a few episodes the doorbell rings. "I got it." She says softly and rushes to the door, opening it. "Hey." He says and hugs her from the side. "How long do I have to distract him?" He whispers. "For about three hours." She whispers and Jensen enters the hallway.

"Hey Dude, happy birthday." Jared says happily and gives him a tight hug. "Ready for golf?" Jared asks him after the hug. "Oh yes!" He exclaims happily. Jensen bids his goodbye to Y/N, so does Jared, before they leave. They leave the house and drive away.

About 20 minutes later Gen arrives and Y/N starts preparing food, drinks and a birthday pie. An hour later Misha and Mark arrive. "Hey guys." She says happily, while opening the door. She hugs both of them and they follow her into the kitchen. "Y/N/N what did you buy for his birthday?" Misha asks before he takes a sip of his water. "I bought him a trip with me." She says cheerfully. "That's amazing, dear." Mark says with his British accent and Gen looks at you.

"That's so romantic." Gen says dreamily, making Y/N laughs slightly. The doorbell rings one more time. "That might be my sister and her hubby." She says and walks to the door. "Hey sis." She says after opening the door and hugging her sister. "Hey Brad." Y/N hugs her brother-in-law.

"Thanks for the invitation." He says.

"Oh, it's my pleasure, Jensen will be happy to see you two." She smiles.

A few minutes later the doorbell rings. Again.

She opens the door to see Jensen's sister.

"Oh gosh, y/n/n. I am so happy to see you."

Mackenzie says hugging Y/N tightly.

"And you don't know how happy I am." She says happily and gestures for her to come in. "When will l Jensen be back?" She asks curiously while they go into the kitchen. "In a few minutes." Y/N says softly.

"Oh, then I am in time." She says happily.

"I guess so." Y/N says with a smile. "Oh hey, Mac." Y/N's sister says and they hug each other. A few more moments later she hears the front door opening.

"Babe, I'm home." Jensen calls through the house and she runs quickly into the hallway.

"Hey." She says to Jared and Jensen. Y/N pecks Jensen's lips and hugs Jared. "Jensen, I have a surprise for you." "What for a surprise?" He asks happily, already feeling excited.

"If I tell you, it wouldn't be a surprise anymore." She says, smirking. "Just close your eyes." She adds and places her hand in front of his eyes.

She holds his hand while leading him into kitchen. She grins at everyone, who's standing in the kitchen and they all smile happily and excitedly.

"Okay Jay, open your eyes." She says happily as she puts her hand away, he opens his eyes immediately, a big smile creeping up his face.

"Guys, what are you doing here? I am so happy to see you." He says happily and greats everyone.

"We're here for your birthday, man!" Misha says happily and pulls Jensen into a hug, wishing him a happy birthday, like everyone does. Jensen talks to the people, who came just for his birthday, catches up with them, asking them how their break will look like. An hour later, Y/N disappears into the kitchen checking on Jensen's birthday cake. She decorates it, as they all walk into the yard, when Jared and Gen carry the food Y/N made outside.

Y/N finishes his cake and walks into the yard with it as she starts singing 'Happy birthday', smiling lovingly at Jensen, when everyone joins her singing. Jensen feels his cheeks heat up, hating it, like every one does. It feels awkward, when people sing for someone on their birthdays.

Jensen smiles shyly and blows the candles out, "That's your favourite cake." Y/N tells him happily and he smiles lovingly at her pecking her lips gently. "So who wants cake?" Y/N asks all of them.

"Thank you." Jensen says later that night, when they're alone for a moment. "For what?" She asks confused as she sips her soda. "For throwing the sweetest and best party." He tells her softly. She smiles lovingly and pecks his lips gently.

"And it was an amazing surprise to see my sister, it's sad that my brother couldn't make it, but I like and appreciate it a lot." He says and kisses her temple gently, already not feeling too mad at her.

"Okay Jared we should leave, my sister is probably waiting for us." Gen says an hour later and stands up. Jensen and Y/N pout slightly, but nod in understanding. They say their goodbyes and leave. "We should probably leave too." Y/N's sister says. "Yeah, me too." Misha and Mark say at the same time. "Oh okay." Y/N says sadly, but they're right it's almost 11pm, they nearly spent the whole day together.

"I'll leave too, see you at dinner tomorrow." Mac says. They all say their goodbyes and leave. Y/N closes the door and walks into the living room. Luckily, Gen and Y/N cleaned up after they has dinner, so it's not too much they have to clean up on their own.

"So just you and me." Y/N says with a small laugh. "Yeah." He says softly and walks towards her with a smile, kissing her softly, before she pulls away with a happy smile.  "I got something for you." She says cheerfully as she smiles, grabbing the envelope with the tickets. "What is that?" He smiles. "Just open it." She says softly. He grabs the envelope and opens it, taking the tickets out. He looks at the country they're flying to, "Poland? Does that mean I finally meet the rest of your family?" He asks happily.

She nods with a huge grin. He never met the rest of her family, there was never the time and then the two broke up, but now is the best opportunity.

He kisses her lovingly, smiling into the kiss, before pulling away. "That's the best birthday present, ever. I can't wait to meet them." He says excitedly.

"You know, I always wanted to meet them." He says softly as he walks closer to her, pulling her into his arms. "Thank you." He says softly and she smiles lovingly, nodding.

"Let's go to bed." He says and leads them upstairs. They change into comfortable clothes and Y/N walks into the bathroom to remove her makeup and brush her teeth. Jensen does the same, when she lies down on, now, their bed. She turns on some music, they used to listen together, before they went to sleep, when they got together.

"Maybe we should bring some stuff from your apartment to this place." He says softly as he enters the bedroom again. "I'd love that." She tells him softly and smiles at him. He lies down next to her and pulls her info his arms. "Maybe we could redecorate." He suggests as he caresses her cheek gently. "Yeah, maybe." She says with a happy smile.

When Y/N finished Highschool, she actually wanted to become an interior designer, because she redecorated her childhood room at least 10 times, since she was 15, but then acting came up and she never followed that path.

He smiles lovingly at her and leans in kissing her gently, no pressure, just kissing his girlfriend, the woman he's missed so much, the only woman he ever imagined getting married to, the only woman he can call his best friend.

Maybe they end up making out, slipping tongues into each other's mouth, but nothing more. When Jensen gets painfully hard, he pulls away from kissing her, not wanting to push her, or make her feel like she has to have sex with him.

Y/N notices him being hard and can't help but stare at his cock, that screams for her touch, she swallow hard. "You don't have to do anything." He tells her softly, cupping her cheek and making her look away from his cock. "Okay, but I kinda wanna give you a handjob." She says biting his lip and he's kind of surprised, definitely not expecting that so soon.

He shakes his head in a confused kind of way, "You sure?" He asks softly. "You don't have to, you know, my cock has no priority." He says with a small laugh, but she nods eagerly.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 16

warnings: crying reader, death threats, verbal violence, fluff

word count: 1,604

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Y/N wakes up the next morning, seeing Jensen staring at her and playing with her hair, a loving smile resting on his face as he admires her.

"Good morning." She says sleepily and he gives her a gentle kiss on the head. "Morning." He says softly and smiles lovingly. "Yesterday, really was the best birthday I had in years." He whispers softly as he holds her close, making her turn her head slightly. "Really?" She asks softly, caressing his chest gently.

"Yeah." He says softly and pecks her lips gently, earning a loving smile from her. "When is the dinner at your parents' today?" "At 6pm." He answers. "Great, then we can drive to my apartment and get my stuff." She says sitting up and stretching muscles.

"Yeah, then you're finally officially moving in." He says happily and gives her a soft and loving kiss.

She smiles and wraps the blanket around herself as she gets up, taking it with her

"Hey!" He yells. "Ups." She says innocently with a laugh and walks to her suitcase. She grabs fresh clothes and disappears into the bathroom to take a shower, getting ready for the day.

A few minutes later, she walks out of the bathroom and goes downstairs into the kitchen. She takes out a pan and starts preparing the dough for pancakes, mixing the ingredients, when she feels her phone buzz inside her pockets:

@jensenackles tagged you in a post.

She continues to make pancakes and tells him to sit down, when the dough is almost gone and the plate already filled. He sits down smiling as he watches her, to him she's the most beautiful and pretties woman alive. He just can't wait to pop the question.

Jensen watches every step she does and smiles. "Why are you smiling?" She asks with a small blush.

She gets plates for them and sits down. "Nothing, I'm just really lucky to have you." He says and she blushes with a shy smile.

"So romantic, Mr Ackles." She says playfully. "Well, I'm lucky too." She adds and pecks his lips gently, a smile resting on their faces. "Let's eat, I'm starving." He says happily as he looks at the pancakes. They eat breakfast, they talk about the party, he thanks you again for the party yesterday. They finish breakfast and keep talking.

"So when do we drive to your apartment and get your stuff?" He smirks, can't wait to make her finally move in with him, officially. "Yeah, I wanted to ask you the same." She says with a small laugh. "Then let's go." He says happily, already getting off his chair and grabbing his keys. She laughs at his excitement and quickly puts the dishes inside the dishwasher, before they walk outside.

They get there 20 minutes later and she tells him to walk into her apartment as she gives him her keys, so she can check on her mail, feeling surprised that she has so many letters, that don't seem to be bills. She opens one of the letters to see this:

You little hoe, I hope you gonna die soon. Jensen deserves so much better than you.

I cannot understand, why you two are back together. You're not good enough for him.

So please just die or I'll kill you, you bitch!

Tears start welling up in her eyes and she sits down on one of the stairs to stop herself from falling. She opens the other letters, more death threats, more people threatening to hurt her, more people wanting her to leave Jensen alone, more people who think she's a bitch. What's the worst, they know where she lives, they found out where she lives. To be honest, she's glad she stayed at Jensen's place, not wanting to know what would've happened if she did go to her place.

She sits there on the stairs, rubbing her forehead, she never expected to get so much hate. She never expected to people to be this bad and mean and wanting to harm her in this kind of way. When she calms down a bit, she walks upstairs into the apartment, she once called home.

"Why did take so long?" He asks softly, packing w stuff, but she doesn't answer. "Y/N/N?" He asks softly, thinking she didn't head him. All she does is sitting on the couch, looming at those horrible letters 'fans' wrote. "Y/N?" She looks at him with red and puffy eyes, he frowns deeply not understanding, what's going on.  "Hey, look at me." He softly lifts her chin."Why were you crying?" He asks and notices the letters in her hands.

He takes the letters and reads through them. His face twitching in confusion, angers, hurt and sadness. He doesn't understand why people would write awful things like ghat. He hugs her tightly and she fists his shirt in her hand. "Jay, they know where I live." She says between sobs. "Shhh, I know." He says and strokes her head. "I'm scared, what if someone really kills me?" She sobs, feeling even more scared of the world, realizing how ugly it really is. "Shhh, this will never happen. I promise." He kisses the top of her head.

"You have to be strong, don't let these bad people get to you, okay? I love you, that's all matters." She nods sniffling and looks up into his eyes. "I don't deserve you." He leans in and kisses her gently. "I don't deserve you." He whispers softly, when he cups her cheek. "I love you too. It's just- it hurts, that people don't accept, that we're back together. They don't know the truth, they're just judging me by rumours, they heard from the media."

"Exactly, they don't know the truth. So you shouldn't care about them, they're idiots. Dumb haters." He tells her softly. She slowly pulls out of his embrace and wipes her tears with her sleeve, before getting up. "Okay, let's get the important stuff out of here." She says with a weak smile.

She packs her clothes, some kitchen things, bed sheets, one shelf she loves a lot and her smartTV. "You know we can buy a new one." He says with a smile. "I know, but we can also use this one, it's just 1 year old." She tells him.

"You're right." He says with a nod. She puts the things into his car, wondering how everything fits in.

She gets into the passenger seat and Jensen in the driver seat. They drive back and unload her stuff. Her favourite shelf and TV come into the bedroom.

The TV goes on top of the shelf, she unpacks her clothes and takes them to the walk-in-closet. After a while she lays on the bed and turns the TV on. Jensen enters the room and looks at the TV.

"Hey! You continue watching without me?" He asks with a small pout. "Uh, no." She says innocently not looking at him. He lays down next to her and starts tickling her. "You're a liar and this is your punishment." He says playfully with a chuckle.

"Jensen stop!" She says between the giggles, trying to catch her breath. "When you admit, that you were about to watch without me." He says as he continues to tickle her.

"But that's not true." She says laughing and he tickles her more. "Sorry, I didn't hear, what I wanted to hear." He says with a grin, still tickling her.

"Fine, I was about to watch without you." She admits with a small grin. He's half on top of her and looks straight into her eyes. "I'm proud of you." He says softly as he smiles adoringly. "Where's this coming from?" She asks slightly confused.

He plops down next to her and wraps his arm around her shoulder. He looks her into the eyes and cups her cheek. "After all these days you didn't stop fighting and after these letters you didn't stop smiling." She feels her heart flutter at his words, he really is the best man, she'd ever have. "Because of you." She smiles lovingly.

He smiles lovingly as well and leans in kissing her lovingly and gently as he caresses her cheek. He hugs her close, while he kisses her softly. She smiles against his lip, caressing his chest gently. He pulls away a moment later, smiling at her as she pecks his nose.

Jensen switches the TV on and they watch the TV show, they've been watching for a while. After 2 or 3 hours of watching TV she gets up. "Hey, where you're going?" He asks with a pout and reaches for her wrist gently."Uh honey, did you check the time? We have a dinner at your parents' today and maybe we should get going." He pulls her close to himself.

"But I want to stay here with you. In bed." He whispers into you her, she swears she could hear a smirk in his voice. "Jensen I'd love to, but we promised to your parents, that'll we be there." She says smiling. He pouts and gives in before the two of them get ready for the dinner at his parents' place.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 17

warnings: rude!alan, Jensen’s mom is a sweetheart, hurt!reader, crying, angry!Jensen

word count: 1,887

A/N: sorry for being so inactive loves, but I have Covid and wasn’t feeling so well

They arrive at his parents' house, Jensen parks in the driveway and she gets out of the car.

"Okay, I don't know why, but I'm kinda nervous." She says with a nervous and awkward laugh. "Why that?" He asks with a small frown.

"You know, they love you." He adds softly. She gives him a weak smile and he takes her hand and leads her to the front door.

He rings the doorbell and his mom Donna opens it. "Oh gosh, y/n. So good to see you." She says happily and she smiles slightly at her, then Donna pulls her into a warm hug. She hugs Donna back as well, feeling calm as Donna rubs her back. She quashes Y/N's cheek gently before pulling away to give her son a hug as well. "Now, come in." She says happily and gestures them in. They follow her into the living room to greet Mac and Josh.

"Y/n so good to see you, really." He gives her a reassuring smile. Is it that obviously that I'm nervous? "Guys, dinner is served." Donna says softly and they all go into the dining room. Y/N sits down next to Jensen and Mac. Josh, Donna and Alan across from them.

The food always smells so good, Y/N loves her cooking. "Donna the food smells so good." Y/N says happily with a smile, while Donna places the food on the table.

"Thanks sweetie." She says squeezing your shoulder and sits down.

Everyone starts putting food on their plates, after that they begin eating. "Why are you back with my son although you cheated on him?" Alan suddenly speaks up and Y/N chokes on her food. "Wh-What?" She asks in shock with wide eyes and looks at Jensen, who's eyes are widened as well.

"Dad, seriously?" Jensen says with a clenched jaw. "I'm just asking, I don't want my son to be with someone who's cheating on him." Alan says with shrug. "Okay, wow, Alan I thought we both were happy that they're back together." Donna shakes her head in disbelief, feeling slightly ashamed.

Y/N looks at Jensen to see how disappointed he is of his father. She doesn't know, if she should leave or stay. She's also hurt about how his father is thinking of her. Did Jensen never tell them the truth?

Maybe Jensen and she shouldn't be back together- "Dad." Jensen says firmly and rips her out of her thoughts, making her blink. "She never cheated on me." "It's that what she's telling you?" Those words hit more than she thought.

"That's enough!" Mac shouts at Alan. "Honey, please stop crying." Donna says and stands up from her chair. Y/N hasn't even realized that tears have welled up in her eyes. Donna walks behind her and pats her shoulders gently.

"Everything will be fine, I absolutely support your relationship with Jensen." She whispers into her ear and hugs her from behind. "Dad, I love her! She was and is the only one that makes me happy." Jensen says firmly and honestly. "I know that." Donna says softly and puts her other hand on Jensen's shoulder.

"At least one of my parents." Jensen scoffs in disbelief. "Joanna was better for you." Alan says and looks coldly at Y/N. "That's enough!" Jensen and Donna say. Jensen stands up and throws his napkin on the plate in anger.

"I'm sorry mum, I'm not hungry anymore." He says with an apologetic smile and goes into the backyard to get some fresh air. Leaving her all alone. Great. "Dad what is wrong with you? I- we thought you like her." Josh says confused. "I do, but after what she did to him." "You want to know the truth?" Y/N speaks up and everyone looks at her. Tears streaming down her cheeks. "I already know the truth." He says while eating a piece of his food.

"I think you don't." Mac says. "Honey speak." Donna says. "I made mistakes, that's true. I'm not gonna deny that. At this time, when Jensen and I broke up, it wasn't feeling right anymore and I didn't think we should stay together anymore. It felt like a must, because of the press and the internet. We didn't see each other often, but-but I loved and still do love him...so much. I've never cheated on him, yes I met someone, but we never kissed or had sex. Nothing. I felt unwanted and unneeded-" She rambles on and chokes on a sob.

"She felt that way because of me." Jensen interrupts her, leaning against the doorframe. "But you were going to purpose to her, didn't you?" Alan asks with a frown. "Yeah, but I didn't notice how I made her feel or how I treated her I was most of the time irritated about everything. I noticed that after she told me that she wanted to end the relationship. She went to this guy, yes it's true, but it was after everything ended." Jensen continues. "To be honest, at first I thought she cheated on me, but Jared and Gen told me about everything, after I kept saying she betrayed me. When you know Jared and Gen, you know, they never lie."

"But when you felt this way-" he looks at her "-why are you back together?" Alan asks confused. "I got a job offer of Supernatural. When started I thinking about Jensen then, I realized I still had feelings for him. I thought I was over him, but I wasn't. Jensen and I met up and talked about everything. While we talked about everything, I noticed that it still feels like those years ago. He told me, he never stopped loving me. That's when we decided we should give us another try." She explains and looks at her hand in her lap.

"But it's okay, if you still don't trust me."

"Look, I'm really sorry-" She looks up and doesn't trust her ears as she hears him apologizing "-I-I didn't know the truth. I thought it was because our son-" he points at Jensen "-told us so."

"Hey, it's not his fault. Who would ever thought they would get back together?" Josh asks.

"Exactly, nobody." He adds. "Also Dad, since when do you believe in rumours from the press?" Josh asks with a raised eyebrow. "I really don't know." Alan says rubbing his temple,

Donna and the rest look at Alan, while Y/N looks at her hands. 'Now apologize.' Donna mouths to him. "Y/N, I guess I have to apologize." "You guess?" Jensen scoffs.

"It's okay, I guess I would have reacted the same way." She says with a weak smile. "Really? So you're not mad at me?" He asks. "No, already forgotten." She looks at her hands before giving Alan a weak smile. Jensen gazes at her, knowing she's lying.

He knows, it's definitely not okay. She's hurt, but he also knows she respects his parents. She would never say anything, that's rude or inappropriate. "Okay, the good vibes are gone now." Mac chuckles. "Seems like that." Y/N smiles at her. "Mum, thanks for dinner, but I think it's better when y/n/n and I leave now." Jensen says softly.

"Thanks Donna." Y/N says softly and hugs her, Josh and Mac. "I hope we see us next time under better circumstances." Donna says softly while they're making their way down the hallway to the front door. Y/N gives her a small smile. "Bye." She says one last time, before leaving the house and entering the car. Jensen does the same. Before he starts the car he looks at her and searching for her eyes, but she avoids looking at him. "You're okay?" "Yeah." She brushes it off.

"Can we just head home?" She adds. He doesn't say anything and starts the engine in response.

During the drive home they don't talk much, it's a real odd situation. "Can you stop being so...quiet?" He says while they arrive at their driveway. "Jens, what do you expect from me?" She looks at him for the first time and unbuckles her seatbelt. "I-I don't know, that you're not mad at me?" She sighs and reaches for his hand.

"Jay, I know it's not your fault we both thought both your parent are okay with that. Your mom was-is, but your dad-" she takes her hand away and looks at her lap "-your dad isn't okay with that. Yeah, maybe he apologized, but he sees me as the bitch, who cheated on his son. It hurts, that your dad doesn't like me anymore. It's an odd situation, Jensen. You know the truth and you also know I love you so so much, but maybe I am not the-"

"The right woman for me?" He scoffs and completes her sentence. "Yeah, I don't wanna be a wife, your dad doesn't like. It-it-" she chokes on a sob "-it breaks my heart even thinking about that, we just-" she's interrupted by Jensen's lips on hers. His hands cup her face and kisses her gently as her hand find its place on his neck.He stops and rests his forehead against hers.

"Please don't say that, I- I don't want to loose you ever again. Never." She looks into his green orbs and can't help but smile. "My mom, sister and brother are happy for me and to be honest for me it's more important, that my mom supports us than my father." He shrugs and smiles at me.

"Y/n/n, I love you more than everything. Since I got you back I'm the happiest man alive. You're the woman I want to marry, to have kids, a family with." He gives her a gentle kiss on the cheek. "Are you really sure about that I am the right one?" She asks him just above a whisper. "Don't you ever doubt that. You're making me a lucky man." He says with a laugh. She smiles slightly.

"Let's finally head inside." He adds and brings her hand to his lips and kiss it softly. She gets out of the car and walks to the front door. Jensen unlocks the door and she steps in. She kicks her shoes off, before both go upstairs into the bedroom, she changes into some comfy clothes and lies down on the bed.

He lies down next to her and looks at her with a frown. "About what are you thinking?" He asks. "About a lot-" she cuddles into his chest and he wraps his arm around her waist "-about what happened, about-" she lets out a sob "-about that fans hate me for being with you, these letters, the girl on the airport, about what has happened an hour ago. It's-" she takes a deep breath "it's too much to handle for me lately." She cries into his chest and fist his t-shirt in her hand. "Shhh." He strokes her head gently.

He hates seeing her this way, after a few minutes she cried herself to sleep. He takes his phone from the nightstand and opens Twitter. He has enough of how she's feeling, she's been treated like shit, although she hasn't done anything.

He tweets:

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An Actress Life - Chapter 19

warnings: implied smut, fluff, drunk!jensen

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She slowly stirred awake because Jensen decided to kiss her neck causing her eyes to flutter open, humming slightly. "Morning." He mumbled still kissing her neck. "Morning." She mumbles back, pushing him slightly away from her, because she knows what he's up to.

"What?" He mumbles innocently looking right into her eyes with his green and beautiful orbs.

"You know we're not alone, my mom and sister are just down the hall." She told him with a raised eyebrow.

"Your mom came in 10 minutes ago and said that she and your sister have to take care of something." He said and started kissing her neck. Again. "Ok wow, you really horny." She said jokingly humming slightly.

"I don't know-" he looks at you "-when I get the chance to eat that delicious pussy of yours again." He smirked and disappeared under the blanket.

"Y/N, Jensen we're home and brought some breakfast." Her mom called from downstairs about 20 minutes later.

"Oh shit." She mumbled out of breath after having a great orgasm. "Yeah, we will be down in a few!"

She called back and got out of bed with shaky legs to grab her clothes. She took them on quickly before throwing his clothes at Jensen. He took his clothes on as well before the the two of them walked downstairs.

"Why did you two take so long?" Her sister asked, when Jensen and Y/N entered the kitchen.

"Maybe, because I woke up just a few minutes before you two came back." She said and grabbed a mug filling it with some fresh brewed coffee before taking a large sip. Jensen sat down next to her with his mugs smirking at her. She kicked his leg under the table and looked at him with wide eyes to indicating him to shut up.

"Jensen how was your first night here in Poland?" Y/N's mom asked softly a gentle smile resting on her lips. "It was good, I guess." He smirked at her and she kicked his leg. Again. But her mom and sister didn't notice. "What are the plans for today?" She asked her mom.

"Well, your sister and I were getting some groceries for the family get together." She told them as Jensen looked at Y/N, confusing her slightly. "Ooh, yes, the get together." Y/N said and nodded smiling at her mom. "Don't get too drunk like you did two years ago." Her sister laughed and Y/N shot her a glare.

"Really funny, sister-heart." Y/N glared rolling her eyes at her and her sister kept laughing. "Anyways,-" Their mom rolled her eyes at them before looking at Jensen "-I hope you can drink a lot of-" her mom motioned to the bottle of alcohol "-this." She said with a small grin.

Jensen looked at Y/N and she gave him an apologetic look. "Yeah I guess so." She started giggling a bit.

"There's a good, a really good memory." Y/N said with a loud laugh.

Flashback

Jensen and Y/N went to a birthday party, when they were about a year together. They went to the party played some party games and Jensen drank a lot, maybe even a bit too much. She had to help him to walk and she also had some drinks, but not as much as he did.

Luckily, they just had to walk 10 minutes to their place, but it took more than 10 minutes. They needed about an hour to walk to the flat Jensen and she just got. About a few minutes he stopped walking.

"Since we-we're in a relationship and that you have already seen my little friend down there-" he pointed at his cock. "-it's totally okay I pee in front of you." He slurred and unbuckled his belt and pants. "Jensen," She said laughing.

He didn't care that he peed on a car. "You're peeing on a car!" She exclaimed with a loud laugh. "Yeah, it's a really nice car and I wanted to mark it like a dog." He slurred with a shrug. "Oh you're a dog now?" "No." He slurred with a pout and pulled his boxers and pants back on, but struggled, because he was stumbling a bit. "Y/n, can you help me? I think my belt it's broken or something." He looked at his belt and back at her. She couldn't help but laugh.

"Of course the belt is broken." She said sarcastically, laughing and buckled his belt. Then she walked in front of him, she turned around and didn't see him, that he was talking toward a stop sign because it was in his way.

"Get out of my way." He yelled at the sign. She jumped slightly at his yelling and turned around seeing he was talking to a fucking stop sign.  She took out her phone and filmed it, because she had to send this Gen and Jared. "Get the fuck out of my way." Jensen yelled again.

"I'm Dean Winchester so get away!" and then it was getting embarrassing, because the few people who'd were on the streets that night started looking weird at him. Y/N pulled him from the sign away and they walked home.

The next day she showed him the video, he was like, I wasn't myself, I was drunk. He felt embarrassed, about his encounter with the stop sign. Plus, she was laughing so hard.

Flashback end

"What kind of memory?" Y/N's sister asked curiously. "I don't want to embarrass him in front of you, I just say there was a birthday par-" he choked on his food. "-ty."

"Oh good you remember, honey." Y/N smirked at him. "And no more people need to know that." He mumbles. "It's already embarrassing enough, that Jared, Gen and Misha know that video." "Wait there's a video?" Her mom asked surprised.

"Yeah, a really good one." She laughed and played with her food.

"I just hope he's not going to end like this." Her mom said sarcastically, as Y/N patted Jensen's back. He just shot her a glare and she grinned at him. She finished eating and went alone to their room, because Jensen wanted to ask her sister something.

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"What did you want to ask me?" she asks him.

"(Y/m/n), can you join us? I also wanted to ask you something." "Is everything alright?" her sister asks him.

"Yeah, everything's alright. I'm just planning on doing something and wanted to ask you for your opinion and help." He said while playing with the ring box in his pocket.

"Spill it." Her sister says as he's getting a bit nervous, he put the velvet box out of his pocket and revealed the ring to them. "You don't." They both said. "And-" he started but cut off almost immediately. "Of course you have my blessing." her mom told hun and looked at the ring. "It's beautiful and I just know she'll like it."

"Really?" He asked shyly and maybe even unsure.

"Of course." her sister squeezed his shoulder assuringly, letting him know everything's gonna be alright. "So what do you need our help for?"

"Are there any places she likes here?"

"Yeah, there's a lake, just 10 minutes from here." her sister smiles at Jensen. "When do you want to ask her?" Her sister asked curiously.

"To be honest? Right now. But I'm really unsure if I'm not rushing anything." "I think you're not rushing anything-" her mom speaks up. "-you two know and love each other for so long now. Just some bad and stupid things happened, but that's life." She gave him a reassuring smile.

"You know it would be cool, if you two got engaged, before all of the family get here." her sister said excitedly, making Jensen kinda even more nervous. "But it's your choice and don't worry, most of them speak English." Her mom told them gently. "I was thinking the same, it would be a great announcement. Even tho I had other plans. " He said happily.

"What did you have got for plans?"

"I wanted to propose to her in Italy or Amsterdam. I planned a little trip through Europe." "Wow, that's really romantic. But you can still do this trip, you know that?"

"But I think it will be more special and unique if you propose to her at a place she loves more than everything and she knows so well." her mom spoke up.

"You're right." He smiles at her and thanked them before disappearing upstairs. He smiles as he saw her watching TV not understanding a word, but thinking it sounds funny tho.

"Hey babe, you wanna go for a walk?" He asked her softly. "Sure, there's a lake, I really like." She smiles at him. Great. He thought, just where he wanted to go.

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I’ll finish the story “I thought you never would…” probably over Easter and post it next week, since I’ll have a surgery on Tuesday.

So I’m working on something I’m just really lazy and unmotivated lately, I’m so sorry. 🥺

Happy Friday y’all!

Jensen Ackles One Shots/Drabbles

The girl from London

Y/N is a British interior designer and architect who works for a company that has its headquarters in London but is well known in the US. So Jensen wants to surprise his parents and build them a new house at their favourite spot. When he meets her, it’s hard to listen to her when she talks about the design she’s planned, because other things about her seem more interesting.

pov: you’re jensen ackles’ controversially young gf (alt!musician!reader)

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youruser pushin up daisies🫗

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yourbffsuser the way you went to a WHOLE DIFFERENT STATE without me😭

youruser cus your ass had to work like whateverrr🙄

y/ngirlies @/yourbffsuser @/youruser WDYMMM A WHOLE DIFFERENT STATE????

youruser @/y/ngirlies teehe🤭

jacklesfan did anyone else come from the post about her hanging out with jensen?? who even is this girl

hrtsy/n she’s played guitar for So many radio company song, like literally check their full album credits…. how are you a jensen fan and don’t know that? poser behavior if you ask me

rubysnephew are you where i think you are? 🤨

youruser well, tis the season to grossir et faire la fête

suicideleopard @/youruser coming to kiss you

youruser @/suicideleopard omw to metairie rn don’t even play

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youruser stop puttin this dingy old white boy on the bacchus krewe😕

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jensenackles Haha. Very funny 😐

youruser I know I’m gigging🤭🤭

gibson_g1rl y/n and jensen reunited again suicide postponed !!!!

youruser for me too !!!!!!!!!

vamps4y/n the iconic duo is back guys

j2texas literally who tf are you???

vamps4y/n shes the vamp that turned your idol bisexual

youruser @/vamps4y/n shhh you weren’t supposed to tell anyone abt that😞

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jensenackles March 1st. You know what that means….Happy #FatTuesday #mardisgras y’all.

….oh and Happy Birthday to me! 🥳

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youruser you ate that up babygirl🎀🪄 happy berfday!!!

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vamps4y/n wondering what present y/n got you🤔

youruser 🤫🤭🤭

jasvtsc @/youruser ????!!?!!????!!!!!!

youruser @/vamps4y/n @/jasvtsc in time, my young vamps

gibson_g1rl @/youruser WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN??!?????!!!!!????

supefanatic omg it’s captain america and soldier boy!!!!!

pearlzier happy birthday king🎉

gibson_g1rl why are u trying to act normal abt this rn

pearlzier @/gibson_g1rl 😭😭😭

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youruser okay so a cowboy, a duck, and a vampire walk into the studio, right?

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yungxrist bro give me back my fucking cousin

youruser no he’s mine now, i need that little drummer boy for my side quest

y/ngirlies @/youruser little drummer boy😭😭

hrtsy/n OH WE’RE GONNA BE EATING SO GOOD GUYS

gibson_g1rl rattling the bars of my enclosure

vamps4y/n did you n ruby kiss be honest

youruser i bit both of their noses #cutenessaggression

pearlzier @/youruser you’re so me

jensenackles It was amazing to make music with you again! ☺️

suicideleopard feeling left out here😣

pearlzier OMGOMG😭

youruser back at ya pretty boy🖤

pearlzier @/youruser OMGOMG OMGOMG OMGGGG?????😭😭😭

jasvtsc @/youruser PRETTY BOY??!!!?!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭

y/ngirlies @/youruser OHHH???? MY GOD ?!!!!!?!!????!

gibson_g1rl @/youruser PRETTY??? BOY?????

yourbffsuser CALLINF YOYR N

suicideleopard 17m

꩜ thank you so much !!! i hope you guys enjoyed reading this as much as i did making it😸 all feedback, likes, and reblogs are greatly appreciated 💟

꩜ inspired by @gibson-g1rl 🍂

꩜ peep the features🤭🤭

꩜ tags : @gibson-g1rl @pearlzier @jasvtsc @archiveofvirtue 🎀 lmk if you wanna be tagged and/or featured in the next part !!!!!

pov: you’re jensen ackles’ controversially young gf (part ii)

youruser

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youruser guess what’s in my pockets🤭

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gibson_g1rl better not be what i Think it is🤨

youruser nah, it’s actually just used joint filters and train flattened pennies from chicago

archiveofvirtue @/youruser TRAIN FLATTENED PENNIES???😭

youruser @/archiveofvirtue cus they’re cool😸😸🎀

vamps4y/n ONLY INHALE THE BEST

youruser EXHALE THE STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!

suicideleopard is that the hearse we saw in carrollton?

youruser indeed !!!

suicideleopard @/youruser dude send me all the pictures you got

youruser @/suicideleopard omw bd😜

pearlzier @/youruser BABY DADDY?!!?!!????!!????

youruser @/pearlzier well Yes!!

vamps4y/n @/youruser jensen will be hearing about this📞

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jensenackles Ahhh New York….. 😎🤎

Till next time.

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youruser another day, another slay✨

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gibson_g1rl the brown heart emoji??? ohhh, y/n cooked here🤭

hrtsy/n was just omw to say this🤭🤭🤭

vamps4y/n i’m gonna ask the question everyone is thinking… @/youruser did y’all link up or not??🤨

youruser only got to see each other in passing yesterday, i’m in florida rn for rockville🙁

pearlzier @/youruser ohhh thats fucked up, #universe let my parents see each other

archiveofvirtue @/pearlzier mama y papa liked😸🤞

jackleswife let me sit on it

gibson_g1rl OH so you’re Gross huh!?

vamps4y/n ermm Aktually🤓☝️ it’s y/n to sit on

y/ngirlies @/vamps4y/n CRYINGG SOO REAL GIRL

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youruser nobody needs to know . . .

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y/ngirlies okay but when is the album coming out?

youruser eventually…

jasvtsc @/youruser PRAISE THE LORD🙏

yourbffsuser what a time we’ve had✨

youruser it was definitely a time !!!!!

gibson_g1rl need to know where that shirt in pic 8 is from tho

youruser olivia sade fuck baby tee🤞

archiveofvirtue HEY GUY WHY ARENT WE TALKIN AB PIC 4!!!!??

pearlzier are we thinking the same thing🤭🤭

gibson_g1rl okay so we’re all on the same wavelength rn??🤭

deanluvr like thats GOTTA be jensen’s hand ru kidding

hrtsy/n explain yourself love @/youruser

youruser @/hrtsy/n CAPTION !!!!!🙌

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jensenackles Just another night in Paris. Watching body parts explode on a giant screen. No biggie.

Are you guys ready for this?!?!

@/theboystv this Friday!!!

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youruser le brouillard approche…

jensenackles Stop saying ominous things in French…

youruser quoi que tu dis, joli garçon😸

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vamps4y/n @/youruser there you go again flinging that name around……..

deangirlsride why is #She around every corner🫣

gibson_g1rl girl stfu😭

j2texas fr it’s like a horror movie😟

hrtsy/n @/deangirlsride @/j2texas kay why ess❤️

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youruser got to live my da vinci code dreams (nuit blanche was so funky fresh!!!)

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hrtsy/n so we’re just not gonna talk abt pic 8??!!!

youruser the food was SO scrumdilly😸

pearlzier @/youruser that is NOT what we mean😭😭

gibson_g1rl Y/N AND JENSEN IN PARIS AT THE SAME TIME LIKE ITS NOT A COINCIDENCE…….

jackleswife if it’s real i might have to kms

archiveofvirtue girl BYE you’re weird😭

jasvtsc @/archiveofvirtue @/jackleswife NO FR like IF IT IS TRUE.. why can’t you just be Happy for him????

vamps4y/n @/jasvtsc mama y papa liking iktr🤭

jacklesfan isn’t she like super young too?

y/ngirlies she’s literally pushing 30 so gtfo with all that😭😭

pearlzier @/y/ngirlies PUSHING 30 IS INSANE😭😭😭😭

y/ngirlies @/pearlzier ITS TRUE THOUGH SHE TURNS 30 IN A FEW YEARS !!!!!!!!

꩜ thank you so much !!! i hope you guys enjoyed reading this😸 all feedback, likes, and reblogs are greatly appreciated 💟

꩜ this one is a bit more silly, a bit more drama.. things are starting to pick up a bit more🤭 (sorry, but i just love a good slow burn)

꩜ tags : @gibson-g1rl @pearlzier @jasvtsc @archiveofvirtue 🎀 lmk if you wanna be tagged and/or featured in the next part !!!!!

What Are You Doing?

Pairing: Jensen x GN!Reader

Summary: After you and J2 are done with the episode, they go their different ways. Jensen wraps his arms around you and you question what he's doing

You, Jared and Jensen finish up doing the last scene for the episode. The three of you head out whilst having a conversation.

Jared goes off to his trailer with Jensen going to your own. Jensen stops walking and stops you by dropping his head onto your shoulder. He shifts his head to have his chest against your back. "What are you doing?"

"I'm tired." His voice comes out muffled. "Then go to your trailer and sleep." you raise your arm up to rest rest hand against the back of his head with a groan escaping from him. "I can't be bothered."

"Well, I'm not carrying your ass all the way there, Mr. Ackles." His arms wrap around your waist. "You might need to, future-to-be-Ackles." you roll your eyes, pressing a kiss his cheek. "Funny, but no. You have working legs and you know how to use them." you move your arm to rest it next to your side before you start to walk with Jensen waddling behind you, his arms still around you.

You stop in front of his trailer, opening the door, stepping in and walking over to his bed. You turn around and lay down before disconnecting his arms from your body. He groans as you stand up from him and to the trailer door. "Shut up, you big baby. Go to sleep."

You close the door behind you once you exit out of it. A loud groan comes from inside of it. "No! Go to sleep!" you walk away but stop with another groan coming out from the trailer. "Ugh." you walk back to go back in with the door being closed.

You settle on a side of the bed with Jensen crawling up to rest his head on your chest, his arms on the sides of your body. "Big baby." you rest your hand against the back of his head with soft snores escaping from him.