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It's been 17 fucking days since the Duffer Brothers made me suffer through an unreasonable amount of pain and I still have never hated any producers/creators more. I think I've cried at least a little bit every day. It was so fucking stupid to kill off such a good character with amazing depth.

So, Enola Holmes 2 came out today, and I'm currently watching it. Being a violinist for 7 years now, watching movies with people using orchestral instruments always trigger me in some way shape or form. But I cannot get over how horribly Henry Cavill held that violin..... I wanted to go through the screen and fix everything about it.

Bro I started watching Grey's Anatomy a couple weeks ago and I hate it cuz now I'm addicted and deeply involved in the drama like ohmygod

I'm currently failing out of college because I'm a shift lead at a Fatburger but honestly I'm thinking about opening a bookstore instead of becoming a history teacher so I might just drop out, get a job at a bookstore in the mornings, and then grandfather my way into owning the store.....

how does one open a bookstore???? also, how does one get money to open said bookstore?

Thinking about the fact that "That 70's Show" ended at the stroke of midnight in 1980 and Eric didn't come back til that day. Eric and Donna weren't together yet. "That 90's Show" starts on July 3rd of 1995. Leia Forman, Eric and Donna's daughter, turns 15 towards the end of July/beginning of August. So unless Leia was a super early premie, Donna was pregnant at the end of "That 70's Show" meaning she's not actually Eric's daughter.....

made a manic purchase today and bought a crippled bearded dragon. but honestly, I'm very excited for where this journey will take me

y'all... I broke up with my boyfriend 3 days ago, and now it's Valentine's day and I wanna cry even more

so, a group of people who call themselves "abolishinists" came to my hometown from out of state, and showed gory pics of aborted fetuses to a bunch of children all week, and I had the opportunity to go and counter protest them. I was the first one there, but I ran into a group of Satanists from The Satanic Grotto, and became friends with them, and honestly, I had so much fun. I was finally able to do something that felt like I was helping my community in a way that made more of an impact on the people in the city than just writing to our legislation, which trust me, that's real important, like probably more so that this, but the fact that we went all day, and we picked up so many people along the way was just such a cool experience.

Update: I started my business plan today, then had to delete all of it. So I'm back to square 1 on this.

how does one open a bookstore???? also, how does one get money to open said bookstore?

Life update

I broke up with my boyfriend

I quit my job at Fatburger

I got a job at a dog boarding place

I went to a protest

I met Satanists at the protest

I got a job at a doggy daycare run by the Satanists I met

I got in a car accident

I quit my dog boarding job

I frantically searched for a job that was something that wasn't only $7.25 an hour

I got a job in group homes helping Intellectually and Developmentally Disabled adults live normal lives

I lost my doggy daycare job

I'm still trying to open a bookstore

I'm crushing on my ex boyfriend's step brother who has a 2 year old daughter. I'm 19, he's 22

oh shit y'all, I haven't done a life update in a bit....

I got back with my ex-boyfriend

I only had a platonic crush on his step brother

I've been at my job for 90 days and love it very much

I got a kindle and it is by far the best investment I've ever made

I reentered my twilight phase for like the 400th time

I have insurance so I can finally see my therapist again

my best friend went on a cruise with her other best friend for her birthday so I haven't seen her since she turned 19

I'm down to 5 of 10 cats, and one of them has a potty problem and only likes to potty on clothing

my beardie got moved to my house finally

I saw Yungblud and Louis Tomlinson in concert this summer

I started watching the vampire diaries literally yesterday, and I hate that I'm obsessed with it

I GOT A NEW CAR

I have a random leg pain and it freaks me out cuz I'm a hypochondriac and think I have cancer

idk, I think that's it honestly

oh, I'm still trying to open a bookstore too

okay, 44 days ago, life was going great.... wow a lot can change in a little bit of time....

I started moving in with my best friend.

we were doing really well actually. then September 4th(ish) came around and everything went to shit.

Our friends were helping us clean the house because it was her 22 year old brothers house but he went to jail. so were living there til he gets out in 6 months.

he left it in such an utter disarray that it took 2 weeks to clean it.

on top of that, I've had the worst month of my life so far, and here's how it's gone.

on the 7th I paid for my tags on my new car and spent $270 on that.

I paid my half of rent for this month and I had a little extra to get a TV because I didn't have one before moving out.

On the 8th, I had a meeting with my job and I didn't think anything of it. I should've... they opened an investigation against me because I had 3 incident reports written towards me.

I left that meeting and cried in my car, and was stupid and decided to drive before I was fully ready....

I ran a red and totaled my car...

my car that I still owed over $9600....

the car I bought tags for the day before. I hadn't even had time to put on the new tags.

we were both okay, but now I never wanna live another September 8th again.

anyways I told my job I wouldn't be in and then they told me I was suspended for 3 days

I got called back in Tuesday after not going to work Monday either because I was still in pain from the accident, and they had fired me. so now I'm insuranceless again. I'm jobless, I'm car less, and I'm moving out of my mom's house.

oh that's the other thing. my friends brother was so behind on his bills, his mom had to work almost double what she usually does to be able to pay for all his bills he let lapse.... we had a 3 day eviction notice because of him.

we still have no utilities, but, we're thinking about selling his stuff to make money.

oh, and then my friends family got into stuff so bad cops were almost called and now she has to give her car back to her dad and take her brother's beat to shit car that won't even make it across town....

so it's been a month..... and the month is not over yet....

oh and I'm in a major Harry Potter kick again

damn.... life updates since I haven't in a while

After I posted the last update, which was in september, I broke up with my boyfriend again and blocked him on everything. well, my best friend broke up with him for me

I got a job at an animal shelter with my cousin's fiancée as my team lead

I turned 20

we got fully moved into our house

we had a Halloween party

My friend and I did end up getting evicted

I moved back in with my mom

I haven't slept on a bed since like Halloween

November was kinda boring, but I spent it talking to some dude 1500 miles away who started love bombing me in a narcissistic way and not an ADHD way, and then I had to block him cuz he was ✨️icky✨️

then, right at the end of November, the last day of the month, around 8 pm, I got a text from a dude on a dating app. he told me my cat had the most evil eyes in existence and that he would love to pet her, then asked what her name was.

we talked over that for about 3 weeks before we met up and went on a date. 2 of my friends came with me to stalk me (and failed horribly) to make sure the dude wasn't an axe murderer or anything like that.

this man ended up being the biggest fucking walking green flag in existence, his family likes me, my family likes him, and all of our friends and family keep asking us when the wedding is gonna be. we've been actually dating for not even a full month

it's been snowing horrendously here for the past week

umm, but other than that, I'm moving in with my cousin and his fiancée and their 3 kids this week, so I'm actually super excited about that.

went from the shittiest month ever to having a really good time. kinda anxious, but overall doing okay

what's up y'all, it's been like 7/8 months without an update so here we go.

8 months strong with walking green flag, he bought a house, and I'm moving in with him in 8 months

I got my own apartment.

I took a dog home to adopt it had her for 2 months as a foster and she wasn't the right fit.

my sister graduated high school.

I went to Nebraska for the first time for a concert and saw The Driver Era again

I still work at the animal shelter and I'm almost 11 months in there.

I got a new cat

my sister moved away for college

I started being more comfortable with the way I want to dress and have included fun stuff into my daily outfits (so much glitter and colors)

um yeah, way more has happened, but that's all I can remember