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Love Song

Haechan Lee X Black Reader

Genre: Romance, Poetic-ish, Shortstory, fluff, Confession, POV (hyuck's).

Warnings: potential spelling errors (cause I was just typing away without checking. I'll go back and fix later)

A/n: I've literally had writer's block for the past 3 months trying to come up with stuff to write about, NCT's New album, the dreamies album just dropped, and now 127's album is coming in hot— With that being said, I've got alot of stuff waiting for yall ♡

A/n 2: Sorry this couldn't be longer, Im still recovering from my writers block 😞

Wordcount: 700

Im not usually a fan of the rain but today..I can't help but admit that this day has gotten better. The sound of her heart beating, her light scent. We're so close– it's almost overwhelming.

The umbrella, was decent size. Though, not big enough for the both of us. I admit, it's a bit compact, but im not complaining. My shoulder, her shoulder; the moment they touched seems like time slowed down. I don't mind one bit, I hope the feeling is mutual.

The smell of rain, the ambience of delicate drops. "Hyuck-" Her sweet voice called out to me. Her sweet smile and kind eyes gazing up at me. "Your shoulder!" She points out. Though to be honest I didn't care. I brushing it off, telling her it was alright. Telling her, there just isn't enought space for me to fully be under the umbrella.

"But, You'll get a cold." She expresses with worry.

"It's alright. I'll have you to take care of me, right?", I whispered. Was that too bold of me? I hope not. She smiles, averting her gaze a bit. A slight splash of red undertone on her chocolate skin, ear from ear. "Yes, of course." I smiled back as she played along to my little attempt of flirt.

The cafe we'd just left, disappearing into the blurry distance as we finder further and further away. Like everyone else on the street is disappearing. Like a island with just the two of us.

Once reaching her home, stopping at the door. "I had a great time, I hope you feel the same?" She nervously admits. Shocked, I felt my face burn with happiness. "Yes, I also had a wonderful time."

Watching as she unblocked the door, making sure she got in her home safe and sound. When I turned to leave I felt my arm being tugged at. She stood tall on her tippy-toes having her lips connect to my cheek and whispered– "Thank you Hyuck." I felt so much joy in our date being a success. When I turn to look at her with shock, she giggles.

As for I, well..I believe in eye-for-eye. Especially, when it's something so endearing from some one so beautiful. "Y/n, may I?", I ask.

"Yes", She vocalizes. Gaining concent, I cup her face as she leans into me. Kissing her cute forehead. I had planned a date for us only for the rain to..well what I'd think to somewhat ruin our afternoon plans.

Now that Im thinking about it..maybe I actually love this rain after all.

I'll fix errors later, been at work all day !! Just wanted to post this :) hope you like it!

NCT 127 Masterlist

I will write for any member so feel free to request any type of story for any member except for touchy taeil.

Biases:

Johnny, Yuta, Haechan

Johnny Suh-

•I Wanna Be Yours

•Come Back to me

Lee Taeyong-

•Watching Over You

Nakamoto Yuta-

•Tired Eyes

•We’re Just Making It Worse (Drafting)

Kim Doyoung-

•Candied Intimacy

Jeong Jaehyun-

•Talking to Death

Kim Jungwoo-

Nothing yet!!

Mark Lee-

•If 3’s a Crowd, Then Add 2

•Church Basement Romances (Drafting)

Lee Haechan-

•Lust for Life

•If 3’s a Crowd, Then Add 2

•Adult Standards and Art (Drafting)

𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 - 𝚌𝚑.𝟸 - 𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚌𝚑.𝟷 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚌𝚑.𝟹

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸 : 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚖𝚎

“Good morning,” Donghuck smirks. “have fun last night?”  

You sit silently seething with rage, looking away from him, trying to figure out what really happened while you were drunk. 

“Why are you being so quiet now?” he asks with that smirk still plastered on his face. “I mean, you were screaming all last night.”

“What the hell did you do to me?” You snap.

“What? You were begging me for it,” Donghyuck laughs. “Don’t you remember, baby?” He reaches up and gently caresses your cheek. You instantly smack his hand away and without thinking you attempt to smack his face. “You asshole,” you scream, fighting back tears.

Donghyuck grabs both of your wrists, pinning them down above your head, “does this feel familiar?” he asks with his classic shit eating grin on his face. “Or do you need me to refresh your memory?”

That comment crosses the line, he went too far. You now remember everything you despise in that man. “You asshole,” you yell as you struggle to break free from his grip. Donghyuck couldn’t help but laugh, amused by your reaction. He releases your wrists assuming you sustained enough embarrassment for one day. You quickly hop out of bed, realizing you were still completely naked.

“I don’t mind looking at you like this,” Donghyuck winks.

His words were disgusting but you couldn't think of a comeback for something so foul. You grab your clothing, quickly dressing before running out of his room with your shoes still in your hand. You slam the door behind you as you exit, hoping it'll deter Donghyuck from following you but unfortunately, he does whatever he wants and is closely behind. 

You spot a younger man that you don’t recognize sitting alone in the garage, eating what appears to be cereal. Although it doesn’t make a difference to you who he is or what he hears, all you know is you need to get as far away from the asshole as possible. 

“Get me two bowls for cereal,” Donghyuck orders as you feel him grab your wrist from behind, stopping you in your tracks and forcing you to face him. “Where the hell are you going?”

“It’s none of your business,” you snap, not wanting to look at him. You harshly pull your arm away, attempting to walk away.

“Hey, I’m talking to you nicely here,” he huffs, quickly grabbing your arm again.

“And why are you all of a sudden being nice?” you ask, starting to get angrier. Angry isn't the best word to describe what you are feeling but it's close enough. “Why? Trying to be my knight in shining armor? Huh? Who the hell offers breakfast after a night like that?” You pull your arm away from his grip once again.

Donghyuck, becoming irritable, looks around searching for the right words. “No, I’m not trying to be a fucking hero. I just need you to understand that I will kill you if you tell anybody about what happened.”

‘The nerve of this man’ you thought. Who does he actually think he is?

“Don’t you worry,” you say before thinking it through. “An embarrassing night like that…I wouldn’t dream of reliving it by telling anyone.”

You turn and walk away leaving Donghyuck behind lost for words. No one ever talks to him that way, he can't believe that you have the balls to do it, and so eagerly as well. You walk down the street attempting to order an Uber.

When you finally get home to the safety of your dorm, you want to kiss the floor. You had never been so happy to be at home. You immediately undress, turning on the shower. You step inside your shower hoping to erase all of the memories of your drunken mistake. You feel disgusting by both your choices and actions. How could you have made such poor decisions? How could you allow yourself to get so drunk that you didn’t even know you were with the man you hated the most? It wasn’t Jisung, it was Donghyuck the whole night and this was something you now have to live with from here on out. You're finding it difficult to handle the emotions any longer and the floodgates begin to open up. Tears start to stream down your face and you fall to the floor of the shower, the hot water burning your skin as you sulk in your self-loathing. Once the water gets cold, you turn off the shower, dry your tears, and attempt to pull yourself together. You throw on some lounging clothing and lay down on your sofa. You know you should attend class but must avoid Donghyuck at all costs.

You look down at your phone, debating on whether you should call your mom when you hear people talking. Their voices are so clear that you wonder if people are on your balcony.

“Oh come on Yeji, I’m so sorry.”

That voice sounds so familiar. But it's not possible, it just can't be him.

“Please don’t be mad at me. I’ll make it up to you, I promise.”

You slowly sit up. That’s Donghyuck’s voice. But why is he on your balcony? You creep outside, noticing Donghyuck and some girl on the balcony next to yours.

“And how are you planning on making it up to me exactly?” Yeji asks, with a smile on her face. You can tell she was enjoying teasing him, which makes you feel something that you cannot explain.

“I’ll do whatever you tell me to,” he smiles back.

You lean over the railing trying to act natural, but you can't deny that you want to see what's happening.

“Oh I’m so sorry,” the girl says while looking at you. “I didn’t know you were fully moved in or we wouldn’t have been so loud.”

You are caught off guard and don't know how to respond. You want to play it cool and not show the wrong emotions or act suspiciously.

“It’s ok, she’s the one who well…” Donghyuck says getting closer to the girl and whispers. You can't hear what's said which makes you uncomfortable.

The girl smiles politely, “Well I’m Yeji. I’m so glad I finally get to meet my new neighbor.”

You smirk, knowing Donghyuck must be worried about how this is going to play out. That alone brings you joy. “I’m Y/N. I didn’t realize that Donghyuck would be able to get a girl like you.”

He wraps his arm around his girlfriend’s shoulder, “You always do this, Y/N... you go after men who are already taken.”

You take an exaggerated breath before speaking, “I wish the best to you two,” you smile before walking back inside of your apartment. The smile instantly drops from your face, once inside.

You plop back down on the sofa, dozing off to sleep in no time. You wake to the sound of your phone going off, after seeing that it's your best friend calling, you silence the call and continue to lay in silence. You aren’t ready to confess anything to your friends, if you say it out loud there is no more denying the truth.

After a full day of self-loathing, you decide to get up. You have to try to distract yourself from everything bad in your life. You get dressed and head over to the university pool to get some much needed exercise.

You are hoping to have the pool to yourself. Most students are either studying or drinking by this time of the day. But as soon as you walk out of the locker room you realize your expectation is shortly lived.

“I can do it myself,” Jisung whines. Even though he rejected you, you still can't shake your feelings. You still want him and you still want him to love you.

“Don’t be so stubborn,” Karina says. “I want to do it for you.”

“I’m not a baby, Karina,” Jisung insists.

“I didn’t say you are,” she snaps. “Now give me your arm.”

“Fine,” Jisung hesitantly agrees, putting his arm out for Karina to wrap with an ace bandage.

You walk towards them, listening to their little exchange, suffering in silence.

“See, it’s so much better when you let someone else do the wrapping. It gets tighter,” Karina explained, looking at Jisung with so much love in her eyes. 

“Thank you,” Jisung smiles. “You always take such good care of me.”

“That’s only because you take such good care of me,” Karina giggles, placing her hand on his leg.

You watch as the jealousy continues to grow. You can't stop thinking about that night.

“Because the only person I have feelings for is Karina,” Jisung stated.

You feel the tears welling up again and you have to look away. This is too painful. You sit on the pool's edge and slowly lower your body into the water wanting to wash away the memories. All the little moments you shared with Jisung running through your mind. It hurts so much, you want to forget it all.

Donghyuck spends the evening attempting to show his girlfriend how sorry he is for standing her up the other night. He feels guilty for a multitude of reasons but is only able to express the guilt for abandoning his beloved girlfriend.  They end their evening inside her dorm room. Yeji is busy doing her nighttime routine as Donghyuck sits alone on her bed, patiently waiting. His phone goes off, signaling he received a text from his friend, Jaemin.

JAEMIN: Don't forget tomorrow is Jisungs birthday. You can’t bail on us

Donghyuck exhales out of frustration before setting his phone down on the bed next to him. He looks at his girlfriend, almost afraid to tell her of his prior engagement. 

“I had so much fun with you tonight, muffin,” Donghyuck smiles, trying to ease into the bad news.

“Me too,” Yeji returns the smile. “Dinner was delicious.”

“It really was,” he nods. “So...tomorrow is Jisung’s birthday.”

The smile drops from Yeji's face as she turns around in her chair to look at him. “Ok and?”

“Well, I’m going to take Jisung out for his birthday with the boys. We gotta do something special for him this year but you can come with, if you want,” Donghyuck explains.

“No, that’s ok,” Yeji sighs. “I have a project that I need to work on with Yuna anyway so I’ll just go over to her place. You have fun.”

“Do you want help?” he offers, displaying a goofy smile.

Yeji laughs, “I want to do well on the assignment so it would probably be best if you didn’t help.”

“Hey,” Donghyuck grins. “I’m doing a lot better in school these days.”

“Yea I know, but it’s your friend’s birthday, you don’t want to be tied down with your girlfriend and miss it,” Yeji insists.

“Ok fine, how about this,” Donghyuck starts. “Tomorrow night, I won’t stay out long. Then, we can meet back here for a little cuddle time.”

Yeji smiles widely, nodding her head in response. She stands and walks over to her bed, sitting down next to her boyfriend. “I’m really tired, I think I’m ready to go to bed.”

Donghyuck smirks, pulling the covers down ready to climb inside the bed, “yea me too,” he says eagerly.

“Nooooo,” Yeji state. “You know you can’t sleep in my bed. We’ve talked about this.”

“But baby, we’ve been together for over a year now…”

“Are you saying that I’m not worth waiting for?” Yeji asks.

“Of course you're worth the wait but how much longer are you going to make me wait?” Donghyuck whines.

“I don’t have an answer for that,” Yeji sighs, lightly pushing him off her bed so she could sleep alone.

Donghyuck leans down and kisses her forehead before crawling on the sofa and attempting to get some sleep.

Emotions are a bitch, and currently you are dealing with an infinite amount of them. The heartbreak alone would be hard enough but now you added self-pity, loathing, and shame to the slew. 

You walk around the university grounds aimlessly, simply looking for a distraction of sorts. You end up standing on the bridge of hope, looking down at the water below. You stare down fixated on the currents and how peaceful the scene is. You move closer to the edge…

𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝

𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 - 𝚌𝚑.𝟹 - 𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚌𝚑.𝟸 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚌𝚑.𝟺

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟹 : 𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗

You stand on the edge of the bridge, fixated on the water below as thoughts and memories flood through your mind. You lift your right foot, appearing like you're about to jump off of the bridge.

“Hey hey,” you hear a voice yell from behind you. “Hold on, Y/N.”

You are instantly pulled out of the trance by the familiar voice. You turn to see Donghyuck getting off his motorcycle and walking towards you. However, the sight of him still makes your skin crawl.

“What the fuck are you doing,” he yells. “Why would you try to kill yourself because you were rejected?”

What did he just say? How dare he think so poorly of you? You hop off of the bridge’s wall and turn to look at him with anger written all over your face.

“I know about everything that happened with Jisung,” he continues. “You were planning on jumping, weren’t you?”

“Are you nuts? I wouldn’t do anything like that,” you snap, clearly irritated.

Donghyuck looks around, biting his lip out of pure frustration. “So what were you doing, exactly?” he asks.

You didn’t answer him, you didn’t owe him any explanation at all. He is nothing to you, not even a friend so why should you open up and expose your most vulnerable thoughts and feelings.

“Answer me, damn it,” Donghyuck demands. “Why were you standing on the ledge, if you weren’t planning on jumping?”

You turn to walk away, still refusing to answer his inquiries. You feel a hand grab your arm pulling you backwards.

“Could you please just talk to me?” Donghyuck pleads.

“I was just thinking, that’s all,” you blurt out. “I wasn’t going to jump, I was just looking at how beautiful the water is.”

“Just thinking, huh?” Donghyuck repeats in disbelief.

“Look, as long as Jisung doesn’t ask Karina out and make things official, I still have a chance,” you state.

“You seriously believe that?” he huffs.

“Someone like you couldn’t possibly understand what I’m going through,” you snap. “When you love someone, you are willing to do whatever you have to, to get them.”

“You’re right, I don’t understand…” Donghyuck says, staring at you thoughtfully for a few seconds before continuing. “Why can’t you just leave my friend alone?”

“I don’t understand either,” you admit. You were never like this with anyone before but there was something different with Jisung. He was special and you just couldn’t let those feelings go. “Why can’t you leave me alone?”

“Ok fine. I’ll leave you alone,” Donghyuck huffs. “But I'll tell you one thing. I’m not sure if you’re aware but you are at least five miles from your dorm…enjoy your walk home.”

You watch as he climbs back onto his motorcycle, getting ready to drive off. You look at the empty seat on the back of his bike, contemplating asking for a ride but not wanting to ask the man you hate so much for help. 

“In your dreams,” Donghyuck smirks as if he's able to read your mind.

“It’s fine, I can walk,” you huff. “I did walk here after all.”

You turn and start walking in the opposite direction of where the university and dorms are actually located.

“You’re going the wrong way, genius,” he adds with his classic smirk back on his face.

You huff before turning around, glaring at Donghyuck as you storm past him. The sun was setting and everything was starting to get dark. Soon the only light available would be the few street lights along the way. Donghyuck knows it wouldn’t be completely safe for a woman to walk alone on the back roads to get to the university. He exhaled slowly already knowing what he had to do. He fires his bike up and pulls over next to you.

“Hey,” he says.

“What?” you snap, annoyed, thinking he was just going to say something else cocky.

“Hop on,” he orders. “Don’t get it confused though, I’m not doing this because I like you, it’s only because I don’t want your death on my conscience if something happens to you.”

You hesitate but ultimately hop onto the back of the boy’s bike. He removes his helmet and hands it to you which you reluctantly take. After you are completely settled on the back of his motorcycle, he slowly turns the bike around and drives in the direction that you were originally walking. 

“You said this was the wrong direction,” you yell, confused.

“I have to make a stop first,” he declares. 

“Just let me off, I don’t have time for this shit,” you snap, knowing there was really nothing you could do if he doesn't listen.

“I’m going to the mall to buy a gift for Jisung. I figured you would probably need something too,” Donghyuck explains, speeding up on the bike causing you to grab onto his waist from behind. When he feels your hands grab onto his stomach, he glances at your tiny, delicate hands and a small smile grows on his face. When he notices his unintentional reaction, he immediately forces the smile away, shaking his head in a bit of disappointment in himself.

You didn’t want to go with Donghyuck anywhere but this was for Jisung. You were planning on getting him a birthday present but got distracted with your own emotions and feelings. You didn’t feel the need to respond, you just accepted his offer and rode the rest of the trip in silence.

Donghyuck pulls his motorcycle into a parking spot in front of the local mall. He quickly hops off, walking towards the entrance, you trailing behind. You happily walk through the mall, browsing at the different stores forgetting that Donghyuck was there. You wander aimlessly through the stores looking for that perfect gift. Your eyes get wide when you finally spot it. You rush into the store, practically running over to the shelf.

“You did your homework,” Donghyuck announces, walking up behind you. “Jisung loves Iron Man.”

You don’t respond, you didn’t have to. You know everything about Jisung, that is how it’s supposed to be when you are in love with someone. And you certainly didn’t feel any need to explain such things to a buffoon like him. You grab the box with the Iron Man figure inside and walk over to the cashier, without looking at the price.

You pull your wallet out of your bag, sighing when you realize you don’t have enough money. And since you forgot your phone in your room, you couldn’t even use your apple pay. Once again this is fate just slapping you in the face. You feel the urge to cry but don’t want to give Donghyuck the pleasure of seeing you show any signs of vulnerability.

Donghyuck hands the cashier his credit card to complete the order. The cashier places the gift in a plastic bag, handing it to you with a friendly smile on her face.

“Thank you so much,” you sang, surprised by his sudden expression of niceness. 

He reaches down, swiftly grabbing the bag from you, “what are you talking about? This is mine.” he announces, turning to exit the store.

“Are you kidding me?” you snapp, once again full of rage but decide to follow after the boy.

Donghyuck stops walking, turning to look at you. “How bad do you want this?” he asks with a smirk on his face.

You hesitate but you can’t deny the fact that you want that iron man figurine for your love. And you need to be the one to give it to him.

“I’ll do whatever you want,” you sigh.

“Ok from now on, you address me with complete respect…no more nasty remarks or attitude,” Donghyuck orders, holding the bag up in front of your face.

“No way,” you argue.

Donghyuck lowers the bag nodding with a smile, “ok then find yourself a new gift.” 

He turns to continue walking again, leaving you behind to weigh your options. You know what you had to do no matter how much it made your skin crawl.

“Donghyuck, sir,” you blurt out, causing him to turn to look at you. The shit eating grin on his face make the words even harder to get out. “Can I please have that Iron man?”

“What was that?” Donghyuck smiles, adjusting his shirt. “I don’t think I heard you.”

You take a few deep breaths trying to calm down so you can sound pleasant and kind while speaking. You have to do whatever it takes for Jisung.

“Sir, can I please have that Iron man?” you repeat.

Donghyuck looks down at the bag he is holding, then back at you with a huge smile on his face. “Of course, Y/N,” he smiles widely, walking towards you.

Donghyuck drops you off at the entrance of your dorm building, you go inside without thanking him. You need to get as far away from that man as you can. You walk inside and proceede to get ready and head back out for the bar where you are sure everyone would be gathering to celebrate Jisung’s birthday. You walk inside, tightly gripping onto the Iron Man figurine that you know he is going to love. Donghyuck smiles when he sees you enter the bar, he didn’t sure why he smiled, but it happened subconsciously.

Karina clinks her wine glass with a metal spoon to get everyone’s attention.

“I just need to say something for everyone to hear,” she announces, standing up. “There is someone really special to me here. I hope he knows who is and I hope that one day soon we can make things official.”

The room bursts out into excited cheers. Donghyuck smiles until he remembers that you were there. He turns to look at you as the smile drops, witnessing the hurt written all over your face. You run out of the bar, not wanting to break down in front of everyone. He doesn’t know why but he chases after you.

“Hey wait up, Y/N,” he calls, grabbing your arm to stop you from running away.

“Are you happy now?” you snap.

“What?” he asks, confused.

“You got what the hell you wanted,” you growl knowing he only chased after you to boast.

“Listen to me…” he starts.

“Just stop fucking talking,” you snap. “From now on, I will leave Jisung alone. Happy?”

He dosen’t know how to respond and you don’t really care to hear what he has to say. You storm away before Donghyuck could have the chance to make you feel any worse than you already do. He feels awful but didn’t understand why he felt that way. He ultimately did get what he wants but it didn't bring him any sort of joy. He goes back inside and says goodbye to all of his friends and makes his way over to Yeji’s. When he walks inside, she was laying in her bed, smiling at her phone, quickly putting it down and sliding it under the covers when she sees him.

“Hyuckie, why are you here so early?” Yeji asks, sitting up, quickly. “I thought you weren’t going to be here till late.”

“I told you I was going to come after we celebrated Jisung’s birthday, I just wanted to come a little earlier so we could have more time to cuddle,” he explains, making Yeji smile. “Do you know if your neighbor is home?”

“I don't know,” she sighs. “Why do you care?”

“It’s nothing important,” Donghyuck states. “I’m gonna get a shower quickly, then my attention will be completely on you.”

Yeji nods and when he turns around she immediately grabs her phone, instantly smiling at the text she received.

“Y/N,” someone was yelling in the hallway, getting Donghyuck’s attention. 

He opens the front door, seeing two guys banging on your dorm room’s door.

“Y/N, ARE YOU IN THERE?” YangYang yells.

“Can you just open the door?” Doyoung asks.

“Y/N,” YangYang repeats.

“What’s going on?” Donghyuck asks, walking towards them and closing the door behind him.

“Oh hey Donghyuck,” YangYang sighs. “It’s Y/N, she hasn’t been to any of her classes today and I haven’t been able to reach her at all so I wanted to see if she was home and ok.”

“I heard Karina announced to everyone that she wanted to make things official and I was worried that Y/N would do something crazy,” Doyoung adds.

“No, I don’t think so,” Donghyuck denies, slightly worried.

“You don’t know her,” YangYang snaps. “When Jisung made the first move on Karina, Y/N took a handful of sleeping pills…”

Donghyuck was overtaken with concern, he pushes the other two boys away from the door and starts banging while calling out your name. After a few seconds of getting no response, he uses his shoulder to break the door open, rushing inside, searching your dorm in a state of panic. 

“Y/N’s not here,” YangYang announces. “What do we do now?”

Doyoung pulls his phone out of his pocket, calling his friend.

“Hello, did you find her?” he asks. “Ok thank you.” He disconnects the call and places it back into his pocket.

“What’s going on?” Yangyang asks.

“Someone said they saw Y/N by the big bridge,” Doyoung explains.

“Son of a bitch,” Donghyuck expresses, running out of the room.

He drives his motorcycle to the bridge where he saw you earlier in the day. He searches the area but after finding no signs of you being there he was unsure of what to do. He removes his phone from his pocket noticing you shared a story on Insta. Donghyuck clicks on your story seeing a picture of a rooftop that he recognizes with a broken heart emoji.

“Damn it, Y/N,” he grunts before hopping back onto his bike and heading to the rooftop where he was certain you would be.

After racing onto the rooftop, he freezes in his spot at the sight in front of him.

𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝

𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 - 𝚌𝚑.𝟺 - 𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚌𝚑.𝟹 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚌𝚑.𝟻

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟺 : 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚏𝚝

Donghyuck races to the rooftop where he is certain you will be. When he breaks through the doors, he freezes at what he sees.

He runs over, pulling your arm, disrupting your current make-out session with a man that Donghyuck doesn’t recognize.

“What the hell are you doing?” he yells.

You stand there, shocked by his presence, rubbing your head before speaking.

“What the fuck,” you finally end up muttering in response.

Donghyuck looks at the other man and orders, “leave…I need to talk to her.”

The man ignores his demands and continues to watch on.

“Why the hell don’t you answer your phone?” Donghyuck snaps before looking back at the other man. “I said LEAVE! Get the fuck out of here.”

The man looks at you, shaking his head, sighing heavily before exiting the rooftop, leaving you alone with Donghyuck.

“Do you have any idea how many people were worried about you?” Donghyuck stresses.

“Worried about me?” you repeat, briefly rubbing your head. “It’s none of your damn business. Aren’t you just happy to see me like this? Isn’t this what you fucking wanted?”

Donghyuck looks around, angry at himself for being in this situation. “For your information, I never wanted you to get heartbroken. I only wanted you to move on from Jisung so you would be able to find someone that could make you happy and love you back.”

You stare at him for a few moments, surprised by the words that are coming out of his mouth. Although, you aren't sure how to process them, they honestly make you even more confused.

“I don’t know why I want that for you, I really don’t,” Donghyuck confesses. 

“You’re just such an amazing guy,” you snap, with more sarcasm in your voice than you intend. “You want me to be happy? I’d be a fucking idiot to believe bullshit like that. You just don’t want something to happen to me because you don’t want Jisung to feel guilty. YOU NEVER ACTUALLY WORRIED ABOUT ME! You’re just…”

Donghyuck watches as you are having your breakdown. Without thinking he grabs your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. He leans in, pressing his lips against yours.

He quickly pulls away, “Why?” he yells. “I have gone further with you than I have with Yeji.” He grabs your head, pulling you in and firmly pressing his lips against yours again.

You instinctively kiss him back for a few seconds before pushing him away.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” you yell, wiping your mouth with your arm. “I HATE YOU!”

You say those words with such passion and rage that there is no denying how serious you are. You turn and storm off of the roof leaving Donghyuck behind, regretting his life choices alone.

The next few days you run through the movements robotically. It feels as though you were seeing Karina and Jisung everywhere and it drives you nuts. You still don’t want them to be together but you know that you have no chance anymore. You have to accept the situation as it is, no matter how hard it is going to be.

You see Karina alone in the library. She is never alone anymore, she always has jisung by her side. You think that this will be your only chance. You walk over to her, seething with jealousy and rage.

Karina turns around pausing when she sees you standing behind her. “Jisung isn’t here,” she sighs.

“Here,” you say, handing a bag to her. “This is his birthday gift. Can you give it to him?”

“Why are you giving it to me?” she asks.

“Because you two are official now. I’m done meddling between the two of you,” you explain. You don’t want to admit your defeat but you knew it was the right thing to do.

Karina smiles, widely, “Really, Y/N?”

“Yea,” you nod, looking down at the ground not wanting to make eye contact out of pure shame.

“You really moved on this quickly?” she questions.

“Not yet but I’m going to try,” you sigh, turning to walk away. You can’t continue the pleasantries any longer and you don’t want to slip up and say something nasty.

As you are walking away you notice Jisung walking towards his girlfriend out of the corner of your eye, but you force yourself to not look.

“What’s that?” Jisung asks, pointing to the bag that you gave Karina.

“It's the last gift from your number one fan,” she smiles, handing him the plastic bag, unaware of the contents inside.

Jisung removes the Iron Man figurine from the plastic bag, staring at it for a few moments before smiling at Karina and walking to go back to where his friends are sitting. He places the figurine on the table before sitting back down.

“What’s with Iron Man?” Jaemin asks.

“It’s my birthday gift,” Jisung announces, forcing Donghyuck to look up from the book he is currently reading. He peeks up then looks back at his book but instantly focuses back on the box in front of his friend. A look of disgust on his face.

Mark turns around, “I have the sudden urge to boo you,” he announces.

“Ready?” Chenle eggs on.

“Hit it,” Jaemin continues, pretending to shift a car into gear with one hand and pretending the other is on the steering wheel.

“Boooooooo,” Mark laughs at his friends.

“What’s wrong with you?” Chenle asks, looking at Jisung.

“Stop fooling around,” Jeno interrupts, trying to be the mature one.

“I’m sorry,” Mark sighs while bowing his head, politely.

“Jisung, did your hot doctor give you that?” Chenle asks, bluntly.

“No, it’s not from Karina,” Jisung states.

“Then from who?” Mark wonders.

“You just got your big present from your sexy doctor yesterday,” Jeno interjects with a huge smile on his face.

“But, is she enough for you, Jisung?” Chenle teases.

Donghyuck slams his book on the table before storming out of the library.

“Hyuck,” everyone says before he is out of sight.

“What the hell's wrong with him?” Mark snaps.

Jisung watches his best friend leave without saying a word but this isn’t a normal reaction for the Donghyuck he knows and loves.

At the pool, you are stretching on the side before getting into the water. You have your normal routine before you start swimming and stretching was the last step.

You feel a large hand grab your arm, forcefully spinning you around.

“You lied to me,” Donghyuck hisses.

“What the hell are you talking about?” you ask, confused.

He looks around before speaking to make sure you two are alone. Deciding that the surroundings aren’t safe, he pulls you into the locker room to guarantee more privacy.

Although once inside, Donghyuck still doesn’t let go of your arm, which he is squeezing quite tightly.

“You’re hurting me,” you announce looking down at your arm.

“You said you would stop bothering my friend,” Donghyuck says, squeezing your arm even harder. “So why the hell did you give him that iron man? Huh?”

“You’re really hurting me,” you whine, finally getting his attention of what he was doing and it forces him to release his grip.

“I didn’t give it to him. I gave it to Karina to pass along to her boyfriend,” you explain while rubbing the arm that he was squeezing. “Plus I told her that I would stop meddling.”

“I just…” Donghyuck stops, searching for the correct words to use. “Worried…that you’d get hurt again.”

You stare into Donghyuck’s eyes for a few seconds before looking down at the arm that he squeezed. “Is this what people do when they’re worried?” you ask. “You yelled at me the minute you got here AND you didn’t even say you’re sorry for hurting me.”

You turn to walk out of the locker room, wanting to make a dramatic exit.

“SORRY,” Donghyuck yells, forcing you to stop walking and back up towards the boy.

“What did you say?” you ask. You knew what he said but you just wanted to hear him say it again.

“You heard me,” he sighs, not wanting to repeat it.

“I don’t think I did,” you insist.

Donghyuck thinks for a second, staring into your eyes. “I’m sorry.”

You look at him with a little smirk on your face, “I’m still not hearing you.”

“I’m sorry,” he repeats, in a meak tone.

“What was that?” you ask again, teasingly.

Donghyuck grabs the back of your head and pulls you close to him so he could whisper in your ear, “I am sorry.” He releases you and you pull away annoyed that he touched you again. “Are you happy?” 

You refuse to answer with words, you only smile which makes Donghyuck relieved, knowing what you are implying without using your words.

“Now that you have your answer,” you state. “I need to know something.”

“What?” he asks.

“About last night…”

Donghyuck is concerned about what you were going to ask, only because he isn’t sure if he is ready to be honest. Honest with himself more than anything. But before you have time to ask your question, Karina walks inside the locker room, eyeing the both of you up.

“Nevermind,” you sigh, exiting the locker room while you have the chance.

Donghyuck watches as you storm off, resisting the urge to chase after you.

𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝

𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗

𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 - 𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟷 - 𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟶 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟸

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷 : 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎

After the night you saw Yeji with her new boyfriend or whatever he is, you wait for the backlash of her telling Donghyuck the news. But it never comes. Donghyuck still is in and out of Yeji’s dorm. They actually seem to be together more often than before.

You sit in the cafeteria surrounded by your friends. They’re happily engaging in mindless jabber as you watch Donghyuck and Yeji acting like a happy couple sitting with his friends. It honestly makes your stomach churn.

“Can I ask you a question?” you interrupt your friend's mindless chatter. Intrigued, they all turn to listen to your impending question. “Ok, what if YangYang had a girlfriend and one of you saw his girlfriend with another man, would you tell him?”

“What’s wrong with you?” YangYang whines. “Jinxing me before I even get a girl.”

“Stop bitching,” you snap. “It’s a hypothetical question.”

“It’s hard to say,” Doyoung ponders, thoughtfully. 

“Right,” Kun agrees. “I mean it really wouldn’t be any of our business.”

“It’d be good if he’d listen but what if he doesn’t believe what we say,” Hendery adds.

“Or if he does listen and then they make up,” Doyoung says. “And then we’d be the asshole.”

“But I think this scenario is completely impossible,” Kun smirks. “YangYang will never land a girl, especially one that’s hot enough to cheat.”

“Shut the hell up.” YangYang snaps, throwing a plastic fork at his friend.

You trail behind your friends exiting your last class of the day. You are in your own little world, looking down at the ground and not listening to your friend’s conversation.

“What should we do tonight?” YangYang wonders, stretching his arms out above his head. 

Donghyuck steps out from the side, blocking the walkway so you and your friends can’t get around him. He doesn’t acknowledge your presence, instead, he turns to Doyoung and YangYang asking, “Can I borrow your friend for a little?”

“Yeah sure, take her,” Doyoung smiles, causing you to turn to glare at your friend, which appears to amuse him. “Just go with him, Y/N.”

YangYang leans in your direction and whispers, “have fun, BooBoo.”

You bite your lip while cocking your head in annoyance. Doyoung wraps his arm around YangYang, gently guiding him away from the two of you, “come on let’s go,” he orders.

You can’t believe your friends were so quick to abandon you the way they just had. You have to remind yourself that they really don’t understand the situation and if they had, you would like to think that this outcome would have been completely different. Although, you know for a fact that both of them were able to tell that you had no interest in going anywhere with Donghyuck, so why were they so quick to push for it? Nothing seems to make sense anymore.

“What do you want now?” you ask. “You’re interrupting my plans with my REAL friends.”

“I need your advice on Yeji,” he sighs, clearly hesitant. 

You look at him with wide eyes, surprised he came to you. Did Yeji finally fill him in on what she’s been doing behind his back? You don’t say anything but, you can feel how much he needs you and unfortunately, you aren’t going to let him down. You follow him out of the university and over to where his motorcycle is parked. You watch as he crawls onto his bike and without hesitation you get on the back, grabbing onto his waist. It feels good being this close to him again and you can no longer deny it.

He drives to the mall, finds a parking spot, and you both get off. You find it odd that he brought you here of all places to talk, especially about a subject so serious as Yeji cheating on him. But you don’t question him yet, instead, you follow him inside the department store, immediately walking to the perfume counter. 

“What do you need my advice on?” you finally ask, not being able to stand the suspense any longer.

Donghyuck looks at you for a few seconds before turning to look at the displays. “I need help picking out a gift for Yeji. She’s been so wonderful to me lately and I really want to show her my appreciation,” he explains.

“Why wouldn’t you have your friends help you with this?” you snap.

“Can’t you do something nice for me?” he smiles. “Please just help me, I’m awful with this stuff.”

“Why would you think that I’d want to fucking help with this?” you huff, instantly realizing how that statement must’ve sounded. “I mean why would you think that I know anything about perfume and shit?”

“Well, you always smell so good,” he smiles.

That comment is so hard for you to process. You want to be happy that he thinks you smell good but at the same time, you can’t forget he just wants his girlfriend to smell like you. You turn to look at the display, “fine,” you sigh. “Let’s just do this quickly 'cause I have other things to do.”

You pick up a bottle, attempting to hand it to him. “You can spray it on your wrist to smell it,” you explain. When he doesn’t take the bottle, you roll your left sleeve up and spray the perfume on your own wrist. “I like this one,” you say as you smell your wrist. “It smells nice.”

He grabs your arm, bending down to smell it too. “It does smell good,” he smiles at you.

You quickly pull your arm away from him, “what’s wrong with you? I said spray it on your wrist to smell it.”

“Geez, I don’t know why you’re so pissy today,” he huffs, grabbing the bottle from you. “I guess I’ll take this one.” He examines the perfume for a few seconds, then glances at you. “But Yeji doesn’t spray perfume on her wrist, I’m not sure if it will smell the same.”

“Where does she spray it?” you ask.

He doesn’t respond, he looks at you then back at the bottle of perfume in his hand, clearly contemplating his next move. He sprays the perfume onto your neck, leaning in to smell you. You freeze by his sudden action. Having his head this close to you, feeling his breath on your neck drives you insane and you hate it. You loathe how something so small can make your heart rate increase so much. 

He pulls away with a smile on his face, “Yeah this does smell great. This perfume is perfect.” You watch him, speechless, as he places the sample perfume back on the shelf and picks up one inside of a box. 

“Yea, you like the way it smells on someone else,” you huff. Without thinking you grab a different bottle of perfume and spray him with it. 

“What the hell, Y/N,” he gasps.

You move closer to him, “this one smells nice too.” you smile.

“You're unbelievable,” he scoffs with a stupid smile on his face.

Donghyuck pays for the perfume and the two of you walk out of the mall together, heading for where his motorcycle is parked. “Thank you so much for this,” he smiles. “This is a special gift. It’s actually for our third year anniversary. I’ve been saving up my money so I can get Yeji something really nice. I’ve been working for my dad every chance I have to earn extra cash…but it’s going to be so worth it. Because she treats me so well and takes such good care of me and I never get her anything this nice…Do you think she’s going to like it?”

You can’t take it any longer. You try so hard to keep your mouth shut, you don't want to be the one to have to tell him what was going on but you could feel the word vomit building up in the back of your throat. “She...,” you start, staring intently at the ground. “She likes someone else.”

“What?” Donghyuck asks as the smile drops from his face.

“I saw her getting into another man’s car,” you start.

He shakes his head in disbelief, “maybe he’s just a friend of hers.”

“A friend that also kisses her,” you sigh.

“What the fuck are you talking about?” he snaps. “Yeji would never do that to me.”

“Do you think I’m lying?” you ask, surprised that he doesn’t believe you.

“Yea, I do,” he states. “Show me some proof and then I’ll believe you.”

“My word alone isn’t enough for you?” you ask.

He stares at you for a few seconds, biting his lip out of irritation. “I see what’s going on here,” he says. “You can’t break up Jisung and Karina so now you’re trying to fuck up my relationship.”

“You’re talking out of your ass,” you scoff, hurt by his words.

“And to think, I thought you and I could be friends,” Donghyuck hisses.

“Fine,” you snap. “I’m sorry that I can’t be a good friend to you.”

“I’m done with you,” Donghyuck growls. “From this point on I want absolutely nothing to do with you. You are dead to me.”

Your face starts to get hot, and you can feel the tears forming in the corners of your eyes. You have so many things that you want to say but you don’t want him to see you cry. You shake your head in dismay, turning to walk out of the parking garage. You get a taxi home, racing to your dorm, slamming the door behind you. You are infuriated, enraged, and if you want to be completely honest with yourself, you are also slightly heartbroken. 

You throw your bag down onto the floor before taking a seat at your desk. How could he not believe you? You have absolutely no reason to lie to him, especially about something like this. How could he think this low of you?

You pull your phone out of your pocket, opening the camera roll. You push play on the last video that you recorded.

“Don’t you think you should give me something before going into your room?” Hyunseung asked.

“Ok fine,” Yeji nodded, leaning in to kiss his cheek. “Go home, now.”

The video ends. There it is, the proof Donghyuck was demanding. Why didn’t you just show him the video? You hit the share button and begin typing in ‘PAIN IN THE ASS’. When Donghyuck’s picture pops up, you stare for a few seconds, contemplating if you should hit send. You exhale slowly, disconcerted by the decision you already decided on. You hit delete and confirm the action, dropping your phone onto your desk.

𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝

𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗

@lostinneocity

𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 - 𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟸 - 𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟷 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚌𝚑.𝟷𝟹

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟸 : 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎…

Donghyuck and his friends hung around the classroom after their class was dismissed to finish the group assignment.

“Ugggghhhh,” Jeno grunts, leaning onto his books in front of him on the table. “I’m freakin exhausted.”

“I need a break,” Mark adds.

“Let’s get something to eat,” Chenle suggests.

Everyone perks up in excitement. “Yea let’s go,” Soojin nods as she packs up her stuff.

“Wait,” Jaemin says. “You can’t go, Hyuck. You gotta finish your part.”

“What?” he asks, turning to look at his friend.

“Don’t act like we don’t know…” Soojin smiles, looking past Donghyuck to make eyes with Jaemin. “...that tonight you’re going out to celebrate your anniversary with Yeji. Finish your part, no breaks for you.”

Everyone nods in agreement. 

“Can’t you do it for me?” Donghyuck begs Jeno.

“Nah,” Chenle interrupts. “We’re single and we're just being petty since we’re obviously envious of your amazing relationship.”

“Let’s go,” Mark yells standing up and rushing out of the classroom while the others follow.

Donghyuck watches as all of his abandon him, all of them except Jisung. 

“Aren’t you going to go with them?” Donghyuck asks.

“Nah, I’m not worn out yet,” Jisung sighs. “I figured I’d stay and help you.”

Donghyuck smiles at his friend before sitting up in his chair to get ready to focus on his work.

“So…did you get Yeji a present yet?” Jisung wonders, nonchalantly.

“Yeah of course I did,” Donghyuck smiles, proudly.

Jisung watches his friend for a moment, sighing before looking down at his book. “You two have been together for three years now, right?” he asks.

“Mhm,” Donghyuck nods, leaning back in his chair. “Wow, three years, who would have thought we’d make it this long?”

“Time really flies,” Jisung adds. “I know that you love her a lot.”

Donghyuck looks at his friend gravely, noticing that Jisung is acting a little out of character. He knew his friend for a long time and he was able to tell when he had something on his mind.

“And you and I have been friends for a very long time,” he adds, pausing for a moment before continuing. “I think I need to tell you something.”

Donghyuck raises an eyebrow, “what are you trying to say, Sung?”

Jisung leans back, avoiding eye contact with his friend, reasoning with himself in his mind. He picks his phone up, opens up the gallery, and hands it to his friend. “Here see for yourself,” he sighs, knowing he is about to crush his best friend.

Donghyuck pushes play and watches a recording of Yeji climbing into a white Mercedes and a handsome man bending over to kiss his beloved girlfriend before getting into the driver’s seat.

“The other night I took Karina to that new bar that just opened. My father texted me and asked me to call him because he had to talk to me about something really important so I went outside to talk in private, and that’s when I just happened to see them,” Jisung explains, placing a comforting hand onto his friend’s shoulder. 

Donghyuck thinks about how you tried to tell him the same thing but he refused to believe you. He instantly feels awful for the things that he called you. He realizes how unfairly he treated you and knows what he has to do. 

“I’m really sorry man,” Jisung sighs.

Donghyuck stands up, “I gotta go talk to her.”

“Yea, I’ll finish this,” Jisung nods. 

“Thank you,” he says, rushing out of the classroom. He heads straight to the dorm building where Yeji and you both live. As he walks down the hallway towards her room, all the excuses that she had used were running through his mind. All the times she had blown him off for ‘school work’. Was everything a lie? Did she love him at all?

He walks by your door, stopping in front. He knows he needs to talk to you too, he owes you an apology but he can’t deal with that now. Donghyuck shakes it off and continues walking to the next room, pausing to exhale slowly before entering.

He walks inside her dorm and it was completely dark. He walks towards the bed, taking his bag off of his shoulder and tossing it onto her desk chair. Donghyuck sighs, assuming she’s too busy with her other boyfriend to remember that today is their anniversary.

All of a sudden the twinkle lights around the room turn on, startling Donghyuck out of his deep thoughts. “Happy anniversary baby,” Yeji yells, running out of the kitchen. She is carrying a heart-shaped cake with a lit number three candle on top.

Donghyuck stares at her, showing little to no emotion. “Isn’t this just the cutest little cake, baby? I made it myself” she announces. “Blow out the candle.”

He bends over to blow out the candle still unable to speak. Yeji places the cake on her desk then turns back to look at him.

“Awwwww what’s with this face, Hyuckie,” she asks, lightly placing both of her hands on his cheeks. “You thought I forgot, didn’t you? I know I’ve been very busy lately but I could never forget our anniversary.”

He still isn’t able to find the right words to say. Looking at her in this moment makes it so hard to believe that she’s actually do something like that to him. “I love you, Hyuck,” she smiles, brightly.

He stares, fighting back the tears he can feel starting to form in his eyes. “Yeji,” he finally manages to get out. “I…”

“Yes, baby?” she continues smiling, eagerly waiting to hear what he had to say.

Donghyuck suddenly bends over, and grabs his bag off of the desk chair. “I have this,” he states, pulling out a white box with a pretty pink bow on top. “A gift for you, Yeji.”

“A gift for me?” she repeats, bouncing up and down in excitement. She removes the lid, exposing the perfume that you helped him pick out. “This is amazing. Thank you, babe,” she places the perfume onto the desk next to the cake that she made then runs to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. “Thank you so much, my boyfriend is the best.”

At that moment, he decides that tonight isn’t the right time to bring anything up. She clearly loves him and he still loves her. 

When it’s time for bed, Donghyuck goes out onto the balcony to get some fresh air. He knows he won’t be able to sleep, not with everything that is running through his head.

Yeji walks out, hugging him from behind, “aren’t you sleepy?” He turns to look at her as she grabs both of his hands. “I can’t believe it’s already been three years. Time really flies, doesn’t it?”

“Mhm,” Donghyuck responds, the only response he was able to say the entire evening.

“Thank you, Donghyuck,” she continues. “For taking such good care of me. I know I can be a handful at times. I’m so lucky that I have you.”

“Maybe actually…” he starts. “You’re unlucky…I come from a poor family, have no future, and no car. Someone else might be able to take better care of you.”

“Why are you saying this?” she pouts. “No one else would put up with me like you do.”

“Mhm,” he nods.

“Well, I’m going to try to get some sleep baby,” she says, kissing him on the cheek. “You should probably try to sleep soon too.”

“Mhm,” he responds again.

Yeji goes back inside, falling asleep instantly when she lays down on her bed. He stays on the balcony for a little longer before wandering back inside of her room. He sits on the sofa that she has made up for him to sleep on, watching as she sleeps peacefully. Her phone starts vibrating on the nightstand, catching his attention. He knows he shouldn’t but he can’t resist, he grabs her phone reading the incoming messages from ‘Seungie’. He is in total disbelief at what he is reading. He opens her phone and continues to read through their prior messages. He places her phone back onto the nightstand, stands up, and walks out of the dorm. Walking past your room, he pauses, lifting his hand up to knock on your door but stops himself. He turns, continuing to leave the building. 

Once outside thunder sounds out from above which means the rain would start in no time but he doesn’t notice nor care at this point. He finds himself leaning against a bridge railing as the rain drips over him, soaking his clothing.

Drenched, he raises his head seeing you standing in front of him, holding an umbrella. You move closer so he would also be under the protection of the umbrella, “When I got home from the laundromat I saw someone walking around in the hallway. I thought maybe that person would need his umbrella back.”

Donghyuck stares at the ground, holding back the tears. He looks at you through his eyelashes, “Jisung saw Yeji with another guy. He recorded it to show me. I should’ve believed you when you told me. I’m such an idiot.”

“Don’t worry about it,” you say. “I can’t really blame you for not believing me.” Donghyuck doesn’t speak, he stares at you with tear-filled eyes.

“Here’s your umbrella,” you say, handing it over so he can grab it. “Well, I’m gonna go home now.”

When you turn to leave, Donghyuck panics. He doesn’t want you to leave, he wants you to stay with him. He grabs your hand, pulling you back towards him. “Stay with me, please,” he begs. “I was going to confront Yeji with everything tonight but when I saw her smile and her acting like nothing happened. I was speechless. I couldn’t help but think that maybe I was the one to blame. I don’t do that much for her and I’m always busy. So I just chose to stay silent. But then she fell asleep and I saw the texts he’s been sending her. She tells him the same things that she tells me. I saw the photos they sent each other, some of those are on the bed where I sleep. The smile she gives me isn't mine anymore. She’s giving it to him now too…I don’t know why this hurts so much.”

Something snaps in your mind and you start thinking irrational. You lean in, pressing your lips against his for a few seconds before saying, “When you’re with me, don’t think about her.”

He stares into your eyes and slowly inches closer until your lips meet again.

𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟 | 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝

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Forbidden Feelings

paring: haechan x fem¡reader

synopsis: college student haechan who has a crush on his best friend mark lee’s sister. whom by the way is COMPLETELY off limits to his friends.

genre: smau

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Forbidden Feelings

paring: haechan x fem¡reader

synopsis: college student haechan who has a crush on his best friend mark lee’s sister. whom by the way is COMPLETELY off limits to his friends.

genre: smau

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Forbidden Feelings

paring: haechan x fem¡reader

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genre: smau

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Forbidden Feelings

paring: haechan x fem¡reader

synopsis: college student haechan who has a crush on his best friend mark lee’s sister. whom by the way is COMPLETELY off limits to his friends.

genre: smau

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Love on Me. [M]

Genre: Non Idol Au, Slice of Life, Romance, Smut

Warnings: SMUT, handjob, oral sex, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE A MINOR OMG 

Pairing: Member [Haechan] x Reader 

Word Count: 1.5k

Summary: You have to choose between fulfilling the needs of your lovable boyfriend or finishing your work for the day. 

A/N: I REALLY DON’T KNOW. Just something to pass the time. I needed to get this out of my system. 

You shuffle around the kitchen, purposely avoiding your boyfriend at all costs. You have a lot of work to get done before the midnight deadline and he is being particularly needy. Again.

You finish making your smoothie and start to twist the lid onto the bottle, when you feel soft but intentional hands wrap around your waist. Your shoulders rise and slowly descend as you sigh, but you made no attempt to move away.

“Baby, please. I just need twenty minutes.” Haechan softly pleads in your ear. “You haven’t paid attention to me all day. What am I supposed to do?”

You slide your body around so you are now facing Haechan. His hands are now on your lower back so you wrap your arms around his neck and gently run your fingers through the thick, brown locks of hair. Pools of hickory stare at you through half lidded eyes and you feel yourself begin to falter.

“Don’t make that face.” You say with a soft smile.

“You think you can deprive me of what I want and then give me orders?” Haechan smirks as his face slowly draws closer. Your heart leaps as he makes direct eye contact with you, before his eyes slowly close and you feel warm soft lips on your own. You kiss him back without any hesitation as the heat from his kiss sends all of your previous thoughts out of your head. He pulls you in closer as his arms wrap around your waist and you moan into the kiss before you pull yourself away.

“Babe, I have so much work that I need to get done.” You looked up into his eyes and instantly regretted it.

Haechan was gazing at you through hazed, half lidded eyes. He softly bit his plump bottom lip but said nothing. Instead, he let his hand enter your shirt and started to create circular motions with his fingers. He searched your eyes for a signal, but you kissed him before he could find it. His eager lips immediately mirrored your own, until he eventually pushed his tongue through, allowing himself to taste you in what seemed like eternity for him.

He pulls you back into him and you feel his warm cock against your core. That’s when you knew. He was going to win.

Haechan started to undress you, slowly. He grabbed the bottom of your shirt and began to pull it up, when you stopped him and broke the kiss.

He looked at you with his eyes full of sadness. They drooped and his eyebrows creased as he quietly whined. “Baby, no.” He shook his head and nuzzled into your neck. Soft kisses were showered onto your skin as Haechan frantically tried to gain the upperhand.

“Babe, I just want us to move to the bedroom, that’s all.” You managed to get out before a moan escaped.

“Let’s just do it here.” Haechan groaned, still fixated on your neck.

He never was the patient type.

“I was thinking I could do that thing that you like.” You whisper in his ear.

He groans and faces you again. “Don’t say things you don’t mean. It’s only going to make me more upset.” Haechan gives you a small pout but you take his hand and lead him to the bedroom.

As soon as you let go of Haechan’s hand, he begins to undress. You look back at him and giggle at his sense of urgency. You sit on the bed and pull your oversized shirt over your head and throw it over the edge of the bed.

Haechan speeds up his disrobing once he sees your bare chest and joins you on bed. You eyed his veiny, rock hard member as he laid down and waited for you.

You smiled at him and slowly started to rub his shaft. “I’m sorry for keeping you waiting. I promise I’ll make it better.” You tell him before giving a few kitten licks to the head.

“Baby, please don’t tease me. I want it so bad.” Haechan whined, as the bedsheets gathered in his fists.

You nodded and licked from the bottom of his shaft, all the way to the top and let a wad of spit fall into the head before taking his entire cock into your mouth.

“Oh shit!” He moaned and you felt his cock twitch inside your mouth. He slightly shook as you started to bob your head, ensuring you were sucking him off fully. You gagged when you reached the bottom of his shaft and used a hand to massage his balls as he started to moan from above you.

“Baby, that feels soooo fucking good.” Haechan panted as he watched you take his entire cock into your mouth over and over again. Once you felt Haechan had his fill, you sat up, grabbed a tube of lube from the night stand, and then poured some into your hand. You then motioned for Haechan to come to you.

He obeyed and sat in between your legs with his back to your chest. He wrapped an arm around one of your thighs and laid on your chest as you reached for his glistening member.

“Are you ready?” You ask him softly.

“Yes.” He whimpered softly.

You kiss the outer shell of Haechan’s ear as you begin to stroke his wet and hard cock. You hear his breath get caught in his chest as his cock twitched in your hands. You smeared the lube all over the surface of his shaft as Haechan quietly cursed underneath his breath.

“Does it feel good, baby?” You quietly spoke into his ear as the sound of his ragged breathing grew louder.

“Yes, it feels really good, baby.” Haechan huffed. “Please don’t stop.”

“Oh, of course not. I know you want me to milk you until you cum.” You now started to pump his cock a little faster and he whimpered in response. His arm tightened around your thigh as his stomach slightly caved in, the pleasure too immense for him to withstand. You giggled in his ear and gently massaged his tip, the lube aiding you and causing your thumb to freely glide over it.  

“Fuck, I’m so close.” Haechan softly whimpered. “Baby, I’m gonna cum, oh my God...”

“So soon, baby?” You seductively ask in his ear as you reverted back to milking his hard member once again. “You can do better than this.”

Haechan loved this. He loved your voice in his ear, talking him through the obscene motions. He loved the feeling of you controlling his release. You didn’t do it often because he was still too shy to ask you but he would immediately follow your lead if you offered.

“Your hands are so soft and warm.” Haechan groans, bringing a finger to his mouth. He barely bites his pointer finger, when he quietly moans with a following tremble. The sound of wet skin continued to fill the room as you played with his shaft.

“Do you think you can last a little longer for me? I was thinking maybe I could put my finger-” But you never finished. 

Haechan lost it. His hips jerked up, as he groaned and fluttered his eyes closed. “Fuckkkkkk.” His hips rolled as you felt liquid land on your hand. “Ahh.” Haechan panted as more spurts of cum left him. Once he was done, he made no attempt to move away from you. His chest rose and fell as he tried to gather energy, so you softly removed yourself from behind him so you could walk to the bathroom and wash your hands.

And for the first time that night, he let you leave his side.

He was satisfied.

You were rinsing your hands when Haechan appeared behind you, still naked. He looked shy and embarrassed and you couldn’t help but giggle at how cute he was.

“I wanted to say thank you.” He kissed you on the cheek and hugged you tightly. “I know I can be a pain but I just- I just really like it when we…” He trailed off.

You wiped your hands on a towel and nodded. “I know, baby.”

Haechan smiles at you and rubs your bare ass. He bit his lip and shook his head but said nothing.

“What?” You asked him, unsure of what he could possibly want.

“Will you please come back to bed?” He finally asks.

Oh, brother.

Love on Me. [M]

Genre: Non Idol Au, Slice of Life, Romance, Smut

Warnings: SMUT, handjob, oral sex, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE A MINOR OMG 

Pairing: Member [Haechan] x Reader 

Word Count: 1.5k

Summary: You have to choose between fulfilling the needs of your lovable boyfriend or finishing your work for the day. 

A/N: I REALLY DON’T KNOW. Just something to pass the time. I needed to get this out of my system. 

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What’s Gonna Work? Teamwork!

Just a little Haechan drabble. 

Haechan x Reader (afab) try their hand at parenting.

Warnings: Foul language, sexual innuendos, kinda cringy

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Have kids, they said, it’ll be fun they said. 

That statement could NOT be further from the truth.

Unfortunately for you, your past twenty four hours were quite the opposite. In no way would you describe your experience as ‘fun’.  

First, you need to find the right person to start a family with. You’ll want to make sure you have similar parenting styles, that they’re going to help out with raising the children and any housework.

You’ll want to make sure time is made for the two of you as a couple and individual people.

Sure, starting a family is a lovely idea, but there’s so many struggles to take into consideration that no one can prepare you for. The constant waking up through the night, the cries, oh the cries, there’s a cry for everything. You might as well spin-the-wheel to figure out what’s wrong. You won’t know right away. The toll it has on you, never getting enough sleep, not having time to do anything. 

All that can be done, is your best.

You could hear the cries starting, the whining, the calm before the storm. Your day begins. 

“Y/N, get the baby, it’s your turn,” your partner whined. 

It always felt like it was your turn, never a moment of peace. You just groaned in response. Although you were not quick enough for your partner’s liking. He started nudging you, irritating your last nerve in the process.

“Haechan, if you don’t knock it off right now I will NOT hesitate to kill you where you lie.”

“You’ll kill the father of our child? Do you know how much trauma that will cause our baby?”

“The more you speak the closer you get to your own death.”

“Good luck affording therapy on one income.”

It was time to accept your fate and tend to the now screaming child. There was no way you were letting Haechan off the hook this easily. He helped make this mess, he could help take care of it.

“Haechan, get up, it’s eight in the morning.” 

You tore the blanket off him in hopes the shock from the cool morning air would shock him awake and into getting up for the day. It was like you were taking care of two children at this point. The only upside of Haechan was that he could feed himself… for the most part. You’re pretty sure his roommate Doyoung took care of most of that. You weren’t too convinced Haechan even knew what a grocery list was. What did I get myself into? Was your new personal mantra. 

“Fine. I’m getting up. You’re so demanding.”

“There are no words to describe how badly you piss me off!”

Haechan sat on the edge of the bed, his hand over his chest in utter shock. “How dare you speak to me like that in front of our child.” Haechan grabbed the baby from your arms and started to coo, trying to calm the baby down. “Don’t worry, your mama doesn’t mean it. This is just a bump in our relationship. We’ll work through it.” 

You tried to keep your composure, how you managed to end up in this position is a mystery to everyone, yourself included.

“Haechan, you’re ridiculous, you know that, right?”

“And I’m all yours, baby!” 

Oh, how lucky you are. You left Haechan with the mess you two created to help yourself to a cup of coffee. It may have only been eight in the morning but you one hundred percent needed something stronger.

Sure, you knew Haechan had a roommate, but he was the last person you were expecting to see so early in the morning. 

“Oh, I’m sorry, did the crying keep you awake?”

“The baby’s crying? No.” You let out a sigh of relief. This was a new experience for you, you would have felt awful for keeping Doyoung awake all night. “Your crying on the other hand was atrocious.” 

“I’m sorry, I’ve been really tired lately.” 

You could not have been more embarrassed. You’ve just met this man, and he’s had to deal with you and Haechan constantly bickering. This man was possibly the most gorgeous man to walk on the planet and he has just seen you fresh out of bed, more exhausted than you thought was humanly possible and in the ugliest pajamas you own. 

“If anything, I feel bad for you, Haechan can be quite a handful.”  Doyoung turned around and started fiddling with something at the counter top. You weren’t quite sure what, you were too busy admiring him. He was tall, had the sexiest groggy morning voice and just the most beautiful smile you have ever seen. “Thirsty?” Crap, how did he know? “Coffee?” 

“Oh yea, coffee would be great,” you giggled. You must have been making a wonderful impression on this man. 

“Cute pajamas by the way,” Doyoung teased. How did he know to make you so flustered? It was too early in the morning to deal with this. 

“Oh yea, we’ve got a baby upstairs. I didn’t want to turn Haechan on too much.”

Doyoung gave you the cutest smirk, he enjoys your jokes. Perfect. Doyoung gently placed his palm on the side of your face.

“Darling, you’re more than just your beauty.”

You sighed in frustration, whether the frustration was from Doyoung being so flirty or having to deal with the situation you and Haechan were in, you weren’t too sure. “Why couldn’t you be in Haechan’s shoes right now?”

“Because sweetheart.” Doyoung brought his mouth to your ear, his breath sending shivers down your spine. “I wear a bigger shoe size than he does, and you know what they say about big feet? Think you can handle that?”

Your fantasy of Doyoung sweeping you off your feet and running away with him was interrupted with a loud, “EXCUSE ME?” Haechan, right, you forgot about him. “Doyoung keep your filthy hands off my woman! Do you have no respect? She is the mother of my child! And in our shared kitchen of all places! How long has this been going on?”

Doyoung pulled away from you and grabbed his phone off the kitchen counter.

“Put your info in, y/n, when I find out you finally ditched Haechan’s sorry ass, I’ll give you a call.”

Inhale, exhale. It’ll all be over before you know it.

Doyoung left you two alone in the kitchen, he knew you were about to tear a strip off of Haechan and figured he’d better back off. The living room would suffice, he obviously wanted to eavesdrop. 

“Haechan, you realize it’s a fucking doll right,” you snapped. “You are having way too much fun with this!” 

Haechan gasped, clutching the doll closer to himself. “She doesn’t mean that, robot baby.”

“I better get a good grade on this assignment,” you muttered more so to yourself.

“Do you want me to send you Doyoung’s number?”

“Do you want me to send you Doyoung’s number?” you mocked. “What do you think? Obviously! You dipshit.”

NCT U COMING HOME TEASER CLIP

cuddlebugs :)

NCT Dream when you accidentally burn yourself but you two are not talking to each other. 

Mark Lee

Mark hears a loud scream and the pot falling down. As he reached the kitchen, he sees you teary-eyed with your hands red. He approaches you and you flinched at his presence. But he only gave you a small smile, grabbing your wrist and bringing you to his room, Mark grabs his burnt ointment from his drawer, approaches you and gently treats it. You watched as he gently taps the ointment to your burn and after that, he only gave you a nod, telling you to be careful next time. 

Huang Renjun

Renjun finds you screaming strings of curses in the kitchen with the pot on floor. He lets out a sigh, telling you to get out of the kitchen, and take care of your wound. You told him that you need to cook, given that it was the start of your argument with him, (who's going to cook) but he insisted that you need a time out. And before you could argue, Renjun drags you to the living room, grabs the ointment and then started tending it, you only became quiet and as Renjun finished, he looks at you gently, apologizing that you ended up hurting yourself. 

Lee Jeno

The good thing was that, Jeno was in the kitchen when you accidentally touched the pot without a hand mitten. Jeno was quick to approached you, grabbing your wrist and running it through the tap water. He tells you to stay put and even though you two are in a silent treatment after an argument, you followed his instructions. Jeno returns with an ointment, immediately tending it. You watched as he gently massaged your burn and as he finishes it, Jeno kisses your burn and then looks at you, "I'm sorry, because of me, you got hurt." 

Lee Donghyuck

Haechan finds you in the kitchen running your hands on the tap water, he approaches you and sees that your hands were burning red. He started nagging you, telling you that you're not being careful and what will happen to you if you're not being careful. His words went on until you burst and started arguing with him as if you two didn't argued earlier. Haechan gave up first, leaves you and when you thought that he left you alone, he returns, slamming the burn ointment on the kitchen counter. 

Na Jaemin

Jaemin only realized that you burn yourself when you're trying to find the ointment while searching it with only one hand. He grabs your wrist and saw how huge the burn was, he made you sit on the couch and found the ointment all by himself. As he returns, he tends your wound but he started nagging you, telling you that you're not being careful and what will happen if things got worst. Overwhelmed by everything, you couldn't help but to cry, making your boyfriend stop, pulling you to a hug and apologizing for nagging you and having an argument with you earlier. 

Zhong Chenle

"Look at you, you can't do a thing without me," Chenle teases sassily. You know that you two are having a silent treatment because of an argument earlier, but you accidentally burn your hand when the pot holder broke. Now Chenle's tending your burn and he's been teasing you nonstop ever since you two started. "If you're just going to tease me, I'm fine tending my own wound," you said snatching your hand away. "No! no, I'm sorry, come on now, I'll shut up now," Chenle apologizes, grabbing your hands again. 

Park Jisung

You were in daze because of an argument with your boyfriend earlier that you didn't realized that you touched the holder without any mittens. You let out a sharp hiss but it was enough to alert Jisung. Your boyfriend went to the kitchen and finds you holding your burnt hand. As he approaches you, he stood there awkwardly, not knowing what to do given that you are two are not talking to each other. He wanted to ask if you're okay but his tongue is holding him back. You two had a small staring contest before he give up, grabs you and then drags you to his room so that he can tend your wound. 

when is it my turn to be happy 😔

Say it again.

pairing: boyfriend!hyuck x reader

genre: fluff, established relationship!AU, slight roadtrip!AU

warnings: is mentions of being pushed into the sea a warning also this is super cheesy idk

word count: 1k words

a/n: monch cronch im in love with black hair hyuck

networks/taglist: @neoturtles @knet-bakery @kflixnet @nct-writers @k-radio + @soobin-chois @markhyuckselca @jaehunnyy <3

Donghyuck is no gentleman, is what you've learned from dating him for 2 years. At least, not to other people. 

Mark Lee says he has too much of a soft spot for you, his teasing remarks are never as harsh as it is to his other friends, and he's much more loving. 

'Then go date him,' is all you had to say to Mark, with Donghyuck giggling at the thought of dating Mark a moment later. However, you think he is right. 

You've been dating for 2 years already, and not once have you told him you love him. Of course, you do love him. With your whole heart, but it's a little hard for you to express it through words. Donghyuck had first told you by the first 6 months of your relationship, and clarified that it was okay if you didn't say it back. 

It's been a year since then, and you wonder how he's been able to keep himself back from asking you every time you kiss his cheek or nod instead of saying it back. 

As you said, Lee Donghyuck is no gentleman to others, but to you, he is the gentlest. 

Hence why he spent over 2 weeks planning this trip, the current one you're on, a little trip to the beach, after seeing how incredibly stressed you've been due to midterms. 

And now here you sit, in his trunk, watching as he picks up shells from the bay. You went on over and decided to chill in the warm heater of the car after being pushed into the water by none other than your lover. You were going to scold him, if it weren't for his giggles and cheek kisses. They make you incredibly soft. 

This whole trip has you in a daze, unable to fully grasp the fact that Donghyuck really took his time to arrange all this. Your heart swirls and your insides feel too fuzzy for you to dislike it. 

The sensations grow stronger when Donghyuck comes running back to the car with a grin, his palms all full with pretty shells. 

"Hi baby, you doing okay here?" 

You can't help but grin back, nodding. "It's warm, I like it."

He plants his lips on yours momentarily, and mumbles, "Good to know," 

Donghyuck then drops all the shells in his hands, dusting all the sand off his fingertips. "Planning on giving the guys some shells, Chenle would go crazy for these things." 

A smile curls at your lips, knowing that Chenle would indeed go crazy for shells. You don't know why though. 

"Of course, you get most of them. All the pretty ones," 

If it were even possible, your smile stretches wider, reaching your ears, and you tighten the towel around you as if it would ground you from the amount of love you feel towards Donghyuck. 

And then it hits you. The urge to say the 3 words. It's so easy, it's perfect, you feel it completely towards Donghyuck, even if he's just tossing shells into a container. 

"I love you," It slips out without you knowing, oh so naturally, and you feel complete satisfaction when you say it. Why have you never done it before? 

Donghyuck doesn't seem to notice at first, as it came out as a quiet mumble. He does realize you've said something a moment later, turning to you. "Hmm, what was that baby? I didn't catch that,"

Your heart thumps, but it's not out of nervousness, it's excitement, it's pure happiness, it's love. Your lips part, and the words slip out once again, so naturally, and it feels 10 times better than before. "I love you,"

Donghyuck stops completely in his tracks, eyes widening and lips gaped. "W-what?"

"I love you."

Donghyuck scrambles next to you, his hands trembling as he takes yours in them. His touch is soft, softer than usual, intertwining them in a lock. "You love me?"

"I love you, goddamn it!" 

A smile finally lifts his lips up, his grin brighter than ever. His eyes glisten, and you're not sure if it's because of his happiness, or the glistening of the bright sun in his eyes, or tears. You want to believe he’s just feeling happy, you wouldn’t want him to cry.

It’s a little bit too late for you to be wishing that, as he sniffles with a laugh, dragging you into his embrace as he attacks your cheeks, your nose, chin, eyelids, every inch of your skin with kisses and much love. 

His hands leave yours as you try to push him away with laughs, instead clasping at your cheeks, as he leaves a long kiss on your forehead. He pulls away, alas, but you’re sure he’s not finished. Donghyuck has tears glistening on his cheeks, but they’re far from sorrow, they’re signs of love, adoration and utmost care. 

He sighs, almost dreamily, as you softly wipe his tears away. 

“Say it again,” He murmurs into your palm. 

“I love you,” You repeat. 

“Again?”

“I love you,”

“Again.”

“Lee Donghyuck, I love you! How many times must I say it before you believe me?”

This loving smile quirks up into a playful smirk, as he taps a finger to his chin to feign contemplation. “A thousand.” 

Donghyuck grows confused when you pull away from his hug, watching as you hop back into your seat in his car trunk. A knowing grin creeps on his lips when you get comfortable, and pull out your fingers. 

“I love you, I love you, I love you, I love Lee Donghyuck, I love Donghyuck Lee, I love Peter Lee, I love my loving boyfriend whom I love–”

“Alright! I get it, you love me!” His playful and teasing tone is back, and his gaze has a hint of mischief as well, as he climbs next to you.

Instantly, he brings you into his embrace, planting a kiss on your lips, laughing at the light taste of sea salt and sand. There’s a silence between you too, ever so peaceful, as you listen to only Donghyuck’s heartbeat, and the swaying of the sea. 

Your lover breaks the silence not long after that, looking down at you, causing you to automatically look up at him.

“Say it one more time?”

“I love you, Lee Donghyuck,”

FInally, a sense of peace and assurance waves over him after minutes of disbelief. You can sense this, you can almost physically see it as he shuts his eyes as if to savor the moment. 

His fingers dance with yours in a lock, “I love you more.”

Lowkey I want to start a book on Wattpad with stoners/ losers nct like sperate books each and maybe even a series becuase one shots aren’t enough to express my love for stoners In nct. Like imagine Haechan as your plug/ bestfriend who goes out of town and you meet mark after running low on weed and attending college you ask around to your friends and boom new plug but the catch is that they both want your attention….

LIKE OMFGGG