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; I FINALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO W MY LEGS WHEN I'M LYING DOWN HAVAUAVSG ??!
; it's heavy, tight, doesn't mess up the sheets, I can itch my feet without moving and messing up how I'm lying down, I scare anyone who looks at how I sleep, it's enough sensory input that I can focus on it && ignore everything else, but not too much that it's overwhelming, I can fidget for extra stimulation. HAH. I'm so smart I love myself
hey lovelies! i've been in spain lately and totally fell into a creative rabbit hole while soaking in the vibes here. 😅 i know i haven't posted since last month, but I'm thinking about revamping the whole blog theme, so stay tuned for some fresh content coming soon! Thanks for sticking around 💕
You know if kurro got braces Kenma would never let him hear the end of it.
Lol any ways I'm not dead just focused on school and art 🎨. I also have gained some new fandoms so if your good with my content already you might like what else I'll post for those. Any way, I have no idea what else to say, feel free to comment. Signing off bye now!
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hello!! welcome to my blog!! this is a little writing/art blog that i’ve decided to also use as a diary!! my DMs are always open and i have to request that you don’t ask me for donations. i can’t help you, and you should go to people who can.
i’m pretty forgetful and i procrastinate a lot, so i’ll write or draw when it comes to me. school and my band comes first, though, as of recently, i’m not for sure if the lead singer will stay with us. the band is falling apart right now and if things don’t work out i’ll probably have to start figuring out how to sing on top of guitar, so i might be extremely busy.
my name is vega, but vegas or las vegas is fine too!! i’m a genderqueer person and i’m honestly unsure of how to define my sexuality right now, whether i should call myself a lesbian or gynosexual. my mbti is INFP (mediator), and my time zone is GMT-5.
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26 March 2021-Life Updates
Sooo...it’s been over a month since I last made a personal post on here. So, here are some life updates:
1. I have been very (extremely) inconsistent with both working out and maintaining a healthier diet. This year has really been kicking my ass. There is so much I have to do in preparation for the end of this semester. I know that is not an excuse, but I really don’t have any other reason to explain me slacking. I’m just so tired all the time. No matter when I go to bed and how much sleep I get, I still feel exhausted. I’m so stressed and burnt out at this point, but I can’t stop yet. I still have like 5 more weeks. But, those 5 weeks seem so far away.
2. I’ve been actively planning my future. Anything to keep me going and to give me something to look forward to. I’ve been applying to jobs. I, recently, started budgeting and keeping better track of how much I spend each month. I made a list of places I would love to visit one day. I made another list consisting of things I want to try (pole dancing sounds especially fun). I even made a list of books I want to read within these next few months.
3. I’ve been working on putting myself first. I’ve been, slowly, setting better boundaries with people and being more mindful about my own time and needs. I definitely worry so much (too much) about other people and what they think of me. I’m constantly worried about losing people. I’m always afraid that the people I love are going to get sick of me one day and realize they don’t want to be in my life anymore and no longer want me in theirs. It’s happened before, not even once or twice...I work so hard to make sure I don’t do anything that upsets people. I have realized that I, often, go out of my way to make others happy at the expense of my own happiness. I give so much grace to to people who would, no doubt, drop me the moment I make 1 mistake. And...I’m not saying you shouldn’t drop people. If that’s what brings you peace, definitely set those boundaries with those who are draining you and are toxic for you. What I mean is that I find myself letting people get away with talking to me and treating me in ways that they, themselves, would not tolerate. So...why on earth am I tolerating it, you know? Why can’t I set boundaries with people too? Why do I always have to feel guilty for putting myself first for once? I shouldn’t feel guilty for putting myself first and neither should any of you.
Anyway, this is just me rambling. Today, I cleaned out my fridge and went through my cupboards. I’m going to go grocery shopping tomorrow. I plan on buying actual food. Not just quick snacks I can take with me on the go. My goal is to cook an actual meal tomorrow night. I think I’m also going to find time to do a light workout or even just go for a walk. I really want to start feeling like myself again.