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one of the most tragic things about maedhros to me is that the times when he tries to act in a way that feanor wouldn't, when he tries to be something beyond the son burning even brighter than his father, are also the times he fails the most thoroughly, like - the attempt to negotiate with morgoth even if only as a ploy, the union of all elves at the nirnaeth, etc. fate awaited him with fell purpose indeed.

A Little Self-Destructive

Emotions here,

Emotions there. 

This shit is freaking everywhere. 

Anger, 

Contentedness, 

Annoyance. 

Oh, 

And a little bit of despair. 

Sometimes I can’t feel, 

And sometimes I vividly do. 

Far too strongly,

It’s overpowering.  

Are you like me too? 

I don’t really know, 

What or how to think. 

About all this. 

My feelings, 

Lead to hurting others. 

So I’d prefer to not feel. 

The raging hatred, 

Void-like emptiness. 

That rapidly gains depth. 

Eating myself alive. 

I’ve lost control, 

Many times. 

But here’s where I draw the line. 

Self-destruction?

To me, 

That’s fine. 

Hurting others?

Well let’s say, 

I would rather die. 

- (d.n.k) 

im back.... ig??? :]

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