Priorities. - Tumblr Posts

slaying dudes before sending nudes.

Me: has a chess competition tomorrow

Also me: spends the whole day, not playing chess, not studying, not even relaxing. But spending 8 fucking hours in a single drawing

My brain honestly needs to learn how to prioritize it’s actions better. If I sing while I’m driving 100% of my brain power goes to singing and driving is just left up to muscle memory. Like I know this song is a bop but we should probably use at least 10% of our focus on trying not to crash the damn car.

Remember how I said I was hyperfixating on lava lamps? Well...

I may or may not have ordered this sweet new galaxy-themed glitter lamp as a reward for cleaning my room. It's hard to see with this lighting, but the base and cap have galaxy print on them. It's awesome. I love it.

My one dog, Timmy, is a bit confused by the glitter, though. He saw the reflections on the wall, and he stared at them for about ten seconds because he had no idea what they were. He's a silly old man. I love him. :)

A Little Self-Destructive

Emotions here,

Emotions there. 

This shit is freaking everywhere. 

Anger, 

Contentedness, 

Annoyance. 

Oh, 

And a little bit of despair. 

Sometimes I can’t feel, 

And sometimes I vividly do. 

Far too strongly,

It’s overpowering.  

Are you like me too? 

I don’t really know, 

What or how to think. 

About all this. 

My feelings, 

Lead to hurting others. 

So I’d prefer to not feel. 

The raging hatred, 

Void-like emptiness. 

That rapidly gains depth. 

Eating myself alive. 

I’ve lost control, 

Many times. 

But here’s where I draw the line. 

Self-destruction?

To me, 

That’s fine. 

Hurting others?

Well let’s say, 

I would rather die. 

- (d.n.k) 

Greed

I want it all, 

Everything. 

From my cage in hell to your cage in the heavens. 

I want you. 

But you are kept away. 

Our chaotic love, 

Will not be kept at bay. 

They will bow before us,

Or heads will roll. 

Murder,

For my darling, 

Isn’t that steep of a toll. 

I cannot die, 

For I do not have that privilege. 

I desire you more than death. 

More than all the world’s riches. 

More than fame. 

Because you, 

My love, 

Are my everything. 

- (d.n.k) 

Pride Greed Envy Wrath Lust Gluttony Sloth

"It feels wrong to steal a zombie's clothes"

-Jacksepticeye

"I'm wearing a zombie's underwear"

-Callmekevin

Laura arrives

Reasons Why You Need a Fast (Not what you think)

So, for about a few weeks, I’ve been silent on Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram, and even put my blog and podcast, on hiatus mode because I wanted to figure out where the hell to go, and what better way to grow.

I made one post, and even added tags just to see what they will do, and I figured out (last minute) that tags help bring attention to the posts on my blog. I should have known to use tags in the past, but now that I know, I will make sure to use tags.

But that’s not point lol.

The point is I needed a break from social media, blog, and podcast because it frustrated me that I wasn’t clear with what I wanted to present. And I felt like I was dull and stale. I’m always about fun and excitement, but I feel like I failed to do that. So my biggest priority is to work on my book while on hiatus.

Suddenly, I had an epiphany. I spoke to my friend about what I’m currently doing, and where I wanted to go, and I said out loud, “I’m great. I know I’m good at what I do.” Mind you, my confidence is so low, to find it you need a map. A huge one. And to say that I’m great OUT LOUD, I was shocked. I’ve realized that my confidence found me.

Just to end this on a good note, I know that I’m starting to understand and acknowledge myself more during my fasting from social media and blogging. And I also learned that I need to look up to someone that’s working on having a better life, and looking at their progress because it shows me that if they can do it, so can I.

Priorities. (Source: Spider-Man and the X-Men Vol. 1, #2)

Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.

(via hplyrikz)

IM BAAAAaaaaAAAAAaaAaAAaACKKKKK!!

What’s the first thing you think about when you hear the word “balance?”

Do you imagine a gymnast on a balance beam, a circus performer walking a tightrope, or riding a bike for the first time?? Or maybe it is all the things you are trying to 'balance' in your life! Isaiah 40:12 says the Lord weighed the mountains…and kept all those in balance! For us often, it’s not that easy!

Now we are by no means God, but many of us are constantly struggling to balance the commitments we take on. In doing so it is easy to feel stretched to the limit, overwhelmed and out of sync with the rhythm of life.

Jesus knew this about us when He said, “If then you cannot do even a very little thing, why are you anxious about other matters?” God will take care of us no matter what comes into our lives. When we feel frazzled and seem to be running in all directions, God is there to be our guide and “balance keeper.”

Whether you work at home or in the corporate world, you may be challenged with finding balance in your life and quickly get disillusioned in today’s fast-paced society trying to accomplish all the things that we feel required to do. It is easy to catch the 'Martha Servant Of Many' syndrome buzzing around doing good works, but consider the balance of Mary sitting at Jesus’ feet (Luke 10:38-42). The only way we can choose the best in all things is to remain in Him. We don’t have any excuse not to do so, especially if we realize that our priority and calling is to honor Him as our Savior and Lord in everything.

Choose this day and your will to approach your Heavenly Father in submission to His wise will and honor Him in all you do, and when you do, the balance will come! Remember He is your all sufficient Lord, El Shaddai, and when you put Him first and not the juggling act, He will help you keep a perfect balance of bountifulness in your life.

God Bless Your Day Jesus Loves You NotesOnLife.org

Jesus rose up early before all the distractions of the noisy world not just to pray a simple short prayer to cross it off His list, but enjoyed a two-way conversation with His Father. Can you imagine how wonderful those conversations had to have been?!?

Prayer for Jesus was His number one priority, because His mission on earth depended upon His Father’s divine revelations and direction to His Son. Jesus never ever acted upon anything of importance without praying first to God and this is why we are need to follow His example.

You see, we are not to determine the agenda of our daily lives, God is. Our world is full of many needs, and we are to help meet those needs by doing whatever God directs us to do. Prayer allows us to hear God speak to us and to discern His will for us. Prayers help us to divert our attention away from this world which is becoming more chaotic every day and to focus on our Father in heaven.

Friend, ask yourself; -How do I begin each day? -Do I start my day with prayer, or am I too easily distracted with my day’s agenda?”

If you haven’t made prayer your first priority each morning and throughout your waking hours, start spending your time in prayer first thing every day. When you do you will discover the closest relationship with the very best friend you can have who will guide and direct your life ach day in the perfect direction.

God Bless Your Day Jesus Loves You NotesOnLife.org

Ugh is it bad that I want to reinstall sims 3 just for super cute pets and house boats?

NO ONE SPEAK TO ME

I'm thinking about blond Jun