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Rule #21: Momento Mori - Fish in a Birdcage
"Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust. Filling up my coffee cup. one way to shake me up. I never want to sleep. Oh, I won't forget, momento mori leaves a debt. You haven't paid it yet. I never wanted to sleep."
it’s been an hour, i’ve teared up 3 times already it’s gonna be a long night
“idk what it is about portuguese, they just make editors” -Annus 2020
9 days left...
Momento Mori
It's over.....
Masks Off Quickly doodled how I’d imagine the Nurse and Huntress to look like with their masks off haha
This is the last thing you’ll ever see. In a flash everything goes dark and you’re halfway down his gullet before you realize what’s going on. You were in a serious relationship, moving up at work and even settled your student debt. Funny how life works. You work your tail off for a decade and when you finally have things pretty good you wind up some guy’s lunch.
He didn’t like it, but he refused to show it. Despite trying his very hardest the last 4 years it ultimately didn’t matter, ‘cause there he was, sliding into the star freshman. He couldn’t really complain too much, for he had been on the other end of this not too long ago. Easily two dozen or so former players had ended their high school careers in his intestines, so it was only fair he’d have the same fate. Still a bit bittersweet, though. I’ll never understand why he went through with it. I mean he could’ve easily flipped the table and even have a fighting chance of taking on the team, but he didn’t. He dearly wanted to live, but to him there was something with more value than life: honor. I’ll never begin to comprehend his decision, but a part of me has to respect the guy.
Sending out final texts, knowing full well that he’s not gonna leave this hotel room outside his boyfriend’s gut
You can see clearly in his face that he knows exactly where he’s going. He’s been practicing for years, but unfortunately for him all that does for him now is confirm for him where he’s gonna land: straight in his rival’s gullet.
We were here, and while I dont remember when I came here, that does not negate the moments I had the blessing of sharing with Mark and Ethen, and all of you!
Thank you for existing with me, thank you for sharing your final moments together with us.
Momento Mori, Remember Death
Unus Annus
So, Unus and Annus are reaching the last hour of existence, and they said that if we want, we could write our last words to them and our aspirations, and.... I wanna do it
I'm taking this stupidly seriously but this, this channel became important to me, it made me expand my thoughts on what I thought death was to me and what my life is to me
But here we go
I haven't been here for the beginning, I didnt watch every video and I never bought merch, but regardless this channel and these videos worked there way into my thoughts, and this livestream made me stupid sentimental. My internet currently is shitting itself and I might not see the end properly, but that's ok.
Death to me, is the end
That's it, I dont know if there is an after and I dont care, I dont fear the emotions and pain I might feel facing my demise but I do fear one thing. I fear of what my death will do to the world i leave behind.
Will it change? Will it mourn? Will it rejoice??? Or will absolutely nothing happen, and time keeps moving forward as it does. More importantly however, how would the people I love remember me? After death I will be gone and over, there wont be anything left of me besides the legacy I have left and the memory people hold of me, so I cant help but think of the only thing I CAN think of involving my demise. But this is egotistical of me is it not? Death is normal, and I am not special for thinking this way, I am going to die and so will you guys. But in all honesty I cannot think of any other way to perceive my death, I cannot for the life of me think of anything else to say about it.
That's also ok, I'm alive
I'll never understand my death as long as I live.
But I obsess so much, about what will happen after I die, but I try not to think about what will happen as I continue to live.
I am young, and I am childish, I am naive and I am hopeful.
I only really truly desire one thing in my life more than anything, even if it may change over time.
I want to make a story I love, and characters whom can share my thoughts and feelings, in their own unique experiences, and become their own people from them as well. I want to create art that would do them justice and I want to love it so, so, so much
I know I dont draw as much as want, I should not force myself to per say, but I find it difficult to find motive to.
At this moment that is my only goal in my life, I just want to love what I create
I will one day
Even if I may die before I create such a story, I will love my art, I do love it now
I love it because I CREATED it
I made it, I birthed something simply because I wanted to, because its fun
And I really, really wish I could see that everyday.
But I do not, and that's ok, that's ok
Its ok
This channel taught me to, learn what it is that I value about my life and my death, and because I overthink MANY things this was not always a good thing lol
It will die soon, and that's ok
But that does not mean I will not feel, grief
No matter how much or little that grief may be.
So what shall I do? When it does? When it dies 20 minutes from now as I'm writing this?
Well I'll cry
I'll cry, and cry and cry
Because it is what I can do
.
I don't know what my life will be like, I cant find the words to describe what I think of it as, as of writing this at least.
But
But I
I want to live
I AM living
I AM ALIVE
and I'm so glad that I am, I used to think living was a burden, I used to hate that fact
But I'm still here, I'm still breathing and I'm so
I'm so relieved, that I chose to stay alive.
And I hope that those who are reading this feel that too, maybe not today or tomorrow, but soon.
Soon.
Because it is, such an amazing thing to be here, with you, and with my family and friends, and with strangers I'll never meet
..
This has gone in a while
This is clearly important to me so I wanted to be transparent in my feelings. I dont know how u all will react to this and I dont know if you will care.
But that's okay, you dont need to take anything from this.
Well
Except for one thing.
Momento Mori, Remember Death
Remember Life
Unus Annus
Thank you so much for reading my rambles about my existence, thank you so much
I'm glad you are alive reading this as well
I'm glad we exist :)
A CALL TO ACTION. These 2 doofs (see below) need *YOU* to help Norbert Moses
Unus Annus
The World represents the end of a journey. Things have come full circle. Things have been resolved.
Momento Mori
This was made by madiesunny here on Tumblr.
Here from the first couple weeks. Here since 354:11:59:59
Momento Mori. This is my persona, I’ve been drawing all stream and just... This has been terrifying and a freeing 12 hours to have experienced. I needed to get this out. This feeling of freedom and sorrow. A bittersweet goodbye to this era. Thank you Mark and Ethan. Thank you.
This year is not what I planned. I loved you in the beginning. I loved Unus Annus so much and months in, when Covid hit I fell into a horrible loop. I was unable to follow along anymore and well, In this past week I managed to start watching some more again. I missed the smiled and I wish I could have seen so much more but life happens and as much as I wish I cant turn back this clock. No one can.
I’ve been here for the hours of this stream, I hope I can make up for the time lost but its too late. I loved you but its time to say goodbye. Good Bye Unus Annus. Thank You. I adored you.
Momento Mori
Thank you, Unus Annus. You made the year a little more durable. Thank you. And goodbye. Momento Mori.