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NOTE: I have lost access to my old account @joheun-saram​, and all new updates will be to this new series masterlist.

Summary- Namjoon has always been in the periphery of your friend group, but when you meet the cute boy he doesn’t make the best first impression, or second, or third…

word count- 40k (COMPLETE)

pairing- college!namjoon x reader

rating- R

genre- collegeau, roommatesau, enemies2friends2lovers, slow burn, fluff, angst

a.n- Well, well, well… if it isn’t my simp ass writing another Namjoon series. Love that about me. Get ready for some slow burn and a lot of Namjoon just being annoying! 🥴This is a drabbleish series so most parts will be about 2-3k.

Got questions about the series, or want to be on the taglist? Send me an ask! 💕

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Mr. and Mrs. Kim series masterlist 🔞🔞🔞

One- Morning Commute to Heaven and Hell - what happens when you ride a crowded train with KNJ 🚆🥵💋

Two - Just Desserts - what happens when Mr. Kim goes home and asks for dessert 🍨🥵💋

Three - A Lesson in Geography - what happens when Mrs. Kim has a hard day at work and finds something suspicious at home 🌍🥵💋

Four - Backstage - what happens when Mr. Kim follows Mrs. Kim to school to lend his moral support and more to her🎭 🥵💋

Five - Call Waiting - what happens when Mr. Kim’s conference call goes way over time, threatening the Kims’ reservation at Nino’s📞 🥵💋

Six - Swedish Meatballs - what happens when Mrs. Kim drags Mr. Kim to IKEA, a place he truly detests🚿🥵💋

Seven - The Best is Yet to Be - what happens on a typical Saturday morning for Mr and Mrs Kim 🥵💋

Eight - A Hard Day - post Grammy comfort drabble or what happens when Mr. Kim comes home from a hard day at work. SFW 😢🥰

Ask My Muse

- How they met

- What they fight about

- Are they pregnant

- how he proposed

- when Mr Kim got jealous

- whats really happened on that morning commute

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A Fine Line [Masterlist]

Pairing: Namjoon x f!reader (ft. Hoseok)

Genre: roommates/enemies-to-lovers, non-idol!au, smut, some angst

Total word count: 67.5k (92k including epilogues and bonuses)

Summary: It's time to rebuild your life. You've got a new job, a new apartment, and a future that might be bright. The only problem? Your new roommate.

Content: consumption of alcohol, protected sex, unprotected sex, oral sex (f. and m. receiving, inc. throat fucking), masturbation (f. and mention of m.), spanking, biting, orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, some seriously Big Dicks.

Enormous thanks to M, 💗@here2bbtstrash💗, for beta-ing this series for me.

Chapter One - Desperate Times

Chapter Two - A Distraction

Chapter Three - It's Not Complicated

Chapter Four - A Warning

Chapter Five - Fun and Games

Chapter Six - Fury and the First Time

Chapter Seven - Lacunae

Chapter Eight - Confessions

Chapter Nine - Watershed

Chapter Ten - Grasping the Nettle

Chapter Eleven - Luxury

Epilogue One - Hope

Epilogue Two - 'Tis the Season

Epilogue Three - Final Order

Epilogue Four - Yes

Bonus Chapter - Fear and the First Date

Bonus Chapter - Check

Sprout | knj | mini series masterlist

Summary: You love your plants, you love your garden, you do not love your new neighbor. You hate him with all your might— he wrecks everything you hold dear so you do the only reasonable thing: retaliate. 

Pairing: Namjoon x female reader 

AUs: neighbors au, gardening au → strangers to enemies to friends to lovers 

Genres: slice of life, smut, humor

Rating: explicit

Word count: 20.7K

Status: completed

Warnings: will be tagged for each individual chapter, but overall it includes the following: reader is just a really mean brat on a warpath. That entails pranks and vandalism and overall pettiness 👀 Namjoon has a driver’s license in this (this is a warning yes 😂), (somewhat) rough smut; degrading name calling (bitch), hair pulling, spanking, very brief anal fingering, some cockwarming, throat fucking, breast and nipple play, sexual tension, stupid innuendos, oral (both receiving), multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (please don’t be stupid), praise kink, begging, exhibitionism, slight dom/sub themes 👀 big dick Joonie, creampie, aftercare — I think that’s it!

🌱 Chapter 1 - Greenhouse | word count: 3.7K | Read → chapter one

🌱 Chapter 2 - To snap a twig | word count: 3.8K | Read → chapter two

🌱 Chapter 3 - Bloom | word count: 5K | Read → chapter three

🌱 Chapter 4 - Housewarming party | word count: 8.2K | Read → chapter four [FIN]

cuffing szn | masterlist

pairing: fbi agent!namjoon x soft-bodied/plus-sized female reader

genre: strangers to lovers, an attempt at crack??, little bit of angst, smut

summary: All Namjoon wants is some peace and quiet after a long, shitty day at work. Thanks to a party upstairs and Jungkook’s sticky fingers, he’s stuck with you instead.

rating: 18+ for explicit sexual content (Minors, do not interact)

word count: 21.3k (complete!)

warnings: Swearing, always. Sweaty and rumpled Namjoon wearing a shoulder holster. Legal alcohol consumption. Reader is plus-sized/has a soft body. This will be more apparent during smut scenes, but there are tiny details here and there. Side pairings galore. Agent of Chaos!Jungkook. Non-sexual use of handcuffs. Referenced strippers. Conversations about law enforcement, its efficacy, and crimes within the jurisdiction of the FBI. Safe handling of a firearm. Extremely subtle allusions to Reader having a medical condition that is not plot important but precludes her from consuming alcohol. Big Joon make brain go brrrrrrrrr. MUTUAL PINING WHAT HAVE I DONE. Light angst. There’s a lot here that’s not really true to life but the biggest lie is Jungkook texting someone and responding immediately to their reply. Sexual content, in no particular order: Soft Dom!Namjoon. Big Dick!Namjoon. Reader’s got a thing for his big body, so like size kink I guess kind of but without mentions of any size difference between them at all. Multiple sex scenes. Daddy kink. Pet names (baby, baby girl). Protected and unprotected sex with other birth control in place (IUD). Depiction/mention of stretch marks on a soft body. Light biting. Clothed sex. Dirty talk. Mild body insecurity. Destruction of hosiery. Light degradation (use of the word “slut” a few times and “cocksleeve” once). LOTS OF CHECKING INNN. Oral sex, female receiving. Boinkus Coitus Interruptus. Making out in a public place. A moment of light dumbification if you like really squint. Nipple play. Light begging. Fingie sucking. Little bit of praise kink. Aftercare :)

***Be sure to read the complete warnings before each part!***

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To Make A Power Couple (knj) - series masterlist

NOTE: I have lost access to my old account @joheun-saram​, and all new updates will be to this new series masterlist.

Summary- One a world renowned idol, the other an up and coming company’s CEO. Torn between work, fans, and their own self doubt, can they make a relationship work?

Alternatively, as a CEO of an up and coming company, you never expected to meet the man of your dreams at a gala you hosted, but seems like fate had other plans.

word count- 91.5k and going

pairing- idol!namjoon x ceo!reader

rating- R

genre- idolau, series, strangers2lovers, fluff, angst, smut

a.n- my first series, my baby. its not regularly updated but if you want to read my attempt at deconstructing a relationship and at making a boss ass bitch Y/N, read on! Got questions about the series, or want to be on the taglist? Send me an ask! 💕

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Americano

You've just opened your own cafe in a small suburban town. Namjoon owns the hardware store next door. He's hot, he's handy and suddenly you are in way over your head.

Pairing: Namjoon x F!reader

Rating: 18+

Genre: Non-idol AU, smut, angst

Word count: 22k

Warnings: Sexually explicit scenes, explicit language, unplanned pregnancy

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Part 4

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mother knows best | index.

pairing | ot7 x female reader (platonic), ot7 moms & female reader

summary | being the only woman in a friend group with seven men automatically makes you the love interest in seven mothers’ wistful romantic stories. though your relationship with the guys remains completely platonic, the marriage fantasy their moms frequently project onto you and their sons has them coming up with all sorts of shenanigans to make you their daughter-in-law. mother knows best, you suppose.

warnings | overbearing moms, attempts at humor, platonic, slice of life au

note | a drabble series featuring the (fictionalized) bangtan moms! <33

main story ;

drabble 1 | sunday lunch

drabble 2 | of quail eggs and perms

drabble 3 | of hair styles and scissors

drabble 4 | of tangerines and dumplings

drabble 5 | mafia game

drabble 6 | code red

drabble 7 | father knows best

drabble 8 | a solemn day

drabble 9 | of ferris wheels and pomeranians

drabble 10 | of burns and skin care routines

drabble 11 | of fights and allergies

drabble 12 | once upon a treasure hunt

drabble 13 | of breakups and bouquet tosses

drabble 14 | a decade of friendship

drabble 15 | mother knows best

scenarios ;

scenario 1 ; what if tae’s eomma makes him & oc go to hawaii?

scenario 2 ; what if the members get tired of their eomma’s antics?

scenario 3 ; what if a someone flirts with the members (or vice versa) while they’re out with their mom?

asks ;

ask 1 ; what if the moms had a group chat?

ask 2 ; are the members idols in this au?

others ;

tag ; who is oc’s appa’s favorite among the members?

character asks ; the mkb gang answers your questions!

— status ; completed

if this is all we can do | knj

→ sequel to “hey, it’s me.” and “hi, namjoon.”

✰ pairing: namjoon x gn!reader (idol au) ✰ warnings: what is this? angst? fluff? two idiots finding their way back to each other against the odds? exes-to-lovers? ✰ word count: 1.4k ✰ note: this is a sequel to “hey, it’s me.” and “hi, namjoon.” surprise, i reunited them! inspired by irl namjoon's reflections on loneliness.

✰ listened to: closer (with paul blanco, mahalia) - RM

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"I'm afraid."

You hear it, in his voice. That wavering, stretched-thin quality it takes when he's unsure of himself and what he's about to say. When he's thinking out loud, off the cuff. You study the expanse of skin on his bare chest.

"Of what?" you murmur.

He closes his eyes. Shifts so that he's lying on his back, pulls the sheet over his naked bottom half. Folds his hands behind his head, and lets out a soft sigh—the one that’s resided in the background like an incessant soundtrack, for years now. A rush of air carrying the world on its shoulders. 

“The future. Everything. I don’t know….”

His voice coils tight, then breaks. The words disappear, drowning in a tear-soaked ellipsis. He throws his forearm over his eyes and turns away. You wish he didn’t feel like he had to hide.

“Namjoon,” you say quietly. 

“I want this. Want you.”

“I know.”

“I just don’t know how.”

You think it might have been a mistake, coming here. But the box full of his things had been collecting dust under your end table for weeks, now: a pair of AirPods, a pen with the cap chewed beyond recognition, a couple of silver rings, a hairbrush. An unopened bottle of whiskey that he’d promised to drink with you one day. A half-filled journal you’d been too afraid to open.

Bring it over, he said, sounding unsure even as the words left his mouth. We should talk, anyway.

No, you shouldn't have come. Because one look at his face—worn into the ground, creased with worry lines, but eyes softening and burning like molten lava when they landed on you—and you folded.

So much for ending things. So much for the deleted voicemail, the missed calls, the photos you swept into a box to look at again someday—when time had created enough of a cushion for you to freely fling yourself into a pit of reminiscence, of nostalgia. 

(Your favorite one is a shot of him falling asleep on a subway car. You remember staring at it for hours after your much-abused Instax camera churned it out. Taking it with you and pinning it up in a surreptitious spot in your office, to look at when work got unbearably tough. 

When being without him felt like starvation. When each day that passed hollowed out another chunk of your soul, chipping away piece by piece at your sanity.

You've gotten used to that feeling since then.)

And how frighteningly easy it was, to let him fold you into his embrace, disguised as a warm welcome for an old friend. How easy it was to agree when he asked if you wanted to stay for a little bit. When he asked if you wanted a glass of wine. When he asked do you want this? Want me?

Of course you wanted. You were always wanting. That had been the problem in the first place.

Namjoon might be your greatest weakness, and you wonder if he knows it. He must know—even if he has no idea how startlingly beautiful you find him, he must know he holds your heart in his hands. Even after all this time.

Might feel a bit more like manipulation, except he's so wholly and blatantly unaware of how much power he holds over you. When he calls, you answer. Simple as that.

How has he not figured that out yet? That he's your drug, tailor-made for you, flowing through your veins as easily as water? So addictive and so satiating that you couldn't walk away, even if you wanted to.

Does he know you'll always stay? That if he just asked, if he just asked you to wait for him, you would—without a moment's hesitation? Does he need you as deeply as you need him, badly enough to ask that of you?

"You... want me," you repeat, after holding him for a while. It feels domestic, cradling him like this as the room darkens—as the shapes in his room grow formless, colorless. It gives you a weird sense of permanence. Like being here at 5 PM, instead of at midnight or 3 AM, is special, somehow. 

Better. Safer. More real.

He always did know how to make you feel special. Without even trying.

"I do. I want you. Whenever I come back home, whenever I'm leaving for a schedule. In the morning. At night. I just want you, here. Waiting for me."

You feel your sinuses start to sting.

"I know you have a life. God, I know you have so much more to do in this life than wait for me. But I...."

He stops short of saying the words, breath catching in his chest. Your hand stops moving up and down his arm. Pauses at his shoulder. Say it. Please say it, because I'll do anything for you, Namjoon. 

No matter how much it hurts me.

He's a coward, you think, letting the silence speak for him like this. Lingering, stagnant, holding its breath. Until he says, "Please love me."

Please love me. Your throat closes up. 

Please see that I love you, too. Too much to let you go. I don't know what I am without you, and it scares the shit out of me. So please... just love me, too.

You speak slowly. "I never stopped, Joon."

"I'm afraid,” he says again. “Of ruining you. Of letting you see me, all the parts that I don’t want other people to see. I can’t ask you to come back when… when I can’t tell you what the future holds for me. For us.” He takes a deep breath, releasing a shuddering exhale into the hollow between your neck and collarbone. “I can’t ask you to come back when I’ve hurt you already.”

You’re hurting me now, Joon. But I’m willing to let you hurt me a million times over, if it means I can love you. “I never left. I’ll never—I’ll never stop waiting for you, Namjoon. You’re part of me.”

His hand tightens on your hip. Digs into the flesh there, like he’s scrambling for purchase. Desperate to hold on. It’s not painful, but it’s sharp enough to make you gasp. “You said—that we should move on,” he says. A plea.

“I didn’t mean it. I didn’t mean any of it. How… how could I let you go? I need you.”

He lets out a small noise. Like you’ve pressed on a bruise.

“You were born to be loved, I think.”

A tear drops to your skin, leaves a trail in the valley of your chest. “You said that we changed. That we’re different. I hated myself for that. I hated that I wasn’t the same person you fell in love with.” 

“I said that because I wanted to let you go. So badly. But don’t you see? I can’t live without you.”

“Stop,” he says, the word tripping out on a sob, a gasp. “Stop.” 

He’s afraid. Of what? Of being loved, exactly as he is.

“You,” you whisper into his hair, bringing your fingers up to card through it, “you're everything to me, Namjoon. You're the same person I've always loved. Can’t you see that I love you? That I’d just wait for you if you asked?”

“I don’t know how,” he says again. More tears, collecting in the well of your neck. “I don’t know how to ask.”

“You don't have to,” you manage, a few tears of your own falling into his hair—his thick, dark hair, threaded through with strands of silver, so captivating that you find yourself imagining an entire future with him. “Because even if this is all you can give me, if this is all we can do, I’ll stay. Right where I am.”

He raises himself up now so that his eyes are level with yours, and then he just regards you. Quietly, heavily. Like he’s too afraid to move, or speak.

“You’re enough, Joon. Just as you are.” You lift a hand to press your palm against his cheek, and he leans into it—lets out a breath that sounds an awful lot like a sigh of relief.

He kisses you. A seal on your promise.

It’s not an answer, not really, but it comes pretty damn close.

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Little do You Know | OT7 | Five

Pairing: Bangtan (ot7) x f!reader 

Summary: In a world where idols and actors can’t date, whether it be because of contracts, lack of time, or the dangers that involve having your personal life leaked, the market opened up for a new work field. Playmate Agencies emerged to supply the entertainment world with highly trained companions for hire. Bangtan is looking for new playmates. And you just happen to be the one all of them choose. 

Genre: Fluff, angst, smut, playmate au, idol au. 

Chapter warnings: Someone asks you to ride with him and someone else asks you to cook. Food warning for those who asked for it 🍜 lol Things start to get playful! 

WC: 2.4k

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Could you actually get ready in twenty minutes for a bike ride at seven am? Probably not. But you’d do your very best. At least you were already up and had already eaten a small breakfast as preparation for the day. 

You could attempt putting on some makeup to make your face a little more presentable, but the beginning of October still had pretty high temperatures compared to the rest of the month, plus the fact that you’d be doing exercise. So you just put on one of the little options of sport’s clothes you owned and hoped whoever was waiting for you didn’t mind it.

As a barefaced Namjoon smiled as you got out of the building, you felt a little better. God forbid if it was Park Jimin with a full face and perfect eyeliner. 

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Oh, Honey! | KNJ | Series Masterlist

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Pairing: Kim Namjoon x f!reader (with a side of Hoseok x reader and Taehyung x reader)

Summary: Namjoon never wanted a Sugar Baby, no matter what Yoongi and Hoseok said. You never wanted a Sugar Daddy, despite the insistence from Jimin. Until your life takes a turn and you really need the money, fast. What was supposed to be a one night thing, a birthday present for a big time rapper and producer, turns into so much more when you find in each other what you never thought you had been looking for. 

Genre: Fluff, angst, so much smut, strangers to lovers, sugar daddy au.

Warnings: TIME AND DATES MAKE SENSE DURING THE STORY! Keep an eye out for them. Non idol au. Sugar Daddy/Sugar baby themes. It started as porn with plot and ended having a lot of plot and even more porn (seriously, there’s smut in every chapter). Daddy!Namjoon, BrokeStudent!Reader. Some angst sprinkled, so much fluff (these two are perfect for each other). SugarBabyBestFriend!Jimin. Idol!Seokjin. ArtStudent!Tae, FilmStudent!Jungkook. RapperProducer!Yoongi, RapperProducer!Hoseok. Side parings: Yoonmin and Taekook. 

Taglist: Closed! 

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Part 1 of the Silk Series

mafia!Namjoon x reader

mafia! au, Arranged marriage! Au

7.6k words

mature 👁 (who am I?), romance, fluff, implied first time? (Or maybe just no one’s ever loved her right)

Hi guys! surprise! Guess who’s back with a brand new one shot? I’d had an idea I was so tempted to try. It was supposed to be really quick, maybe just a few hundred words- more a blurb than anything else- but very quickly grew into an almost 8 thousand word story in the course of a day. This is very different for me. I’ve never toyed with mafia! au’s, and I’ve never written a proper story with Namjoon. Halfway through, I even though of changing it to Hobi- but joon is just too perfect for this genre. This is the first time I’ve ever written or shared a story that got quite this intimate. Clearly, since it’s me, there’s still a ton of heart, but writing this part of a love story is very new for me- so posting this comes with quite a bit of vulnerability. Feedback would be amazing. The absolutely beautiful moodboard was made by the ethereally talented @today-we-will-survive . It suits the story so perfectly in every way. I even went back to tweak small details to match up with her picture selections after I saw the board because they were just so impeccable.

I hope you enjoy it! —Christiana 💕✨

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“There she is.”

His gravelly voice sent a chill down your spine as you entered the room, softly locking the door behind you. Rolling his head to the side, Namjoon met your eyes. His gaze was so enticing, so seductive in the dark, but his smile was warm as ever. You were a puddle in his hands the second his dimples showed up and he knew it. As his eyes lazily raked over you, he opened his arms in invitation.

“Come here, baby girl.” 

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prohibido. | 01 [knj]

⏤𝚜𝚢𝚗𝚘𝚙𝚜𝚒𝚜; Namjoon is an art himself. Shame that he’s forbidden - he’s your brother’s best friend. And your colleague.

⏤𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: strong language

⏤𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: namjoon x reader

⏤𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎: fluff, angst, smut

⏤𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 5.9k

⏤𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07

A/N: Please let me know what you think so far. Things will get heated up soon, I promise!

He’s beautiful. The way he’s holding a pen, his eyes focused on the paper scanning his handwriting over and over again. His plump juicy lips are mouthing the words he’s written as his brows furrow from time to time, almost as if not satisfied with his writing. And probably, he isn’t since he’s perfectionist.

“Quit staring, he’ll notice.” Your colleague, Kim Taehyung, says snapping you out of your thoughts. Your cheeks flush from embarrassment you’re trying to hide with a glare sent his way.

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Spoils of Fortune

Neurosurgeon!Namjoon x Spoiled Brat!Reader

Genre: Arranged Marriage, Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Angst, Fluff, Cold Heartedness, Emotional Trauma, Healing, Smut

Chapter 1.

A/N: This is the first chapter of the new Patreon exclusive book! I already love these two characters more than most things in life~! It’s gonna be a rollercoaster!

It’s always the wee early hours of morning when people tend to see themselves the clearest. When the morning haze and the dewy air coat blades of grass and leaves on trees, people can see their souls in their purest forms.

Sometimes their souls are cacophonously loud, echoing out and over for millions of miles. And for some their souls sit quietly in a corner as if asking to be rescued like some grand princess trapped in a tower.

God, you wish your soul made any noise. You wish you could see yourself so clearly, but your whole being becomes entangled in the morning haze and the dewy drops that fall silently on the land. It’s a prison half of the time and the other half is just silence like mourning.

But as always, when the early hours of the morning pass, you pretend much like others that your soul never actually existed in the first place and you shroud yourself in the daily mask that gets you through life.

Although everyday is the same, you wish just something would change… anything.

When you wake up, the estate is silent. Your wing is silent.

Apart from your groaning, there is not a noise uttered. The maids and butlers are usually talkative, you can sometimes hear random spurts of gossip through your gold trimmed French doors but today there is nothing.

Which means he’s here.

He’s home.

How horrible.

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Written in the Pages (RM) CH5

𝄆 Namjoon POV 𝄇

"I have to go to bed. I'll talk to you later"

I frown at the blue screen. Was that too far? I shouldn't have done that. Now she probably doesn't like me. She hates me. She-

"Namjoon? Everything alright?"

"Uh, yeah." I say, still staring at the phone.

Hoseok takes the phone from my grasp, reading through the messages.

"Woah"

"Hey! Give it back!" I yell, trying to steal it away.

"I didn't know you were such a flirt"

"Well, it didn't do me any good. She hates me now."

"Why do you say that?" Hoseok asks.

"Did you read the message? She left immediately. I should've known it was too far."

"Maybe she just got flustered." He suggests. I shrug. "How about you go apologize to her tomorrow. I'm sure you didn't upset her that much. She just said she had to go, you probably didn't upset her."

"You think so?"

"Yes. Now you go to bed too. We've had a long day, you need your rest." Hoseok ushers me to bed.

𝄆 𝄞 𝄇

The next day I stumble up to her desk. She sets down her book and glances up at me. She flinches and looks away, staring at the birds out the window.

"Listen Y/N, I just.. wanted to say I'm sorry"

"What?" She asks, her sight going right back up to me.

"I'm sorry for the message I sent you last night. It was too far, I should've known you weren't-"

"It's okay! I know you didn't mean it that way" She laughs.

"What way?"

"I know you were only joking," she bites her lip, "people like you don't like people like me"

"I like you!" I defend.

"Yeah! As a friend. Ditto!" She says.

But..I like you as more than a friend.

I start, "but I-"

"We still on for lunch today?"

𝄆 𝄞 𝄇

𝄆 Y/N POV 𝄇

I frown as I think back to the moment from earlier. Why does he have to taunt me like this? Make me confused... I know he'll never see me as anything more than a friend. I have to be okay with that.

"Y/N, you okay?" Namjoon asks.

"Namjoon-Oppa!"

Two girls run up to us, "could we talk to you for a second?"

"Uh," he pauses, glancing over at us, "sure?"

"Alone?" She asks.

"If you have something to say, you can say it to all of us." Jin says, getting annoyed.

"Fine." She huffs, "Namjoon-Oppa, I like you. Do you want to go out with me?"

"U-uh.." he looks over at me. Why is he looking at me?? Rubbing it in my face? "I appreciate it, but I'm not interested."

"W-well you might have fun! At least give me a chance, oppa." She pouts.

"Sorry, I already like someone else."

A choke forms in my throat. I cough, bringing all the attention to me. Great.

"Y/N, you okay?" Jungkook rests a hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah yeah!" I croak, "I uhm, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. Be right back"

I stumble from my chair to the familiar beige halls. Pressing my hands to the sinks edge, I glare at the image across from me in the mirror.

He likes someone already? I should've known, she must be pretty great for him to turn them down. They're beautiful.

No, no he's smarter than that. He wouldn't date someone for looks. She probably is amazing. And she's definitely lucky.

"Ugh, I can't believe that! That was so embarrassing"

"Don't even worry about it girl! He's stupid anyway."

Voices of the earlier girls echo against the brick walls. I rush into a stall, hands clutching the lock. I try to quiet my heavy breathing.

"I mean, who could she be?"

"I don't know!" Her friend says, "but it doesn't matter. He doesn't have any taste, clearly. He isn't worth it."

My grip tightens. Wanting to jump out there and defend him. Wanting to chew them out. I force myself to calm my nerves and slump down. To fade to the door until they leave.

"And that girl earlier?" The girl who confessed starts, "what a joke. Why is she even sitting with them?"

I squeeze my eyes shut, trying desperately to release the anger. My face burns. A tear slips down onto my shaking hands.

"She's been sitting with them for a few days now. They must be doing it as a joke, they would never sit with someone like her on purpose."

"After how that confession worked out? Maybe they would." Their laughs slowly start to fade as they leave the bathroom.

I creep out of the bathroom, checking first that they really left. Then I let out my frustrations, tears streaming down my face. I make no attempt to stop them.

𝄆 Jungkook POV 𝄇

I follow behind Y/N. I hope she's okay.. she seemed kinda thrown today. Plus I want to make sure she isn't actually choking. I duck behind the lockers as the two girls from earlier strut into the same room

Oh no...

They gossip for a bit. Bashing Namjoon-hyung and basically just feeling bad for themselves. Then they start to say mean things about Y/N. They must not know she's in there. I urge myself to stay calm and not go in and fight them.

How could they say such things? From what we know so far, she's just a sweet, quiet girl.

Eventually they leave and I move to hide again. I wait for Y/N to come out, but she doesn't.

I begin to hear shattered sobs. Twisting around the corner, I contemplate the idea of going in and comforting her. All before she starts to speak:

"Why... can I never be good enough. Why am I always lacking. Why can't anywone.." she cries.

I start walking in, "HEY! What do you think you're doing?" A teacher calls out.

I shuffle backwards, "what do you-.. OOOHHHHH, this is the WOMEN'S restroom, my bad!"

The teacher continues in. I spare one last longing glance towards where Y/N is, then rush back to the rest of the group.

Written in the Pages (RM) CH8

"That's a terrible idea, Namjoon" Jin snarks.

"I thought a serenade sounded sweet.." Hoseok said.

"He's talked to her like,, twice??? And your plan is to follow her home? Bad idea."

"Yeah, Jin's right." Yoongi adds.

Jimin pipes up, "What if you wrote her a card?"

I think for a moment, "Isn't that too... obvious?"

"What's wrong with obvious?" He asks, "It can't be worse than stalking her and singing her four lines in the middle of her house, can it?"

I sigh, "what would I even write in a card?"

"Something like Oh Y/N~ I'm so in love with you! Every night when I go to bed I dream of kissing you-"

"sHUT UP!" I groan as I cover my face.

~

𝄆 Y/N POV 𝄇

Falling in love is like picking flower petals. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. One day I think he likes me, the next I'm sure he doesn't.

Love is a beautiful thing, but sometimes it can be so hard. Does he like me? Why else would he go to all this effort for me? But at the same time, why would he want me when he could have anyone?

I might love him, but sometimes I just feel so insecure at the thought of him.

I think back to when me and Namjoon last talked. He had tried to talk to me, explaining that he did care. But I had jumped to conclusions and let my insecurities get the best of me. Was I the reason he wasn't talking to me? He must be giving me space because he thinks I'm mad at him.

I grab my phone and open it up to instagram. Messaging him, I write:

"Hey Namjoon. I'm sorry I didn't let you finish what you were saying last time... I guess I just got caught up in my anger. It wasn't fair to you"

After a while, I see three little dots.

𝄆 NAMJOON POV 𝄇

I typed out a message to her:

Me: Wait, so you're not mad at me?

Y/N: Of course I'm not mad at you! I thought you were mad at me..

Y/N: I... overheard these girls saying that you were just hanging out with me as a joke.. I know you would never do something like that! I just....

Y/N: I just started to feel like I wasn't good enough for your friend group

Me: Don't listen to them. We decide whose good enough for us, not them. I'm sorry they made you feel that way.

Y/N: Can I ask you something?

Me: Anything

Y/N: Just out of curiosity, what type of person would you date?

I pause. Do I tell her? Do I tell her what I've tried to tell her multiple times now?

No. I can't tell her over instagram DMs. When I tell her how I feel, I want it to be special.

Me: Someone smart, funny, pretty,

Someone like you.

Me: What about you? What type of guy would you date?

Y/N: I don't know haha. I haven't really thought about it.

Me: Would you consider... someone like me?

Y/N: ...maybe

Y/N: would you consider someone like me?

My thumb starts to type 'yes', but right as I'm about to press send my screen turns black.

"Shoot! My phone died!"

I'm not having another misunderstanding. Our conversations keep getting interrupted. If I can't send her the text, then I'm just going to have to tell her in person.

Tomorrow I will tell Y/N how I feel.

~

I rush into school. It's 8:00am still, plenty of time before class starts. I walk into the classroom to find Y/N sitting at her desk, a book open on her table.

"Y/N" I call out.

She glances up at me, worry painting her face.

"Y/N. I need to tell you something"

The classroom is empty, as class doesn't start for another half hour. Yellow sunlight paints the desks, slowly tilting as the sun continues to rise. The light brushes over her hair, highlighting a few strands that excitedly bounce up as she lifts her head.

"What is it?"

"I-I.." I stutter, "I need to talk to you"

She bites her bottom lip, looking down, "Is it about our conversation last night? Listen, I'm really sorry about-"

"No. It's, It's about... how I feel about you"

After a pause she bursts into laughter, "about the ideal type thing? It's okay if you don't feel that way about-"

"No!"

"Stop interrupting me!" She jokes, "it's okay if I'm not your type."

"No, what I meant was that you are my type! That's what I was trying to say before... my phone died."

She gives me a deadpan look, "your phone died?"

"It did! But that's why I've decided that I'm tired of being interrupted. I need to tell you that-"

"Namjoon! How's it going!" Jin yells as he opens the classroom door.

"NO!" I shout back at him. I then turn to Y/N, "I need to tell you that I like you. I have feelings for you. That's why I keep talking to you, why I always want to have lunch with you, why I got so angry at what those people said about you, because I like you. And I want us to be more than friends. And I understand if you don't feel the same but I just needed you to know that"

She looks up at me with shocked eyes. Did I yell all of that too? She closes her book and breaks eye contact, looking out the window at students walking in to school. Jin has a wide-eyed look on his face as well, probably surprised at my sudden outburst.

"You... like me?"

"Oh yeah. He's had the biggest crush on you since last year. He's spent the last week trying to tell you, it's really kind of-"

"Jin! Shush!" I whisper-yell.

Her small smile turns to a big grin, "you've liked me since last year?"

I rub the back of my neck, "well... yeah"

She jumps up from her desk like she's about to hug me, then stops and fiddles with her fingers, "I... I like you too!"

"Really?!" I smile too, "I.. That's, can I hug you?"

She smiles and nods. I pull her into me, resting my arms on her shoulders.

"Ew, get a room you too" Jin groans.

I pull away from Y/N, "we had a room until you showed up."

He just laughs and walks away, leaving his bag at his seat. Me and Y/N smile at each other. We stay in silence until class starts, only interrupted by our awkward giggles.

KIM NAMJOON

All my fics on RM so far 😎

Written in the Pages:

A quiet girl who only knows love as something in books meets an equally awkward boy struggling to find his place in the music world. Is there a chance their friendship can turn into something more?

CH1 - Crush

CH2 - Your Comfort Zone

CH3 - Oops

CH4 - First Fan

CH5 - I Like Someone Else

CH6 - Save Me the Pain

CH7 - Just One Day

CH8 - My Phone Died

Oneshots:

Purple Ink

 kim namjoon fic rec list (Ⅰ)

here’s a list of my favourite namjoon fics, please show lots of love and support to these wonderful authors and their blogs, some of these fics contain smut so no minors allowed ♡

a- angst s- smut f- fluff ❣- ultimate favourite

july kiss by @personasintro f s (dilf namjoon idiots to lovers au) ❣

prohibido by @personasintro f s a (brother’s best friend au) ❣

fool for you by @cutechim s a (rebound au hospital au unrequited love au)

try again by @bangtanfancamp f s (roommate au best friend to lovers au)

it’s december (and I still want) by @smoochkooks f s a (ex husband au)

more than anything else by @seokkgenie f s a (CEO au)

there was a bug @kimnjss f s a (roommate au best friend to lovers au) ❣

nothing like us by @jiminimoon s a (ex boyfriend namjoon) ft. fuck boy jungkook ❣

the rich man’s crochet club by @kpopfanfictrash s (virgin au college au) ❣

spilling coffee by @bts-roses f a (idol au intern reader)

dizzy by @joonessence f s (friends to lovers au) ❣

promise by @joheun-saram f s a (college au roommate au enemies to friends to lovers au) ❣

to make a power couple by @joheunsaram f s a (idol au ceo reader) ❣

daisies and dinosaurs by @dark-muse-iris f s a (single father au)

intro: her by @jamaisjoons f s a (single dad au strangers to friends to lovers au) ❣

a sight for sore eyes by @siderealmyg f s (established relationship au)

good to me by @httpjeon f s a (dating service au)

what are friends for by @kookdiaries s (best friends au friends to lovers au)

out of my league by @ppersonna f s a (office au) ❣

promises by @jeonsweetheart f s a (marriage au infidelity au idol au) ❣

the bodyguard by @rmnamjoons f s a (bodyguard au fake dating/marriage au) ❣

the father, the son and the holy whore by @taesinferno s (dilf namjoon infidelity au) ❣

nice guys finish last by @ktheist f s a (arranged marriage au) ft. Ex fiance Yoongi

cyanide on my bedsheets by @jimilter s a (friends with benefits au unrequited love) ❣

partners by @btssmutgalore s a (friends to lovers au slow burn) ❣

dimples by @sweetmisery f s (idol au friends with benefits friends to lovers au) ❣

after rain by @rmverse​ f s a (patient namjoon patient reader)

once upon an us by @yoonia​ f s a (inspired by the movie sweet home alabama past lovers au exes to lovers au established relationship) ❣

bothered by @lavienjin f s a (brother’s best friend)

sincerely, but no longer yours by @ttttaehyungie s a (exes au) ❣

lavender honey by @oftenderweapons f s a (chaebol au friends to friends with benefits to enemies to lovers au)

2AM by @xpeachesncream f s (college au) ❣

black swan by @helenazbmrskai s a (co-workers to friends to lovers tattoo artist joon) ❣

love is blind by @helenazbmrskai f s a (best friends brother au college au enemies to lovers au) ❣

ramen? by @solarwonux f s ❣

only a lifetime by @dopejk f s (dilf joon marriage au pregnancy au) ❣

emerald by @dewykth s a (bodyguard au)

love bytes by @stutterfly f s a (friends to lovers au slow burn)

spice by @breakiebunny f s a (enemies to lovers au chef joon)

new parent syndrome by @1kook f s (dilf joon husband au parents au) ❣

the perfect date by @suhdays f s (established relationship au)

flower cloud by @suhdays f a (soulmate au friends to lovers au college au)

hammer it home by @gukslut f s a (domestic au) ft. Jimin ❣

nailed it by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ft. Jimin ❣

feels like home by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ❣

a wrench in the plan by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ❣

totally screwed by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ❣

obligated by @underthejoon s (arranged marriage au) ❣

bass and strings by @jimlingss f (slow burn au slice of life college au music au)

letting go by @bangtan-babe f a (doctor au) ft. Jimin

 kim namjoon fic rec list (Ⅰ)

here’s a list of my ultimate favourite namjoon fics, please show lots of love and support to these wonderful authors and their blogs, some of these fics contain smut so no minors allowed ♡

a- angst s- smut f- fluff

series

prohibido by @personasintro f s a (brother’s best friend au)

more than anything else by @seokkgenie f s a (CEO au)

nothing like us by @jiminimoon s a (ex boyfriend namjoon) ft. fuck boy jungkook

spilling coffee by @bts-roses f a (idol au intern reader)

promise by @joheun-saram f s a (college au roommate au enemies to friends to lovers au)

to make a power couple by @joheunsaram f s a (idol au ceo reader)

daisies and dinosaurs by @dark-muse-iris f s a (single father au)

intro: her by @jamaisjoons f s a (single dad au strangers to friends to lovers au)

out of my league by @ppersonna f s a (office au)

promises by @jeonsweetheart f s a (marriage au infidelity au idol au)

the father, the son and the holy whore by @yoon2k s (dilf namjoon infidelity au)

partners by @btssmutgalore s a (friends to lovers au slow burn)

dimples by @sweetmisery f s (idol au friends with benefits friends to lovers au)

sincerely, but no longer yours by @ttttaehyungie s a (exes au)

lavender honey by @oftenderweapons f s a (chaebol au friends to friends with benefits to enemies to lovers au)

love bytes by @stutterfly f s a (friends to lovers au slow burn)

bass and strings by @jimlingss f (slow burn au slice of life college au music au)

letting go by @bangtan-babe f a (doctor au) ft. Jimin

one-shot

july kiss by @personasintro f s (dilf namjoon idiots to lovers au)

fool for you by @cutechim s a (rebound au hospital au unrequited love au)

try again by @bangtanfancamp f s (roommate au best friend to lovers au)

it’s december (and I still want) by @smoochkooks f s a (ex husband au)

there was a bug @kimnjss f s a (roommate au best friend to lovers au)

the rich man’s crochet club by @kpopfanfictrash s (virgin au college au)

dizzy by @joonessence f s (friends to lovers au)

a sight for sore eyes by @siderealmyg f s (established relationship au)

good to me by @httpjeon f s a (dating service au)

what are friends for by @kookdiaries s (best friends au friends to lovers au)

the bodyguard by @rmnamjoons f s a (bodyguard au fake dating/marriage au)

nice guys finish last by @ktheist f s a (arranged marriage au) ft. Ex fiance Yoongi

cyanide on my bedsheets by @jimilter s a (friends with benefits au unrequited love)

after rain by @rmverse​ f s a (patient namjoon patient reader)

once upon an us by @yoonia​ f s a (inspired by the movie sweet home alabama past lovers au exes to lovers au established relationship)

bothered by @lavienjin f s a (brother’s best friend)

2AM by @xpeachesncream f s (college au)

black swan by @helenazbmrskai s a (co-workers to friends to lovers tattoo artist joon)

love is blind by @helenazbmrskai f s a (best friends brother au college au enemies to lovers au)

ramen? by @solarwonux f s

only a lifetime by @dopejk f s (dilf joon marriage au pregnancy au)

emerald by @dewykth s a (bodyguard au)

spice by @breakiebunny f s a (enemies to lovers au chef joon)

new parent syndrome by @1kook f s (dilf joon husband au parents au)

hammer it home by @gukslut f s a (domestic au) ft. Jimin

nailed it by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple) ft. Jimin

feels like home by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)

a wrench in the plan by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)

totally screwed by @gukslut f s (hammer it home couple)

obligated by @underthejoon s (arranged marriage au)

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Oh baby • Knj pt. 2

🌻 Kim Namjoon x Single mother Reader

🌻 Genre: fluff, angst, smut

🌻 Word Count: 1,628

🌻 Warnings: Grinding? Implies they have sex? I don't know.

🌻 A/N: I actually had 80% of this written but my phone shut off before I could save it. Also there was kinda a big plot hole in the last chapter, Y/n knew who Namjoon was, she was dating Choi Minho and doesn't necessarily get "fangirlish" around idols.

Walking into my studio I'm greeted by my best friend Bee. "Good morning Y/n and Minnie." She comes around the reception desk and hugs Minnie, making eye contact with me showing she already knows why she isn't with Minho. "Minnie baby, go wait for me in the class and here take this." I hand her my phone knowing she would plug it into my speaker and dance. She kisses my cheek and skips to my classroom.

"Please explain to me me why you won't file for full custody of Minnie?" Bee asks as soon as we see Minnie is gone.

"You know I wouldn't win easily, Minho has his whole company to back him up while I have nothing, he makes more money than I do even though I have my own business teaching people to dance, he's an idol. There's no way I could win the case knowing how powerful and corrupt his company is, I might as well just have joint custody." Bee places her hand on top of mine. I look at her and see the sadness in her eyes, she understands what I'm talking about. Choi Minho is my ex boyfriend. Minnie's father.

"You know, you're an amazing mother. You're basically raising your 6 year old daughter by yourself, while running your own business. You never have time for yourself though." I look at her and see the mischievous glint in her eyes. "I say, you leave her with your parents for the night and we go do something. Let loose for once, you know?"

"And by let loose you mean get drinks and get laid?" She chuckles knowing I'm right.

"Come on we haven't gone out in forever! I'm sure your parents would love to babysit Minnie." Knowing she was right I gave in. How could I say no? After agreeing to the plan I walk to my classroom. When I walk in, Minnie doesn't notice me. She's too focused on on her graceful movements. Minnie is a talented dancer for a 6 year old. I figured she would be, Minho being an amazing dancer and me who has always danced. Soon she notices me.

"Come dance with me mommy." I walk over to her and dance with her. My body moving to the beat of Monsta x's song Dramarama, Minnie's favorite song to blast in the apartment.  Soon the song ends and my daughter lies on the floor exhausted. I chuckle at what she says.

"That donut did me no good today."

Soon class starts and she goes to her corner watching me teach and play her games.

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"Hi mom, are you sure you're fine watching her?" I was currently at my parents house dropping off Minnie.

"Oh Y/n you know we don't have a problem watching her. Go have fun tonight. We understand." I hug my mom and dad after thanking them getting into Bee's car. Soon we are on our way to the club.

Sweating body's grind all over each other, all over the place. Bee drags me over to the bar.

"Two of your cocktails please." The bartender grabs our drinks and slips Bee a wink. "I think I found my treat for the night." She says taking a sip of her drink. I cringe both mentally and physically.

"Please never ever say that again." We laugh and after finishing around cocktail we head to the dance floor. I away my hips to the beat. Letting the music control my movements since I don't feel my buzz yet.

"Okay I think wearing jeans was a bad idea. I'm going to go get another drink." I walk over to the bar, waiting for the bartender to notice me.

"Well hello again." I look over and see him. The man from the coffee shop this morning. Kim Namjoon. Leader of BTS. "Mind if I buy you a drink?"

"Go ahead." He orders our drinks and it comes immediately.

"Now, I'm assuming you don't have a husband. Am I right?" I shake my head. And turn down to look at the drink in my hand.

"No and I plan on keeping it that way. I've never been married. Unless you've been living under a rock for the past 6 years you've probably seen the few articles regarding Choi Minho and my daughter." I finally make eye contact with him.

"I don't really take a look at articles regarding many artists these days actually. I think my friend Taehyung has mentioned Minho and news surrounding him but that's only because they acted together."

"Oh trust me, I know Taehyung. Nice kid. Minnie loved him. Misses him too. She enjoys your music, if she isn't listening to Monsta X it's you guys." His face lights up.

"Ahh so you do know who I am." I chuckle.

"How could I not, your face is all over Korea." We talk and order more drinks. Being able to tell I'm not sober.

"So what exactly do you do for a living?"

"I own my own dance studio. Mostly teaching pop and hip hop to middle schoolers to older people, but I studied contemporary the most in school." Dancing has been my first love. Ever since my mother put me through dance camp in 2nd grade."

"After dance for so many years of being an idol my body still rejects dancing." He leans into my ear and whispers in a husky voice. "Maybe you can give me a private lesson."

Maybe it was all the stress of Minho. Of being a single parent. Maybe it's because of all the alcohol in my system but as soon as he said that I'm dragging him down to the dance floor drinks forgotten. Facing my back to him and placing his hands on my hips. The music and alcohol flowing through my system. We both sway together.

"By the way I think you look absolutely beautiful tonight." I turn around and wrap my arms around his neck.

"You don't look too bad yourself." Sudden he brings his head down to my neck. His breath ticking my neck.

"Wouldn't this look bad for you? Choi Minho's ex seen with bts member Namjoon." His lips end up on my neck.

"Maybe we should really go somewhere private then?" Maybe it really the alcohol in my system. Next thing I know we're in the back of a cab making out on the way to his place.

"Okay love birds we're here." Namjoon pays for the cab and he drags me inside. Taking me to his room.

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The first thing I wake up to is the sun shining in my face and the sound of a shower going on. I shoot up out of my bed. Except it's not my bed or my room. I look around the room and see my clothes from last nice all over the room. Oh god where am I? Where's my phone? I need to go pick up Minnie. I gather and change into my clothes, quickly texting my mom I'll pick Minnie up by 10 seeing it was only 8. just as I'm buttoning my pants I hear the bathroom door creak open.

"Oh good morning Y/n. I would you like anything for your head? Water? How about a shower?" I couldn't help but let my eyes trail down from his face to the towel around his waist.

"Uh... no it's okay I need to go and um pick up Minnie." He walks over to dresser and grabs a bottle of aspirin. Handing me the bottle.

"Thank you but I really should get going. It was nice seeing you Namjoon." Without letting him say anything I walk out of his room not knowing that I was in his dorm and seeing Kim Seokjin look at me with a horrific expression on his face. I try to quickly get out of the walk of shame I haven't experience in such a long time. I wish I never had to experience it ever. I get in a cab and make my way to my apartment.

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Minnie extremely happy to be back home. Of course she loves spending time with my parents. I think she just enjoys being home with me. Currently we were on our way to pick up snacks and dinner. I thought it would be a good idea to have a movie day considering I still have a minor headache  from the previous night

"Mommy can we get pizza? And ice cream? Oh how about-" I cut her off.

"Woah slow down, yes we can get pizza but we can't get a lot of sweets, okay? So you can either have ice cream or candy." Minnie pouts as I chuckle. Deciding she wanted ice cream instead.

"Okay baby, you have to choose." Minnie couldn't decide which flavor she wanted.

"You know, you could get the chocolate dipped cones with both the strawberry and chocolate ice cream." Me and Minnie both look and see Namjoon getting ice cream himself. Minnie runs over and grabs the boxes of ice cream he was talking about.

"Okay well thank you Namjoon, we'll be on way. Come on baby." We start to walk away until he calls out.

"Hey Y/n, can we talk?" Really? If this is about last night it's not a good idea to talk about it. Especially infront of my 6 year old.

"Now's not a good time actually. Maybe soon other time." For a moment I thought I saw a flash of hurt across his face before I walked away.

"I like Namjoon. He's nice." I look at Minnie smiling.

"He really is."

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