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School Drama Rant!!
I play cello in my schools orchestra in the advanced strings class, two people who are fake ass toxic ass friends lets call one Ky and the other Tay (both female ky age 14, tay age 12), so Ky is dating my I guess buddy lets call him Tjts (his initials) so ky and tjts ate dating but tjts has been hanging out with tay and calling her "love" and "timbits" even though she likes dunken donuts better and she's loves the white ass latte or frapuccino from Starbucks the fuck? anyways so ky used to sit at my lunch table and some info on ky and tjts they've fucked and ky has had multiple pregnancy scares I think like 4, 3 or 4 idfk and I honestly wouldn't have minded/cared if ky didn't wanna sit with us but she was fucking GLARING at us and so was tay and apparently tay says I always complain (which I don't i'll say something about being sleep-deprived because insomnia + sleep anxiety + other anxiety + ADHD doesn't make sleep easy)(I'm so proud of not many wrong spelled words so far, dyslexia isn't winning today) and stay says I'm mean to which I'm not and she tlks shit bout me eve though shes one of the worst bass players I've ever fucking met and I played with a base player who was on his phone almost 24/7 and he never paid attention and he played better than her the fuck and she says I play bad and I'm not confident in my music and I'm off beat when I'm not she needs to stfu so I mess up every now and then and I approach new and difficult pieces not timidly but like slower and not as confident because I never fucking played that piece anyways so we have theory since the three of them stay + ky + TJTS are always together now that they are a throuple and also stay says she is a lesbian but TJTS is a man so idfk know whats up with that but anyways, also she flirts with me all the fucking time and so does TJTS and honestly TJTS is 16 so technically if he dates TAY it's illegal at least based on what I learned if your a teenager it's illegal to date someone under 13 but yk he doesn't care bc he says "Game is Game" So yeah that what I have for now I might make another part of the rant sometime or maybe one of my friends will add to it who knows
I would like to say sorry. I know I keep promising to post/update more. I mean that, I really do. It's just. College. Not anywhere as laid back as high school. SO MUCH WORK. And when I don't have work I'm too drained to do much of anything else.
If only to make the matter worse my computer broke. Just going like "nope." when I tried to install Windows 8 on it. And I don't have anytime except for this weekend to fix it, and then I'll be stuck this weekend on updating that hopefully and transferring everything onto there.
After that I have to work on all these stories I'm working on that seem liked I've abandoned cause I haven't updated in like forever. I'm not abandoning them, I just don't have as much time as I did before to work on them. Then I'm working with someone on here for one of there stories to create a cover art for it. Not saying who it is or what the story is about. Just that knowing the tid-bits of info of it that it's going to be awesome.
As an apology I would like all of you to look at the very first attempt at cover art I've ever made. This was for something for my english class my senior year. As you can see it's surrounding Adventure Time. I didn't know what the show was when I made it, cause this was a group project and everyone outvoted me. My friend drew the really rough outline of this and then I cartooned the crap out of it for two hours straight. SO yeah, sorry and enjoy the eye candy.
Yall wanna look like a yu gi oh character ok i see u
Yall wanna look like a yu gi oh character ok i see u
Gimme 5 random fun facts about you! 💌
Sorry for the late reply! Umm…
I don’t like scrambled eggs but I DO like sunny side up eggs.
My favorite colors are blue and purple, but I like all colors tbh
I have ADD and anxiety (and probably other issues LMAO)
I’ve never been in a true relationship and have never had a crush (I’ve gone on dates but it’s never lasted for more than a month 😂)
I accidentally created some of my own comfort characters (I didn’t mean to, but some of the characters I made ended up becoming comfort characters to me. It’s why I draw them so repetitively 😅)
If you want to know more just ask!
This fellow plays piano the way Charlie Daniels plays violin: until the bow is torn into shreds. I don't know that that's a bad thing, but I don't say it's a good thing either. I suspect this piece is a mess, but I'd like to have heard the feeling of 3 in the 6/8 passages. Structurally it can't cohere because it's rhythmically all over the place. Again, the player, Mr Demenko, has studied it and perhaps has found its best virtue. Novel, but not for me.
boysandbach:
Lyatoshynsky - Concert Etude Rondo (1967)
Borys Demenko, piano
Boris Lyatoshynsky (1895-1968) was a major Ukrainian composer noted for teaching Valentin Silvestrov and founding a Kiev Avant-Garde school later in the 20th-century. His output is prolific and his style, like most of his contemporaries, was chameleon-like due to the shifting aesthetics in the U.S.S.R., from the experimental freedom allowed in the early 1920’s to the restricted idiom demanded in the 40’s and 50’s. Lyatoshynsky studied with Glière and his earliest compositions are primarily solo piano works. While he was aligned with the avant-garde movement of the 1920s, his thematicism and piano-writing suggest the Romanticism of middle Scriabin and Feinberg rather than the complexities and atonal language of Roslavets and Lourié. Larry Sitsky calls Lyatoshynsky the “Passionate Slav” and the appellation is fitting as these fiery and lyrical piano works demonstrate.
Prompt 23
Jaskier wishes on dandelions every time he sees one. He wishes for inspiration, his hair to look nice during this next performance, his rivals to lose, Geralt to be unwounded in his next fight, he wishes, he wishes, and he wishes. One day, he wishes that Geralt would love him back. When Geralt starts being nicer to him in what Jaskier can only assume is his awkward attempts at flirting, Jaskier begins panicking over the possibility his wish came true and he unintentionally brainwashed his friend into feeling romantic feelings for him. Geralt, meanwhile, is wondering why Jaskier has flirted with him for a decade at the least but suddenly seems so confused at Geralt's courting attempts.
Things I genuinely do not and never will understand the appeal of (a maintained list):
Marilyn Monroe
Corgis
Ahegao
Presenting personal interests and self-identifiers in a rambling list of “[do]er of [things]”
Socks
Tropical climates
Me