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You loved me too late...| Obey me x Fem!Reader
summary: when mc loves everyone but they don’t love her, not until it’s too late.
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oh i love myself some angst. And yes, I’m running out of ideas. But who doesn’t love some “I loved you but you loved me too late.” trope? EXACTLY.
warnings: being replaced, angst, emotional and physical abuse, suicidal thoughts
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Playing Vent Playlist made by Me :)
(pls listen to the playlist cause i want to know if it’s good or not)
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It hurts, doesn’t it? Having to easily see the brothers you so desperately wanted attention easily flick away from you. It does not help that the girl you were talking about prided in basically everything. She had everything in her fingertips, while you nothing in your cold hands. It was depressing. Having to love someone who doesn’t love you. It felt toxic. It felt saddening. It felt….tiring. It was exhausting. You still wanted them. You still acknowledged them. And yet, they took that all for granted. They only accepted her. But not you. Rage throbbed in your veins but you knew, beneath every façade and every breakdown, nothing will change. The cycle won’t change. The pain won’t change. She won’t change. The brothers won’t change. You gave them everything you had, but they gave you nothing. You wanted to cry. You wanted to feel something. But after so much, the very same tears that let out your emotions only let out your pain. Your vulnerability. It’s painful, no? As you hug the cold pillow, you hoped it could at least give you some warmth.
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You loved me too late...| Obey me x Fem!Reader
summary: when mc loves everyone but they don’t love her, not until it’s too late.
┊ ┊ ┊ ┊
oh i love myself some angst. And yes, I’m running out of ideas. But who doesn’t love some “I loved you but you loved me too late.” trope? EXACTLY.
warnings: being replaced, angst, emotional and physical abuse, suicidal thoughts
꘎♡━━━━━♡꘎
Playing Vent Playlist made by Me :)
(pls listen to the playlist cause i want to know if it’s good or not)
|◁ II ▷|
It hurts, doesn’t it? Having to easily see the brothers you so desperately wanted attention easily flick away from you. It does not help that the girl you were talking about prided in basically everything. She had everything in her fingertips, while you nothing in your cold hands. It was depressing. Having to love someone who doesn’t love you. It felt toxic. It felt saddening. It felt….tiring. It was exhausting. You still wanted them. You still acknowledged them. And yet, they took that all for granted. They only accepted her. But not you. Rage throbbed in your veins but you knew, beneath every façade and every breakdown, nothing will change. The cycle won’t change. The pain won’t change. She won’t change. The brothers won’t change. You gave them everything you had, but they gave you nothing. You wanted to cry. You wanted to feel something. But after so much, the very same tears that let out your emotions only let out your pain. Your vulnerability. It’s painful, no? As you hug the cold pillow, you hoped it could at least give you some warmth.
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do you guys think that mammon and beelzebub can both resonate with the feeling of being empty?
of never having enough?
perhaps the reason they reach for one more Grimm, one more bite is not just their sin(s), but also the overwhelming urge to feel satisfied for once?
to not have their insides writhing with the agony of being incomplete?
or is it just me?