You Loved Me Too Late...| Obey Me X Fem!Reader

You loved me too late...| Obey me x Fem!Reader

summary: when mc loves everyone but they don’t love her, not until it’s too late.

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oh i love myself some angst. And yes, I’m running out of ideas. But who doesn’t love some “I loved you but you loved me too late.” trope? EXACTLY. 

warnings: being replaced, angst, emotional and physical abuse, suicidal thoughts 

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                              Playing Vent Playlist made by Me :)

(pls listen to the playlist cause i want to know if it’s good or not)

                                                  |◁ II ▷|

   It hurts, doesn’t it? Having to easily see the brothers you so desperately wanted attention easily flick away from you. It does not help that the girl you were talking about prided in basically everything. She had everything in her fingertips, while you nothing in your cold hands. It was depressing. Having to love someone who doesn’t love you. It felt toxic. It felt saddening. It felt….tiring. It was exhausting. You still wanted them. You still acknowledged them. And yet, they took that all for granted. They only accepted her. But not you. Rage throbbed in your veins but you knew, beneath every façade and every breakdown, nothing will change. The cycle won’t change. The pain won’t change. She won’t change. The brothers won’t change. You gave them everything you had, but they gave you nothing. You wanted to cry. You wanted to feel something. But after so much, the very same tears that let out your emotions only let out your pain. Your vulnerability. It’s painful, no?  As you hug the cold pillow, you hoped it could at least give you some warmth. 

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All the boys together!! These were SO fun to design, maybe I'll do some designs for the other demons and angels sometime~

Tired | Obey me angst | Burnt out MC AU

PLEASE READ: THIS IS ONLY ANOTHER DRAFT THAT I MADE. IM PLANNING TO TAKE A BREAK. 

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okay this is more or less directed towards my feelings. And yes im going to be diagnosed soon because my angst is kind of concerning at this point. 

summary: burnt out mc leaves the Devildom with no warning

warnings: self-indulgent, burnt out feelings, guilt and depression(?), half-venting (kinda on my part)

                           Playing: Moral of the Story by Ashe

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and while you’re at it, check my spotify! 

The Devildom was fun. For a while. But the studies and your personal problems began closing in on you. It’s as if it was a trap. You never wanted to be in the same boat with them. Dealing with their problems while also dealing with yours can be tiring. Depressing. It makes you think late into the night. How can you solve all of this while receiving no damage towards your mental and physical health? You thought of this one hard. Yet nothing could slip through the cracks. You had to face them head on, with nothing to protect you. Not even the brothers were aiding you in this war yet they made it with their own hands. It was pathetic, really. They were provoking these problems, but they cower in fear whenever they face with the consequences. How stupid can they be? To use a mortal as their shield was a coward move. But wasn’t it the only thing they can do? They were terrified. Cut them some slack. It’s brutal. Trying to make everything alright while also dealing with the thoughts in your head. You were stable. You were. A sigh left your lips as you flip the dusty pages of a book. Just leave it alone, MC. They never cared. They never cared for you. They never cared if you felt as if you were only a trump card to their succession. You were treated as if you were a doll. Always played with then thrown away. It hurt you. It was like a toxic relationship that breaks apart once you finally try to pry open the brother’s good side. It was certainly something. The once sweet brothers, now held hate in their eyes. Their open hands now closed, their fists clenched. You wanted a break. You deserved it, no? As you stare at the luggage that once helped you bring your items to this Hell, you knew it would help you bring your items to leave this realm. 

   The Devildom was quiet. Really, quiet.  Too quiet. No laughter. No screams. No pain. Nothing. Only the occasional pen scribbling from Lucifer, or the footsteps from Mammon in the halls. They all knew what they were thinking. “Where is MC?” Well, let me answer them for you. Gone. You were gone. No where in site. Pain struck them as they began looking for you. And yet, no clue or trace to be found. You knew it was wrong. To leave. But, wouldn’t it be better to just leave completely than stay? They never wanted you there in the first place. They hated you. They never wanted you. They didn’t love you. But as you held your tears in your once warm home, you held your heart. As a pained smile masked you, you thought to yourself. You may have left them completely, MC, but did they truly leave you?

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Okay i left for like an entire month. And I’m sorry for that. But I was taking care of myself. I felt really low in that period of time. But I’m feeling better now! I still plan to write more stories, but my posts will be slowed. Originally, I planned to make this a full on story, but I decided to make it a draft or an idea for some others to take and use. 

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Obey me!Memes #130

Solomon in the kitchen with luke that one time:

I'm deep in the feels atm and need a bit of a pick me up if that's okay.

I was wondering if you could do headcanons for the Obey Me cast and how they would react the a GN MC who is afraid they are slowly drifting away from there best friend of around 7 years.

I'm worried this is happening to me and really want some comfort. If you aren't comfortable writing this I understand and hope you have a good day. 😄

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: angst & comfort

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: brothers x GN!Mc

𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: overthinking, not proofread.

𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲: i’m so sorry you’re going through this atm, i hope you feel better soon and get it all worked out. also if you would like a part two with the side characters please feel free to ask! take care love <3

You and your best friend have been slowly drifting away, and you were scared of it. You didn’t want them to drift away after all you knew them for years. You were on your human phone texting them, waiting for them to respond but it took them a while and when they did respond they were dry.

This wasn’t the first time of this happening, it’s been happening for a while now. You start to tear up at the thought of them drifting away. Soon you heard a knock, quickly you tried wiping the tears away but it was too late because he opened the door and saw.

• Lucifer stopped from opening the door any further as soon as he saw your tears, he slowly walked in and shut the door behind him before approaching you quietly and calmly trying not to scare you.

• He sat beside you and put your hands in his, “MC dear, what’s wrong?” he asks gently while he rubs his thumbs over your cold knuckles making them warm.

• You told him everything and you broke down even more just thinking of it actually happening, them leaving you.

• Lucifer stares wide eyed for a second before he slowly lifts his hands from yours to pull you into a warm hug, rubbing your back.

• “MC.. it’ll be okay I promise, if they leave it’s their fault that they didn’t see just how amazing you were. Please don’t overthink it too much.”

• He’ll hug you for as long as you need, dry your tears as long as you need, for whatever reason you need him he’ll always be by your side.

• Mammon swings the door open but stops in his tracks as soon as he see’s the state you’re in.

• He closes the door and he almost runs to you, grabbing you into a tight embrace before looking over your features.

• “W-woah there MC, why ya so sad all of a sudden? The great Mammon’s here to cheer ya up!”

• You explain everything as more teardrops gather up in your eyes, he grabs a tissue from your dresser and wipes your tears before putting the tissue down and looking at you sadly.

• He gently strokes your tearstained cheeks, “That isn’t too good what is happening between ya, hopefully you guys start going back to normal. If ever they do leave ya just know that you tried your best..”

• He lays there with you until your tears dry, and you finish crying.

• You always comforted him, so he wanted to help you at your worst. He’ll leave small gifts and notes saying “You’re doing your best, never change<3” around.

• Leviathan was going to ask if you wanted to watch a new anime series that came out but quickly came to a halt when he heard your sobs

• “Uh.. MC? Are you o-okay?”

• He is very awkward because he never really had anyone to comfort since the fall and he thinks he’s bad at it.

• He awkwardly walks up to you and sits beside you, and hands you a tissue box.

• “D-Do you want to talk about it?..”

• You tell him and he looks at you guilty

• “I’ve been through that too.. I didn’t know what to do so I just let it happen, I regret it so much though. Hopefully you guys don’t drift away after all you are a great person..”

•He gives you one of his comfort pillows to cry into if you want, he tries his best to comfort you.

• Satan was about to call you for your cooking duty until he saw your tears, he closes the door and kneels in front of you.

• He grabs your hands and kisses one before looking up at you with a sympathetic look, whoever made you feel like this would go through hell.

• He tries to keep calm, asking you what’s wrong and once you explain he gets madder.

• “MC, i’m sorry to hear that. I think the best idea is if you’re the one holding the friendship string together and they aren’t giving anything in return you should drop it and find new people that will show the same back to you. I know it’ll hurt, but it’s best for your mental health.”

• You stop crying a bit before hugging him tightly, he hugs you back gentle and warm.

• If you need rest, he’ll let you get it and he’ll take over your cooking duty or you guys can both work together for cooking.

• He’ll do anything to see you smile again and out of your sad state. He’ll even stay the night with you in his room or youra if you want.

• Asmo was going to talk to you about the new skincare that he had bought but immediately ran to you and held you in his arms when he saw your crying face.

• “Oh my.. who had hurt my darling MC?!”

• He holds you in his arms, cradling your head, stroking your hair gently as if you were going to break any moment.

• Once you tell him everything he holds you even closer, letting you cry into his shoulders.

• “There there hon, remember i’m always here and i could try to help you with advice i had when this happened to me. If your best friend isn’t doing too much to avoid that from happening, and your the only one you should try to think of other ways, if it doesn’t help you should show them the same energy back and maybe they’ll see that they’re doing wrong.”

• You cry even more into his shoulders, and he rubs your head waiting until you stop crying before he gently picks you up and brings you to his room.

• He sets you down gently on his comfy bed and walks over to his dresser to grab some face masks and a comfortable robe to put over your pajamas, matching with his robe.

• He lets you lay down as he puts the cool face mask gently on your face and rubs it onto your face slowly and gently.

• You calm down a bit and he offers if you would like a bubble bath, if you say yes he’ll run the bath and put in your favourite scented bubbles into his large bath. He’ll let you get in yourself and go back to his room unless you want him to join you.

• He’s a very good comforter.

• Beel immediately drops some snacks he got for the two of you, and shut the door before sitting beside you.

• “What happened MC?..”

• Once you explain and cry even more, he pulls you into his embrace and hugs you softly while holding your back in place to steady you.

• “You shouldn’t have to feel that way or go through that, i’m so sorry. If they stop being like they used to that means it will probably never be the same. It might be better to leave them for a while then maybe come back and see if they chase after you, if not it’s better to find people who deserve your attention.”

• He picks up the snacks and hands you a bag of you favourite chips and a bottle of your favourite soda/beverage.

• If you want you can spend the night with him and Belphie and join them in a movie night.

• If you accept he’ll get your favourite snacks, comfortable pillows and blankets and expect a sandwich cuddle with the twins<3

• He seriously tries his best to help you feel better, hugs from him is like a big teddy bear in real life

• Belphie came into your room to cuddle, shutting the door behind him not noticing your tears until he came up close to you and he was immediately awake as he ever been

• He lays down beside you, pulling you with him and cuddling you.

• He hugs you and lays his head on your shoulder and asks what happened.

• Once you explained he was kind of mad at your friend for treating you like that but felt bad for you more.

• “MC, you shouldn’t have to feel like they’re drifting away. You’re trying your best and doing everything you can for them but if thats not good enough for them then I don’t know what will be. Just know you tried your best.”

• He wipes your tears with his thumb and cuddles you until you fall asleep in his embrace, he’ll also fall asleep.

• Once you wake up you’d notice that he’s gone, but he comes back with your favourite dish he tried to cook for you, and a drink.

• He usually never does this for anyone but you will be an exception.