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I love how everyone is obsessed with Leviathan running after Mammon

I still can't get over the fact that Levi sleeps like this 😂

Bonus

The fact that Lucifer doesn't put him in a normal position and just extends the cover over him

Fanfic: Angels of Devildom

Obey me Fanfic (by me)

Mostly about Leviathan

Leviathan x Reader soon(?)

See the end of the post for the notes

Share pls 😭🙏

Four chapters out on Ao3!!

On ao3:

The first chapter of the Fanfic for anyone who wants to keep reading it on Ao3:

Chapter 1

The Angels

Angels (from the Latin angelus and the Greek ángelos (ἄγγελος), messenger), according to the Judeo-Christian tradition, are celestial and spiritual beings. Beautiful and radiant, they are normally seen as personifications of innocence, kindness, purity and virtue. They inhabit the well-known and desired paradise, better known as heaven.

They follow a single being, known by the name of God, and each of them has a specific hierarchy. In the first hierarchy are the Seraphim, Cherubim and Thrones. They are followed by Dominions, Virtues and Powers. In the third hierarchy are the Principalities, Archangels and Angels, the latter being the closest to the needs of human beings.

Before the existence of human beings, there was an angel in Heaven called Lucifer, whom God placed in the position of guardian cherub, a prominent position in relation to the other celestial creatures. He was perfect, wise, beautiful and handsome, of vivid splendor and shining. This cherub was considered God's favorite. All the angels respected him, for he was the closest to God.

One day, one of his sisters, Lilith, fell in love with a human man. She saw him every day from heaven. She loved him deeply, and one day she decided to come down to the human world to visit him personally, breaking one of the rules of heaven, which is not to get involved in the lives of humans. She had to be punished, and since Lucifer and his other brothers did not like the idea at all, Lucifer gathered those who would help him, and fought a battle with the faithful angelic hosts.

They were defeated after a hard battle, in which Lilith ended up losing her life, and they their right to remain angels. Lucifer was so angry at the end of the war that one of his three pairs of wings fell off, giving life to Satan, already born a demon, sin of wrath.

Along with Lucifer and Satan, six other angels who were on his side in the war fell from heaven with him. These same are his six brothers, now known as the seven deadly sins, and the seven leaders of hell: Lucifer, the sin of pride; Mammon, the sin of greed; Leviathan, the sin of envy; Satan, the sin of wrath; Asmodeus, the sin of lust; Beelzebub, the sin of gluttony; and lastly, Belphegor, the sin of sloth.

†

As soon as he and his brothers fell from the sky, they gained a different form. A pair of horns appeared on their heads in place of their halos. Some remained with wings, but not those of angels, and others gained tails in place of their wings. One had his wings darkened, his Twelve wings became four, and his beautiful white wings became black. Another gained a pair of demon wings in place of his angel wings. Another lost his wings and gained a reptilian tail. Two others also had their wings changed, one also with a pair of demon wings, and another with insect wings. And another had his wings changed with a tail that was thin but furry until it reached the tip, where there was a large amount of dark hair there. The other one that was just born was already born a demon, as mentioned before. He has horns on his head, and a pair of pointy pants, and along its length, there were spikes there.

†

He limped through the dark forest at night. His tail was sore from tripping over it so much because of exhaustion. He felt cold and his body was shaking, but he kept walking. He wanted to rest, he needed to rest. His limbs ached and the wound in his abdomen slowed his movements more and more. His body, almost completely covered in his own blood, made him stagger, leaving trails of blood wherever he went. He had been walking for a long time, almost without any rest. Sometimes, he would lean against a thick tree to rest for a few moments and then start walking again. He didn't want to stop, he couldn't stop. He needed to find them, to be with his brothers.

Soon he reached a denser part of the forest, and with each step he took, he tripped over the roots of the trees that came out of the ground. He tried to hold on to the vines, but he was too weak to support the weight of his body, which made him fall. He felt like crying, screaming, taking out his anger. But he wouldn't do it until he found him. He stood up again and began to walk, until his vision went dark, his body became weak and trembling, and, in a few seconds, he found himself on the ground.

"... Lucifer..." He whispered before fainting on the dirty and damp earth of the forest.

†

He felt warm and comfortable, unlike what he had felt when he was in his old home. But, somehow, it was still as cozy as there. He felt as if he had been picked up by a kind God, who had gifted him with a moment of rest in his warm and dry hand, unlike the dirty and damp ground of the forest where he was. Soon, he opened his eyes and saw that he was no longer in the forest, but in a human house. He looked around and realized that there was a blanket over his body and pictures with works of art on the walls, along with some scribbled drawings, probably made by some child.

He then looked back, where his tail should be, which is no longer there, but it does not seem like it was torn from his body. He put his hands on his head, he couldn't feel his horns either... had they disappeared? He couldn't say for sure, but he didn't care, since he was now free of the reminder that he was no longer an angel. He then saw a mirror and tried to look at himself in it while he was in bed. He couldn't move enough to see himself in the mirror, so he gave up and started looking at the spot he was in.

After a few moments, he tried to get up and the sharp pain in his abdomen made him grunt in pain, reminding him that he was still injured. He lifted the blanket to look at his wound and saw that he was wearing different clothes than the ones he had been wearing before coming to this place. As soon as he lifted the shirt they had put on him, he saw that there were compresses on his wound, bandaged with a bandage. He looked around again and saw no one. He wanted to get up and continue looking for his brothers, but he didn't know where or where to go. He sighed and lay down again, waiting for the person to help him.

Minutes passed and he heard people talking and the door creaking, indicating that someone was opening it. Then he saw a tall man, with dark skin, dark brown eyes and black hair approaching him. Right behind him, a child shorter than the man, with hair and eyes of the same color and fair skin, was also approaching.

"Hello, it seems that you're awake." The older man said as he sat down in a chair next to the bed.

“...” He didn’t say anything.

“Are you better? You were pale and bruised when I found you in the woods.” The younger boy said.

“... Yes. I’m fine.” He answered the boy.

“That’s good.” The boy smiled.

“Are you hungry? We made vegetable soup for lunch today.” The man said.

“... I think I’ll accept... I’m not in a position to say no to food.”

“Great. My name is Lincoln, and this little boy here is Casey.” The man said, ruffling the young man’s hair.

“Dad!” The boy complained, trying to fix his hair again.

“He’s the one who found you in the woods.” Lincoln said. “He carried you from the thick part of the woods to near our house. Then, he asked for my help to finish bringing you here.”

He looked at Casey. “Thanks...”

“You’re welcome.” Casey smiled. “Since we’re introducing ourselves, what’s your name?”

“My… name?”

“Yes, what’s your name?”

“My name...” He then remembered when he was falling, with an arrow stuck in his abdomen. He also remembered his brothers screaming as they fell... Him, Mammon and Asmodeus screaming for Lucifer, the twins Beelzebub and Belphegor screaming each other’s names as they tried to reach each other, and Satan falling without even knowing why he existed, or why he was there, falling. He then looked at both of them, and only now realized that they were human. He decided to shorten his name, because he had heard from Lilith, when she was still alive, that humans usually had similar names, so seeing a different name would be strange to them. “... Levi. My name is Levi.” “Well, it’s a pleasure, Levi.” Lincoln got up from his chair. “You’re not in any condition to move, so you’ll have to stay in this house for a while. There aren’t many hospitals around here, and the closest one is many miles away. The trip would make your wound open, so we can’t risk a trip to the hospital. At least not for now.” He crossed his arms.

“Levi, since you’re going to be here, could you tell us more about yourself?” Casey asked, clearly curious.

“Oh...”

“Casey, it’s not very polite to ask strangers about their lives when you’ve just met them.” Lincoln said, looking at Casey.

“Sorry, Dad...” Casey pouted.

Leviathan watched the scene and couldn’t help but remember what it was like with Lucifer when they were both still angels. He missed Lucifer, and his brothers... But, the scene in front of him made him smile, at least for now. Lincoln and Casey looked at him when they saw his smile and smiled too.

“Since the table is set, do you want us to bring you a bowl of soup here in the room?” Lincoln asked.

“Oh, sure.”

“Casey, can you get it for him, please?”

“Sure, Dad.” Casey nodded and left the room. In a few minutes, he returned with a bowl of soup in his hands. Lincoln helped Leviathan sit on the bed. They grabbed another pillow and placed it on his legs, making it a table so Leviathan could rest the plate and eat the soup.

“Thanks.” Leviathan said to the two as soon as Casey finished placing the plate on the pillow.

“You’re welcome!” Casey said enthusiastically.

“You’re welcome, Levi.” Lincoln said calmly. “We’re going to the kitchen, make yourself comfortable.” Lincoln and Casey left the room, leaving Leviathan alone again.

Leviathan ate his food and tried to put the plate on the desk that was next to the same chair that was leaning against the bed. His wound was still open, but he forced himself to stretch his arm and managed to put the plate on the table. Lincoln was the one who came to get the plate and take it back to the kitchen to be washed.

†

Leviathan managed to lie down on the bed alone after a few minutes. He was still worried. He couldn't stay in that house, he had to go back to the forest. He had been looking for Lucifer and the others for a long time, and he could never find them.

Leviathan tried to get out of bed, but his wound was still very painful and hadn't healed. He managed to turn his body to the side and sit up in bed. He tried to get up and grunted in pain, ending up sitting down again. He sighed and tried again, this time leaning on the chair next to the bed.

“What are you doing?”

Leviathan heard someone and turned to the door. It was Casey. He ran to Leviathan and put a hand on his back while holding his hand with the other.

“You should rest, Levi! You can't keep trying to get up!” Casey helped him sit up slowly and carefully. “Why were you trying to get up? Your wound could open up again...” Casey looked worried.

Leviathan sighed. “... I was trying to get back to the forest.”

“Why?”

“I need to look for some people.”

“Who?” Casey tilted his head to the side, not unlike a confused baby animal.

“People who are very important to me.”

“And do you know where they are, Mr. Levi?”

“... No. I don’t.” Leviathan looked down.

“And why were you thinking of going looking for them if you don’t know where they are?”

“... I don’t know.”

“I don’t think that’s very smart.” Casey said sincerely.

Leviathan sighed once more. “I think so too… but I have no other choice.”

“Why don’t you try looking for clues, like the detectives in those cartoons?” Casey asked excitedly.

Leviathan thought for a moment. “... Cartoon detectives?” He didn’t know exactly what that was. He was a fallen angel who had been wandering aimlessly for a long time. It was no wonder he didn’t know a lot of common human things.

“You don’t know? They’re those people who use a hat and a magnifying glass to look for things or people!”

Leviathan was even more confused.

“For example, when a neighbor’s cat gets lost, the owner asks a detective to look for it!”

“I don’t think a detective would look for lost cats, son.” Lincoln appeared in the doorway.

Casey turned and looked at his father. “Of course they do, Dad! I saw that on the cartoon I watch!”

“If you say so…” Lincoln sat down in the chair next to the bed. “Leviathan, can I see your wound? I think it’s time to change the bandages.”

“... Of course.” Leviathan whispered and moved the blanket aside, lifting his shirt enough so that his wound was visible. Lincoln approached Leviathan and changed both the bandage and the bandage, wiping the excess blood from the wound with a clean, damp cloth he asked Casey to get from the kitchen. After treating the wound, Lincoln and Casey helped Leviathan to the bathroom to take a shower and change his clothes. They carefully placed him back on the bed and covered his body. They turned off the light in the room and said goodnight before leaving.

Leviathan stared at the ceiling for a while. He could see that the ceiling was made of wood, probably oak. It seemed to be very well made, and it still looked new. He also decided to notice the walls, which were painted white. The floor was also made of wood, and there were scratches in some parts. There was a window on the other side of the room, and from there he could have a good view of the forest. There was also a wardrobe leaning against the wall, and there were well-drawn drawings, and some half-scribbled ones pinned to it. The well-drawn ones must be of Lincoln, and the more scribbled ones would be of Casey, that's what Leviathan thought. He stared at the place for a long time, and soon after decided to go to sleep.

‼️Notes about the fanfic:‼️

• I will be posting every Friday.

• I apologize for any writing mistakes.

• This is an AU created by me for my own enjoyment, so the character's personalities will often not be the same as the original characters.

• Don't think too much about the name of the fanfic. It's no spoiler or important thing of the fanfic.🕴️

Fanfic: Angels of Devildom

Obey me Fanfic (by me)

Mostly about Leviathan

Leviathan x Reader soon(?)

See the end of the post for the notes

Share pls 😭🙏

Four chapters out on Ao3!!

On ao3:

The first chapter of the Fanfic for anyone who wants to keep reading it on Ao3:

Chapter 1

The Angels

Angels (from the Latin angelus and the Greek ángelos (ἄγγελος), messenger), according to the Judeo-Christian tradition, are celestial and spiritual beings. Beautiful and radiant, they are normally seen as personifications of innocence, kindness, purity and virtue. They inhabit the well-known and desired paradise, better known as heaven.

They follow a single being, known by the name of God, and each of them has a specific hierarchy. In the first hierarchy are the Seraphim, Cherubim and Thrones. They are followed by Dominions, Virtues and Powers. In the third hierarchy are the Principalities, Archangels and Angels, the latter being the closest to the needs of human beings.

Before the existence of human beings, there was an angel in Heaven called Lucifer, whom God placed in the position of guardian cherub, a prominent position in relation to the other celestial creatures. He was perfect, wise, beautiful and handsome, of vivid splendor and shining. This cherub was considered God's favorite. All the angels respected him, for he was the closest to God.

One day, one of his sisters, Lilith, fell in love with a human man. She saw him every day from heaven. She loved him deeply, and one day she decided to come down to the human world to visit him personally, breaking one of the rules of heaven, which is not to get involved in the lives of humans. She had to be punished, and since Lucifer and his other brothers did not like the idea at all, Lucifer gathered those who would help him, and fought a battle with the faithful angelic hosts.

They were defeated after a hard battle, in which Lilith ended up losing her life, and they their right to remain angels. Lucifer was so angry at the end of the war that one of his three pairs of wings fell off, giving life to Satan, already born a demon, sin of wrath.

Along with Lucifer and Satan, six other angels who were on his side in the war fell from heaven with him. These same are his six brothers, now known as the seven deadly sins, and the seven leaders of hell: Lucifer, the sin of pride; Mammon, the sin of greed; Leviathan, the sin of envy; Satan, the sin of wrath; Asmodeus, the sin of lust; Beelzebub, the sin of gluttony; and lastly, Belphegor, the sin of sloth.

†

As soon as he and his brothers fell from the sky, they gained a different form. A pair of horns appeared on their heads in place of their halos. Some remained with wings, but not those of angels, and others gained tails in place of their wings. One had his wings darkened, his Twelve wings became four, and his beautiful white wings became black. Another gained a pair of demon wings in place of his angel wings. Another lost his wings and gained a reptilian tail. Two others also had their wings changed, one also with a pair of demon wings, and another with insect wings. And another had his wings changed with a tail that was thin but furry until it reached the tip, where there was a large amount of dark hair there. The other one that was just born was already born a demon, as mentioned before. He has horns on his head, and a pair of pointy pants, and along its length, there were spikes there.

†

He limped through the dark forest at night. His tail was sore from tripping over it so much because of exhaustion. He felt cold and his body was shaking, but he kept walking. He wanted to rest, he needed to rest. His limbs ached and the wound in his abdomen slowed his movements more and more. His body, almost completely covered in his own blood, made him stagger, leaving trails of blood wherever he went. He had been walking for a long time, almost without any rest. Sometimes, he would lean against a thick tree to rest for a few moments and then start walking again. He didn't want to stop, he couldn't stop. He needed to find them, to be with his brothers.

Soon he reached a denser part of the forest, and with each step he took, he tripped over the roots of the trees that came out of the ground. He tried to hold on to the vines, but he was too weak to support the weight of his body, which made him fall. He felt like crying, screaming, taking out his anger. But he wouldn't do it until he found him. He stood up again and began to walk, until his vision went dark, his body became weak and trembling, and, in a few seconds, he found himself on the ground.

"... Lucifer..." He whispered before fainting on the dirty and damp earth of the forest.

†

He felt warm and comfortable, unlike what he had felt when he was in his old home. But, somehow, it was still as cozy as there. He felt as if he had been picked up by a kind God, who had gifted him with a moment of rest in his warm and dry hand, unlike the dirty and damp ground of the forest where he was. Soon, he opened his eyes and saw that he was no longer in the forest, but in a human house. He looked around and realized that there was a blanket over his body and pictures with works of art on the walls, along with some scribbled drawings, probably made by some child.

He then looked back, where his tail should be, which is no longer there, but it does not seem like it was torn from his body. He put his hands on his head, he couldn't feel his horns either... had they disappeared? He couldn't say for sure, but he didn't care, since he was now free of the reminder that he was no longer an angel. He then saw a mirror and tried to look at himself in it while he was in bed. He couldn't move enough to see himself in the mirror, so he gave up and started looking at the spot he was in.

After a few moments, he tried to get up and the sharp pain in his abdomen made him grunt in pain, reminding him that he was still injured. He lifted the blanket to look at his wound and saw that he was wearing different clothes than the ones he had been wearing before coming to this place. As soon as he lifted the shirt they had put on him, he saw that there were compresses on his wound, bandaged with a bandage. He looked around again and saw no one. He wanted to get up and continue looking for his brothers, but he didn't know where or where to go. He sighed and lay down again, waiting for the person to help him.

Minutes passed and he heard people talking and the door creaking, indicating that someone was opening it. Then he saw a tall man, with dark skin, dark brown eyes and black hair approaching him. Right behind him, a child shorter than the man, with hair and eyes of the same color and fair skin, was also approaching.

"Hello, it seems that you're awake." The older man said as he sat down in a chair next to the bed.

“...” He didn’t say anything.

“Are you better? You were pale and bruised when I found you in the woods.” The younger boy said.

“... Yes. I’m fine.” He answered the boy.

“That’s good.” The boy smiled.

“Are you hungry? We made vegetable soup for lunch today.” The man said.

“... I think I’ll accept... I’m not in a position to say no to food.”

“Great. My name is Lincoln, and this little boy here is Casey.” The man said, ruffling the young man’s hair.

“Dad!” The boy complained, trying to fix his hair again.

“He’s the one who found you in the woods.” Lincoln said. “He carried you from the thick part of the woods to near our house. Then, he asked for my help to finish bringing you here.”

He looked at Casey. “Thanks...”

“You’re welcome.” Casey smiled. “Since we’re introducing ourselves, what’s your name?”

“My… name?”

“Yes, what’s your name?”

“My name...” He then remembered when he was falling, with an arrow stuck in his abdomen. He also remembered his brothers screaming as they fell... Him, Mammon and Asmodeus screaming for Lucifer, the twins Beelzebub and Belphegor screaming each other’s names as they tried to reach each other, and Satan falling without even knowing why he existed, or why he was there, falling. He then looked at both of them, and only now realized that they were human. He decided to shorten his name, because he had heard from Lilith, when she was still alive, that humans usually had similar names, so seeing a different name would be strange to them. “... Levi. My name is Levi.” “Well, it’s a pleasure, Levi.” Lincoln got up from his chair. “You’re not in any condition to move, so you’ll have to stay in this house for a while. There aren’t many hospitals around here, and the closest one is many miles away. The trip would make your wound open, so we can’t risk a trip to the hospital. At least not for now.” He crossed his arms.

“Levi, since you’re going to be here, could you tell us more about yourself?” Casey asked, clearly curious.

“Oh...”

“Casey, it’s not very polite to ask strangers about their lives when you’ve just met them.” Lincoln said, looking at Casey.

“Sorry, Dad...” Casey pouted.

Leviathan watched the scene and couldn’t help but remember what it was like with Lucifer when they were both still angels. He missed Lucifer, and his brothers... But, the scene in front of him made him smile, at least for now. Lincoln and Casey looked at him when they saw his smile and smiled too.

“Since the table is set, do you want us to bring you a bowl of soup here in the room?” Lincoln asked.

“Oh, sure.”

“Casey, can you get it for him, please?”

“Sure, Dad.” Casey nodded and left the room. In a few minutes, he returned with a bowl of soup in his hands. Lincoln helped Leviathan sit on the bed. They grabbed another pillow and placed it on his legs, making it a table so Leviathan could rest the plate and eat the soup.

“Thanks.” Leviathan said to the two as soon as Casey finished placing the plate on the pillow.

“You’re welcome!” Casey said enthusiastically.

“You’re welcome, Levi.” Lincoln said calmly. “We’re going to the kitchen, make yourself comfortable.” Lincoln and Casey left the room, leaving Leviathan alone again.

Leviathan ate his food and tried to put the plate on the desk that was next to the same chair that was leaning against the bed. His wound was still open, but he forced himself to stretch his arm and managed to put the plate on the table. Lincoln was the one who came to get the plate and take it back to the kitchen to be washed.

†

Leviathan managed to lie down on the bed alone after a few minutes. He was still worried. He couldn't stay in that house, he had to go back to the forest. He had been looking for Lucifer and the others for a long time, and he could never find them.

Leviathan tried to get out of bed, but his wound was still very painful and hadn't healed. He managed to turn his body to the side and sit up in bed. He tried to get up and grunted in pain, ending up sitting down again. He sighed and tried again, this time leaning on the chair next to the bed.

“What are you doing?”

Leviathan heard someone and turned to the door. It was Casey. He ran to Leviathan and put a hand on his back while holding his hand with the other.

“You should rest, Levi! You can't keep trying to get up!” Casey helped him sit up slowly and carefully. “Why were you trying to get up? Your wound could open up again...” Casey looked worried.

Leviathan sighed. “... I was trying to get back to the forest.”

“Why?”

“I need to look for some people.”

“Who?” Casey tilted his head to the side, not unlike a confused baby animal.

“People who are very important to me.”

“And do you know where they are, Mr. Levi?”

“... No. I don’t.” Leviathan looked down.

“And why were you thinking of going looking for them if you don’t know where they are?”

“... I don’t know.”

“I don’t think that’s very smart.” Casey said sincerely.

Leviathan sighed once more. “I think so too… but I have no other choice.”

“Why don’t you try looking for clues, like the detectives in those cartoons?” Casey asked excitedly.

Leviathan thought for a moment. “... Cartoon detectives?” He didn’t know exactly what that was. He was a fallen angel who had been wandering aimlessly for a long time. It was no wonder he didn’t know a lot of common human things.

“You don’t know? They’re those people who use a hat and a magnifying glass to look for things or people!”

Leviathan was even more confused.

“For example, when a neighbor’s cat gets lost, the owner asks a detective to look for it!”

“I don’t think a detective would look for lost cats, son.” Lincoln appeared in the doorway.

Casey turned and looked at his father. “Of course they do, Dad! I saw that on the cartoon I watch!”

“If you say so…” Lincoln sat down in the chair next to the bed. “Leviathan, can I see your wound? I think it’s time to change the bandages.”

“... Of course.” Leviathan whispered and moved the blanket aside, lifting his shirt enough so that his wound was visible. Lincoln approached Leviathan and changed both the bandage and the bandage, wiping the excess blood from the wound with a clean, damp cloth he asked Casey to get from the kitchen. After treating the wound, Lincoln and Casey helped Leviathan to the bathroom to take a shower and change his clothes. They carefully placed him back on the bed and covered his body. They turned off the light in the room and said goodnight before leaving.

Leviathan stared at the ceiling for a while. He could see that the ceiling was made of wood, probably oak. It seemed to be very well made, and it still looked new. He also decided to notice the walls, which were painted white. The floor was also made of wood, and there were scratches in some parts. There was a window on the other side of the room, and from there he could have a good view of the forest. There was also a wardrobe leaning against the wall, and there were well-drawn drawings, and some half-scribbled ones pinned to it. The well-drawn ones must be of Lincoln, and the more scribbled ones would be of Casey, that's what Leviathan thought. He stared at the place for a long time, and soon after decided to go to sleep.

‼️Notes about the fanfic:‼️

• I will be posting every Friday.

• I apologize for any writing mistakes.

• This is an AU created by me for my own enjoyment, so the character's personalities will often not be the same as the original characters.

• Don't think too much about the name of the fanfic. It's no spoiler or important thing of the fanfic.🕴️

I'm here

Comfort fluff with Levi bc I'm feeling very sad and I love Levi with my entire heart. This is also the first time I've written something in about 3-4 years?? So I'm sorry in advance if this isn't good lmao </3

You're having a little meltdown bc of your head while sleeping in Levi's room and he does his best to comfort you

It was unusual that you would fall asleep after Levi but here you were tonight. Your boyfriend asleep while you were wide awake at some ungodly hour of the night. Thoughts were piling up slowly the longer you stayed awake, you just wanted to sleep and ignore the thoughts until you woke up the next day. You kept tossing and turning, getting more and more frustrated when you weren't able sleep. You sat up to try and get out of bath tub bed to maybe go on a walk, grab a glass of water from the kitchen even. Even if you wanted to, your body didn't want you to —so you stayed sitting up with a weighted blanket resting on your legs.

Your thoughts got louder, some were just repeating in your head like a broken record, some were just harsh words. You felt insecure, annoyed, upset if it wasn't obvious. Why can't they go away for one night? You had such a lovely day with your boyfriend, spending the whole day shut inside his room, binge watching anime that had really long titles that spoiled the whole plot, playing games with him even though he bested you in almost all of them, only letting you win just to see you erupt with joy. It made him warm seeing you get so happy over winning a match.

"Y/n, you're moving around a lot," A soft, tired voice interrupted your spiralling thoughts. He rubbed his eyes and noticed how you were sitting up.

"I can't sleep..."

"Are... Are you feeling okay? Most of the time w-when I can't sleep, it's usually because my stupid brain won't stop thinking." He pushed himself up, now sitting next to you.

"Yeah, well no, but--" you were interrupted with the feeling of tears running down your cheeks. You took in a deep breath to try and calm yourself down. Levi panicked, not expecting to see you crying minutes after waking up. "I-It's just... It's like you said, I can't stop thinking and there's so many thoughts crowding my head and--" Your breath started becoming rapid, you were hyperventilating now. It's getting worse.

"Y/n, can you look at me?" He moved to sit in front of you and grabbed your hands, being very cautious not to make any sudden movements in case it made things worse. "Breathe with me, okay?" It hurt him to see you in such a state. He started taking deep breaths in and out, making sure that you were doing the same. He listened to your breathing, giving your hands a small squeeze whenever he noticed your breathing acting up again. Whilst he was doing the breathing exercise with you, he was thinking of ways that helped him when he was having one of those nights. What would he have wanted on nights like these?

"I'm sorry... I woke you up and now you have to put up with me like this." You spoke up after calming down a bit.

"Hey... I'm not putting up with anything if it's you. You aren't a hassle for me. I-I care about you a lot y/n, I want to be able to help you w-when you feel like this." He spoke in a hushed tone, almost a whisper but not quite. Once he feels like you've calmed down enough, he asks his next question, "Is... Is there anything I can do to help you? I can go grab my headphones and you can try and drown out your thoughts? That helps me out a lot."

"You're already helping me enough Levi. I would like it if you could grab your headphones though." You nodded at his suggestion, watching him almost immediately scurry out of the bathtub to go grab his headphones for you, tripping on the way to his desk. He quickly walked back to the bed, grabbing his phone before seating himself back next to you. He gently placed the headphones on your head, letting you adjust them if they were sitting uncomfortably. He lowered the volume before playing some white noise (or lofi or some relaxing music, whatever suits you better), knowing that he always sets his volume up too high without realising. He doesn't want to accidentally deafen you.

You moved yourself closer to him, wrapping your arms around his torso as you leaned onto his shoulder. It was a peaceful silence, it wasn't awkward like it used to be at the beginning of the relationship. He leaned against one arm for support and placed his other hand on your shoulder, rubbing his thumb up and down at a slow pace. He looked down at you, it filled him with a flood of relief noticing that your breathing has steadied, your face wasn't filled with distress anymore, more rather peace. He brushed your hair to the side so he can plant a small kiss to your forehead. Oh man, he feel his heart RACING from just that.

"I love you, Levi. Thank you for doing this for me." You muttered. "You helped a lot."

"I... I will do anything to keep you happy, y/n. You've helped me in the past before when I have bad nights and I want to help you too when you go through it... I love you too."

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I didn't do this justice at all but I hope you guys enjoyed this as much as I did writing this! He's a bit OOC in this, I know but it's how I see how he would be if he's in a long term relationship with MC 👉👈 this man has my heart wow <3

Out of the Friendzone

a/n: I'm so in love with Levi and I wanted to write smth really cheesy bc I'm a silly hopeless romantic

pairing: leviathan x gn!reader

summary: best friends to lovers trope but when Levi tells you how he feels, he messes up his words and panics

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Levi was clingy with you, it was obvious. What was more obvious though, was his continuously growing feelings for you and he was getting anxious about it.

He's never been in a relationship before, he's had crushes, some were serious crushes but he never tried to pursue them because of his crippling self-esteem and anxiety. He was too anxious to even try and make a move with you but he had all these little cheesy fantasies he wanted to be real.

He's had so many opportunities to tell you three simple words, 'I love you'. So many opportunities where the two of you would be having a heart felt moment and the urge to just spurt out the words yet he never had the confidence to do it. He would always back out last minute or someone would interrupt and take you away.

His fear of you rejecting him or even having a bad reaction to him telling you these things, will be something that will always haunt him. What if you reject him? He won't he able to get over it and avoid you like you're the plague. What if you get disgusted with him when he tells you?

"You're my best friend, don't you ever deny that!"

"I would never, Levi. You're my best friend too!" Ah, the friendzone. He's worried, what if things don't go well when he finally confesses his feelings to you? He's going to lose his Henry, his best friend. The frienzone was a safe place to be in but he desperately wanted more than just a friendship.

The two of you were binge watching another anime that had caught his interest. Blanket wrapped around both of your shoulders, snacks and drinks piled on his bed as the two were both hooked on to the screen like ipad kids. Frequent comments and shocked or excited gasps filled up the room as episodes rolled by.

"Can you pass me the water bottle?"

"Ugh, I guess." He loved the little playful banter he has with you. What's even better is that he knew that you were joking and not straight up insulting him! He handed the bottle to you, almost flinching away when he felt your hand skim over his.

Man, he's cuddled with you before, why was he acting like this.

Who is he kidding, he gets incredibly nervous and shy when you guys cuddle.

He stared at your unoccupied which was placed on his bedsheets. He switched his gaze from the anime to his hand, could he hold your hand? His hand shook as they edged closer to yours. Does he have the confidence to do this?

He didn't, he left his hands next to yours, a blush quickly creeping on to his pale skin. You noticed his hand next to yours. A small smile appeared on your face before you linked you pinky with his. You could practically feel the heat coming off him now. His face felt like it was burning, his heart was surely going to pop out of his chest soon. The anime being the only noise in the room, the two sat with a smile on their face, not daring to look at each other in case eye contact was made.

He was hyping himself up inside his head, trying to get the courage to actually hold your hand. As much as holding pinkies made him ecstatic, he wanted to do the real thing. He's got this, he can do this. You initiated the pinky holding, that surely means that you want to hold his hand right? Right??

He took in a deep breath and unlinked his pinky from yours, sliding his hand underneath your to hold it properly. Not intertwined like he wanted to, but holding your hand like this was good enough.

Is it getting hot in here or was it just him?? He can feel himself getting sweaty, he wanted to take off his jacket but this was such a precious moment. Wait, can you feel his hand getting sweaty? Oh no, what if you think that's gross?!?

As if you could read his mind, you squeezed his hand, a squeeze that broke his panic of thoughts. He gave a weak squeeze back, feeling his panic quickly diappearing.

Oh man, he really needs to tell you soon. He can't keep these feelings to himself much longer.

A couple of days went by, nothing much had changed apart from the two of you, ever so slowly, becoming more physically intimate. Hand were intertwined, pinky fingers were held by another, hugs lingered a little longer, cuddles were a little tighter, small touches here and there became more frequent.

The avatar of envy was in his room, rehearsing how he would tell you his feelings. He looked at the mirror, trying different phrases and poses he's seen in anime. He sat in front of Henry 2.0 and tried saying different things to express his emotions to you, hoping the goldfish would tell him whether or not it was good or a no go of a confession. All of the mental preparation in the past couple of days, hours of rehearsing, he feels a spike of confidence and he wanted to take advantage of it before it disappears.

He texted you to come into his room, he was really going to do it. You knocked on his door, saying the secret password before he let you in. You shut the door behind yourself before making yourself comfortable in his bed. He took a couple of deep breaths, feeling his anxiety starting to kick in. He's gonna do it tonight or else he'll be upset with himself for the next several days.

"How come you asked me to--"

"I want to stop being friends."

"... What?" Oh no why did he say that, he wasn't supposed to say that. He said it with such confidence which made it worse. All that rehearsing for him just to say THAT??? Not even an impulsive 'I love you' or a 'I really like you', he said THAT instead? "Did... Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry if I did, Levi."

"No no no, w-wait, that's n-not what I was supposed to say! L-Let me try that again!" He was trying to stutter his way back to what he was supposed to say. He's only making things worse for himself and you were confused with what was happening. The silence got incredibly awkward, enough for someone to feel it when they walk in the room and immediately leave because of it.

"Take your time Levi, it's okay." You softly said to him, hoping that it would calm him down before he has a full blown meltdown. He felt so pathetic, even at a time like this, you were being so patient and kind to him. You really do deserve better.

He grabbed your shoulders, staring at you dead in the eyes with determination. A wide blush on his face, he took in another deep breath.

"I-I was supposed to say that I-I love you, MC! A-And I'm scared of getting into a r-relationship with you because I've n-never been in one before! What if I mess up?!" He pushed through his stutter but he felt so out of breath. His heart pounding, fast and hot in anticipation for whatever you might say next. His hands still on your shoulders, he moved his gaze down, too scared to loom at your reaction.

"Levi-"

"I-I really want to try for y-you though! I want to become s-someone you can proudly call your b-boyfriend!"

"Levi, let me--"

"If you don't f-feel the same back t-then that's okay too! I want to keep being best friends with you-- AH!" You cupped his face and made him look at you. He wasn't expecting your face so be so close to his.

"Let me talk!" You huffed, finally being able to stop his rant before it went into him insulting himself. "I feel the same way, Levi. I've always had. I don't care if this will be your first relationship or not, I want to be with you. I want to call you my boyfriend, I've been wanting to tell you for so long, I always just missed my chance to do so." Oh no, is he crying? He felt so much lighter now, feeling so much weight come off his shoulders, a wave of relief and joy washing over him. So many emotions all at once. "We can figure things out along the way, okay? If you feel like you're messing things up, we can talk about it." And with that, you pressed your lips against his.

Oh boy, not only did you feel the same way back, you're kissing him! He felt like he just went back to the celestial realm, this was heaven. Adrenaline was still pumping through him, making him shake. You pulled back, feeling a tad bit embarrassed yourself.

It was silent. Not an uncomfortable or a tense one. It was strangely comfortable and comforting.

Letting his impulsiveness take over him, he wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly. He swore you could feel how hard his heart was beating. You wrapped your arms around him, sitting there in a peaceful silence.

"Thank you for giving me a chance, you really are the best anyone could ask for. I don't have to feel overly jealous seeing you hang out with other people now, knowing that you love me. I really do love you, MC."