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-Mc with a body pillow-
Mc most definitely has a body pillow in the human world
Lemme explain!
Takes place before demon brothers are able to be summoned
Most nights Mc goes to sleep by themselves, just enjoying the sound of rare silence
However our boys, our sweet boys, can be a bit needy and clingy, shocker I know
So occasionally one of them will sneak in for sleepy cuddles
It happens so often that it gets to the point that Mc can't sleep all that well without someone there with them
They realize this when they're back in the human world
They can get to sleep just fine, it's the staying asleep that's the difficult part
They'll just wake up in the middle of the night, wondering why none of the brothers have come for cuddles until they realize they're not in the Devildom anymore
It's not easy to fall back asleep after that
It keeps happening after that for quite some time no matter what they try be it melatonin, tea, or sleep aid audios
That is until they get a body pillow
The first night Mc sleeps with it, they don't get up at all until morning when their alarm goes off
Although nothing could compare to good ol demon snuggles, the body pillow is a good backup when none are around or available
And no, Mc would not tell any of the brothers about the pillow, why?
Don't pretend for a even a second that they wouldn't either steal or destroy that pillow out of jealously
It doesn't matter if that thing helps their human sleep when they are up in the human realm, it is the stealer of cuddles and it shall never see the light of day again so long as they are around šæ
Have you heard of the album Everywhere Until The End of Time by The Caretaker? Can I request angst with a S/O who has dementia with the demon brothers ? If you don't want to that's understandable, thank you!
I have not! But I can certainly do my best to provide on this prompt! I hope that this came out to your liking, nonnie! I did my best with information from the internet as well as personal experience))
MC with Dementia
Lucifer
Does his best to help MC out with remembering things that they will forget
Makes little notes for them on information they need to remember and puts it them all around the home so theyāve got constant reminder about the things they asked Lucifer to note.
Very careful with them, especially if theyāre having a moment where theyāre struggling to remember something or if theyāre having struggles communicating. Will wait no matter how long it takes for them to say something and will help them if he can.
Very gentle, helping them out without acting condescending or talking down to them. He wants MC to trust him and not be afraid or ashamed to need help sometimes. However, he wonāt coddle them, especially if they explain that they donāt want him to be overprotective with them.
Offers them all of his love regardless and makes sure theyāre always aware that heāll be there to support MC through all stages and with whatever they might need. They are his #1 priority
Mammon
Poor baby doesnāt understand fully at first, but definitely does his best to offer his help
If MC repeats a question they just asked, sometimes Mammon can forget what he answered the first time and just...stares blankly for a minute. Then with anĀ āoh-!ā he repeats it with no issue.
Mammon is surprisingly one of the best brothers if MC goes through mood swings or a personality change. He knows it isnāt their fault and adapts well to their needs and current state.
If they misplace something and forget where it was, Mammon will stop at absolutely nothing to track it down and return it to his precious MC. Hell or high water.
No matter what stage of dimentia MC is in, Mammon will love them and do his best to give them whatever they need, whenever they need it. If he canāt do it himself, heāll make sure one of his brothers can.
Leviathan
I have to admit, I think Leviathan would be one of the brothers that donāt fully..understand it? He struggles a little with understanding what MC needs and what happens with them, but is quick to learn once one of his brothers can tell him what he sort-of needs to do
Tries to offer a safe-space for MC. He tries to offer them safety and relaxation so they can focus less on trying to struggle and cope, and more on enjoying themselves.
Will teach MC how to play a game no matter what. If they forget it? Perfectly fine, heāll gladly teach you again just as gentle as the first time. Motor skills or mind becoming disoriented. With your permission, he can gently hold your hands and guide you back through it or just offer physical support.
Once he fully grasps it, Leviathan becomes soft and gentle toward MC. Usually he would get frustrated if someone forgot something important to him, but he has no problem repeating it as long as MC asks him.Ā
From what I read, dimentia can cause problems in communication, which is something Leviathan struggles with to his own extent. I feel like he would probably try to put aside his own struggles to help MC remember the right words or assist them (with their permission) into saying what theyāre struggling to say.
Satan
Satan is second only to Lucifer with how tender and careful he is with MC. He reads every book, studies every medical journal, consults every database on the disease and ultimately does his 100% best to properly care for MC when they need it.
Does MC need a reminder here and there? If Lucifer hasnāt done it, Satan is nearly always first. Problems with more abstract thoughts and thinking? Satan is happy to offer whatever MC asks of him.
If MCās condition ever causes a loss of initiative or depression, heās there to offer various things for them to try or ways to make it more desirable. He wants to let them know that heāll help them live an amazing life with him, regardless of their condition.
Will read any book to them, no matter how many times he has to reread anything from a sentence to the entire book. I remember my grandmother hyperfixiated on a cookbook when she had dimentia, so if MC got that way then Satan would have 0 objections to reading with them.
Overall so tender with MC, but definitely trying to help them with their own independence. He wants to see them smile and be as happy as they possibly can be, and heās willing to do anything for them to ensure that.
Asmodeus
Another brother I feel like might struggle in understanding things. He wouldnāt be neglectful, but I feel like heād start out not fully grasping what it all means. Once he learns the different effects and stages dimentia can have, heās much more careful about how he approaches the situation.
Will idly chat with MC if theyād like him to, hoping to pull their mind off of more complex thoughts that their mind may have trouble piecing together and just letting them have a bit of ease.
If MC has a problem completing a task that they used to before, Asmo has no problem helping them (if they ask). If not, then he will try his best to still support MC while they go about their schedule and do their tasks.
Still loves cuddling and snuggling with them, as his love language is physical touch. If MC would like, heād love to give them a gentle back rub and facemask so he can ease them into peace. Even if heās not as informed about MCās condition, heāll still find ways to make things easier while also sticking up for their independence.
Is definitely more of someone who tries to help in ways that are more indirect. He doesnāt want to try and make them feel bad or guilty for their condition and instead offers time and love when they need it. He always lets his MC know that his door is open anytime they want to wind down.
Beelzebub
Extremely soft and understanding, even if he doesnāt fully get everything that dementia can effect or cause. MC is a part of Beelās family, and heās a firm believer that family supports each other no matter what happens. MC is no different.
Similar to Mammon, Beel will adapt to whatever MC needs or wants at any given point. If they want him to be with them, heās happy to scoop them up in his arms and tell them stories. If they want space, he gives it to them. MC knows heās always going to support them.
Shows a lot of his understanding through acts of service. If MC loses place of something, heāll get it. If MC hyperfixiates on a particular food, clothing, tv show, movie, or whatever else? Beel will make sure that they get it with no complaint. He may not be the best with fully using his own words, but heās at MCās beck and call in a heartbeat.
If MC becomes disoriented, Beel will try to ease them into a place that they can recooperate and get back on track. Heāll let them hold onto his arm, carry them, or just walk by them in case they need something. Heās strong, so heāll do anything physical MC might need.
Beel may not be as educated on MCās disorder as Satan or Lucifer might be, but he does his best to learn and look out for things that may hint that MC is struggling. He wants them to be happy and live their best life, so he offers as much support as a whole room filled with pillars.
Belphegor
Belphegor, in my 100% honest opinion, would probably be the worst of the brothers at first. Heās the baby of the family and a bit of a brat, so heās used to everything being about him. Not only, but heās lazy and sleeps a lot, which could be an issue for someone with a cognitive disorder that involves sleep issues, motor issues, struggling with basic things and repeating information. However, he does love MC with all of his heart. After seeing them struggle and deal with self-frustration, Belphegor will get over his act real quick and start being more helpful.
Although he does enjoy his 22 hours of daily sleep, Belphegor will be with MC if their dimentia is causing them to have sleeping problems. Heāll lay with them in the observatory and talk about the starts until they fall asleep. If they donāt or canāt sleep, heāll just lay with them. Sure, he might get drowsy, but heāll stay up if it means seeing to MCās health.
If MC starts having more psychological issues, such as paranoia, depression, loneliness, or irritability, Belphegor is actually rather good at trying to soothe them. Even if they cannot be fully convinced, heās patient and kind with them. If theyāre lonely, heāll welcome them with open arms to lie with him. Heāll rub their back and try to coo to them if theyāre paranoid and try to assure MC that theyāre safe.
If MC has issues recognizing things, Belphegor will gently remind them . Heās not rude or snobby with it and does his best to help MC with remembering if they can on their own. However, if theyāre in the later stages of dementia and are struggling with it, heāll softly help them with whatever it is theyāre having a problem with.
All in all, Belphegor softens up with MC the longer he hangs around and understands whatās going on. If MC needs help or just a nice, long nap after a long day, his bed has an extra MC-shaped space for them to be in. He understands that itās hard to live with something like this, but he loves them so much that he doesnāt mind the journey.
Warmth in the rain
I am SO smitten for mammon so I ramble a lot in this, sorry!
You and Mammon are out on a date but it starts raining! That's okay though, it worked out well in the end.
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Going out on dates with the avatar of greed were always either last minute or they have been planned for ages and he's just been too nervous to ask if you want to go on a date. Regardless, they were still fun, even if sometimes the both of you get scolded coming home to an angry (and worried) Lucifer.
Today though, you guys were out enjoying a walk together. Holding hands, chatting away, stopping to look at something that caught one of your interests and then trying to hold back Mammon from impulsively buying it. He's going to come back for it, especially if it caught your eyes.
The two of you were currently sat down outside a cafe, eating whatever you guys thought looked good. Flirty comments, playful banter, occasional teasing went back and forth. You started going on a rant about something. Of course he was listening but he couldn't help but stare at you, feeling his heart race. Everything about you was so perfect to him; he knows about your insecurities and the flaws that you have, he acknowledges them and accepts them. He's not the type to hold them against you. You're you and that's all he could've ever asked for.
He felt so warm being with you. He felt so loved and accepted, you didn't shout insults straight at his face, you didn't belittle him every time he opened his mouth. Wow isn't this easy, being nice to someone? He felt so much love for you and the feeling knowing that you love him back just as much? A bit more or less, he didn't care, the fact that you liked, no, LOVED him back made him feel like he could die happy. He's absolutely smitten for you but he'll never admit that to you, his brothers will do it for him though.
"Oh the great, one and only Mammon, are you still there? You're just staring at me with that goofy smile." You waved your hands in front of his face, making him snap out of his trance. "Did you hear anything I said?"
"My smile is NOT goofy, thank you very much!" He scoffed, trying to play it off, "A-And of course I, THE great Mammon, heard what you were saying!"
"Okay, what was I just talking about then." You smirked at him, watching him fumble with his words as he tried to make an excuse to why he wasn't listening. The chatter kept going, everything felt so perfect. Mammon telling stories about the dumb stuff him and his brothers have done and you making comments every so often that ends up with the two of you laughing. "We should start heading back, it's getting late. I don't want to deal with Lucifer being an angry dad."
"Ugh, always ruining the fun." He grabbed his stuff and stood near you, waiting for you to get up. He held his hand out to you, feeling a smile and a blush crawl onto his face when you intertwined your hands with his. It's a feeling that he wishes would never go away. The walk back home was the same, his hand squeezing your hand every so often. He couldn't ask for anyone better, he'll do anything to keep you by his side and he means it.
Everything was warm and light-hearted until he felt something wet drop onto his head. One after another and it started bucketing down on the two of you. You both ran to the nearest shelter, hands still holding each other's.
"Argh! Stupid rain, ruining our perfect date."
"Oh, it was a date now, was it?"
"Shut it." He gave you a small glare before focusing his eyes on the rain. It was dark, street lamps being the only source of light. "I would've bought an umbrella if I knew it was going to rain, damn it!"
"I swear it never rains here so it's not your fault, Mammon." You used your unoccupied hand to cup his face, making him look your way. "It's alright."
"But still... I was really enjoying today with ya..." his voice got quieter as he continued to speak, shifting his eyes away from yours. Even after being together for a while, he still gets shy saying affectionate things. It's endearing.
There was music softly playing from one of the shops down the street, the rain was muffling it but it can still be heard. An idea popped inside your head which plastered a grin onto your face.
"And what's stopping you from still enjoying it? A bit of water?" Your hands tightening around his before pulling him out with you into the pouring rain.
"We're going to get SICK!" He yelled. You didn't care. You pulled him towards you, his body colliding to yours as you wrapped your arms around his shoulder. His arms instinctively wrapped around your torso. He won't admit it, but it did feel kind of nice standing under the wet weather with you. You started swaying your body, his body copying your actions.
"Dance with me, Mammon. We can still enjoy this right?" You looked up at him, seeing him stare deeply into your eyes. He nodded, being the first one to take a step back. His hand connected with yours again, placing his other hand on your waist. You rested your arm on his, extended the arm that was holding his slightly.
As the music continued to play, the two of you start dancing. None of you knew what you were doing but that's okay, it's the thought that counts. He spun you around a couple of times, you did the same back to him but he only spun reluctantly. Sometimes the song playing would have a fast tempo, making the both of you move around like idiots. Sometimes the tempo would be slow and the both of you would still be moving around like idiots but slower and more lovingly. Who knows how long you guys have been dancing for at this point.
He spun you around again and surprised you with a dip. You wrapped your hand around his neck, the other clinging onto his wet jacket, scared you were going to fall onto the ground, as if you weren't already drenched from head to toe. His hand held your back, preventing you from falling, the other was snaked around your waist. He pulled you in closer, being only inches apart from you.
"I love you so much, it drives me crazy." He started, pressing his forehead against yours, "You never fail to make me feel happy, even on my worst days. I really do love ya. Nothing, in all three realms, will ever change that." He pushed his lips onto yours, feeling you immediately kiss him back. He pulled you back up so you were standing on both feet again.
Whenever one of you would pull away, the other would pull the other back in, wanting more. His hands cupped your face, pulling you in for a deeper kiss. He couldn't get enough of you.
"Mammon... We should really get back before we get really sick." You were the first to push him away, feeling a little breathless.
"Yeah, we really should." The look in his eyes were filled with fondness. Endearment. Passion, if you may.
You guys booked it home, as expected, only coming home to an angry Lucifer as he was scolding the both of you for being out late AND getting drenched. The two of you spent the next few days in bed with a cold but at least you had each other.
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I had no idea where this was going lol, this was all impulsive writing, sorry. I hope you guys enjoyed it tho.
More than Just Greed
A bit angsty but there's a good ending
The avatar of greed can get insecure and depressed sometimes. Be gentle with him.
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There has never been a place he felt so comfortably safe in than being in your arms, whether in his room or yours. For the first time in who knows how long, he felt so loved and cared for. His brothers relentlessly insulting him for no reason, it's obviously going to take a massive toll the longer it keeps happening. He goes to you whenever their insults get too much for him on some days. You help him, you give him the reassurance he needs and craves for, you look after him and give him the love that he doesn't feel like he deserves. You give him closure.
It made him swell with greed. He wanted your attention on him, he wanted your love, he wanted you. But does he deserve you? Without putting his act, he doesn't feel confident that he does.
He feels vulnerable and it makes him feel conflicted. He hasn't felt that way with anyone, when was the last time he had a heart to heart conversation with any of his brothers? Years and years of harsh and hurtful insults and being treated like trash. It made him feel like he doesn't deserve anything.
It hurts and it keeps hurting. What if he's just overreacting? He hasn't known you for that long yet here you are, being his safe space. What if you get annoyed and fed up with him? Surely you're just doing this to get something out of him.
"You're okay, Mammon. I've got you." Ah, the sound of your voice. It brings him comfort. His head buried into your chest, arms wrapped tightly around you, legs comfortably tangled with one another. "You can let it out, you're safe. I'm right here for you." Soft words filled with affection mades his heart soar. It cuts down his negative thoughts and fills him with hope; hope that he's more than just a greedy scumbag who's good for nothing. You think of him differently, but do you love him back the same way he loves you? Or is your love for him strictly platonic?? It doesn't matter, he's still happy that you love him regardless of what type.
But it does matter, he's just trying to deny it.
His insecurities get the best of him sometimes. Seeing you hang out with his brothers or the angels, or even the shady sorcerer, you seem to be having so much fun with them. Do you enjoy spending time with him too? What if you were only spending time with him because he was being too needy for you? Was his greed for you too much at times? Have you already fallen for one of them? He's sure that they would treat him better than he could.
Great, now he sounds like Levi.
There would be days where he would hide away in his room, no motivation to plan out another money making scheme. No mental strength to put up with his brothers bullying. Nothing. Today was definitely one of those days.
The lights kept off, blanket over his head, him trying to block out all the thoughts racing inside his head. What if this, what if that, it won't stop. Do they this, do they that, what about you made him feel so... Insecure? That's not it. Vulnerable? Maybe that's it. Exposed? No that's not it either.
"Hey Mammon? I'm coming in, okay?" A knock ripped him out of his train of thought. The sound of the door knob sneaking quietly as it turned, the sound of the door clicking shut and the little patters of feet making his way towards him. He felt the bed dip as you sat down, as much as he wanted to see you, he didn't want you seeing him in such a state.
"What do ya want?" His voice sounded strained, it lacked all the feisty enthusiasm he would usually have.
"If you want me to leave, I will do that. I just wanted to check up on you," You slid your hand under the blanket, "grab my hand if you want me to stay, don't you if you don't want me to." You gave him the option. You wanted to give him options and not confine him with limits. You gave him some time, being patient with him. He hasn't said anything or made any movements, you knew he didn't fall asleep either. You slowly moved your hand out of the blanket, ready to give him the space and time alone, before feeling a hand grabbing it and pulling it back under the sheets. "Do you want to talk about it?" You kept your voice low. You were responded with silence but that's okay. You knew he was working up the courage to say something. You've been there for him on his bad mental days before and you'll willingly be there for him again.
Patience is a virtue, as some would say.
"Will I ever be more than a good for nothing, greedy scumbag?" He started, his voice was shaky. You moved your hand so it was placed on top of his, giving him a reassuring squeeze for him to continue. "I hear it every single day from them. I'm always their punching bag, the first to blame when something goes wrong, will I ever be more than the avatar of greed?" Words filled with insecurity spewed out of his mouth, words that broke your heart the more he opened up to you. It wasn't often that he would open up so any time he would, you would give him your full attention. You want to make sure he felt heard. The sound of muffled hiccups and sniffles filled the room, you waited for him to finish before giving your words of closure and love to him.
"You're more than just a demon of greed, Mammon. You're THE great Mammon, my first man and the protector of the human world's representative." You slid your other hand under his, holding his hand with both of yours now. "I'll go have a chat with them later about how they treat you but I want to make sure you're okay before I step out of this room. Can I come underneath the blanket with you?" He tugged you in as a yes. You slid underneath the blanket, immediately feeling him crawl into your arms. You moved your hand up to his cheek, rubbing your thumb against his warm skin.
"Do you love me, MC?"
"Where did this come from?"
"Please just answer it." He wanted to hear you say it. That's all he wanted at this very moment. If he doesn't have the guts to say it himself, he craves hearing you say it at least.
"Of course I love you, Mammon." You pulled him in closer, holding him tightly.
"... In what way...?" Should he be getting his hopes up? Was he going to regret asking so impulsively? Is he about to be let down?
"I love you in a way where I want to be stay by your side until the end, as cheesy as it sounds." He felt a smile crawl on to his lips. "I love you in a way where I want to be the first person you think of telling when something big or small happens. To heaven and back to hell, I love you so much, with all my heart. You, Mammon, have my heart. It's yours."
His heart bloomed with greed and joy. You were his, he was the one who won your heart. Whatever he did, you had fallen for him. He's the winner.
"I love you too... Thank you for loving me."
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I hope you guys liked this!
Also, do you guys prefer mc or y/n bc I don't know which one to use ;;
Love at Second Sight
I was trying something new with this so please forgive me if this didn't turn out well lol.
You and Simeon are told to perform at the RAD talent show but Simeon realises that he likes you more than a friend.
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You and Simeon have always been close. You were the type of friends that people assumed that you were dating each other, which made certain demons VERY upset upon hearing about. Nothing more than just good friends, Simeon was more than happy with that. You though? Absolutely whipped for him. But no one needs to know that, apart from Asmo whenever the two of you have a stereotypical girls night.
RAD decided to have a talent show, it was Diavolo's impulsive decision but the majority of the school seemed to be interested in the idea either way. Posters were plastered around the school, everyone was chatting about it, what they were gonna do, some were nervous about not getting picked after they've auditioned.
And guess what? Today was the day of the talent show!
You and Simeon were dressed up. Simeon wearing a black suit with a white tie and a white mask that covered half of his face. You were wearing a white flared dress, wearing a black mask that covered the opposite half of your face. The dress hugged your body so nicely, Simeon almost mistaken you for an angel.
The only reason why the two of you were performing was because of a special request from Diavolo. Something about bringing the realms closer because of the performance somehow?? It's not like you could say no to the future king, he was talking so happily and passionately about it, of course you and Simeon had to agree to it.
"Simeon, I'm nervous, what if I mess up?"
"If you mess up, I'll mess up worse so they'll pay more attention to me." He chuckled, trying to lighten up the mood. The two of you shared a small giggle, listening out for the backstage crews orders of when to start moving into place. "I'll be with you, MC."
"You guys are on soon, please make your way towards the opposite side of the stage and stay behind the curtains until Lord Diavolo calls you on." The sound of rushing footsteps and the clicking of heels. Simeon felt your arms wrap around his, followed by a quiet apology.
"I'm still not used to wearing these heels yet."
The two of you waited, watching the people before you perform coming to an end. A loud applause, whistles shortly came after. The lights turned off, the spotlight going back on to the future king who was being the host of the show. The backstage crew switfly rushed on to the stage, removing all the band equipment off.
"I never knew how talented students here were! We're almost at the end now, for our last performance we have our two exchange students, Simeon and MC, finishing the night off with a lovely waltz! Please welcome them on to the stage!"
That was the sign, get on the stage.
Simeon grabbed your hand, gently pulling you on. You got into your starting position, waiting for the music to start. His right hand on your back while his left hand was holding your right. You rested your upper left hand on his shoulder and looked up at him, not realising how close the two of you are until just now.
He couldn't tell if his heart was racing because of being on stage or if it was because how he was so physically close to you. Face only inches away, body almost pressed up against each other. You were just a really good friend, he's cuddled with you before, held you hand and linked arms numerous of times. So why is it now that he's so nervous to do so?
The music started playing, snapping him out of his thoughts.
The two of you start moving to the song. A song telling a story of one's soul dying and dancing on in the after life. You playing the role of the dead soul and Simeon playing the role as death, leading the soul away into a comforting after life.
The duo moved around on the stage, using as much of the space to your advantage to dance freely to the music. The spotlights following after the two of you. Every time the angel watched you spin, he felt like his heart could burst out of his chest. He'd have his arm wrapped around your waist every time he dipped you before pulling you back up, continuing on with the performance.
Everyone could see the connection between the two of you, they saw how you looked at each other, how carefree the two of you were on stage. The smiles shared between the two, the way one would get a bit embarrassed when their face is too close to the other, how fluently everything felt. You guys suited each other.
You looked so gorgeous in the dress, the way the dress flared out as you spun before he pulled you back in, bodies occasionally being pressed up against each other's, hand still in hand. The look you had in your eyes, he knew you were still feeling anxious but at least you were having fun. The look in his eyes were filled with such endearment, he couldn't keep his eyes off you. It felt like a cheesy romance fairy tale.
He was starting to notice things that he felt like he should've noticed so much earlier on. How you hand fit so perfectly into his, how holding you and having his hands on you didn't feel awkward or unwanted, how you kept your eyes on him and how big of a smile you had every time he pulled you back in after spinning you.
Your smile, oh god, your smile. He loved it so much. The way your eyes light up when you smile, the way the light are hitting your eyes so perfectly to show their true colours.
He loved you.
Oh man, oh lord, oh god. How long has he had these feelings that he never realised were there?
Lilith, was this how you felt? To fall in love with someone that you might get in trouble for being with? He has a better understanding of it now.
The end of the dance came slowly. It ended with you lying in his arms, pretending to be dead. He was sat on his knees, holding your body close to his. An applaud followed by whistles and cheering filled up the room.
You opened your eyes to look at him, smiling up at him as he was doing the same to you. Your lips, they look so soft. Your face was close to his once again, as if it wasn't the whole time the two of you twirled on stage. He has never felt the urge to kiss someone in his entire life.
It felt like it was just the two of you, the loud noises from people were shut off, none of that was happening to him. He was so focused on you, your lips... You. He trailed his hand up your neck, cupping your cheek and leaning in towards you. How much self control does he have left?
"Simeon?"
"MC please, can I kiss you?" Apperently none, it almost came out as a beg. You nodded your head at him before he quickly dove in, pressing his lips against yours. The cheers and the whistling got louder. The loudest the room has ever been tonight.
"I think-- no, I know, I'm now aware of how much love I have for you. I never realised how much I wanted to keep you by my side, how I never want to let go of you. I'm in love with you, MC, I really am."
Out of the Friendzone
a/n: I'm so in love with Levi and I wanted to write smth really cheesy bc I'm a silly hopeless romantic
pairing: leviathan x gn!reader
summary: best friends to lovers trope but when Levi tells you how he feels, he messes up his words and panics
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Levi was clingy with you, it was obvious. What was more obvious though, was his continuously growing feelings for you and he was getting anxious about it.
He's never been in a relationship before, he's had crushes, some were serious crushes but he never tried to pursue them because of his crippling self-esteem and anxiety. He was too anxious to even try and make a move with you but he had all these little cheesy fantasies he wanted to be real.
He's had so many opportunities to tell you three simple words, 'I love you'. So many opportunities where the two of you would be having a heart felt moment and the urge to just spurt out the words yet he never had the confidence to do it. He would always back out last minute or someone would interrupt and take you away.
His fear of you rejecting him or even having a bad reaction to him telling you these things, will be something that will always haunt him. What if you reject him? He won't he able to get over it and avoid you like you're the plague. What if you get disgusted with him when he tells you?
"You're my best friend, don't you ever deny that!"
"I would never, Levi. You're my best friend too!" Ah, the friendzone. He's worried, what if things don't go well when he finally confesses his feelings to you? He's going to lose his Henry, his best friend. The frienzone was a safe place to be in but he desperately wanted more than just a friendship.
The two of you were binge watching another anime that had caught his interest. Blanket wrapped around both of your shoulders, snacks and drinks piled on his bed as the two were both hooked on to the screen like ipad kids. Frequent comments and shocked or excited gasps filled up the room as episodes rolled by.
"Can you pass me the water bottle?"
"Ugh, I guess." He loved the little playful banter he has with you. What's even better is that he knew that you were joking and not straight up insulting him! He handed the bottle to you, almost flinching away when he felt your hand skim over his.
Man, he's cuddled with you before, why was he acting like this.
Who is he kidding, he gets incredibly nervous and shy when you guys cuddle.
He stared at your unoccupied which was placed on his bedsheets. He switched his gaze from the anime to his hand, could he hold your hand? His hand shook as they edged closer to yours. Does he have the confidence to do this?
He didn't, he left his hands next to yours, a blush quickly creeping on to his pale skin. You noticed his hand next to yours. A small smile appeared on your face before you linked you pinky with his. You could practically feel the heat coming off him now. His face felt like it was burning, his heart was surely going to pop out of his chest soon. The anime being the only noise in the room, the two sat with a smile on their face, not daring to look at each other in case eye contact was made.
He was hyping himself up inside his head, trying to get the courage to actually hold your hand. As much as holding pinkies made him ecstatic, he wanted to do the real thing. He's got this, he can do this. You initiated the pinky holding, that surely means that you want to hold his hand right? Right??
He took in a deep breath and unlinked his pinky from yours, sliding his hand underneath your to hold it properly. Not intertwined like he wanted to, but holding your hand like this was good enough.
Is it getting hot in here or was it just him?? He can feel himself getting sweaty, he wanted to take off his jacket but this was such a precious moment. Wait, can you feel his hand getting sweaty? Oh no, what if you think that's gross?!?
As if you could read his mind, you squeezed his hand, a squeeze that broke his panic of thoughts. He gave a weak squeeze back, feeling his panic quickly diappearing.
Oh man, he really needs to tell you soon. He can't keep these feelings to himself much longer.
A couple of days went by, nothing much had changed apart from the two of you, ever so slowly, becoming more physically intimate. Hand were intertwined, pinky fingers were held by another, hugs lingered a little longer, cuddles were a little tighter, small touches here and there became more frequent.
The avatar of envy was in his room, rehearsing how he would tell you his feelings. He looked at the mirror, trying different phrases and poses he's seen in anime. He sat in front of Henry 2.0 and tried saying different things to express his emotions to you, hoping the goldfish would tell him whether or not it was good or a no go of a confession. All of the mental preparation in the past couple of days, hours of rehearsing, he feels a spike of confidence and he wanted to take advantage of it before it disappears.
He texted you to come into his room, he was really going to do it. You knocked on his door, saying the secret password before he let you in. You shut the door behind yourself before making yourself comfortable in his bed. He took a couple of deep breaths, feeling his anxiety starting to kick in. He's gonna do it tonight or else he'll be upset with himself for the next several days.
"How come you asked me to--"
"I want to stop being friends."
"... What?" Oh no why did he say that, he wasn't supposed to say that. He said it with such confidence which made it worse. All that rehearsing for him just to say THAT??? Not even an impulsive 'I love you' or a 'I really like you', he said THAT instead? "Did... Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry if I did, Levi."
"No no no, w-wait, that's n-not what I was supposed to say! L-Let me try that again!" He was trying to stutter his way back to what he was supposed to say. He's only making things worse for himself and you were confused with what was happening. The silence got incredibly awkward, enough for someone to feel it when they walk in the room and immediately leave because of it.
"Take your time Levi, it's okay." You softly said to him, hoping that it would calm him down before he has a full blown meltdown. He felt so pathetic, even at a time like this, you were being so patient and kind to him. You really do deserve better.
He grabbed your shoulders, staring at you dead in the eyes with determination. A wide blush on his face, he took in another deep breath.
"I-I was supposed to say that I-I love you, MC! A-And I'm scared of getting into a r-relationship with you because I've n-never been in one before! What if I mess up?!" He pushed through his stutter but he felt so out of breath. His heart pounding, fast and hot in anticipation for whatever you might say next. His hands still on your shoulders, he moved his gaze down, too scared to loom at your reaction.
"Levi-"
"I-I really want to try for y-you though! I want to become s-someone you can proudly call your b-boyfriend!"
"Levi, let me--"
"If you don't f-feel the same back t-then that's okay too! I want to keep being best friends with you-- AH!" You cupped his face and made him look at you. He wasn't expecting your face so be so close to his.
"Let me talk!" You huffed, finally being able to stop his rant before it went into him insulting himself. "I feel the same way, Levi. I've always had. I don't care if this will be your first relationship or not, I want to be with you. I want to call you my boyfriend, I've been wanting to tell you for so long, I always just missed my chance to do so." Oh no, is he crying? He felt so much lighter now, feeling so much weight come off his shoulders, a wave of relief and joy washing over him. So many emotions all at once. "We can figure things out along the way, okay? If you feel like you're messing things up, we can talk about it." And with that, you pressed your lips against his.
Oh boy, not only did you feel the same way back, you're kissing him! He felt like he just went back to the celestial realm, this was heaven. Adrenaline was still pumping through him, making him shake. You pulled back, feeling a tad bit embarrassed yourself.
It was silent. Not an uncomfortable or a tense one. It was strangely comfortable and comforting.
Letting his impulsiveness take over him, he wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly. He swore you could feel how hard his heart was beating. You wrapped your arms around him, sitting there in a peaceful silence.
"Thank you for giving me a chance, you really are the best anyone could ask for. I don't have to feel overly jealous seeing you hang out with other people now, knowing that you love me. I really do love you, MC."
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a/n: I have no idea how to write for solomon OR anything angst but I wanted to write for himš§
pairing: solomon x gn!reader
summary: solomon wants to be with you romantically but he's not sure if he's ready.
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Everyone knows the obvious cons of being immortal. You have to watch all your friends, all your loved ones grow old and die off one by one.
Solomon knew that, he was aware of what was going to happen once he became immortal. He went through all the pain and agony watching all his family slowly die, all of his closest friends he made in the human realm.
It took a massive toll on him, making friends, meeting their family, watching them die one by one. He had to comfort the crying friend or friends relatives while he was either equally upset or trying to hold it together. It drove him insane at one point, he's going to end up being alone with no one he's familiar with to give him closure.
When he got chosen for the exchange program and met angels and demons who were also immortal, he felt a sense of ease. He can make friends without the worry of knowing that he'll have to see them in their coffin several years later.
Not long after, the next human exchange student came down, everyone was talking about them, it was hard to not know about their existence. He saw a couple of lesser demons whispering about how they were going to try and eat the new exchange student before Beel could, so of course he was going to step in.
"Hey, you there." He gave you back your D.D.D. while introducing himself, teasing you about the anxious look you had on your face. The conversation went back and forth for a little bit before he left to go to his classroom.
Was he going to let himself associated with you? Was he going to get attached to you? You're just a mere human, you're going to be dead before he knows it. He must be immune to seeing the people he cares about die off, surely he's built an immunity to it and won't spiral when he's the one standing near your grave.
He was going to get attached, he's going to want to associate you after seeing you get along and be friendly with everyone, he's going to want your time and attention soon. He just knows it.
Every interaction he had with you, every time it was just the two of you hanging out without the brother stealing you away, every time you two would share a hug on a bad day or an ecstatic high five that stung your hands after a successful experiment, he can feel the growing attachment.
The feeling of his heart picking up the pace when you run up to him, how sweaty his hands get when hanging out with you now, how warm he gets when he's a close proximity with you, how his face heats up when you're touching him or when you bite back with a flirty remark with his playful flirting.
He was falling for you and he didn't want to. You were supposed to just be a friend, another human he could chat to if he ever felt home sick, his apprentice because you kind of suck at magic and potion making in class. You were supposed to be nothing more than just another human friend to him.
He's grown close to you. A familiar someone that can give him comfort when an experiment he's been working on for the longest time fails. A familiar someone who gave him the closure he oh-so craved for. Someone he felt the urge to protect from all the harm in the world, even though he knows they're strong enough to do it on their own. You're the someone he wants to be around all the time. Discover new things with you and about you.
What are your darkest secrets? Do you secretly despise one of the brothers but you don't have the heart to be mean and neglectful towards? What kind of things have you even through that changed you, was it for the better or the worse? Do you have a picture of Lucifer sleeping?
He wants the brothers to grow jealous of him. He wants your attention on him when the two of you are hanging out, not on your phone replying back to a clingy Mammon and Levi and a nagging Lucifer. He wants your touches. He wants you to be by his side making fun of each other over the dumbest things. He wanted you.
Argh, he wanted you. He wanted to hold you. He wanted to call you a gross sappy pet name in front of the brothers and rile them up because of it. He wanted to see Luke approving of the relationship, as if he actually needed Luke's permission to date you.
He didn't want this. None of it. Absolutely none of it. You were supposed to just be a classmate, someone he talked to every so often because of the exchange program, you were supposed to just acquaintances. Just some other measly human.
Nights of trying to distract himself from you and it fails. He tried to avoid you, he tried to ignore you, neglect you, act as if you didn't exist. But he just can't push you away when he can feel you glancing at him from across the room. The late night messages asking him if you did something to make him angry or why he was avoiding you. He can't handle that.
He can't handle the fact that he's the reason to why you're sad the next day. He can't handle the avatar of lust coming up to him and asking if the two of you had a fight. Of course he would just tell you he's been busy and didn't mean to come off that way. It was a lie but you forgave him and it always went back to the way things were.
Seeing you so low on energy, just because of him? He doesn't want to be the reason you're upset but he's going to be.
That's something he can't avoid, even if he tried.
He was supposed to be paying attention to the class but he couldn't. The best he could do is at least look busy. Looking down at his notes, moving his pen trying to pretend he was copying the stuff written on the board. He felt his phone vibrate.
He opened it up to see a message from you. Oh how a dumb smile slipped on to his face seeing that it was you messaging him. But it immediately dropped after he read the text.
mc: hey! meet me near the back of the school after last period?
solomon: ew why
solomon: are you going to confess your undying love to me
mc: gross I take it back, don't bother coming after school
solomon: OK OK, I'll come š
He knew where this was going, he definitely knows where this was going. He's been in enough situations similar to this to not know. Was he going to give it a chance? A chance of a relationship? Or was he going to ruin everything the two of you had by saying no in the most cruel way possible due to his emotions.
As if he couldn't focus in class to begin with, he definitely couldn't focus on anything else now.
The last class for the day ended. All the demons rushing out of the classroom, crowding the corridors. Solomon stalled. He took his sweet time grabbing all of his stuff, waiting for everyone to get out the classroom and waiting for the crowd to die down before heading out. He didn't want to risk bumping into you.
He made his way towards the back of the school. He had most of the day to think about both situations, what he was going to say, your reaction. Was he mentally prepared for this? He's not but he's going to say that he is.
"Solomon! Took your sweet time getting here!" Played along, rolling his eyes.
"The teacher held me back. Why did you ask me to come here?" He can't do it, he doesn't want to. He felt his heart racing but it hurt. Unpleasant.
"I... Didn't think this far ahead, it was kind of impulsive but I like you, Solomon. Do you want to give things a go between us?" Stop it. How was he supposed to reject you when you're standing there looking so... So... He can't think of the word but he was so entranced with you.
"I can't-- I can't do that." He spoke softly, feeling the uncomfortable stinging in his chest grow stronger as he watched your face change from a giddy nervous high school girl smile to pure sorrow.
"May I ask why?" Your voice cracked. Your eyes were glassy, one blink away from tears running down your cheek. It was making it hard for him to keep it all together.
"Because what if we get into a relationship and who knows, it lasts a while and it becomes more? I'm going to be the one standing over your grave in decades time." This wasn't like him, he was supposed to stay calm and witty, go with the flow type of guy. But here he was, letting out his emotions like he used to at his first best friends funeral. Was spiralling? He can't be. It was shameful, having you see him in a state like this. You grabbed his hand to snap him out of it.
"That's so far into the future. You shouldn't be worrying about that right now." That's what he's been trying to tell himself. He hasn't told anyone, maybe that's why he's reacting the way he is. Maybe he should be talk this one out with you. "Right now, in this very moment, Solomon. Do you want to give us a go? If it doesn't work out, it doesn't but if it does, it does."
"Yes." He said almost instantly, even cutting you off a bit. He tried to take in deep breaths, trying to ignore how shaky they were. He looked up at you, face full of different emotions and a forced smile. "Yes, I want to go out with you, give us a go." He slid his hand out of yours and opened his out slightly. "Can I?"
"Of course you can." You wrapped your arms around his body, holding him tightly as he does the same.
Solomon, of all people, should know that he shouldn't be stressing about the future and focus on the present. But small reminders are needed at times and that's okay.
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I never know how to end these š I hope you enjoyed!




Evidence that Lucifer is a softie: Part ??? Of Infinity.






The worst side of myself.
{>_<}
Obey Me x Reader! Small gestures of love <3
Because we all deserve some affection every now and again ^w^
Lucifer:Ā
He cares for you a lot more than heās willing to admit.
Leaves roses on your desk at odd hours during the night when youāve fallen asleep working, and drapes his jacket over your shoulder
He places cups of takeout hot cocoa on your table on occasion in order for you to power through your work quicker-
Occasionally places a flower on your bed and claims he has no clue about itās origin (heās so- <3)
Mammon:
Leaves āmotivationalā sticky notes in random places (the one behind your shower door jump-scared you) that comprised messages like āget it igā and āYouāre my human! Donāt forget that! And donāt forget to eat >:3 ā and one with a little doodle of Grimm on itā¦
Shoves one of his old onesies in the dryer and makes you wear it on occasion
In reality, he just likes seeing you looking like a limp and oversized sock but heāll state that itās āāØ f O r C o M f O r T āØā
Leviathan:
Once left a jar of red bean paste on your bed whilst you slept when you were felling unwellĀ
You woke up to see a little Azuki-tan doodle on the wrapper of the jarĀ
He occasionally kidnaps you from your room or the library to make chocolates togetherĀ
Designed a home for the two of you in pocket love ^^; he tried getting a fish but resorted to naming his cat(s) HenryĀ
Our boi was v proud to show it to you ^Ā
Satan:
Stole a stray cat and put it on your bed. He even left a bouquet of flowers with it š boi-
Lucifer wasnāt inherently pleased, to say the least
You did keep the cat for as long as you could, though, and he helped take care of it
Occasionally intrudes your room to leave a whole stack of novels that he thinks youād enjoyĀ
You do, to be fair.
Asmodeus:
iTāS sKINCaRE tImE bAbYgIrL <3
Loves to sprinkle your bed in rose petals that form a heart whilst youāre in class
He lights little candles and leaves a skincare package on your bed in case you āforget to take care of yourselfāĀ
Mans even splays himself out onto your bed in order to ākeep it warmā till you come backĀ
Beelzebub:Ā
Packs a whole basket filled with snacks and stashes it under your bed <3
He even put fruit in it-
It went bad but itās the thought that counts
He lets you use his chest as a makeshift mattress even though itās hardā¦heās warm so thatās what matters here
Belphegor:
Affection = steals your blankets and attempts to make a pillow fort under your bed for when you return from classes
He once just left a squishy plush toy on your bed with a sticky note that said āin case you wanna punch somethingā
He followed up with a sticky note that said āpretend itās Lucifer and let out all your stresses onto itā
Once set up his star projector so you could fall asleep easier
Diavolo:
Buys you small gifts such as little bracelets, chocolate boxes, and flowers and places them in different places around your room and locker for you to find
He once set them up into a mini scavenger hunt and the final gift ended up being him asleep in your bed-Ā
When youāre especially tired, he enjoys bathing with you so he can feel you fall asleep into his chest; he mostly just enjoys letting you wash away the day and relax with him so intimatelyĀ
He enjoys massaging you before or after you bathe if you feel sore from exercising with Beel
Barbatos:
Heās the best at small or big gestures in order to show his affection for you
Do you feel burnt out? Heāll make mini sandwiches and some cookies and host a small tea party for you
Are you physically exhausted? Heāll run a bath for you and wash and massage your hair and scalp <3
Heāll even leave flasks of tea and organised notes from class in your room generally just so you donāt feel stressed out about anything
Barb Iāll do anything for you please marry me š plsplspsldd
Simeon:Ā
He enjoys making a plethora of mini sandwiches and some lemonade and taking you down for a little picnic dkjddidn thatās adorableĀ
Presses your favourite Devildom flowers and writes poems under them as a way of captioning them and quite literally mails them to you
He got into candle making just so he could make ridiculously shaped candles and light them for you when you come over
He once made profiteroles and eXpEriMenTed with fillings. They turned out good though so allās well that ends well :D
Solomon:Ā
Draws little cats and whatnot on post it notes and plasters them all over his notes so you can inevitably get distracted whilst you study them
He once accidentally-on-purpose wrote an entire five-page essay detailing why he loves you and how he finally felt lovedā¦regardless, he almost submitted it in place of his actual essay which wouldāve ended terribly on both of your parts
He tries to cook for you no matter how many times Luke and Simeon try to stop him; he somewhat successfully made you plain toast, which in itself was a sweet enough gesture
So, I essentially left these in my drafts because I didnāt feel like writing for the side characters but weāre back now so hello! I half-assed the final few but letās look past that ;^;
OH ALSO! Belphieās one made me wonder if you guys want to see hcs for a sleep-deprived reader or a reader thatās having a hard time falling asleep/ experiencing insomnia?Ā
But thatās all from me! Love you guys and stay safe out there <3Ā
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Cries tears of blood
People ! Staphhhhh itttt
One more cute tantan Or Lulu and I'm about to overdose
Man why they got to be so cuteee
Grrr

lucifer!
Lucifer!!
Darling come down here I have something to show you...
*shows him this post *
This is what i want from you silly demon..
"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?
Ahhhhhhhh mammmon u absolute sweetheart my heart dhlkgsksgkh ā¤ļøšā¤ļø









I think there was a chat of Beel previously where he said if there was any brother he doesn't wanna lose ever that'd be Mammon because he's life of HOL, but what I've seen so far, he's not only the life he's also the thread of this family that keeps them binded to each other even after centuries. Lucifer could be the head of the house but Mammon is the soul of this house which made it a home for the seven brothers.
Spoiler pictures from Memory card devilgram : Paying back what's owed
Objectively Mammon is terrifying.
He was a warrior in the Celestial Realm.
He's a powerful demon - a Sin. If you don't consider the Demon King & Barbatos, he's probably the third most powerful demon in the entire Devildom?
He's killed angels & demons before.
I don't know if he has killed humans but he has eaten humans.
He can cause Greed in humans.
His younger brothers are actually scared of him when he gets genuinely pissed (as rare as that is).
He destroyed a whole cafe cause he got into a fight with a customer.
In his own words, he could be "eliminated and come back after 200 million years".
In the manga (which I was told is official) he scares a bunch of RAD students while doing that "having a big smile but obviously threatening you" routine and casually picks up one of the students and holds them above his head with no obvious strain.
Despite only being one Sin below him, Levi says he would never be able to defeat Mammon in a fight.
He scares off a mugger in the human world by just looking at him.
He's basically Lucifer's right hand man in both the Celestial Realm and the Devildom and usually does Lucifer's "dirty work".
In the paws event the animal he's associated with is a tiger.
So yeah, objectively Mammon's terrifying.
Except, two different humans saw him and immediately decided he was gonna be their safe space, their guardian. He actively tried to scare them off and they practically laughed in his face and then attached themselves to his side. Two humans, with no magical powers whatsoever, one of them a 9 yr old child, saw this feral, spitting, debatably evil, ancient, eldritch creature and picked him up and said "This is mine now. This is mine and he's a baby and I love him."
And they were right.
Because the second they picked him up he immediately melted into a puddle of soft gooey unconditional love.
And I have so many feelings about this help
I also kinda thought something like this. Lilith wouldāve been the virtue of patience when she was an angel, and she wouldāve been the avatar of wrath. So maybe some of her power went to satan. Also ages donāt matter in the ranks of the brothers, the sins are in order of most deadly to least deadly, so wrath is the fourth deadly sin therefore Lilith, regardless of her age was going to be fourth most powerful anyway. I do agree with him being able to turn angel in the event since he has some angel in him or Lilith transferred her power somehow to satan not to mention satan was born in heaven just before they fell Iām guessing , either that or them bracelets just work on any demon
Ok, mini theory time.
You know that every time we teleport to the Devildom we end up falling on or close to Satan. What if our powers are connected to his? Like maybe if Lilith survived she would have become the avatar of wrath, but since she 'died' Satan became it instead.
(This would also explain why Satan was able to turn into an angel in that event. Because just like us he has some angel in him.)
Lilith 'died' and part of her power went into Satan. And maybe when we came to Devildom we started to develop magic because Satan is the other part of our magic.
Or maybe I'm reading to much into this but it would be so cuteeee!!!
I cackled wthš
Having Sleep Paralysis
Satan: Oh shit! Back the fuck off! Or I'll fucking kill you! Oh yeah? Just wait till I can move and I'm not the only one getting paralyzed.
Belphegor: Wait I can't move. Oh what is that? Is that one of my murder victims coming to kill me..?
Asmodues: Why are you looking at me like a fucking pedophile?
Lucifer: Don't touch me. I don't like people touching me and do you clean your feet before coming In?
Mammon: I can't even sleep in peace without you breathing heavily you have asthma in the corner. Shut up!
Beelzebub: Go on. You want to die twice?
Leviathan: Oh it's you again?! If you don't stay the duck away I'm filling a restraining order against your 50 feet!
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So I know its been like ages, since this au [and since i posted and for that i am sorry] but you know how we have the replaced mc au that was going on for a bit, and how mc gets replaced by either a two faced person or a genuinely sweet person [though that was very rare in the ones Iāve read], and it takes them along time to trust the brothers again right? You know what I havenāt seen yet? The brothers being completely uninterested / weirded out by the person thatās meant to āreplaceā mc [whether mc realises and is smug about trying hard to get the approval of them or not is up to you]
I think weāre forgetting how the brothers were like before they trusted us completely. They were all pretty closed off [mammon and asmo are whole other cases], especially lucifer. Plus the amount of times that mc almost, yāknow, DIED, and the one time we actually did. I donāt think the brothers would be so quick to trust someone new that easily, especially belphie and luci. Also mc has pacts with all seven of them. ALL. SEVEN. Including lucifer and mr Iām-gonna-commit a-worldwide-massacre-cuz-humans. I think that goes without saying that they will do the most for mc and I donāt think they would follow a random person and be at their beck and call, unless theyāre mc.
Damnā¦ now I kinda wanna write something on this, should I?
Guys i just realised somthing. So we all know Thirteen right, and she a grim reaper, correct?
What does the thirteenth tarot card represent? Death. And what number is it? 13 (obviously).
What is Thirteen? A grim reaper, a being that brings death to you.
Isnt that awesome! The only reason Iāve figured this out is because of JJBA. So what else does that make her? A JoJo reference. Sicckkk
Ehhh... Only 75%Ā compatibility with my fav Satan TwT (but 93% compatibility and great sexual chemistry with Lucifer is also not bad)

š®Ā match yourself or your oc today!
Is it me, or do i think belphagor has a pretty face, rather skin,
HEAR ME OUT-
I heard sleeping can make your skin fairer
Debate on me with this one i just thought of this while rummaging through obey me art