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why do i always feel the need to explain/justify myself to myself?
like when i’m talking to myself and i say something that’s controversial, fsr i feel the need to explain it to the non-existent person in front of me so they don’t misunderstand my words…
is this normal, or am i just crazy?
i was just scrolling through my notes app and found this gem and thought i would share it with whoever reads this :)
(i wrote this a couple years ago right before i went to audition for my high school’s musical lol)
i walk into the black box to look for a blue velcro lunch box, and i see a girl with light blue faded to to light pink hair sitting on one of the little bleacher things farthest from me. she looks up at me as i examine the room. i see another kid plucking the strings of a bass and another gone completely feral spinning around in a spinny chair and just going insane. his head appears to be tilted back along with his body, and he seems to be laying back in the chair. i spare a glance at the girl and she just looks at me, her eyes just slightly begging for help. i simply turn and casually (i hope) walk away, without looking back.