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kaiyodei

10 months ago

Doom scrolling, social media and screen addiction got worse after getting rid of the Axel from my head. Even if I told myself every day he is not real , and not believe tulpas are living beings, and head mates are not from the same kind. I still did. A holdover from highschool thinking I was talking to spirits. Part of me thinks maybe I was better off. There is nobody there, there was never anyone there, there will never be anyone there. I even felt physically different that moment. And I still feel like something is missing

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pay attention to me mental health awareness dealing with grief health grief seperation seperation anxiety soulbonding soulbond tulpa tulpamancy imaginary friend your delusions are valid delusional delusion psychiatric illness existential terror existential crisis existential dread

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