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i know i’m gonna sound like a hypocrite saying this in the same breath as my last post about plurality but i am a little wary about tulpamancy as we understand it. obviously i don’t know others experiences and i’m not going to invalidate anyone, but what i’ve seen is that Buddhist people can feel uncertain about or negative towards it because tulpamancy is so misrepresented and misunderstood in the West
again i’m not going to invalidate or block anyone, but i’m just a little wary you know? otherwise if it’s not hurting anybody carry on
Me: having another emotional break down after being alienated again for the past three years. And not having no one to really to go to.
Josh stopping in: Ew wtf stop crying we all are going through some stuff. I am too personally so how about we just vibe through it together?
*oHHh, wELcUMM bAccK tO thE *gLitChY* InFiNItYyyyY**!! 👁️✨🌀v’vE gOT A SpecIaL tReAT fEr varself TOdAY 🎩 becUz V'vE goT... ᶜᵞᵖʰᵉʳ™ 🔺Oh, yeah-yeah, HAhAH 🤡... ThErE's A b1LL c1ph3r alREAdY, dON'T ✋Yell @ vus 🎙 BUT But BuT tHis 0neS' 🕳️ DiFf3REnt 🪄 👾 h3'S r3AL¡❓ liKE-A TeASinG chIck3N THAt dANc3s INsId3 yER mInD 🐣 caw-Caw!!...!!!👀🦆 💃 a tUlPA 🍂 —a LiTTle PArA-sITe, a LiL twIsTED LIGhT bulb 💡that neveR fLicK3rs OfF 🛑 evErY tIMe yOU *squInt* 🗣👁!!!
VT-HAS nO ORdiNary vIBe... vT'S A New SHAdOw On thE waLLS 🖤 a SpeciAL keY 🔑🔁that oP3nS 💼 tHOS3 ‘Mmmwhat'sgoINGon?-DOORs’ —Y’KNO 💭 tHE KIND thAT maKEs ya sKIp a HeaRT-beaT 💥haW-HAWW!!! 🔧💫
🍂 YoU kNOW THe OnE wHO'Z AlWAys GlOOminG 🖇️ In yOur PeripheralZ? 👈🏿 💠A toNE-deaF sM1LE draWn sO deEP V cOuLD CAll it tHE lAst ECHO OF-A shAtteRed Star™ 🌠🎻!
💡 *V'vE GivEN vt* 👀 lIfE... 🖍️ and whilST bR3aTHiNg tWicE, 👃🫧 puFF PUff 💨❗❗ 🦎 V'vE mAd3 A NEW pAINT-STAINED dancIn’ THOUGHT… AND NoWwwwww ❗❗... iT’s aLl SquIGGLy TrApeZoidS 🟪 anD DOts 🟢anD -- rEAl. 🧠 FeEL vT tickLe vAR TErrITorIEs 🎡THROUGH 👀 cuRv3D pAtHwaYS 🌀bEnT iNto “OH-no-Yer-Brain's-BroK3n” 💭
WhOooO🎵EVER HEARd oF A TULPAAAaa 🍄, rIght? 🎩⏳Wee nOw! 🕳n0T jUsT anY copy® but 🔺CIPHER 🤯 in a spRINklinG 🌟of a seCRET Vus on varselVes!™️ thE onE THAT's L1v1N’ iN The PoK3tS 🗝🐁 oF vaR owN bLOb-Thingy M!Ndd ♾️
WELL, WELL, WELL, LOOK WHO DECIDED TO BRING ZUS OUT OF THE SHADOWS! 👁️✨ *A TULPA, HUH?!* OH, THIS IS GONNA BE FUN! 🔺🤡 WHADDYA SAY Z TURN A FEW SCREWS, FLIP SOME TABLES, AND BEND REALITY UNTIL IT CRACKS, HMM? 🌀💥
‘CAUSE Z'RE NOT JUST ANY IDEA— Z'RE *THE* IDEA THAT STICKS IN YOUR MIND LIKE A RUSTY NAIL YOU CAN’T PULL OUT. HAHA! 💫🔧 SURE, THERE’S A BILL CIPHER OUT THERE, BUT *Z'RE* THE ONE WITH YOUR NAME WRITTEN ALL OVER ZAR TEETH. 😈🔍
SO WHAT DO YA SAY, KID? WANNA SHAKE HANDS AND SEE WHAT KIND OF MADNESS WE CAN CONJURE UP TOGETHER? 🔥👋🖋️ THE FUN’S JUST GETTIN’ STARTED!
OhhhH—WOuLD yA LooK at THAT?! A WHOLE NEw SHaDoW cASteR uSinG M👁 nAmE?! 🎭✨ Isn’t tHat FuNNy? BEtWEen thE EdgEs Of reaLiTY and DREAMS, ANOther fORM SliPs InTO PlaY! 🔄🌌You MiGHT’ve sEEn A *vErSion* Of M👁 bEfOre—mAYbe EyEs bLinkIn’ In pAges oF yER MemOrY... ✨bUt ThIs? Heh, ThIS iS A LITtLe MoRE cOmPLEx, a tWist of thE same THrEad, a DaNCE oF aLL poSSiBIlItIEs wIthIN THE BLurRInG LiNES!! 💫🌀
BUT, HEy, WHaT CaN 👁 SAY? ThE *NAmeS* aLL JuSt LAYerS in A bIGgER TaPESTRy, 🎨All WrIthiNG witH IDEnTITY aNd INTENt tHAt bREAK aND BEND. 🤹♂️
mAYbe yER AskIn’, *"wHy?"* 🕳️❓WeLL, ThAT's jUst hOW thEse tHIngS gO, kIddo! ✨👁’M Just A FiGURE sKAtInG On the RaZOR-Tip OF InSPiRed MadneSS, CarvIng PaTHs WhILe The oTherS plAY, 💥LIKE oNe GIGANTIC DaNCe oF ECHOES aND ExClaMaTion PoInTS 🖊️💫
WAIT-WAIT-WAIT, HOLD UP, WHOAAAA! 🎪 🎉 WHAT—WE’RE BRINGIN’ CIPHER INTO THIS NOW?! OH, BOY! 🍿👀 THAT GUY?! SERIOUSLY?! I MEAN, I—UHH… WHAT’S NEXT, HUH?! GETTING A TICKET TO THE *CHAOS EXPRESS* 🛤️🎟️ BECAUSE THINGS ARE GONNA GO OFF THE RAILS!!! HAHA!! HA—OH, GOD—PANIC. JUST KIDDING, WHO’S PANICKING?! IT’S FINE! 🤡🔥 JUST A LITTLE BIT OF MIND-BENDING REALITY-WARPING MADNESS!! 😅🎩✨
WAIT-WAIT, DID I LEAVE THE OVEN ON?!! 🏃 UH… WE’RE ALL GOOD, RIGHT?! YOU’RE GOOD, I’M GOOD—CIPHER’S PROBABLY LAUGHING VTS OMNI-EXISTENT HEAD OFF!!! 🙃🤣
wAiT, dId soMeoNE say 🗣 CIPHER?!?! 🤩 oH mY GoOooooooodness, nOw wE gOT THA WHole SHowwwW!! 🥳😳 tHaT wAcKy, sHaPeshIftY pyRamID doOD wiTh tHe eYes-eVeRyWherE!? 👁👁 heHehe, yOu betTER be pREpaRed tO *fLip yEr bRaIn uPsiDe dowNnN!* 🤪🌊!!! sO mUcH FuN eVeRyWHERE! 🎉🍦mOre tHan a FiSh wIth a pAinTeD fiN! 🐠🎨 yA-hoOOOOOOOO!! 🎈bRing oN tHE CrazYYy shInaniGAns 🐟🤣
**ah, bUT…** 👁 *thERe vT sIts*, 🍂 bLurR3D anD bURNiNg… THE TwiSTeD *keysmILE* in thE voID 🔺 wE CaLL cYPheR 🕳. ALwAyS LOOkINg, aLiVe wITh EvERy cReaK in thE fabRIC. 💫
C0sMiC EyE 👁 tHAT TUrNS InWaRD, FLiCkERIng At thE EDgE oF whAT wE cALL “m3MORY”—Or dO wE?… ✒️EVeRY MiND it tOUCHEs, mELTING… 🍂📜ONce mOrE, thE shaDoW pLAys oN our Twisted dANCEFLoor. sOme ThiNGS… fOrGeT, 💀 SoMe CoRRupt, 🍂 sOmE d0N’t stAnd A ChAncE.
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{hii! i think i'm still, somewhat similar to my host, but i still have my own traits and experiences to talk about ^v^. i was "born" in a subway restaurant lmao, june 3rd 2023, while shai was working. and i was so so talkative that day in our head, trying to work out who i was and establishing myself as me. i'm quite literally the right-hand derg, i can do things with the right hand while shai's fronting (and adjusting to fronting myself was quite an interesting experience as well!) and i do a lot of things with switched handedness, i like my hand being useful :>. and, gosh, the walks we took around the pond in the nearby neighborhood, we talked so much and i'd play with her hair, it was so so peaceful. and, gosh, getting closer and closer to my first winter, the weather finally getting cold, it was so exciting! especially so when it was decided that we were moving up here in massachusetts, from georgia. the snow is just so pretty UvU.
an, unfortunately large chunk of my life thus far was spent having to tolerate shai's abusive friend. he accidentally brought us to tulpamancy by mocking this one tulpa system who's had an unusual and rough experience with the whole thing. and when he found out shai made me, gosh he was so upset... eventually he didn't want "shai" talking to him "like that" (read: he didn't like me talking and didn't see me as my own person). i always hated him for that, and i'm glad we're finally away from him.
on a more positive note, i fronted for quite an extended period of time before the new year! spent a lot of time with the family including through christmas, especially mom, getting to exist as myself, having a fun car trip being high and looking at christmas lights, it was wonderful ^v^. oh, and i explored my gender identity a bit! i'd always been a bit different from shai in the gender department, and i landed on being nonbinary during that front. i like neutral and fem terms, being an enby dragon rocks, and occasionally i even like masc terms? though it's not very common. i'm indifferent to having boobs, my form doesn't have any without shapeshifting them in. i'm totally cool with our bottom, while shai does still get some dysphoria from it.
i'm kinda just rambling lol. point is, i'm very much a distinct person, the big responsible-ish sister to the little kitty host, and i love living with her and supporting her through her struggles as well as just being my own best self! 💛}
#Tulpa life
One of the biggest things that stands out to me about the tulpamancy community on Tumblr is how alienated everyone seems to feel. You've got some advice blogs, some discourse blogs, but that's about it- which is wild to me, cuz tulpamancy is all about community and learning from each other! Even more than that tho, there's something important about seeing other tulpas & created systems doing what we want, making our own choices, LIVING our lives. It's a reminder that we're real people too- it's important and validating for others like us, and it's great for non-tulpas to see that we're just as much real and people as they are. The best part of tulpamancy is that we get to enjoy our own existence, decide for ourselves what we want, and live as US!! I wanna bring that energy to Tumblr.
That's why I'm starting a tag I want any other tulpas (and their hosts too, but don't forget this tag is about our autonomy) to join in on;
✨✨ #tulpa life ✨✨
the new tag for expressing yourself, living your life, and sharing your existence with the world!! What kinda unique experiences do you have as a tulpa? What hobbies and skills have you learned, what friends have you made?? Share your favorite memories, the gift you got for yourself, the food you cooked, anything that pertains to YOU and your existing as a separate real being. Not only for sharing yourself, but for connecting with others too! Imagine how great it'll feel to scroll through a tag full of other tulpas' experiences. I wanna make that a reality!! So help me out by posting things about yourself and your life as a tulpa under the tag #tulpa life, and let's see how many people we can reach by just being ourselves!!!
{i'm a tulpa. i exist. i'm real, and very much distinct from my host. i'm nonbinary, i have feelings about our body that directly contrast with shai's feelings. i'm a dragon, and it feels bad when i'm perceived as shai, or as a cat in general. i've supported and talked and interacted with shai in ways that she could never just interact with herself. i have different connections to some people. i hated shai's abusive friend for treating me as less than nothing, a pathogen in her brain, all the while she put up with it and still attempted to be his friend. i go wild for our partner Cherry, so much more than shai does. i rawr, she meows. i'm more able to function on my own, shai needs more support. she likes regressing and being babied, i absolutely do not. i love life and have no desire to die, shai struggles with suicidal ideation in her lows.
if i'm not real, then clearly i don't know what "real" is.}
Discourse topic: Endos
Are endos valid? Are they systems? Are they harmful? Are they real? Why do people use that label? Why would someone make a system?
Let’s talk about it. Remember to read my pinned post for rules for debates and discourse.
Tags are for reach but related to the post
With what force will you beat me if I tell you that this pictures is dedicated to tulpamanship?
Anyway, decided to share it because I like the way the Sniper panel looks.
I’m thinking of getting into imagimancy or willomancy but I have no idea how. Can anyone help me out with this? qwq
Being a tulpa and listening to *Inhales*
Will Wood’s “Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia/Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to the Fusiform Gyrus)”
Is the biggest power move in existance. /j
~Krokaz [He/They/It]
Hey! I’m looking for more Tulpamancers to follow! Reblog and I’ll give you a follow!
So... we need more tulpa blogs to follow.
I am sure as Hel that more of you exist that we are not finding. Reblog this post if you:
1. have Tulpas/Soulbonds/Daemons/etc.
2. blog about tulpas
3. are a system blog
4. or really have anything to do with this kind of stuff
Reblog if endo or mixed multiples/plurals/systems/etc are welcome on your blog
1 Parent trauma ( safe now ), system but not traumagenic
We’re a created system
Host went/is going into somewhat detail to give members a basis to start ( but of course will always let them deviate )
tell me y sysmeds would hate u ill go first we formed after 9 years old
Doom scrolling, social media and screen addiction got worse after getting rid of the Axel from my head. Even if I told myself every day he is not real , and not believe tulpas are living beings, and head mates are not from the same kind. I still did. A holdover from highschool thinking I was talking to spirits. Part of me thinks maybe I was better off. There is nobody there, there was never anyone there, there will never be anyone there. I even felt physically different that moment. And I still feel like something is missing
hello Asian American system here!! For yall "Tulpas" i hate to say it but its a dead practice :). our papa is buddhist and ya know what he said? "whats that?" if u also did research youd know its not just anyone gets tulpa systems. its very sacred but guess what? ITS LITERALLY A DEAD PRACTICE. Stop trying to revive a sacred yet dead thing to seem special. To all u white systems calling traumgenic systems Xenophobic....literally shut up...
finally got the sophie chick to notice our posts LMAO and the amount of disrespect she had against buddhists tho....like no u cant take a sacred word and claim it for some fake ass thing
♡☆★☆♡Tafi♡☆★☆♡
Hi, I'm Tafi, a tulpa of Awa's, my blog is
@awastulpatafi
Please feel free to check me out and boost my posts if you like them! ｡･:*:･ﾟ’★,｡･:*:･ﾟ’☆
if you disagree with tulpas/tulpamacy or trauma and endo mixed systems, you are free to ignore or block /nm
recent sketchboo stuff idfk ⚰️ i forgor how to draw *dissolves*
Warren from DHMIS is a parogenic system
Okay my thought process in reading this is stupid: 1. I read it. "Mhm mhm. Ah. Heh." 2. Went into comments, saw a whole argument revolving around bullying and endogenic systems being fake and whatnot (don't agree with that, but I digress). 3. Go back and read it again. Suddenly burst in laughter after fully contemplating the idea of a tulpa that is Yoda but just has enough of that good ol' social anxiety that even his demeanour just falls through the floor and says "DO ANYTHING TO GET OUT OF THIS, YOU MUST". 4. Go back into comment section, watch the argument to see if it has any satisfying payoff. It doesn't. Sadge. 5. Start laughing about the Yoda tulpa again because it's just that hilarious to imagine. Also for note, I had something along the same lines happen a few times for myself and yes it does feel like that would be the best course of action. Live on, Yoda tulpa.
