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⚠️Personal Ramblings⚠️
I just got a nasty reminder of memories I would much rather forget. On my “stuff for you” tab, some of my ex’s art popped up because apparently I didn’t block their side account where they posted their art.
Worst of all, I was dumb enough to scroll through their recent postings out of curiosity and it hurt… I really thought I had healed from the shit she pulled on me, all her manipulation and just generally toxic behavior, and empty promises to change when she knew well enough that it wasn’t healthy to live how she was and how it hurt the both of us.
I’ve made a note that my healing is not where I want it to be, so at least I know where I need to take my path so I can be better and happier for myself, my mom, and my fiancé. Anyway, sorry for the rant y’all. I didn’t expect to take that sudden turn and slip a bit mentally/emotionally 😔
Overall, I regret ever getting involved with her, but suffering through that relationship also taught me how to finally stand up for myself and step back enough to to take care of myself. I’m at least grateful for those lessons stemming from her behavior.
Today has been a rough day 🥺😖
Losing innocence is easy
But growing up is hard to face
Give me something to hold onto
Or I'll slip right into little space
reblog this and put in the tags what comes up when you type “die”
My internet temporarily went out in the middle of the Fracture event and now FN Status tweeted about login issues…
At least I got to collect a few fragments and witnessed the Herald factory resetting our shit in the beginning.