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4 months ago

Even over a year in the future and with Eileen dead, Sam still loves her. She died on him twice, and he still couldn't bear for Dean to say her name...


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4 months ago

It will never not be funny to me that Dean is several inches taller than Chuck, so he just litterally looks down upon God as he threatens him.


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4 months ago

"I love you...."

The way Dean is after he's gone, crying his eyes out, ignoring Sam's calls, and just... sitting there. I can't. I can't.


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3 months ago

Headcanon that human!Cas kicks a lot in his sleep, but Dean always rolls, kicks, punches, etc. And is very annoying to sleep with. Half the time Cas gets out of the bed in the middle of the night and just stares at Dean instead of laying with him cuz he can't stand it.


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3 months ago

Everyone's talking about how Destiel/the Destiel meme was trending on here because of the Trump attempted assassination, but I haven't seen anyone mention the fact that Sam and Dean were litterally arrested in the show for "trying to assassinate the president of the United States"


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3 months ago

One of my favorite things is when one character calls another by their full name, even though they haven't known each other as anything but their "nickname/preferred name"


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3 months ago

Cas fell first during season 5. He was very interested in Dean during season 4, but he hadn't fallen in love yet. Dean thought of him as a really close friend up until season 8/9, and that's when his feelings changed, with s big emphasis on when Cas was killed by April.


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3 months ago

One of my favorite Destiel moments is definitely when Dean stares dreamily into the distance and calls Cas a "weird, dorky, little guy."


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3 months ago

My whole world was flipped upside down the other day when I found out there was a lot of Sam haters in the spn fandom. I simply do not understand.

Yeah, sure, Sam did some messed up things. But so did every other character in the show.

He got addicted to demon blood because of Ruby and this alien feeling that was cast upon him because of John. His own father thought he was a monster, so you gotta know that's gonna do something to your self esteem and cause you to go out of your way to be accepted.

He traps himself in Hell with Lucifer to save his brother and the rest of the world, knowing how much trauma that will cause him. And when he got out, he didn't have a soul, which all the fault lies with Cas on that one. And when he got his soul back, he wasn't the same. The sheer trauma he had from being roomies with Lucifer was more than enough to drive any normal person insane, and he still endured silently for a long time, before he went so crazy he was forced to be put in a mental hospital. He physically could not sleep because Lucifer was taunting him so much. And the only way he ever got better was because Cas took all that trauma into himself.

Yeah, maybe Sam didn't look for Dean when he was in Purgatory, and instead spent his time with a woman instead, but he had no clue where Dean was. The last time he saw his brother, he stabbed Dick, and then him and Cas disappeared into thin air. There was no clues whatsoever to where he was. And all Dean ever wanted was for Sam to have a normal life, so after he presumes Dean dead, he does what he thinks his brother would have wanted for him.

He's angry at Dean for Gadreel, and rightfully so. His brother took away his choice in the matter by tricking him into saying yes. He was ready to die. He told Death to make sure he can't be resurrected. He wanted to die. And yes, obviously as a brother, you don't want your younger siblings to die. That's a given. But he took away Sam's choice in that and forced him to be possessed, which is where most of his trauma comes from. He was possessed by several, terrible people at one point, and it was literal torture for him. He watched helplessly as his own hands murdered and hurt many people, some of them being his own friends and family. And then it just gets worse when Gadreel forces him to kill Kevin later on.

Sam searches the ends of the Earth for Demon!Dean and even when he's told several times to stop going after him, he doesn't listen. He knows he was mistaken when he didn't look for Dean in Purgatory, so he fights to make up for it by searching for him now. Dean tries to kill him, tells him to go away, leave him be, and Sam doesn't. He does everything he can to cure him. And he does with the help of Cas. He never gave up, even long after Dean already did.

And Sam releasing Amara wasn't all his fault. Charlie, Cas, and (reluctanlty) Rowena agreed to help, too. They're all just as guilty as him. And as much as I hate saying that about Charlie, considering it got her killed, it's true. They all helped remove the mark. They all released Amara. It wasn't their intention, but they all wanted to save Dean from himself and from hurting others. They all knew how much it hurt him to not have control over his anger. They were all just trying to help and were prepared to face the consequences of that, no matter what they were, because it was for Dean and they all loved him. (This is excluding Rowena at this point obvi)

Sam is the only one who cares for Jack after he's born. Yes, Cas would've defended that kid with his life if he were still alive, but he wasn't. Only Sam and Dean were. And the first thing Dean does when he sees Jack is shoots him. Sam talks to him. Sam understands him. Sam was him. He relates to the kid in a way no one else probably could, and so he fights his brother about it. He fights to protect the misunderstood kid who's defined by the blood that runs through his veins, though he desperately tries to prove it's not who he is. People only say Dean and Cas were Jack's fathers. But Sam was Jack's first father, the first person to see him for who he truly was.

And then he shot God, getting himself injured in the process and ultimately helping them take Him down. He was a vital character through the series and sacrificed so much. He didn't deserve all that happened to him, and frankly, it makes me mad when people hate on him.


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3 months ago

I'd like to think that Dean just assumed him and Cas were together for a while and he thought Cas did too, but Cas was just pining for him, not realizing Dean thought they were already together. Like Dean just manifested it in his mind and Cas just had no clue.


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3 months ago

Edwin stayed with Charles before he was even a ghost and kept him company in his last dying moments. He was head over heels immediately.


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3 months ago

Usually, when Cas died, Dean had his trench coat. He'd keep it safe because of how much it meant to him, how much it reminded him of his angel. But also a small part of him kept it just in case Cas ever came back and needed his signature coat back. But when Cas is taken by the Empty, all of him is taken, even the coat. So Dean has nothing but a handprint on his own jacket left of him.


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3 months ago

Dean is a major Jurassic Park fan, and no one can convince me otherwise. Him and Charlie have movie nights in the bunker where they binge watch all of them, plus Jurassic World, with some pizza and popcorn mixed with candy. (That specific candy changes every time because they like to try new combos). Cas and Jack usually join since Cas just wants to hang out with them, and Jack absolutely loves dinosaurs. Sam very rarely joins them, but when he does, he usually brings Eileen along and only enjoys the Jurassic World movies. Dean and Eileen make fun of him relentlessly since he only likes the new ones. Nonetheless, they all have fun and they're such a sweet, happy family.


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3 months ago

"I'm not a sucker for any kind of tropes-"

Saying I love you during either their first time or during a make-up kiss.


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