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Hi, I'm currently offering these paid personal reading service.
Your can book a reading through my KO-FI
(if you book through KO-FI, make sure to confirm the questions with me before booking)
or Book through message or email. Please refer to below for details.
Booking process
1. Send me a message or email me (fishnapple168@gmail.com) with your information
- Your name & Paypal name - Email - The reading you want to book & your question(s), context for the question, specific request etc. - Your favourite colours - Describe a scene or a thing that you find beautiful (just a sentence to help me connect with you better) - (Optional) Your gender (if you want to specify for the reading, in case of love reading, please provide your gender and the gender you're attracted to)
2. Reading confirmation :
I will confirm your reading request information, delivery time
3. Payment :
You can make the payment through the Paypal link for each reading below. After that I will send the payment received confirmation.
4. Reading delivery :
After you pay, you will receive your order within the specified time frame.
What you will get : An in-depth written crystal reading tailored specifically for you will be delivered to your email in PDF format.
💡Reading for a specific question
If you have a specific question in mind about love, career, goal, purpose, hidden talents, a specific situation etc. this reading is for you.
💧 Word or PDF format, delivery within 48 hours (or more if there are more than 2 questions)
6$ per question/ 15$ for 3 questions (please choose the options in the Paypal link) - Link to Paypal 1 Questions - Link to KO-FI 3 Questions - Link to KO-FI
💧 Refer to suggested questions below or you can ask your own questions (please don't group various questions into one)
About yourself
The map to your soul, getting to know your deepest self
Your life purpose
Your biggest strength, your biggest weakness
Your energetic field, what makes you magnetic?
Your most attractive traits
What hidden talents of yours that you’re not noticing?
Your inner child
Getting in touch with your creativity, the themes, what you do best
What is lurking in your shadow?
What you are repressing and how it affects you
The part that you neglected, your unexplored side
How to feel more secure and confident in yourself
What should you cultivate more in yourself?
How to heal from the past, what lessons can you learn from the past
The letter, from you to you, what can you do more for yourself
Career, study, growth and success
What would bring you good luck?
What can you bring to the world? Your gift to the world
Messages from the Universe to you
Where should you travel (career, spirituality, relationship, relaxation)
What kind of career suits you best?
The career of your choice, how will it be?
How to improve in your career/study
How will you accomplish a successful life?
What should you study?
What hobbies should you adopt ?
How to move forward in your spiritual journey
Your future home
Perception of people
You through the eyes of others vs yourself
People’s first impressions of you
People's assumptions of you
How strangers view you vs how admirers view you
What people secretly think about you
Things people secretly find attractive about you
Things people wish you to know
How your friends view you?
How do your colleagues view you?
How does your employer/employee view you?
How does you teacher view you?
How does a specific family member view you?
🫧Dream analysis
Dreams are the catalyst for transformation, the messenger of the depth. Understanding your dreams better will help gaining more clarity about you, your current situation, your future and your past. This reading will assist you in that journey.
Important: you will need to provide the details of your dreams, your current life situation, concerns to gain a clear context of the dreams.
💧 Word or PDF format, delivery within 48 hours
10$ Link to Paypal Link to KO-FI
🫀Love & relationship reading
You can ask 3 questions for the themes below. Please choose a reading option + provide me your 3 questions for the chosen reading option.
1. Current love situation reading
2. Future spouse/love/partner reading
3. Build a healthy self for love
💧 Word or PDF format, delivery within 3 days after payment
15$ Link to Paypal (choose a reading option) Link to KO-FI
💧 Refer to suggested questions below or you can ask your own questions (please don't group various questions into one)
Relationships
What kind of people are you attracting into your life?
New friendship, who are they?
What blockages are there in your relationships with people?
How to heal relationship wounds?
Your fears about love and how to heal them
What kind of partner will best match you, can fulfill your soul’s needs
How does a healthy love for you feel like?
How can you find love?
Current relationship, what you need to know
Why is this person in your life? The meaning of their existence in your life
Describe your future lover
Who will you marry?
Random things about them
Your married life
Future children
You as a parent
They as a parent
How will you meet them? The first meeting
First impression of each other: you vs them
The moment they fall in love with you
Did they have a particular type before meeting you?
How they will pursue you?
How will they confess?
First date
First kiss
How will their love feel like? How will they treat you?
How do they show love?
What they love about you/ What they don’t like about you
What you love about them/ What you don’t like about them
Their love letter for you (channeled letter)
The things they would say and do to comfort you
How will they protect the relationship?
Your needs vs their needs in relationship
How you affect each other
How you view them vs how they actually are
Their hidden fears and shadow side
Their jealousy
Possible conflicts and challenges in your relationship
What do people think about you two?
18+ questions
(only about people whom you share a sexual relationship with or your future spouse/partner)
How others perceive your sexual energy?
Is there a blockage in your sexual energy?
The ideal sexual partner for you
The moment they feel desire for you & their fantasy
First time
Their sexual style, kinks, fantasy, desires
Their fantasies about you
How they will seduce you
Your sex life with them
What do they assume about you sexually?
🪞Self-portrait reading
Similar to an astrological natal chart analysis, an overall image of you, in-depth analysis of your characters, your weakness, strength, abilities, what you should focus on, what to develop, what to be more aware of etc.
💧 Word or PDF format, delivery within 3 days after payment
25$ Link to Paypal Link to KO-FI
🛤General life forecast
Reading for your general current situation or in the future (including Work & Finance, Home & Travel, Relationship)
Choose a reading option
1. Next 3 months - 20$ - Link to KO-FI
2. Next 6 months - 25$ - Link to KO-FI
3. Next 1 years - 30$ - Link to KO-FI
💧 Word or PDF format, delivery within 3 days after payment
Link to Paypal (choose a reading option)
What I don't do reading on
My readings focus mostly on promoting self development and self awareness. So I don't do readings that :
Are meant to harm, abuse others
Reading about celebrity
Religious, world issues
Health, legal matters (please seek professional help for these matters)
Yes/no questions (you could ask "how" instead)
Specific time
I do the reading based on the current energy, ultimately the energy can change and you are the one making the decisions so take the reading as a way to help you be more aware of the situation.
Standard Terms
1. You have to be 18 years old or older to purchase my reading
2. Refund: All purchases are final. I offer no refund (the only exception is when an emergency/illness prevents me from doing the reading and you have already paid)
3. Reading usage: The reading is for your personal use only, do not resell or use it for other commercial uses.
4. Disclaimer : The readings are for entertainment and educational purpose only, they are not meant to substitute medical or psychological treatment.
Thank you for your support.
List of questions for personal reading (ref.)
This is a list for reference of the possible questions you can ask in your personal readings. It doesn't mean you can only choose these questions, you can choose them or ask your own.
Click Keep reading to see the questions.
💧Book a reading with me through KO-FI or DM/email (fishnapple168@gmail.com)
Visit this post for details : PERSONAL READING
💧WHAT I DON'T DO READING ON : my readings focus mostly on promoting self development and self awareness. So I don't do readings that :
Are meant to harm, abuse others
Reading about celebrity
Religious, world issues
Health, legal matters (please seek professional help for these matters)
Yes/no questions (you could ask "how" instead)
Specific time
You must be 18 years old or older to purchase my reading.
About yourself
The map to your soul, getting to know your deepest self
Your life purpose
Your biggest strength, your biggest weakness
Your energetic field, what makes you magnetic?
Your most attractive traits
What hidden talents of yours that you’re not noticing?
Your inner child
Getting in touch with your creativity, the themes, what you do best
What is lurking in your shadow?
What you are repressing and how it affects you
The part that you neglected, your unexplored side
How to feel more secure and confident in yourself
What should you cultivate more in yourself?
How to heal from the past, what lessons can you learn from the past
The letter, from you to you, what can you do more for yourself
Career, study, growth and success
What would bring you good luck?
What can you bring to the world? Your gift to the world
Messages from the Universe to you
Where should you travel (career, spirituality, relationship, relaxation)
What kind of career suits you best?
The career of your choice, how will it be?
How to improve in your career/study
How will you accomplish a successful life?
What should you study?
What hobbies should you adopt ?
How to move forward in your spiritual journey
Your future home
People's perception
You through the eyes of others vs yourself
People’s first impressions of you
People's assumptions of you
How strangers view you vs how admirers view you
What people secretly think about you
Things people secretly find attractive about you
Things people wish you to know
How your friends view you?
How do your colleagues view you?
How does your employer/employee view you?
How does you teacher view you?
How does a specific family member view you?
Relationships
What kind of people are you attracting into your life?
New friendship, who are they?
What blockages are there in your relationships with people?
How to heal relationship wounds?
Your fears about love and how to heal them
What kind of partner will best match you, can fulfill your soul's needs
How does a healthy love for you feel like?
How can you find love?
Describe your future lover
Current relationship, what you need to know
Why is this person in your life? The meaning of their existence in your life
Who will you marry?
Random things about them
Your married life
How will you meet them? The first meeting
Future children
You as a parent
They as a parent
First impression of each other: you vs them
The moment they fall in love with you
Did they have a particular type before meeting you?
How they will pursue you?
How will they confess?
First date
First kiss
How will their love feel like? How will they treat you?
How do they show love?
What they love about you/ What they don’t like about you
What you love about them/ What you don’t like about them
Their love letter for you (channeled letter)
The things they would say and do to comfort you
How will they protect the relationship?
Your needs vs their needs in relationship
How you affect each other
How you view them vs how they actually are
Their hidden fears and shadow side
Their jealousy
Possible conflicts and challenges in your relationship
What do people think about you two?
18+ questions
(only about people whom you share a sexual relationship with or your future spouse/partner)
How others perceive your sexual energy?
Is there a blockage in your sexual energy?
The ideal sexual partner for you
The moment they feel desire for you & their fantasy
First time
Their sexual style, kinks, fantasy, desires
Their fantasies about you
How they will seduce you
Your sex life with them
What do they assume about you sexually?
a question to all the writers out there
How do you know when to stop writing (a piece, a scene, an exchange)?
Often times, I find myself rambling incessantly over the vivid details of a scene that abuse the storage of my mind and haphazardly call those rambles purple prose.
It's a weird conundrum to phase, this tension between there never being enough words in the English language to paint the picture in your head, and the way the perspective grows increasingly blurry the more words you add.
It feels so criminal to cut out pieces you carefully articulated, though it is often necessary for the sake of the pace and the word-count. I guess the issue originates from a deeply rooted desire for control - that has less to do with writing, more to do with the psychologically imbalanced battle-field that is my brain.
I should detach from the piece and allow the reader the liberty to perceive what is written as their individual lens is capable, rather than forcing my exact vision onto foreign eyes. Sure, this may lend itself to reader's loving my characters far less than I do (since I bear all the highly-detailed lore behind them); just as commonly, though, one could argue, that the readers will weave their own imagination and memories with the characters, using them as scaffolds, and creating (in co-creation with the author) something that by far exceeds the original vision.
-penned by j. m. medna (2024)
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Some shower thoughts..
My fatal flaw or hubris is that I care about being beautiful. For most of my life, I’ve thought being beautiful would solve all my problems. I care so much about the appearance I present to the world, probably because what’s underneath is messy and raw. Hello, it’s me, the walking cliché.
I’ve put so much money, time, and value into this. For vanity.
I’m obsessive about it, to the point where I notice it on other people. You know how people say nobody will notice that zit? Sorry to tell ya…but I notice. Don’t mind me, I’m just projecting my insecurities onto other people so I don’t have to deal with them.
I would never let it affect my opinion of someone else and yet it forms the basis of my opinion of myself.
I’ve spent hours picking at my skin, pulling out my hair, using all the lotions and serums to achieve some mythical standard of perfection that is forever elusive.
I’m going to school to be an esthetician because “it’s a passion” but I think it actually comes from this need to look perfect. To be desired. An insecurity. Although I have a really hard time admitting this at face value.
Objectively speaking, I am beautiful. People stop me in the store or on the street just to pay me the compliment. I’m used to it (I sound so arrogant but not trying to be), I hate to admit that sometimes I expect it & I’ve let it define me - and I often wonder if I were to suffer some great accident that took the beauty away, who would I be? Because so much of my worth is wrapped up in that. Really sad to admit this.
The thing is though, is supposedly, my character is also beautiful. I’m warm, I carry around granola bars to give to homeless people, I am genuinely curious about others to better understand them, I don’t make friends to get ahead, I don’t judge, I pay attention to the little things & I get excited for others’ joy.
I can never feel that part of me though. Listing positive things about myself brings me as much feeling as filling out paperwork or pointing out countries on a map.
I think we all have a deep seeded limiting belief like this. For some it’s money, for others it can be power, status, the list goes on. Making sure we have this - whatever it is - keeps us from feeling fractured. Like we have it all together even if we don’t.
None of us have it all together. When I was young, I used to take the opinions and advice of adults as truths. I always thought that when I’m an adult, I’ll have it all figured out like they do.
I’m turning 30 next year and I’m realizing that literally no one has any idea what the fuck they are doing.
Driving on our move - it was 20+ hours - was the therapy I didn’t know I needed lol. I came to terms with some things via: imaginary conversations with people, crying, letting my mind wander with the scenery, and belting out the lyrics to old school alternative (circa 2000’s, if you know then you know what’s good).
Not really sure where I’m going with this. Just reflecting. I spend a lot of time in my head.
It's about depression, it's about self-analysis and fighting that voice in your head.
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