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Facts & Fanatsy

I miss the time when we used to share the same blanket;

I miss the time when you in the month of coldness tried to fill me up;

Fill me up with the warmth of your body;

With the essence of your cologne;

With the large pretty hands around my waist.

I'd rant how much I hate winter;

While you whispered in my neck "winter is for the people who are in love";

To your pretty lies, I got flushed;

To your pretty promises, I got flattered.

Ironically how amazingly, this winter I'm missing you.

Neither you are here to share the same blanket;

Neither you are here to give the warmth.

Other side of my bed is deserted;

Just like the other half of my heart is deserted of love.

You lied, 'winter is for heartbroken people';

To collect the pieces of their broken promises.

Facts and fanatsies are absolute remanants in novel world;

You proved that facts are for existing universe;

Fanatsies stays on the old torn pages of the novels we used to read in the month of december.

~k<3

attachment is: the mental tension you feel when you do not get exactly what you crave; it is refusing to accept change or let go of control

~Yung Pueblo, Clarity & Connection ♡

you are not hard to love. you're not "too different" to be loved. you're not "too ugly", "too fat", "too weird", or anything else. the right people will love you because of everything you are, not despite of things. you're worthy of that love, and it'll come to you soon.

you are not hard to love.

Reminder to self: Please never, NEVER EVER lose your phone or your 2FA or your password or anything else.

kthxbye

Update(13/09/2023): 3 free brush packs have been added! One for CSP and 2 for Procreate

✨✨Dawner's Free Procreate Brush Pack✨✨

I’ve been sitting on this set of brushes for a while and finally found the time to organize and upload them for free! Here’s a download link for them:

https://ko-fi.com/s/ed3403783d

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Dawner’s Procreate Brush Pack Vol.1 (Free!) - thedawner's Ko-fi Shop

Howdy, here’s a set containing 60 brushes for Procreate made out of personal resources and default assets! There are brushes for sketching,

I also have other resources over here as well! Both for Procreate, CSP and texture packs!

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Visit thedawner's Ko-fi Shop!

I've opened a Ko-fi shop. Come take a look!

one of the least helpful things ive been told as a neurodivergent person is “don’t half ass things”

if you can quarter ass something, do it! if all you can do is clean a corner of your room, or only read one of the two assigned chapters, or write the heading for your resume, or put all the papers for taxes in a pile, do it! if today isn’t a whole ass day, take pride in the portion of ass that you were capable of

don’t let neurotypicals work ethic define how you did today

the problem with being creative is that you start to feel very guilty when you haven’t created anything in a while

“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place”

Kurt Vonnegut Jr.

Jika hidup menerjangmu, bagaikan ombak menerjang karang. Maka kokohlah seperti karang itu.

Kau adalah pribadi yang sangat dibutuhkan, kenapa? Karena banyak orang berharap padamu, banyak yang berekspektasi tinggi terhadapmu, banyak yang mengandalkan dirimu.

Tapi ingat satu hal. Kebahagiaanmu adalah prioritas yang wajib kau penuhi, bukan memenuhi setiap ekspektasi semua orang terhadapmu.

Sepandai-pandainya kita merencanakan kehidupan dan masa depan, kejutan di luar ekspektasi pasti akan membersamai langkah kita.

Teruslah melangkah, namun jangan lupa rehat sejenak dan renungi perjalanan yang telah dilalui. Melangkah terus-menerus bukanlah hal yang sehat untuk jiwa dan raga.

Tinggalkanlah yang perlu kau tinggalkan -hari kemarin-

Bawalah pergi yang seharusnya kau bawa -hari esok-

Melangkahlah lagi.

Menyesal untuk beberapa hal karena satu alasan, menunda.

Kita tau bagaimana akibat dari menunda sesuatu tapi tetap saja dilakukan, entah untuk memuaskan apa.

Mungkin cara kita menafsirkan dan menginterpretasikan sesuatu terlalu negatif, sehingga pada akhirnya yang kita lakukan hanyalah mengeluh dan merasa lelah dengan semuanya. Mari perluas sudut pandang dan benahi lagi cara berpikir kita, InsyaAllah kita menjadi insan yang lebih banyak bersabar dan bersyukur.

Jangan berubah karena orang lain, tapi berubahlah demi diri sendiri.

Apa yang bisa diharapkan dari orang lain?

Tidak ada.

Berharaplah hanya pada Allah. Ingat selalu ini untuk kedamaian diri.

Jangan menyia-nyiakan kebaikan orang lain.

Bosan berdoa? Mungkin bukan bosan sih, tapi lebih ke menyerah untuk berdoa.

Pernah ada di titik itu dan seiring berjalannya waktu yah sadar juga bahwasanya itu gak baik, Allah aja nyuruh kita untuk terus berdoa kepada-Nya. Maka dari itu, terus melangitkan doa lebih baik daripada menyerah dalam berdoa.

Bisa saja segala kesakitan yang kita rasakan adalah manifestasi dari segala dosa kita sendiri. Semoga kita terus berusaha untuk bermuhasabah.