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Poetry

I loved you to the brink of poetry.

Insignificant words written on the torn pieces of my confessions.

I have lost the coherency of time and I seek out the cogs to wind us back.

My words don't make sense...but if it had was it even worthy of being called love....or better, poetry.

Like a raving lunatic I write day and day but these sentences flow out in a cacophony I do not understand nor that I care

The candle light illuminates my yearning in the old attic where the memories are safeguarded.

Everyday I wait is a day I lose myself

I love you too much

I love you to the point of senseless paragraphs

I love you to the point of poetry

Quotes from my notes app:

• And what’s the difference, really? Between pleasure and pain. Love is pleasure. Love is pain. One and the same. He is the artist, bleeding color and light; and she is the canvas, the black surface greedily soaking up every bit he dares offer her. She isn’t sure if the painting inside of her is beautiful, but it makes her feel like she is. Beautiful. A canvas painted pink with pleasure, dotted red with pain. A picture of love all the same.                                                                                                 --but she’s not fallen yet.

OMG you guys~ there are 50 of you qwq <3 <3 i know im not a blog with that many popularity or anything but I’m so happy~ qwq 50 followers~ 

I’m gonna finish all the request >////< thank you so much~i do really appreciate it <3

I constantly think about the fact that I don't post on this account often, and like is it because I don't have a whole lot of followers? Maybe. Is it because my mental health is in a constant state of decline? Maybe. Is it because school is a common whore and I'm getting fucked by her? Yes. It's not because I don't have any drive to post or anything that I can post to talk about it's just because life has greatly inconvenience me. It makes me feel a bit bad because I do want to post on here because that's the whole reason I made this account, I just don't have enough time sadly. I'm not going to delete this account though I'm going to I'm going to stay and I'm going to find the time and goddammit I'm going to spam the ether with my bullshit brain rot and every single hyper-fixation I have!

Currently thinking about all my hyperfixations and how I’m literally never gonna shut up about them while simultaneously wanting to not bother and one about them

Like I know I started this blog and my instagram specifically to talking into the void about my hyperfixations, but talking about stuff like Bleach, BOTW, or BNHA isn’t nearly as fun if it not with someone else :((((

On my knees🧎‍♀️😚