Sort Of Functioning - Tumblr Posts

enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Repulsion and longing.

Purging old paperwork as part of my ‘self care’ routine. Lots of documents to remind me of when I used to be a functioning adult with a mortgage and electric bills and such.

So much of it with both of our names on it.

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trauma well thats confusing horrible things horrible feeling horrible memories paperwork lonliness sadness abuse shitshow baggage for days domestic violence domestic abuse healing recovery the purge triggers everywhere survivor sort of functioning
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Healing in a nutshell

Consistently trying to resolve completely contradictory feelings and convincing myself amid my confusion and misery that it's ok to feel this way.

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healing recovery i am NOT OK!!! horrible abuse when does it stop triggers everywhere this sucks survivor surviving sort of functioning fuck this cptsd PTSD
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

Fun things

So last night when i was in that fuzzy spot between being awake and being asleep I called out for him.

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ha ha ha well thats confusing embarrassing recovery is not linear that hurt my heart oh boy i hate everything abusive ex not quite healed yet healing PTSD cptsd oh that sucked what is wrong with me survivor confusing surviving lonliness sort of functioning
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