Tell Me I'm Not The Only One - Tumblr Posts

Have you ever watched something (a movie, an anime, a show) and after you've finished it just randomly felt like watching it again? Similarly, I download apps, uninstall them, and then later want to install them again. I can't explain why. I just... want to.

are we even that hopeless? or are we just tired of watching the news everyday and get saturated of how many people die everyday? of how many people suffer in uncountable ways and we are helpless in the face of it all? in the face of the corrupt? of the consequences of human made disasters?

are we even that delusional? or are we just tired that our dreams might never come true because the arts, as beautiful as they are, are meaningless to capitalism and paints and pretty words dont make money

am i even that bitter? or am i just so alone and in need of a hug and just want to lie in the middle of a forest and let the world just swallow me and to never have to think again? do i just want to lie here with you waiting for the world to end for it to be only ours when everyone else is gone?

am i even who i present myself to be? or am i the persona that created the least problems for those around me and have nailed that skin so hard into my bones i cannot move without feeling it constraints against my soul?

life update: been waiting for the last minute of the washing machine cycle to end for the past 10 minutes 😀

Y'all can hate me all you want but if you play baby by Justin, I'd never not sing along 💀

My first reaction to this:

OK, but I can't stop thinking about it 💀

(Now the thought and theory that Magnifico is kinda fairy godmother is increasing)

(TelI me I'm not alone)

i am a perfectly nonchalant person. except on days where i crave love. then i choke up and go insane and begin howling at the moon