Toxic Friendship - Tumblr Posts
“my mom told me.. “a person who values you, wouldn’t ever put themselves in a position to lose you.” and that really hit deep.”
— Unknown
Alek/Malak: Why are you friends with me, actually?
Revan: Somebody's got to realize my weird ideas. Why not you?
This series was so good. 🔥 I love the MC and the portrayal of her realizing that her best friend is toxic and not the best thing in her life. It can be hard to let things and especially people go.
mind of mine
summary: you, a data scientist, have always found comfort in numbers and analysis. and there’s jungkook, a tattoo artist who has always been in your orbit, just on the edge. for years. attraction has swirled between you both from the beginning, but neither of you seem to do anything about it. until now. pairing: “badboy” jk x “shy/reserved” oc warnings: alcohol, cursing, driving without a helmet, smut in later chapters, toxic friendship/dynamics a/n: i’ll try to post this twice a week…but no promises. and yeah this is based off of some zayn songs across all 3 albums<3
one. GOOD YEARS two. BRIGHT three. WRONG four. BORDERSZ five. REAR VIEW six. RAINBERRY seven. IF I GOT YOU eight. TIO nine. UNFUCKWITABLE ten. TIGHTROPE eleven. IMPRINT twelve. WHEN LOVE’S AROUND
drabbles
what did jungkook and jieun discuss?
last update: july 18; main story is COMPLETE
honestly the most freeing , refreshing thing is unfollowing (or deleting the numbers of) friends you’ve had a falling out with/you aren’t friends with anymore/toxic ex friends,, like just saying to yourself “i’m done with this toxicity and i’m done being associated with these people” feels so amazing
Poem I wrote about my therianthropy and toxic friendships.
I have a dog heart and dog teeth.
My dog heart is too big for me sometimes,
I love so much and so hard.
I forgive easily.
But I also have dog teeth.
They long to snap at a threat,
to bite when scared.
But my dog heart keeps them in check.
Closing my mouth when I want to snarl, making me shrink back instead.
Begging my jaws to give them one more chance
"Just one more chance!!! Please!!!"
My heart begs me.
And I relent.
I swallow my teeth once again.
Choking down the hurtful words meant for others.
They tear at my throat but that's alright. I'd rather I hurt than they do.
But sometimes it becomes too much, even for my dog heart.
The teeth scratch at my heart,
but I continue.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I have a dog heart and dog teeth.
But my heart grows weary and my teeth grow few.
Remember when my irl friend (a christian) tried to guilt me (a christian at the time) into not celebrating Halloween anymore because it was against her religion? And saying the fact that I was going to dress up at school and give kids candy made her uncomfortable because its devil worship?
Good times.
Rethinking a (toxic?) friendship and listening to this playlist while trying my damn best to empty this vape I just bought