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listen its bad but its mine and i feel the most like me
which hasn’t happened before and i’m really happy
wow even though I am apparently a good driver, it still often enough makes me want to not exist. that is so cool. what a neat new little burden to my sanity.
honestly I might be a little rambly today there is kind of just a lot on my mind and i've been mentally word vomiting inside my brain for the past few months. I would like to think that I am okay because that happens pretty often but like, gurl, the mental is so off.
Like, "you can laugh, it's funny", but also holy shit what the fuck
*(why can't I fucking find the gif of azula saying this, wtf, can't have shit in ba sing se)
Having free will is so cool. I can sit on my floor without pants and no one can tell me no. Heck I can make a sandwich right now. Isn’t that awesome?
Finally... after all these years... I HAVE A CARE BEAR O.C. ! AAAAA-
It’s Kaidan, not Kaidã. Don’t mess with my soldier’ name.
As a joke, a girl tells you someone else has a crush on you, and suddenly, you're back in high school, watching which boy draws the short straw and be dared to confess his fake feelings for you. When he does so, you play along, the road with the least amount of tears on your part. The boys take turns confessing, and you act along for every single one. In doing so, although you don't know at the time, you're dictating your own fate. You're signing your doom. Because who could possibly truly, honestly, have feelings for someone who looks, and acts, and feels, the way you do? You're unlovable, remember.
Fucked myself over
soooooooooooo
... I think I somehow managed to give myself a caffeine based anxiety attack in math class, causing me to lose my shit to a friend in text and stress research shit I've been needing to research
I have since that class which ended only like......30 minutes ago...gone to a gas station and gotten snacks and I think I've accidentally emotionally drained myself and overstimulated and overwhelmed myself
fuck today I wanna go back home and cocoon myself but I have a stupid fucking paper and digital media assignments to do WHY IS THIS TIME ALWAYS STRESSFUL