Been Way Too Creative Lately, So Have A Freelancer Design.

Been way too creative lately, so have a Freelancer design.

[In case you can't read my handwriting:

-Al

-He/She/They

-26 years old

"100% not high rn"

"D.A.M.N. shirt from their first day"

"A Mess (TM)"

"Too many pockets"

"Self-made"]

More things about them if you care:

-Different hair color every two weeks

-No pronoun preferences

-Their style is usually more alternative but they're too lazy to make it look good so they just slap some flannel over it and call it a day

-Has no idea how to coordinate colors (obviously)

-Has triggered the smoke detector by smoking before

->And got a lengthy lecture from Damien for it when Gavin told the story

-Used to be very pale until they met Huxley and he gave them a reason to go outside more

-Still debating what tattoo they want to get

->Gavin's name is a very real option here

-Regularly buys white clothes just to dye them at home

Time to ruin someone's day, here we go!

(Aka: Me going on a rant about fluffy DarlinxQuinn.)

Warnings (?): Me swearing a lot because I wrote this the moment the thoughts came into my head without a filter, domestic fluffy things, and Quinn, who deserves to be his own warning.

Darlin and Quinn were so sweet together and you can not possibly fathom how endearing they were with one another.

For example - hear me tf out - they got matching rings to wear for their first anniversary-type thing. And I know now you might say:

"Uhh Existence, they weren't even together for a whole year. Did you even read the timeline?"

To which all I have to say is, bitch I studied the timeline, you amateur, now keep listening to what I have to say. Quinn is the type of person that celebrates this kind of shit monthly - He's the kind of person to celebrate "half-birthdays" or whatever they're called. So yea, he got himself and Darlin matching rings to put on necklaces as a first monthly anniversary gift.

Another grand example would be how these two shared each other's clothes all the time. Nobody knew which hoodie or t-shirt was whose anymore after a few months and so they'd just start buying clothes together and for each other instead of individually for themselves because they just knew they'd end up sharing the clothes anyway. And Darlin accidentally kept some of Quinn's clothes even after they broke things off.

Also, Darlin did Quinn's makeup for him. These two would be sitting pretty on the bathroom floor of Quinn's dingy little apartment, Darlin in Quinn's lap, and they'd be doing his eyeliner and applying glitter to his eyeshadow and putting on his highlighter. Once they were done, Quinn would give them the softest kiss and share his lipstick or chapstick with them before saying something like "To treat/cover up that scar I left" with the sweetest apologetic look he could muster.

Also, Quinn would always give Darlin massages and he was weirdly good at it. Most of the time these two weren't intimate in those innocent and lovely little ways, but when they were, it usually was Quinn massaging them.

And he wasn't just good with his hands when it came to massaging because this man has such steady hands that it became a regular thing for him to paint Darlin's nails, only for them to miserably fail at doing his in return. They were always super embarrassed and apologetic about it when they got the nail polish all over his fingers but to Quinn it was just the cutest thing to see them scramble to clean him up and damn near hear the blood rush to their face in embarrassment.

Another thing would be that Darlin tends to have a very hard time falling asleep, so they'd ask Quinn to trance them to sleep sometimes and he'd hum a little tune while he held them in his arms and they drifted off in his trance. When they were fully asleep he'd give them a little forehead kiss and just cuddle them closer while watching them sleep very non-creepily (definitely not creepy, why would you even suggest that?).

This one's not as wholesome, but Quinn thought it was cute and quirky to wear Darlin's blood like it was lipstick which they found disgusting, but they got desensitized to it to the point they played up their annoyance whenever they saw him do it. They'd say something like "You know it looks bad when it gets this dry, right?" before getting a wet cloth or just straight up licking it from his lips. The latter of those only encouraged Quinn to keep doing this because of course it did.

And those were my wonderful thoughts and ideas for the day, hope you enjoyed (or were miserable throughout) reading this stuff.

Also, how are we liking the dividers? I made them myself and I think they turned out pretty cute.

Because I've been playing them too much myself, here are my favorite victims of gacha games:

Angel, the numero uno who plays literally every gacha game there is and has spent so much money on them that David had to call the bank and change the access code for their and his credit cards.

Freelancer, a close second with the only difference being that they are broke and can't spend as much money as Angel does.

Asher is s definite third place because he's been playing Honkai Impact 3rd almost since release. He was f2p for the longest time but he did spend money on HoS and is the most chaotic Senti main there is.

Honorable mentions to:

Darlin, who does not at all care about the games and is strictly f2p, their favorite game is Project Sekai.

Sweetheart, the luckiest Genshin Impact f2p on this planet.

And Vincent and Lovely, who share accounts and commonly argue about what character they should save for only to end up spending money on both of the characters they were arguing over.

Hi, hello, and good day, I am an existing existence, and this is my blog "an existing existence" on which I exist and do stuff mostly related to audio rp that then also exists very existently. You may call me Existence and refer to me by they/it pronouns.

In case you're looking for something specific:

☆Audio RP Fics☆

"Because They All Mean Well" - Darlin & Bright Eyes (Sam also exists) | Angst/Aftermath of Non-consensual Vampire Turning/Several Triggers for Suicidal People, People with Depression or ed, Victims of sa

"Don't Want to Say It/Don't Want to Hear It" - Frederick & Suicidal Bright Eyes | Angst/Reconciliation

"One of Sixteen" - Darlin & Quinn | Gore/Revenge

"Please and Thank You" - David & Darlin | Queerplatonic Relationship/Fluff/Pre-canon/Discontinued&Unfinished

"It's My Favorite" - Freelancer & Gavin | Fluff/Marriage Proposal (kind of)

"Undying" part 1: "Dying" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Major Character Death

"Undying" part 2: "Dead" - Darlin or Sam & William | Angst/Grief & Mourning

"Undying" part 3: "Alive" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Fluff/Hurt&Comfort

☆Fics for Other Fandoms☆

[Attack on Titan] "There is Love for You out there" - Annie Leonhart & Male Reader, Tom Ksaver/Male Reader | Some Fluff/Mostly Angst/Homophobia/Character Death

☆Edits☆

○Redacted Audio - Guy & Honey [Fluff]

○Redacted Audio - David/Darlin/Quinn [Angst/Gore]

○Redacted Audio - Avior [Melancholy]

○Yuurivoice - Auron [Escape pt.4]

☆Aesthetics☆

•Angel

•Avior

•Baaabe

•Bright Eyes

•Darlin

•Doc

●Freelancer

●Gavin

●Hush

•Lovely Solaire

•Sweetheart

☆Secret Tags☆

•#an existing post (me :D)

•#[insert character] with a ribbon (e.g: "#guy with a ribbon")

=Daily posts since June 2023=

Saw someone do something like this somewhere, no idea where the post went otherwise I would have linked it but whatever-

Assigning Redacted characters Mindless Self Indulgence songs (From someone who is very normal about that band) in no particular order and with the occasional quote from the song:

Gavin: Tight. [I didn't have a say in the matter, he picked it himself-]

Damien: Witness. [Me assigning him this song is a positive thing, I promise.]

Huxley: On It. [The Imperium is strong with this one...]

Kody: Get It Up. [ :) ]

Lasko: Revenge. [We all know this man just wants to bash some heads in and is doing his best not to.]

The Shaw pack in general: Ass Backwards. [Listen to the song, it's a vibe.]

Vincent: Molly. [Because Vincent was a good girl and he knew the reasons why-]

Sam: Bed Of Roses. [He deserves his little emo song, let him have it.]

Alexis: Evening Wear. [Originally planned on only doing voiced characters, but "It's not fair to be compared to you" is a line that just fit too well.]

William(/Vega): 1989. [*insert old man joke here]

Elliott: What Do They Know. ["Mess me up beyond all recognition. For what it's worth, I'd do it again" - because this man will sacrifice himself and everything for Sunshine with no regrets and we love him for that.]

Blake: Pay For It. ["I don't want you to hate me. I want you to wanna hate me. I don't want you to date me, I want you to wanna date me" - his constant internal struggle with his feelings for Bestie summed up very nicely.]

Regulus: 3 S'. [Doesn't fit 100% but the sentiment is there.]

Avior: Due. [I could quote a line from the song here, but I'd end up just putting most of the lyrics here. So. "Die, my darling" is the one I will go with.]

Guy: Bitches. ["This is how it should be done" indeed.]

Aaron: Mastermind. [No, I will not elaborate.]

Honorable listener mention:

Freelancer: Sex for Homework. [In homage to their humble beginnings.]

Ao3 is going to delete my draft if I don't post this tomorrow so woo! The first part of my one-shot series "Undying" is up now!

Mind the tags and warnings, but rest assured that this abomination of a death scene is not required to read the later (and slightly more wholesome) parts of the series. I'll probably put the second and third parts up sometime next week when Ao3 threatens to delete them, so look forward to that maybe!

(Also, I just might be working on a fourth part, but you didn't hear that from me-)