Hi, Hello, And Good Day, I Am An Existing Existence, And This Is My Blog "an Existing Existence" On Which

Hi, hello, and good day, I am an existing existence, and this is my blog "an existing existence" on which I exist and do stuff mostly related to audio rp that then also exists very existently. You may call me Existence and refer to me by they/it pronouns.

In case you're looking for something specific:

☆Audio RP Fics☆

"Because They All Mean Well" - Darlin & Bright Eyes (Sam also exists) | Angst/Aftermath of Non-consensual Vampire Turning/Several Triggers for Suicidal People, People with Depression or ed, Victims of sa

"Don't Want to Say It/Don't Want to Hear It" - Frederick & Suicidal Bright Eyes | Angst/Reconciliation

"One of Sixteen" - Darlin & Quinn | Gore/Revenge

"Please and Thank You" - David & Darlin | Queerplatonic Relationship/Fluff/Pre-canon/Discontinued&Unfinished

"It's My Favorite" - Freelancer & Gavin | Fluff/Marriage Proposal (kind of)

"Undying" part 1: "Dying" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Major Character Death

"Undying" part 2: "Dead" - Darlin or Sam & William | Angst/Grief & Mourning

"Undying" part 3: "Alive" - Darlin & Sam | Angst/Fluff/Hurt&Comfort

☆Fics for Other Fandoms☆

[Attack on Titan] "There is Love for You out there" - Annie Leonhart & Male Reader, Tom Ksaver/Male Reader | Some Fluff/Mostly Angst/Homophobia/Character Death

☆Edits☆

○Redacted Audio - Guy & Honey [Fluff]

○Redacted Audio - David/Darlin/Quinn [Angst/Gore]

○Redacted Audio - Avior [Melancholy]

○Yuurivoice - Auron [Escape pt.4]

☆Aesthetics☆

•Angel

•Avior

•Baaabe

•Bright Eyes

•Darlin

•Doc

●Freelancer

●Gavin

●Hush

•Lovely Solaire

•Sweetheart

☆Secret Tags☆

•#an existing post (me :D)

•#[insert character] with a ribbon (e.g: "#guy with a ribbon")

=Daily posts since June 2023=

Sweetheart and the dark academia aesthetic are the same thing and you will not tell me otherwise.

(Also the icon is super cute I love it-)

Currently drinking a can of soda that contains 13.5 grams of sugar per 100 milliliters.

I finally understand how it feels to be Asher.

Redacted Characters And Listeners As Things That I Or My Friends Have Said/Conversations We've Had:

Marcus: I wish I saw what people see in me fr

Asset: A bunch of organs?

Milo: But ok I wouldn't have high standards if I was Benedict Cumberbatch

Asher: Anyway, hope you're having fun with your book. Don't bite it in half or smth.

(Later)

Baabe: I surprisingly did not.

(Conversation about two different romance books)

Gavin: I was like, yes Rhys, get it-

Freelancer: I thought we were talking about Edward and Bella

Gavin: WHAT. GOODNIGHT. No.

Freelancer: I did not check the switch from Edward and Bella to Mister Fake-Latin-Name

Gavin: FAKE LATIN NAME💀

(Discussion of past relationships)

Darlin: I will show you convos of me and my ex-bf

Angel: Hold up when did you have a bf?

Darlin: Used to be my gf, turned out to be trans

Angel: Ohhh right right I remember

Darlin: The only time my friends believed I was gay

Lovely: Okay, Twilight shaped me into the deranged mess I am today, you should thank it.

Milo: Happy new year

Sweetheart: Make a wish

Milo: I want a big ass

Sweetheart: I want big tits

Milo: You can have mine

Sweetheart: Gladly

Milo: Only for you bbg

Vincent: Are you team Edward or team Jacob?

Sam: Neither- but if I had to pick I'm with the wolf all the way

Vincent: I FUCKING KNEW IT

Vincent: You werewolf-obsessed ass...

Sam: Though, Alice and Jasper were my pansexual awakening I'll be honest

Vincent: Alice 🧎‍♀️

Darlin: But still, call a therapist so you can get an appointment in a year. The longer you wait the longer... you'll have to wait- That sounded better in my head.

David: I have noticed just by talking to you.

Lasko: Can you promise me something real quick because otherwise I'll forget

Freelancer: Okok I mean tell me what to promise and maybe I'll do it.

Lasko: When I get my next paycheck you need to force me to buy the "Are You Lasky?" Shirt.

Lasko: I need to be the joke.

Saw someone do something like this somewhere, no idea where the post went otherwise I would have linked it but whatever-

Assigning Redacted characters Mindless Self Indulgence songs (From someone who is very normal about that band) in no particular order and with the occasional quote from the song:

Gavin: Tight. [I didn't have a say in the matter, he picked it himself-]

Damien: Witness. [Me assigning him this song is a positive thing, I promise.]

Huxley: On It. [The Imperium is strong with this one...]

Kody: Get It Up. [ :) ]

Lasko: Revenge. [We all know this man just wants to bash some heads in and is doing his best not to.]

The Shaw pack in general: Ass Backwards. [Listen to the song, it's a vibe.]

Vincent: Molly. [Because Vincent was a good girl and he knew the reasons why-]

Sam: Bed Of Roses. [He deserves his little emo song, let him have it.]

Alexis: Evening Wear. [Originally planned on only doing voiced characters, but "It's not fair to be compared to you" is a line that just fit too well.]

William(/Vega): 1989. [*insert old man joke here]

Elliott: What Do They Know. ["Mess me up beyond all recognition. For what it's worth, I'd do it again" - because this man will sacrifice himself and everything for Sunshine with no regrets and we love him for that.]

Blake: Pay For It. ["I don't want you to hate me. I want you to wanna hate me. I don't want you to date me, I want you to wanna date me" - his constant internal struggle with his feelings for Bestie summed up very nicely.]

Regulus: 3 S'. [Doesn't fit 100% but the sentiment is there.]

Avior: Due. [I could quote a line from the song here, but I'd end up just putting most of the lyrics here. So. "Die, my darling" is the one I will go with.]

Guy: Bitches. ["This is how it should be done" indeed.]

Aaron: Mastermind. [No, I will not elaborate.]

Honorable listener mention:

Freelancer: Sex for Homework. [In homage to their humble beginnings.]

I was going to work through the reblogs I got on my "Tumblr I'm trying to do a thing, so please tell me what your favorite Redacted Audio audio(s) is/are" post.

But then I heard a song that made me think of Guy, so I started doing another one for him instead of one of the planned Avior, Lasko, or David edits.

However

I can't get the text for the video to do what I want it to, so I've started preparing yet another edit just to give me an excuse to continue editing audio instead of video.

So, uh, Tumblr people? What are some of your favorite Gavin quotes?

(Yes, "My little voyeur" is the only line I have so far, how did you know?)