
Idk who I am
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Aranrosta - Tumblr Blog
if you can pinch it you can lose it
what if i can grab it 😀
How to lose weight without family noticing no glue no borax???? Xoxoxoxox
Jumpscare when I see my body naked!
AYEEE IM GETTING OUT HOSPITAL ( SAY YAY)‼️‼️
white insp0 board









meal ideas:





















And you don't know how long I could stare into your picture




and wish that it was me
And you don't know how long I could stare into your picture




and wish that it was me
me leaving tumblr for 5 seconds to scroll thru tiktok and then getting bored and needing to see 3d content again
REALLLLLLLLLL OMG
i miss my lowest weight so bad
Someone get me out of hospital rn I’m going crazy
Hip bones!!




i feel so fat, im not losing weight, and i keep binging
I HAVE TO KEEP GOING







So I can be beautiful like them
worst part about weight gain is that you can see it on ur face
double chin/round cheeks really screams "that's a fat bitch"
what if i just refuse to eat until i physically can’t go without food anymore
Hi guys,
Just wanted to say that I’m not gonna be on for a few weeks as I went a lil too far and landed in inpatient..
But dw I will most certainly be back just have to get out of here first then back on track!
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I want to look as sick on the outside as I feel on the inside
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Meal planning is honestly so fun makes me feel so organised and shit
real

Collarbone comparison of me for me!


Pic on the left side is from a while back
Pic on right side is from today!
Bmi 24.2 -> 17.3
Idk how much I was in the left side I’m guessing around 60kg ish?? Defo so so soooo much more
Right side I’m roughly around 45.8kg
I tried finding photos of my legs or different body parts but I have like noneee
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I kind of miss having a healthy relationship with food like I really do love food but I can't eat it anymore without wanting to die 🙃😝
my biggest mistake with this ed is that I lose some kg and feel skinny and pretty so I stop caring about not eating and start living my life mindlessly and gain back the kg that I lost and go back to where I started
Just so you know
It's impossible to gain fat weight if you're eating under your maintenance. If you gain weight overnight it can be many many things like
Water intake, sodium intake, if you haven't gone to the bathroom in a few days, if you have a meal with high refined carbs (pasta, bread etc.) And many other things.
If you ate 500 calories and gained the next day you didn't gain real weight. It's ok. You'll be ok don't beat yourself up ik it's hard to see the scale to go up but you cannot gain real weight if you're under eating.
It's ok I promise, show yourself some grace 🫶